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"Do you really want to leave this school?”Lu Li asked Jian Chuan.

"Yes, I've decided to leave this school tomorrow. He wanted to find a new place and find that feeling again.”Jian Chuan looked at the sky and said.

"There's less than a year before the college entrance examination. Can't you stay and study hard? Do you know that for people who are about to take the college entrance examination, it's good to transfer schools? You still have to get used to the new environment, new teachers, and new classmates. Can you get used to all of this?”Lu Li said to Jian Chuan with a reproachful expression.

Jian Chuan looked at Lu Li with a sad expression. After a while, he said,""Maybe I can't adapt to the new environment there, but I think I will try my best to adapt. Who knows what will happen in the future?”

Lu Li: " Maybe you can adapt to the environment there and the teachers there. But have you ever thought about us, your old classmates and friends who worked hard with you for two years? Are you willing to leave them?”

Jian Chuan looked at the soil under his feet, his eyes moist. After a moment of silence, he looked at Lu Li and said softly,""Old classmates, old friends, I can't forget them. I'll let those years remain in my heart. Besides, what's the point of me staying here?”

Lu Li looked at Jian Chuan and said," Are you still holding a grudge for what happened last time? Actually, we all know that it wasn't your fault. It was..."

Jian Chuan hurriedly interrupted Lu Li and said loudly,""Enough, stop talking. It's all in the past. Let the past be in the past! "I don't want to recall that incident, and I don't want anyone to mention it. I've decided to leave this place. I'll leave tomorrow morning. I don't want to stay here for even a moment longer, not even for a moment.”

Lu Li heard Jian Chuan speak to her so loudly for the first time. She lowered her head and felt very sad. She tried hard to control her emotions and said slowly with a hoarse voice,"Actually, I knew long ago that you still haven't let go of that matter. On the surface, you don't seem to care about that matter because you hide it in your heart. It's to make us feel that you're very strong and that you don't care.”

Jian Chuan looked at Lu Li and pretended not to care,""Do you really think you know me very well? Actually, you don't understand me at all. You don't understand me at all. Don't pretend to understand me very well, okay?”

Lu Li heard Jian Chuan say that she didn't understand him at all and that she shouldn't pretend to understand him. She felt very sad and wanted to cry but couldn't. She tried to look at Jian Chuan with a cold expression and thought,"Why did he become like this? Do I really not understand this person standing in front of me? Did she really not understand that she was wrong?”

Lu Li thought for a long time, then with a complicated expression, she stared at Jian Chuan and said,""Actually, from the moment you left school and returned to school, I realized that you had a lot of things hidden in your heart. You became quiet and didn't study anymore. You lived in a daze every day. I knew that you would leave long ago. I just hoped that the day you left wouldn't come too early. I just wanted to spend more time with you…studying together. I didn't expect that day to come. It came so quickly and suddenly. I…I…"

Jian Chuan intentionally interrupted Lu Li and stopped her from continuing. He said,""Hahahahaha, I don't even understand myself, let alone myself. You're just an outsider. What right do you have to say that you understand me? You don't understand me, I don't…understand."

Lu Li finally couldn't control her emotions and said angrily to Jian Chuan,""Do you really want to do this? If you really want to treat me like this, you…you…how can you treat me like this? Jian Chuan watched Lu Li run away alone while crying. He looked at her gradually disappearing back and raised his head to look at the sky. He held back his tears and looked in the direction where Lu Li had gone."Lu Li, thank you, thank you so much.”

Lu Li went back to the dormitory with tears in her eyes. She lay on the bed and couldn't help but cry. She cried very sadly. She didn't know why Jianchuan would treat her like this. She couldn't understand why Jianchuan had become like this. She thought of the little things she had learned with him and the laughter they had together. She cried and her cries filled the entire dormitory. Jian Chuan returned to the classroom with tired steps. He looked at Lu Li's seat and found that it was empty. He thought that he had really made her sad this time. Then, he said slowly,"Perhaps this will be better for her."”

Lu Li was a very kind and cute girl. She especially valued the friendship between classmates and friends. At the same time, she was also sentimental. She was 1.58 meters tall and looked a little thin. She was a little introverted and only knew how to get along with her deskmate and the people around her. Sometimes, people would ask her why she didn't interact with other students. That way, whether it was for her studies or making friends, it would be of unexpected help. However, she always said," So what if I know more people? They can't become true friends. They won't comfort me when I'm sad. I just hope that the people who know me can build a rare friendship with the people I know. Is that enough for me?”

It was as if the heavens had arranged for her and Jian Chuan to meet each other. They had known each other since they graduated from junior high school and entered high school. Unexpectedly, they were arranged to be deskmates for a semester. In the second semester of their first year of high school, they had to face the problem of being separated into classes of arts and science. However, they did not expect that they would be placed in the same class and that they would be able to continue this unforgettable friendship in a new class. They had experienced too many things together. They were not a couple, but they were more than a couple.

