His originally depressed mood seemed to have been relieved. It turned out that he wanted to go out for a walk just to see someone. Luo Xuan looked at Phiona's thoughtful look and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly. If there were only ten days left in his life, would he always be here?
"Master, do you have time?" Nie Xiaofeng seemed to have thought of something. Suddenly, her face lit up. It should be something very happy. Luo Xuan thought that it was rare to see her so happy. He couldn't help but be curious and even had a slight expectation, so he nodded.
Seeing Luo Xuan nod, Nie Xiaofeng smiled.""I'll take you to a place." After saying that, he turned around and walked out of the city. Although he was slightly surprised, he didn't think too much about it. He just wanted to follow these familiar footsteps. If that was the end of the sky, the edge of the sky, if he was holding the hand that he had been worried about for a lifetime, it might not be a kind of happiness. Looking at her moon-white brocade robe swaying in the wind, looking at her black hair fluttering in the wind like a waterfall, looking at her happy steps, looking at his heart getting intoxicated step by step, if it was a dream, how good would it be, a dream that he would never wake up from.
In his entire life, Luo Xuan had never thought that he would look forward to living longer. It was just like he had never thought that he would go to the same place as Young Feng so quietly.
As far as his eyes could see, there was an endless stretch of green grass. The endless greenery made people wonder if it was still late autumn. The undulating small slopes were like an undisturbed paradise.
A fleeting life is like lightning, and the painting house has failed to live up to the beauty of human relations. I wonder if we'll meet again in the next life? I met him on the road, but he was still young. Xiao Feng, if we miss this life, our fate will be gone. How can we meet again in the next life? Luo Xuan's smile was slightly bitter. To him, if his heart did not die and his love did not die, it would be a lifetime.
"Master, do you know why Aunt Chu Die and the others want me to go to the Peach Blossom Forest?”Looking at Luo Xuan's slightly furrowed brows, his heart ached as if it was being pricked by needles.
Luo Xuan had always been puzzled by this matter. He could not help but ask,"For what? What is your relationship with them? You even owe me a life?"
After hearing Luo Xuan's words, Xiao Feng smiled like a flower. Her eyes floated and looked into the distance. It was like a dream that was difficult to wake up from.
"It's nothing. They just saved me. That's all. When my grandfather was alive, they had been living in seclusion. After my grandfather died, they almost disappeared. They wanted me to go to them because they were thinking about me. Even if they put the Deathly Poisonous Worm on me, it was to save my life. I promised them that I would go there because the mother gu is on Aunt Chu Die. Only she can cure it. However, there was a fatal point to her death. If there was no antidote for the mother gu, if I died, the gu poison would backfire and my aunt would be in danger. They made this choice only to save my life. The antidote could relieve my pain, but it couldn't cure me. Therefore, I had to go see them.”
"Actually, it's nothing. I don't care about my life or death, but I don't want to implicate the people who care about me.”Seeing that Luo Xuan understood, Nie Xiaofeng did not say anything more and changed the topic to Luo Xuan,""I know that Hu Bilie made you drink the poison. If you weren't willing, he couldn't have done anything. Hu Bilie can't fight us head on. However, he is very wise and knows your weakness. It's already the fourth day. Have you thought of a way to detoxify the poison?”
Seeing a trace of sorrow and resentment flash across Phiona's face, Luo Xuan knew that she might have thought of his attitude towards her in the past. He couldn't help but turn around and gently said,""Even without the antidote, I've lived long enough.”
"Are you really that open-minded?" Young Feng looked at Luo Xuan and said word by word.
" Young Feng, life and death are determined by fate. There's no such thing as whether you want to or not," Luo Xuan said with a smile.
"Yes, you've always been like this.”As if mixed with this choked tone, the tears that flashed in her eyes made her feel ironic. Some things could not be changed from the beginning to the end. Luo Xuan was a hero. He had his own persistence and had never changed. What should he be angry about? "Master, did you know that Aunt Chu Die told me that loving someone is like drinking poisoned wine with a smile? Actually, I've always understood, many years ago, that the person I love is the person I want to treasure for the rest of my life. I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of pain. " Look at this grassland. Doesn't it look very much like the green land at the foot of Ailao Mountain? I've always remembered that place. It was there that I killed someone who had once helped me. But it was also there that I made up my mind that I never wanted to return to a world with you in my life. When I came down from Ailao Mountain and returned to the Phoenix Perch Pavilion, I thought about whether you would return there one day and remember how happy we were. But later, I stopped thinking about it. Some things, thinking too much, will only make you too tired.”
