"F * ck! Dead Sky Cloud, you motherf * cker, you're still doing the dance! Xiao... even broke 220 points... inverted ball... you motherf * cker, you've been sitting for 16 consecutive nights, aren't you ready to play? Are you an iron skull?" As his best friend Wang Xin screamed, more than 30 eyes in the internet cafe suddenly stopped on Zhang Tianyun for 20 seconds. Zhang Tianyun put down the keyboard in his hand and gently lit a cigarette. The betrayal of his girlfriend more than half a month ago had left Zhang Tianyun scarred. Other than using alcohol to numb himself, he was still lonely when he woke up. The Internet had become the spiritual support of Zhang Tianyun's loneliness. He did not know what he would become if he continued to fall like this. "F * ck! What a joke. I don't care if he's loved or hurt. As long as I'm free, I'll kick away all my troubles.”Zhang Tianyun smiled and mocked himself in his heart.
Then, Zhang Tianyun threw a cigarette to Wang Xin and walked out of the internet cafe alone.
He returned to his own residence. Zhang Tianyun rented this small room when he came to Zhenfeng to study. The school was too far away from home, and Zhang Tianyun did not like to squeeze in the school dormitory with others, nor did he have the habit of letting others limit his freedom! Although it was a little lonely to live here alone, at least he was quite comfortable. Perhaps it was time for him to take a good rest. His entire body fell down along the bed. The fall for more than half a month had indeed made him feel a little breathless.
Zhang Tianyun woke up after sleeping for a long time. He was no longer sleepy and looked at the alarm clock on the table. 6 PM. She remembered that she had not been to school for two weeks and still missed it. After getting out of bed and washing up, Zhang Tianyun leisurely walked back to the school where he had almost spent three years.
High school was indeed an era worth reminiscing about. There were too many joys and sorrows that were difficult to describe with words. Perhaps some things could only stay quietly in the memory. Sitting in the seat that had been separated from him for half a month, the atmosphere in the classroom still did not change much. Occasionally, a few more familiar students would ask about Zhang Tianyun's situation in the past few days. The rest were mostly playing poker, reading novels, and a few were discussing online games. He was really immersed in the online game and could not extricate himself. He was possessed by the devil! It wasn't that there weren't any students who were really preparing for the upcoming college entrance examination. At most, they were the top students in the class. He really didn't know if those people were the legendary " literary stars " that had descended to the mortal world. They were actually so good at their studies. However, from Zhang Tianyun's perspective, he had never been envious or jealous. Everyone had their own strengths. If you asked them to learn to smoke, drink, or play Audition, Zhang Tianyun was willing to bet that they would definitely not improve as fast as him.
Before class, Zhang Tianyun lit another cigarette and admired the smoke rings that came out of his mouth. He could also satisfy his hypocritical pride. "Smoke rings? Not every smoking customer can spit it out, let alone someone like me. F * ck! Since when did I learn to be so narcissistic?”Zhang Tianyun thought to himself.
"Hey! When are you going to stop smoking?”Zhang Tianyun looked at the woman in front of him without saying anything. It was not because she was too beautiful that he lost his composure and was sealed. It was just that he was so fragile that he had lost interest in women.
"Do you know that this is not good for you? Now, you only know how to smoke, drink, and surf the internet all day long…Do you think that this kind of fall is very good?”
"Heh…Are you lecturing me or are you concerned about me? But I don't seem to need any of them." Seeing the beautiful girl run away in boredom, Zhang Tianyun revealed his first smile in half a month.
Time had yet to wash away Zhang Tianyun's hurt heart. Throughout the entire evening self-study session, Zhang Tianyun was recalling the twists and turns of his journey. Three years in high school? Other than learning how to smoke, drink, and surf the internet. Zhang Tianyun didn't know what else he had learned. Playing with women? F * ck! It should be said that he had learned to let women play with him.
After school, Zhang Tianyun walked alone in the school. Everything in front of him was so familiar and so strange. All the scenes in the past returned to his memories. Zhang Tianyun couldn't help but sigh,"Zhenle is so beautiful." The past you and I, we said that we would hold each other's hands and not let go…Now? I can only think of you secretly.”
What I light is a cigarette, what I smoke is loneliness. What he wanted to ignite was hope? At night, Zhang Tianyun sneaked through the hazy streets of the night. Every step he took was secretly turning around. Before he could find the You of life, love was like a rain, leaving him. Zhang Tianyun knew that he would eventually be alone. Zhang Tianyun threw the cigarette butt on the ground and cursed,""F * ck…What am I doing? Even if everyone had to leave me behind…I will also learn to force myself to laugh... Even if fate is destined to let me kiss alone... I will also get used to the darkness!”Walking home alone along the street lights, Zhang Tianyun couldn't help but think of Zhang Jingxuan's " Breakpoint ": Quietly accompanying you for a long, long walk, I didn't even realize that my eyes were red. Listening to you talk about your changes now, looking at the smiling face that I still love you the most, this path still hasn't changed. In the past, every time I passed by, it was sunny. Thinking of the past we had, tears began to spread bit by bit. I turned my company, not letting you see...
After returning to his room, Zhang Tianyun wrote a paragraph with infinite sadness,"
After an unknown period of time, Zhang Tianyun came to the back of the mountain behind the school and climbed the highest mountain in Zhenfeng. Whenever he was in a bad mood, Zhang Tianyun would come back. He liked to sit alone in a corner, light a cigarette, and look down at everything under his feet. "The sky is gray and the wilderness is vast. The wind blows through the grass and I bow my head to see Zhen Feng City." Standing on top of it, it seemed to have the kind of boldness that looked down on the mountains.
After a long time, the sky suddenly turned gray, as if it was about to cry. Zhang Tianyun cursed with disdain,"F * ck! It's going to rain. Let's go back quickly! Who would be willing to walk alone in the rain when they were single?”However, just as Zhang Tianyun turned around, a white light suddenly appeared in front of him. He didn't know if it was lightning, but in his impression, lightning would flash past. However, the light in front of him didn't disappear. Instead, it kept growing and becoming more and more piercing. In the end, it actually pounced on Zhang Tianyun. It couldn't dodge in time, and it couldn't dodge. Zhang Tianyun finally let out a panicked cry of " mother demon ". After that, everything returned to calm.
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