"Su…"
The green security door of the dormitory was opened. Under the pale moonlight, there was a black figure.
One step, two steps, he trembled slightly and struggled to move.
Patter.
She tapped the switch on the door, and the living room suddenly lit up. Zhang Haotian's rejection made Lin Yuyao's face look haggard. Her lifeless eyes scanned the dormitory. The study was dark, and the kitchen, bathroom, and even the dormitory were bathed in a black ocean.
Lin Yuyao's lips trembled violently. The word " senior " was always on her lips. Lin Yuyao's lips were already parched and her tongue was dry. Her grayish-white lips seemed like they would break at the slightest touch.
Feather fell into the mud and dust, the soul is entangled, the heart is green, the word is broken.
Lin Yuyao dragged her tired body to the room. Her backpack fell heavily on the ground and let out a low cry that she had never heard before. All the missed calls were silent in her sadness. She picked up a note on the table and said," Yuyao, I don't have class tomorrow morning. I have something to do at my relative's house, so I won't be back tonight ^-^!" Chen Yiyi, stay."
Lin Yuyao was holding the photo frame on her desk. The background was the amusement park, and it was the first and only photo she took with Zhang Haotian. Lin Yuyao stretched out her index finger and gently touched the senior's unreal face. Lin Yuyao smiled and looked at the senior's sunny face. The more Lin Yuyao touched, the harder she tried." Senior, don't go!”Lin Yuyao projected an illusion from the photo. Zhang Haotian was gradually retreating. Behind him was an endless abyss, and Lin Yuyao could never touch the edge. "No!" Tears wet the glass and she hugged it in her arms, but it was just a photo. Lin Yuyao couldn't convey her thoughts no matter what. She was trapped by love and couldn't save herself.
In the empty room, the ghostly smile of the night crept into every corner of her soul, as if it was mocking her for being autistic. It was already three in the morning, and Lin Yuyao edited the scene alone.
Lin Yuyao's longing for Zhang Haotian was like a photo in a dark room. As time passed, it gradually became clearer, and even the most subtle parts were gradually magnified. She curled up in the corner of the dormitory, crying in pity for her own experience.
Her heart fell into the abyss, and your face was like a flash in the pan, shattered in Lin Yuyao's mind. Lin Yuyao's every sob was like a whip to her fragile heart. The only thing that could hurt her was her love.
Dawn always came late. The morning light passed through the window and touched Lin Yuyao's toes. The yellow curtain of light spread in front of her. Lin Yuyao cried until she fell asleep. The dull pain in her heart made her feel that she was still alive. Lin Yuyao used her hand to block the sunlight in front of her eyes." It's useless to stay in the dormitory. Let's go out for a walk."”
Lin Yuyao walked on the noisy street in disappointment. The cars came and went, and she didn't know where they went.
Lin Yuyao subconsciously stopped in front of a large shopping mall. She looked up and asked," Why are we here?”Lin Yuyao still walked in.
Startled by the sudden greeting, Lin Yuyao looked at the unfamiliar and enthusiastic waiter and said to her," Good morning, Miss."”
She was hiding her eyes, afraid that her inner weakness would be seen through by a group of unrelated people and she would hide it easily.
"This young lady is so strange." The waiter scratched the back of his head, pursed his lips, and shook his head. He then greeted the new customer warmly," Good morning, Auntie."
Lin Yuyao had forgotten to wash up and was pushing a shopping cart with her messy hair. The security guard thought that someone with mental problems had almost stopped her. Lin Yuyao was aimlessly picking out the items, and she finally realized why she had chosen so many strange things.”Lin Yuyao placed the items in the shopping cart back on the shelves one by one.
When Lin Yuyao's figure disappeared around the corner, the female employee who was standing on the stool and counting the containers pointed to her head and whispered to the auntie who was resting with a small cart,""Do you think there's something wrong with that girl?”
"I think so. It's really pitiful to have such an encounter at such a young age.”The auntie looked around for a while and sighed.
Lin Yuyao walked to the shelf of daily medicine, grabbed a bag, and silently put it back." Why is it Fatty Big Sea?"”Lin Yuyao choked. When she came back to her senses, the shopping cart was filled with Zhang Haotian's favorite mangoes, pineapples, coffee, cheese, and beef jerky.
" I..." Lin Yuyao wanted to throw the shopping cart away and leave, but she was still responsible for her confusion. "Senior Sister Lan Snowman said that Zhang Haotian's favorite fruits and snacks are these, but I have no reason to look for you anymore.”
