"I thought about it too. But Qiangzi, I dare not think about it, let alone write it out. Do you understand?" I felt a little bitter.
"I don't understand." Lin Qiang pulled his chair over and sat next to me. He crossed his legs and smiled playfully.
I didn't know how to explain it to him, so I waved my hand.""Forget it if you don't understand. I…I don't know how to tell you.”
"Then it's not a good thing for you to hold it in by yourself, right?”Lin Qiang really cares about me. I've been in university for almost three years. Qiang Zi is one of the closest brothers I have. During our freshman year military training, we were a thorn in the company commander's eyes. That's why we had to stand together when we were being praised and punished. Not many people know about Luo Xiaoqi and me. Qiangzi is one of them, and he knows the most. After I broke up with Luo Xiaoqi, Qiangzi witnessed all the pain, sadness, and despair I had experienced for more than a hundred days.
"Xiao Mo, are we brothers?”
"Of course!" I nodded.
"Since you admit that we're brothers, can you be more straightforward and not make me worry?"”
I was silent. Qiang Zi didn't speak either. He looked at me silently. I looked at him too. After a while, we both laughed.
"Qiang Zi, I…"
Lin Qiang made a gesture to keep quiet. I only hope that you can quickly get out of that pain.”
"I understand." I laughed.
"Alright, I'll repeat myself three times. I don't have the time to talk nonsense with you.”Looking at the time, Qiang Zi suddenly screamed and jumped up from the chair and climbed onto the bed." F * ck!" The double experience period is up!"
I was originally quite worried, thinking that he had missed something important. I didn't expect it to be this! I couldn't help but laugh when I saw Qiang Zi anxiously climbing onto the bed."You! Why don't we just crawl in!" Qiang Zi laughed foolishly.
There was a reason why he was so obsessed with online games…
In his words, the game was his only hope. In such a muddleheaded life, he had to find something to place his hopes on. Emotions or thoughts…no matter what, he had to find something to place his hopes on. Game was Qiang Zi's best emotional sustenance. He had never had love, nor had he believed in love. He said that love was sometimes very hurtful. Although love also had sweet and happy times, the pain was far more than happiness. And that pain was something he didn't want to touch so far, so he chose an online game that wouldn't hurt him.
I couldn't refute Qiang Zi's idea.
Qiangzi was once again immersed in the virtual world of online games. I created a new text file, intending to use my own method to put a full stop to that painful yet happy memory of mine…
The second time I saw Luo Xiaoqi was also online.
That day, I slept until noon. I turned on the computer without washing my face. As soon as I got online, Luo Xiaoqi sent me a video call request. I was stunned for a moment before I rejected it.
"What's wrong?" Luo Xiaoqi's message was followed by a questioning emoji.
"I just got up and haven't washed up yet."”
"You just woke up?" Luo Xiaoqi couldn't accept my schedule." Are you active at night?”
"Yes!" I yawned and quickly typed on the keyboard," Wait for me for a while, I'll go wash up. I'll call you when I'm done." I picked up the washbasin and ran to the bathroom.
"F * ck! Why are you here?" When I rushed into the bathroom, Lin Qiang was taking a dump. His face was flushed red as he looked at me in horror. I didn't expect Lin Qiang to leave the door unlocked when he went to the toilet. He looked like I could do anything to him."You're asking me if you don't lock the door when you go to the bathroom! You're a pervert!" Then, before Lin Qiang could react, I retreated and closed the door. Of course, when I said 'bring it up', I was referring to the door from the outside.
"Hey! Hey! Mo Chen! Why did you close the door!" Lin Qiang shouted from inside.
"Hehe!" I said," In order to ensure the safety of all the other comrades in the dormitory and to prevent the release of toxic gases. I can only use this method! Hurry up, I'm still waiting to use the bathroom!”
"Get lost! Stop talking nonsense. Hurry up and open the door!" Lin Qiang continued to shout at the top of his lungs.
Yao Zi had played mahjong all night last night. In a daze, he jumped out of bed wearing only his underpants."What are you two arguing about?" "Who's in there?" he asked, knocking on the door. Can you hurry up? I'm still holding it in!"
"Don't rush me!" Lin Qiang's depressed voice came from inside." Is this something I can control?"”
" Haha," I smiled at Yao Zi." The more you urge him, the slower he gets!”