Luo Xuan did not understand why Xiao Feng would say these words, but Xiao Feng's words made him speechless.
"Young Feng, some things are my fault…"
"You don't have to say it. It's actually nothing. I've already thought it through. There are some things that can't be forced. In the past, it was my fault for being too stubborn and causing myself to be trapped. That's why I hurt myself and others. Don't worry, I'll definitely think of a way to cure you. What I owe you and what I can do for you is probably only this. As for the rest, Xiao Feng can't do anything.”
The blood-red glow lit up the western sky. At the end of the clear blue sky, there was a dazzling dance. The changing cloud brocade was like a myth.
Luo Xuan didn't know how to tell Phiona what he was thinking. Should he say that he was wrong? Should he just say that he didn't want to leave Phiona and didn't want to give up this relationship? The corners of his mouth curled into a bitter smile. Impossible. Luo Xuan would never say these words again. His pride did not allow him to say it. His self-esteem did not allow him to do so. However, if this was the only step, then what was the past? Would he really treat it as an old dream and forget it? Xiao Feng, Master only has ten days left to live. You can't save me, but if I had a choice, I would still choose Qingsi. Rather than watching you drift further and further away while I'm powerless, I'd rather let everything turn to dust. I'd rather you remember forever than let go of me so lightly and silently.
Looking at Luo Xuan's silence, Young Feng felt even more uncomfortable. She could not help but say,"Will you only respond when I choose our relationship forever? Master, I've always reached out to you. How many years has it been? Are you really not willing to take the initiative to reach out to save everything? Will you leave if I say I don't want to be with you anymore? Since that's the case, why did you do those things and say those words? I made it clear that night that I won't return to your side…"
Suddenly, he understood something. Luo Xuan suppressed his ecstasy. Phiona was still the same Phiona from before. Looking at Phiona's tearful eyes, Luo Xuan pulled Phiona into his arms without saying a word. Xiao Feng, your love is like that peach blossom that seems both real and illusory, making me unable to grasp it. But now I know why Master Jue Sheng told me that there are some things that will not come to fruition if I don't fight for it. I'm already used to seeing you reach out your hand to me, used to seeing you like me. Your unpredictable behavior makes me doubt whether there is still hope for this love. Perhaps Liang Yu was right. No matter how much love one has, standing for too long will tire one out. A love, no matter how deep it is, will be engraved in one's heart. It will fade after being put on hold for too long. Your sorrows are drowned in alcohol because I don't understand your tiredness. But just like your persistence, my tiredness is because I can't let go of my heart. My heart is a heart that has been forgotten for a lifetime. I don't want to give up these feelings, just like how I can't give up my obsession. I'm in a dilemma and can't settle down. I can only escape.
" Young Feng, Master was wrong…" Luo Xuan comforted Young Feng in a soft voice. Cold tears soaked his clothes. Luo Xuan could not help but tighten his hands, letting Young Feng come closer to him.
"It's not like that. It's not like that at all. Do you understand? You have never done anything wrong. I am the one in the wrong. I shouldn't have treated my teacher so well, and I shouldn't have done these things. However, is it wrong for me to love you? No one told me I shouldn't love you, no one told me how to stop loving you? " So what if I died once? I'm dead, and my heart is dead. But when I look at you and reminisce about the past, my heart that loves you will come back to life…" An emotion that had been rooted in her heart for a long time flooded her like water. She felt as if she was drowned in Wang Yang. In front of her, there was only despair. Master, do you really want it?
"I won't do it again. If the remaining ten days are the rest of Master's life, then I'll spend the rest of my life with Master, alright?”Luo Xuan spoke softly, but it caused a thousand waves in Phiona's heart. Ten days? Was this the rest of her life? This is our life? No, even if I, Nie Xiaofeng, die, I will never let you die so easily.
The sky seemed to be sprinkled with ink, and it darkened layer by layer. The two people who were gradually untied walked quietly on this green field with their fingers intertwined. If life was so long, could they walk hand in hand slowly like this?
If there were only ten days…
If this was a lifetime…
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