The school was very beautiful at night. The lights in the teaching building were very bright. The cicadas sang in the trees and the frogs played in the fields. They were like singers, singing their favorite songs. Jian Chuan listened to the cries of cicadas and frogs and felt very upset. He said quietly,""Why are the cicadas and frogs so noisy tonight? Are they quarreling too?”。

At this moment, Lu Li slowly walked into the classroom with red eyes. From her eyes, one could tell that she had already cried. She went straight back to her seat. A girl beside her gently protected her,"Lili, what's wrong? What's bothering you? Can you tell me? Can you let me share your burden?”

Lu Li looked at the girl at the side, then lowered her head and replied in a hoarse voice,"No, no, nothing. However, some grains of sand entered his eyes.”

The girl stroked Lu Li's hair and continued to protect her."Lili, do you still think of us as friends? If so…then can you tell me what happened?”

Lu Li buried her head, her body trembling slightly. She sobbed in a hoarse voice and said,""He…is leaving. He will be leaving this school tomorrow. I don't know if I will be able to see him again in the future.

The girl used her own gentle voice to continue to protect Lu Li and said gently,"He, is he referring to Jian Chuan?"

Lu Li nodded at the girl. "Since he has decided to transfer schools, you should support him." After all, I think that incident was a huge blow to him. He was able to continue studying here and persevere for two months. This in itself required a lot of courage and perseverance. I think he must be feeling very uncomfortable and tormented right now. Perhaps it would be better for him to be transferred to the school. He was leaving tomorrow, so why not talk to him properly and leave behind this unforgettable memory? Wasn't it good?。”

"But I don't know how to face him."”

The girl said," If you don't tell him what you want to say now, by the time you figure out how to face him tomorrow, I think he'll have already left this school. So, while he's still here, seize this last bit of time and not leave any regrets in your life, do you understand?”

Lu Li raised her head and looked at the girl beside her. He gave her a hug, looked into her eyes, and gave her a very firm look. Lu Li wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes, walked to Jian Chuan, and knocked on the table with her hand. Then, he asked Jian Chuan,"Can we go out for a while?" After saying that, he walked straight out of the classroom. Jian Chuan looked at her back as she walked out of the classroom. He immediately stood up and followed her out. He was about to speak to Lu Li.

"Do you think we can meet again in the future?”Lu Li said in a hoarse voice.

"Probably." Jian Chuan replied in an uncertain tone.

"That's what you said. We'll meet again in the future. I don't want to lose or forget you as a friend. After you transfer schools, can you not forget me…as a friend?”Lu Li looked into Jian Chuan's eyes and said.

Jian Chuan seemed to be avoiding Lu Li's gaze and looked at the field in the distance. Then, he said softly,"How could that be?" "We worked hard together. I will remember the years we spent together in the depths of my heart. I will remember your smile. Today, I…will also…

Lu Li looked at Jian Chuan and said,"Alright, give me your QQ."”

Jian Chuan looked at Lu Li hesitantly and said in surprise,""QQ, I thought you didn't go online? Besides, the time for studying is so tight now. Do you still want to go online?”

"What?" Lu Li asked. I don't go online now. I'll go when I have time in the future. I'll also add you on QQ. That way, I might be able to get more news about you! What, you don't want to?"

Jian Chuan knew that he had said something wrong and quickly apologized,""No, no. Alright then! But I didn't bring any paper. What do you think I should do?”Then, Lu Li extended her small hand to Jian Chuan. Jian Chuan took a pen and wrote on Lu Li's hand while saying,""After I leave, we will have less contact with each other. You have to study hard and not slack off. More importantly, you have to learn to take care of yourself.”

Lu Li looked at Jian Chuan's expression and said impatiently,""I know, I know. But don't forget what you said.”

"What did I say?"

"You said that we would meet again in the future. Why did you forget what you said just now so quickly?"”

"How could I forget?" By the way, I was a little emotional this afternoon, so please don't take what I said to you to heart.”

"What did you say this afternoon?" I forgot. Who asked us to be good friends?"

Jian Chuan looked at the girl in front of him and didn't know why she had changed so much. He felt that she had already forgotten everything that happened this afternoon. Looking at her now, he felt a lot more relieved. "I don't quite understand you tonight," Jian Chuan said to Lu Li.”

Lu Li: " Why? Do you want me to see you cry so that you'll be happy?"”

" No," Jian Chuan replied," I thought I would leave this school tomorrow. After hurting you so much in the afternoon, I thought you wouldn't talk to me again until I left. I didn't even have the chance to talk to you again."”

"She's right." I should be thinking about this from your perspective. Since you're leaving tomorrow, I don't know when I'll see you again. So, I'll cherish this last moment to talk to you and finish what I want to say.”

"I'm sorry."

Lu Li: " You don't have to apologize to me. Don't forget that we're friends. Remember what you said. We'll meet again in the future. Don't forget it."”Then, Lu Li bounced back to the classroom, and Jian Chuan followed her slowly. At this moment, Jian Chuan looked out of the window and slowly realized how wonderful it was to hear cicadas and frogs croak. After returning to the dormitory, Jian Chuan said goodbye to his roommates and closed his eyes to sleep.

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