After Liang Yu's big gift, Young Feng had been feeling depressed. Although she didn't say it, everyone knew that this wasn't a happy ending for the cabinet. However, Liang Yu insisted that no one could change her decision. She could only pray that Khan Kublai Khan would really be sincere to her.
These few days, Young Feng started to stay in the Xuanyin Pavilion again. She didn't go anywhere. She was silent, sitting quietly in the garden, drinking or meditating. No one knew how to dissuade her. Even Nian 'er, who had always been deeply doted on by Young Feng, was ordered by Young Feng not to go in. She just wanted to be alone. It seemed that she was still worried about Liang Yu. These few days, Ah Lie had been urging her to leave. It was self-evident that she was inexplicably irritated.
Looking at Luo Xuan who had just returned from outside, the people in the pavilion seemed to have seen their savior. Ah Li told Luo Xuan about Xiao Feng's situation one by one, hoping that he could persuade Xiao Feng to not torture himself all day. These few days, seeing Xiao Feng slim down, they could only be anxious. After Luo Xuan heard this, he headed straight for Xuanyin Pavilion.
In the pavilion in the courtyard where she often sat, there were scattered wine jugs. It seemed that she had just left, and the wine jug on the table was still filled with a thick plum fragrance. She was angry and heartbroken at the same time. She turned around and walked towards her room.
He knocked on the door, but there was no answer. He must be inside. He was too lazy to answer the door. Ah Li said that Young Feng had forbidden anyone from coming to the courtyard to disturb her recently. He shook his head. It seemed that she was really throwing a tantrum. He pushed the door open and went in.
He called out to Xiao Feng a few times, but there was still no response. He could smell the charming fragrance of flowers. That was Xiao Feng's aura. He couldn't help but wonder why he couldn't see her. When he turned around, he saw the mist behind her wide-screen. Luo Xuan's face couldn't help but blush. He called out to Xiao Feng a few times, but no one answered. He hesitated in his heart. Should he check on her? Could something have happened to her? She hadn't made a sound for so long. However, when he thought that it was Xiao Feng who was bathing, he still felt a little embarrassed.
Feeling conflicted, he decided to show more concern than courtesy. He went behind the screen and saw Xiao Feng's face was slightly red, her eyes were tightly shut, and there was still a bit of fatigue and melancholy on her eyebrows. She was immersed in the fragrant petals and felt something was wrong. Luo Xuan immediately went to Xiao Feng's side and held her hand. He felt her pulse and breath, but it was weak. Even her breathing was light. He suppressed the anger in his heart and held her hand tightly to guide his Zhen Qi into her body. A moment later, she slowly woke up. Her eyes were blurry and mesmerizing. Luo Xuan could not help but take a deep breath to calm himself down.
"Master, why are you here?" He asked lazily, almost forgetting that his hand was still grabbed by Luo Xuan.
"If I didn't come, no one would have noticed that something had happened to you here. Do you really not cherish yourself? In that case, why did you work so hard to save me?”Luo Xuan thought about the situation just now and felt a lingering fear. If no one really came in, perhaps they would never see her again. She was not feeling well and had drunk so much wine. The dense water vapor made her sleep and forget to breathe. It was likely that the wine had conflicted with the medicinal properties and even blocked her breathing and slowed her pulse.
"What's the use of cherishing me? You don't want me anyway.”When Young Feng heard Luo Xuan's words, she lowered her eyes and muttered to herself. It was as if she had suffered a lot of grievances, making one's heart ache.
The pink curtains around her fluttered slightly. It was the rich fragrance of flowers in the air, the dense water vapor that blurred her eyes, and the love that almost overflowed from her eyes. Luo Xuan almost could not help but tell her that he was willing to accompany her for the rest of his life. However, he saw a charming smile on the corner of her mouth. Her eyes were moving, and the room was filled with autumn water as she looked around."Master, can you allow me to be selfish for once?”He rose from the water and wrapped his arms around Luo Xuan's neck.
Before she could even react, her body had already responded. Luo Xuan hugged her tightly in his arms and sniffed the fragrance in her hair. His hands touched her wet back and could not help but tremble. This was the person he had been dreaming of. He could not think about anything else. The two of them sank into the water. They could only see the water splashing everywhere. Flowers flew and water leaped. The fragrance filled the room. The spring was full and they were entangled.
The moonlight quietly enveloped the land. Xiao Feng was curled up in Luo Xuan's arms. Her hair was still wet, but she was already much more awake. The two of them were speechless, as if they were still immersed in the boundless spring just now and had yet to recover.
"Young Feng, why did you say that you were allowed to be selfish just this once?”The question in his heart made Luo Xuan worried.
After hearing Luo Xuan's words, Young Feng did not answer. She just played with Luo Xuan's hair,""Master's hair seems to have turned black. When will it turn white? "I wonder what kind of scene it would be like to have white heads together…" She avoided the topic.
"Young Feng will see it." Luo Xuan smiled,
"Yes, I am. Master, I'm tired." After saying that, he turned his back to Luo Xuan and breathed quietly.
Thinking that he was also a little tired, Luo Xuan held Phiona in his arms and fell asleep.
When he woke up the next day, it was already dawn. He couldn't see Xiao Feng's figure and couldn't help but panic. Could it be that everything was just a dream? When he looked again, Xiao Feng came in from outside.
"Master, breakfast is ready." She was dressed in white and had no makeup on her face. Even her usual black hair was tied up by a green headband. She looked indescribably beautiful.
Luo Xuan got up to change his clothes and wash up. Then, he sat outside with Xiao Feng. The fragrant porridge made him feel comfortable.
Thinking about the warmth of last night's wind and rain, although he still rejected it, he felt a little self-reproach. Since when could he not control himself like this?
Young Feng only drank two mouthfuls of porridge before putting down the silver soup. She said casually," Master, let's get married." However, the sudden mention of the word 'marriage' caused Luo Xuan to panic for a moment. Xiao Feng did not show any signs of panic. She felt slightly bitter in her heart, but she smiled at Luo Xuan."Forget it, it was just a joke. You don't have to be nervous. Moreover, Xiao Feng's body is currently unwell, so it's not suitable for her to get married.”Luo Xuan felt slightly awkward, but he was still speechless. The two of them quietly finished their breakfast. Phiona left with the excuse that she had something to do, and Luo Xuan also made an excuse to return to the River of Forgetfulness.
Standing in front of the window, the tea in his cup was already cold, but his mind was still far away.
He remembered that she had said,"No matter how dirty the world is, I'm only willing to smile for you, and the cycle of reincarnation will fall forever."
He remembered her saying that since he was young, he had lost his youth and had no regrets for life.
He remembered that she had said that the reality of a misty rain, a fading splendor, and the clouds and fog was nothing more than a lonely mountain and river.
He remembered every word she said, but he still couldn't make the most suitable choice at the most suitable time. So, he met her again and again, and missed her again and again.
After a long time, he said to her,"It seems that I've always missed you, but I haven't missed your love."
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