Ever since she was forced to drink the medicine by Luo Xuan, Young Feng became very docile and never stopped drinking the medicine. Luo Xuan liked this kind of tranquility, but he knew Phiona's personality too well. This kind of tranquility was no different from indifference, so Luo Xuan felt lost. He would always say some words of concern when he gave her the medicine. However, in the few days after that day, Phiona did not speak a word to Luo Xuan. Even the way she looked at him became pure and empty. Luo Xuan had never seen Phiona like this. In the past, when Phiona faced Luo Xuan, no matter how many emotions there were in her eyes, they couldn't hide the love that went deep into her bones. Even when Phiona came here, even if there was resistance and indifference in her eyes, Luo Xuan could still feel that Phiona cared about him occasionally. But now, Phiona's eyes made Luo Xuan panic. It shouldn't be like this.
Sitting in the peach blossom forest of the Xuanyin Pavilion, Luo Xuan thought of the tranquility of Xiao Feng these few days, and his heart was extremely heavy.
Ever since he came to treat Phiona, Luo Xuan had been staying in Phiona's room under Ah Li's arrangement. Opposite Phiona's bed was a warm couch covered with white and warm fox fur. Phiona would usually sit there reading or resting. Now, it had become Luo Xuan's temporary bed because he was worried that Xiao Feng would suddenly faint again. He was more at ease with someone around. When Ah Li told Phiona about this, Phiona looked at Luo Xuan and didn't say anything. However, Luo Xuan saw the rejection in her eyes. In fact, he didn't like this arrangement. However, when he thought that her life would be in danger at any time, Luo Xuan agreed.
He had always known that she would have nightmares. When she was still a child and had just ascended the mountain, he could hear her wailing almost every night when she was awakened by nightmares. It was then that he realized how fragile this child, who had a determined gaze in Shaolin Temple, was. There was even one time when he took a nap and woke up to find that she was asleep by his bed. He gently wanted to carry her back to her room, but he woke her up. When she saw that it was him, she grabbed his hand tightly and refused to let go."Master, I dreamed that many people died. Grandfather died, uncles died, mother died, and Xiao Feng was about to be killed.”His eyes were filled with fear. At that time, he had only smiled and told her that there were no ghosts in the world. All dreams came from uneasiness. As long as she put down her obsession and focused on practicing this nightmare, it would no longer disturb her peace. She tugged at her sleeve and said timidly,"" But Master, Xiao Feng is still afraid…" After that, he taught her to study the scriptures every night for a year, and she gradually stopped having nightmares. Unexpectedly, that night, she was still awakened by the nightmare and kept shouting," Mei Niang, don't leave me "," Mei Niang, Xiao Feng, don't be abandoned again ". She was awakened from her meditation and saw her sweaty and thin hands seem to want to grab something in the void. She really felt sorry and sorry. After all, she was responsible. He held her hand and wiped her sweat. He thought to himself that he must quickly end these trivial matters around him. He would take her away. He could go anywhere. He would not be entangled with this world anymore. Calculating the time, Martial Union's alliance army should be arriving soon, and Kublai Khan's army should be arriving at the border between the three kingdoms soon.
The peach blossoms in front of her were blooming happily. The fragrance of the peach blossoms surrounded her, and the frustration in her heart slowly settled down. She did not know why the peach blossoms could bloom so beautifully in her courtyard. Was she someone who liked peach blossoms? Doesn't look like it…
Thinking about how Phiona's body was no longer in a bad condition yesterday, he could give her acupuncture today. After flicking off the falling flowers on his shoulder, Luo Xuan turned around and prepared to go to Phiona.
Young Feng was sitting at the table, seemingly writing something. When she saw Luo Xuan come in, she immediately put it away. Although he was curious about what she would write, Luo Xuan did not ask further.
" Young Feng, I can perform acupuncture for you today…" Luo Xuan sat on the round chair beside Young Feng. Phiona nodded and walked into the room. Just as she sat cross-legged on the bed and Luo Xuan took out the set of silver needles that he had prepared, Cang Hai's voice came," Phiona, look what I brought you…" Before Cang Hai could finish his sentence, Luo Xuan heard Phiona say,""Help me." Then, one of his hands was suddenly pulled up by her, and his body involuntarily leaned forward.
When Cang Hai came in, he saw this scene. On Phiona's bed, Luo Xuan was pressed against Phiona's body, his hair tangled. As if he had disturbed them, the jade flute in Canghai's hand fell to the ground and broke into three pieces.
" Xiao Feng…" She muttered and lost her soul.
Phiona pushed Luo Xuan away. Both of their faces were flushed.
"Vastsea, why are you here?" There was a hint of shyness in her tone, which made Canghai's heart ache even more. He helplessly picked up the broken flute on the ground,""It's okay. I'll find a better one.”As he spoke, he walked out without looking back. He ignored Ren Xiaofeng's calls from behind.