"What are you doing?" Yao Zi rubbed her sleepy eyes and looked at the basin in my hand. I glanced at the toilet. I guessed that Qiang Zi wouldn't be done for a while."I'm fine. Wait here!" This world was chasing him! It seems that the second time I see Luo Xiaoqi, I can only appear as a sloppy person who hasn't washed up.
He sat in front of the computer and sent Luo Xiaoqi a message saying," I'm sorry." Luo Xiaoqi asked me what happened. I said that there was no place to wash up. The toilet was occupied by a strong enemy. Luo Xiaoqi sent a cute emoji and then sent a video call. I looked at myself in the mirror before I accepted it, hoping that my hair wouldn't be too messy!
After the video call was connected, Luo Xiaoqi's cute smile appeared in my sight. I smiled at her. Although this was our first official video call, we weren't that reserved. We felt as relaxed and at ease as old friends who hadn't seen each other for many years. To describe it in one word, they felt like old friends at first sight.
"What time do you sleep every day?" Luo Xiaoqi seemed to be curious about my schedule.
"I'm not sure! Even I don't know the exact answer.”I'm telling the truth. Luo Xiaoqi put on a thoughtful look.""Then…then you are a night owl, right?”I thought about it, neither affirming nor denying it."I guess so! However, they could only be considered amateurs and could not be compared to professionals.”
" Hehe…" Luo Xiaoqi laughed.
I smiled too. I like to see her smile. Beautiful!
"By the way, aren't you going to class today?" Luo Xiaoqi asked again.
I glanced at the class schedule on the table from the corner of my eyes. It was written that there was a class at 1:30 p. m. Then I looked at the time on the computer: 13：20……
"What's wrong?" Luo Xiaoqi saw that I didn't answer the question for a long time and thought that I had something to do.
"Uh…nothing. There were no classes in the afternoon. What about you?" I could only pray in my heart,'I hope that the teacher won't take attendance this afternoon…'
"We have classes in the afternoon. So I could only stay until four in the afternoon.”Luo Xiaoqi said," Do you have any plans for the afternoon?”
"I…I don't have any plans. I'm just hanging around in the dormitory.”I almost said,'If there's nothing else, I have to go to class.'
"Then…can you chat with me?”
"Aren't we chatting right now?"
"Thank you." Luo Xiaoqi said sincerely. I didn't know why she thanked me, so I looked at Luo Xiaoqi in confusion.
" I don't have any friends that I can talk to. Everyone doesn't seem to like me..." Luo Xiaoqi didn't notice my confusion and continued to tell me about her pain." I don't know why, but I couldn't find a friend after I came to university. My high school friends weren't by my side. Sometimes, I feel very lonely. So I really hope to find a friend who can talk to me.”At this point, Luo Xiaoqi stopped and looked at me. She carefully asked for my opinion in a low voice," Can you be my friend?”
"Of course. No problem! " I like to make friends, but…" My hesitation might have caused Luo Xiaoqi to misunderstand.
She looked at me nervously.”
"Don't misunderstand," I quickly explained. I just said that I can't be by your side either. Suddenly, I didn't know how to continue, because I knew that if I continued, I could clear up her misunderstanding, but it was very likely to bring her into another sad mood.
"Hehe, it's alright. I don't expect to have a friend by my side anymore. So, even if you only chat with me through the internet, I'm already very satisfied.”Luo Xiaoqi's face revealed her signature cute smile again. It was very sunny and bright.
“OK! It's good that you think this way." Although Luo Xiaoqi sounded sad, I still let out a sigh of relief.
"Aiya! I feel so comfortable!" Lin Qiang walked out of the toilet with his pants up and shouted at me,""Hey! Xiao Mo, I feel like I'm floating after I poop! Super cool!"
"Hey, hey, hey! Be careful! There are others here!" I shouted at him unhappily.
"Someone's here? Where?" Lin Qiang looked around for the "person" I mentioned. I pointed at the computer. Can you pay attention to your image?" Lin Qiang poked his head over to take a look, then he cried out," F * ck! "Thank goodness I wasn't seen…" She pulled up her pants and hopped out.
"Who is that?" Fortunately, Luo Xiaoqi only saw Lin Qiang's big head.
"I'm a friend from the same dorm. Hehe, he was a little careless. What I said just now, please…don't mind it!”F * ck your super invincible hairy legs, Lin Qiang. I have to clean up your mess with your " hooligan language " just now. Tell me, what kind of virtue did you accumulate in your previous life to meet such a good brother like me in this life!
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