"Lin Yuyao, you two are destined to have no beginning. Wake up.”Lin Yuyao hugged herself and cried. After crying for a whole night, her tears had stopped. Lin Yuyao stood up from the railing of the shopping cart and silently pulled the empty cart to the cashier.
In the end, Lin Yuyao still bought some unimportant things. After paying, she pushed the shopping cart and left the cashier. Lin Yuyao's steps were very hurried, and a black shadow fell in her vision. One of the aunties suddenly fell down. When she heard the cry of " Aiyo," Lin Yuyao let go of the shopping cart and squatted down." Aunty, what's wrong?"”Dressed in a black cheongsam, the auntie, who looked to be in her thirties or forties, kept pointing at her ankle. There was a broken heel of a high heel lying on the ground. Lin Yuyao quickly examined it." It's the swelling caused by the rupture of the capillaries when I sprained my ankle." She quickly took out a popsicle and put it on her ankle to slow down the expansion of the injury.
"Auntie, don't worry. It'll be fine.”The auntie looked at Lin Yuyao's kind and cute appearance and felt relieved. However, from time to time, there would be some pain that made the auntie's face twitch. Seeing that her injury was under control, Lin Yuyao asked the security guard for warm water and poured it into the bag. She applied it to remove the blood clots around the wound. Then, she used the thenar or the pad of her thumb to apply a certain amount of pressure and massage the area. The direction was centered on the swollen area, and she eccentrically massaged it in all directions. The auntie looked very comfortable." Little girl, thank you."”
"It's okay. I've learned massage before, but I haven't had the chance to use it. Now, I can give it a try.”Lin Yuyao helped the auntie stand up, and the crowd gradually dispersed. "Auntie, be careful." Lin Yuyao held the auntie's arm tightly, letting her get used to it.
"You're really a kind-hearted child. Come home with me. I'll treat you to a meal.”
"No, Auntie. I still have something to do and have to go back first.”Lin Yuyao helped the auntie to the entrance of the mall." It's okay. I can walk on my own now. Okay then, thank you, young lady."”
"Auntie, be careful on the road. Just rub it on time every day and apply some medicine to reduce the swelling.”
Looking at the background of Lin Yuyao leaving, the auntie's eyes were filled with joy.”He turned around and walked back to his residence.
Lin Yuyao's mood had improved a lot. Perhaps it was a subconscious pleasure to help others.
While driving, Zhang Haotian encountered a traffic jam. Looking at himself in the rearview mirror, he became more and more afraid to look straight at himself. He recalled the first time he chatted with Lin Yuyao on QQ. She said," I just want to get to know you. I suddenly realized that I've been seeing you every day for the past week and a half. I think it's amazing, so I want to get to know you." " I didn't have any impression of you last semester. I just felt like you came out of nowhere." Zhang Haotian knocked on the steering wheel in frustration." Zhang Haotian, you idiot. You should have known that she liked you."”
At this moment, the phone rang. Zhang Haotian picked it up." I'm almost there." Well, I'm driving. Let's talk later.”Zhang Haotian put down his phone and wiped his forehead." She didn't answer my call last night. It seems to be really serious."”Last night, Zhang Haotian called her several times after Lin Yuyao left, but she didn't pick up. Zhang Haotian began to blame himself. "What if something happens to her? Zhang Haotian, you're not human!"
"Yuyao, our class is going to have a class outing the day after tomorrow. Prepare some rations in advance." The text message from the class monitor allowed Lin Yuyao to find a short-term goal." Roger!”Lin Yuyao replied and walked to the dormitory." Yiyi, let's go shopping?"”
"Okay. You were quite disappointed when you came back last night. Why are you suddenly so interested today?”Chen Yiyi looked at Lin Yuyao curiously with a spoon in her mouth.
Chen Yiyi saw Lin Yuyao pouting and quickly smiled.""Alright, alright. If you don't want to say it, then forget it.”She thought that Zhang Haotian must have something to do with this, but she didn't want to ask more. She went to her room to change into a new set of clothes, then held Lin Yuyao's hand and went out.
Every night, when the bell rang, Zhang Haotian would take out all kinds of documents, intending to bury himself in work.
"Senior, please have some water." Zhang Haotian felt Lin Yuyao smiling as she handed him the glass of water, so he reached out his hand. However, there was no movement after ten seconds. Zhang Haotian wanted to ask what was wrong, but he took a closer look and retracted his hand. "Lin Yuyao hasn't been here for a few days. Forget it, the exchange program is over. I have nothing to do with her anymore.”
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