It was not until Cang Hai's figure completely disappeared from his sight that Luo Xuan's eyes turned gloomy.
"Why do you have to make him misunderstand? He really likes you, right?”
"I know that he really likes me. What about you?”Phiona turned around and looked at Luo Xuan. Luo Xuan's silence was expected. Phiona laughed at herself,""So what if you really like me? Everything has already ended. It's too late.”" Phiona, don't be like this, I…" Luo Xuan wanted to say something but stopped. Although there were two times when he really couldn't stand Phiona's indifference and had already expressed his feelings to Phiona, he still found it difficult to say the word 'like' out loud.
"Alright, let's begin. If you still remember that I'm your patient, you'd better finish the treatment quickly. I'm very busy and don't have time to receive such a long treatment.”After saying that, Young Feng sat down and closed her eyes.
" Young Feng…" Luo Xuan seemed to be in a difficult position.
"Is there anything else?" Young Feng seemed to be getting impatient.
" Your superior is mainly in the head, but the true qi in your body is stagnated. I have to perform acupuncture on Danzhong, Zhongwan, Guanyuan, Jiuwei, Zhangmen, Baihui, Shenting, and Fengchi," Luo Xuan said.
At this moment, the way Young Feng looked at Luo Xuan was no longer indifferent. Luo Xuan clearly saw the struggle. The two of them did not speak. In the end, she did not say anything and calmly took off her shirt. Luo Xuan wanted to avoid the naked body in front of him, but he could not wait to treat her. He took a deep breath and calmed his heart. He carefully inserted the silver needles into the corresponding acupuncture points. He sat behind Xiao Feng and placed his hands on her back. He felt her tremble slightly. Luo Xuan closed his eyes and began to channel a steady stream of true energy into her body.
After the time it took for an incense stick to burn, Luo Xuan removed the silver needle. Xiao Feng's eyes were still closed, but her complexion had improved a lot. He picked up the clothes and was about to put them on her when he heard Xiao Feng say,""Go out and let Ah Li come over." His cold tone did not contain a trace of emotion. Luo Xuan didn't say anything and draped his clothes over her.""I'll come over later. I'll go to the pharmacy.”
Hearing that he had left, Young Feng opened her eyes. Without saying a word, she put on her clothes and wanted to get up. Her feet were sore and numb, and she was still very nervous…
"Young Feng, it's me."”As soon as he entered, Young Feng was already sitting at the table.
"Ah Li, prepare hot water. I want to take a bath.”There seemed to be a hint of fatigue in his voice.
Ah Li nodded and left.
After circulating his internal energy, the zhenqi in his body was indeed much smoother. His gaze was fixed on the teacup in front of him. It seemed to be both lonely and beautiful.
At night.
Soaking in the hot water, Young Feng's mood improved a lot. She did not know why she was like this. Why was she still so easily influenced by him? She was really a failure…
Luo Xuan knocked on the door, but there was no response. He was worried that something would happen to her, so he pushed the door open. Seemingly awakened by the commotion, Young Feng unwillingly opened her eyes behind the screen."Who is it? Get out."
"Xiao Feng, are you alright?" Luo Xuan asked worriedly.
Hearing Luo Xuan's voice, a wave of inexplicable irritation came.""I'm taking a bath. Master, you really know how to choose the time.”His tone was indifferent.
"I've put the rest of the medicine on the table." Luo Xuan walked out awkwardly.
As soon as he closed the door, he saw Cang Hai come again. Seeing Luo Xuan coming out of Phiona's room, Cang Hai's expression became a little sad,""Is she here?"
"Young Feng is bathing." Luo Xuan returned to his usual nonchalant manner.
Hearing this answer, Luo Xuan didn't miss the anger in Cang Hai's eyes. Looking at his clenched fist, Luo Xuan suddenly remembered that a long time ago when he saw Tianxiang carrying Phiona, he was inexplicably angry. Today, it was someone else.
"Let's sit together. I have something to tell Young Feng. It's best if you're here.”After saying that, he turned around and walked towards the pavilion in the courtyard.
As if he had prepared the wine, Canghai poured some for himself and looked at Luo Xuan,""Do you want it too?" Luo Xuan shook his head and picked up the teapot beside him. It was still his favorite Biluochun tea.
He poured himself a glass of wine and drank it by himself, as if he was talking to Luo Xuan or talking to himself.
"I've known Xiao Feng for 15 years, and I've loved her for 15 years. I thought that one day she would agree to be with me, but every time I waited, I was only disappointed. The first time I saw her was when I came out with Young Master. I was so happy at that time. Young Master, Qian Fei, Xiao Yao Wang, Xiao Qiao, Xiao Feng, we drank together and went on walks together. It was the first time I saw such a special girl. She was so smart, proud, but also fragile. She was clearly smiling, but I always felt that she was unhappy. At that time, I swore to protect her well. However, she didn't need me at all. I know that a year ago, when I was at the border, I heard that Young Feng had committed suicide. Hehe, she actually committed suicide for you. Are you really that important to her? Is she so important that she doesn't even care about her life for you? Luo Xuan, you don't know how much I envy you. You can be loved by her without caring about your life. I came back from the border, and they said that Xiao Feng was saved by the masters of Taoyuan. But she actually went to Ailao Mountain and didn't even forget that she died once? Was it really that unforgettable? " This time, Young Master asked me to come back to visit her, so I knew that she was back. I thought that there was still a chance. I didn't expect that the two of you would be together. Why did it have to be now? How laughable, I actually thought I had a chance.”As he spoke, Luo Xuan saw his tears.
"You must be tired." Luo Xuan said.
"No, it's not tiredness, it's infatuation. But you won't understand, because even if you don't have to give anything, she still loves you without hesitation, just like how I love her.”After drinking the wine in his hand, Cang Hai looked at Luo Xuan and said,""Luo Xuan, will you abandon her again?”Hearing Cang Hai's question, Luo Xuan didn't answer. In fact, he didn't know the answer.
"Luo Xuan, will you abandon her again?”Vast Sea asked reluctantly.
"Vastsea." Young Feng's voice broke the awkward and tense atmosphere.
Seeing Phiona come, Vast Sea immediately staggered to Phiona's side,""Young Feng, you're here. I have something to tell you. I'm afraid that I won't have the chance in the future.”
"How can there be no chance?" Young Feng helped him sit down and then naturally sat beside Luo Xuan. Her expression when she looked at Luo Xuan also became gentle. Luo Xuan sighed in his heart. Love was really a sea of bitterness.
"Xiao Feng, I didn't want to tell you this, but I couldn't help it. Today, Young Master has already made me the Commander-in-Chief of Border Suppression. I might not return to the Golden Capital in the future. Perhaps, living in the desert might not be a bad choice.”
"Why are you doing this?" Young Feng's tone was apologetic.
"Young Feng, listen to me. In fact, I already knew that you wouldn't fall in love with anyone other than Luo Xuan, but I was still waiting for a miracle to happen. It's not that I didn't think of giving up. I once thought that I would just guard the border and put all my heart and soul into the war. Then I would forget your beautiful eyes and cut off the strands of feelings and longing that even the autumn wind couldn't blow away. Who would have thought that every time night fell, I would still be filled with your faint smile when I looked at the stars. In the end, the mountains and rivers would still be the same, and my love would still be the same. If we had never met, perhaps my heart would never have been heavy. I might just be a general who accompanied the young master to guard the world, but fortunately, I met you. If I really missed you, I would probably regret it for the rest of my life. It was really beautiful to love you calmly like this, even though you didn't need this love. The contrast between life and death, the echo of memories and fading, and the sincere questioning of love and time. Everything was so precious. I envy Luo Xuan for having such a strong and deep love from you. But I know you're lonely. Lonely yearning and missing a person, lonely loving him, we are so similar, our indescribable joy and desolation, I can't forget you, just like you can't forget Luo Xuan, I can't give up. But now, I think it's time for me to leave. Xiao Qiao told me that maybe I don't really love you. I've just treated the love I had for you when I was young as love and couldn't bear to part with you. However, it doesn't matter whether I love you or not. These few days, I've been thinking about everything between us. It turns out that it's still so warm. I was the one who told Young Master that I didn't want to come back, but if you and Luo Xuan really get together one day, I still wish you well. If he doesn't treat you as you want, come to the border and find me. I will wait for you forever.”
"Vastsea, I'm sorry." Phiona looked at Vastsea with gratitude and gratitude in her eyes. After so many years, it was not that she did not understand. It was just that feelings were not something that she could choose. Who could decide what was destined?
"Luo Xuan, I'm handing Xiao Feng over to you. If you bully her again, I'll lead thousands of troops and raze your Ailao Mountain to the ground.”Cang Hai looked at Luo Xuan and said solemnly.
Luo Xuan looked at Xiao Feng and met her watery eyes."I will treat her well."
"This way, I can leave without worry. You guys, take care." Canghai looked at Phiona deeply, as if he wanted to remember the figure of the person in front of him forever. Then, he turned around and left, laughing loudly. It was a very desolate smile, but it was a relieved one.
Phiona kept looking in the direction where Cang Hai had left. She didn't move and didn't say anything. Luo Xuan stood beside her and didn't say anything. When it was very late, Luo Xuan said,"Young Feng, you need to rest well. Go back to your room and rest."”
After a moment of silence, Phiona looked at Luo Xuan with a complicated expression in her eyes. In the end, she did not speak and slowly walked towards the room.
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