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Many people think that they know a person very well, but after experiencing some things, we will deeply discover it. In fact, the person we knew yesterday is a stranger to us today. As time passed, we discovered that our understanding of him seemed to be stuck in the past.

It had been a few months since Jian Chuan came to this school. He looked through his old things and saw something very eye-catching. This was a souvenir that Lu Li had left for him when he left a certain school…The Horse Stepping on the Flying Swallow.

He took a look at the Horse Stepping on the Swallow. Its body was already covered in a thick layer of dust. Jian Chuan took the handkerchief and wiped it carefully. As he wiped it, he remembered what Lu Li had said when she gave him this gift.

"This is my gift to you. Open it and take a look."”

Jian Chuan replied,"What's inside? I'll open it without hesitation."”

Lu Li nodded vigorously. Jian Chuan saw that there was a horse in the box, and there was also an exquisite packaging. "I like this gift very much. Thank you."

" I knew you would like him," Lu Li replied with a smile." His name is Horse Stepping on the Flying Swallow, and he's the horse in my heart."”

Jianchuan pretended to be different and said,"A horse treading on a swallow, a roc's journey is ten thousand miles." What a harmonious name."

Lu Li smiled and replied,"Hehe, you didn't let down my good intentions by saying that." It seems that my taste is not bad. You have a unique wisdom, hahaha." He didn't know what that laughter meant.

Jian Chuan took out the Stepping Swallow and looked at it under the sunlight. It was transparent. He muttered,"A horse treading on a swallow, a roc's journey of ten thousand miles."”

He put down Flying Horse and looked at the distant sky. He thought about how he hadn't gone online to relax for a long time. He thought about how boring it was to study every day. Therefore, he decided to relax.

When Jian Chuan logged into QQ, he saw his profile picture flashing non-stop. He moved the mouse and opened it naturally. It was a stranger who had added him. The other party's username was called Walking in the Rain.

He agreed to the other party's request to add him as a friend, and at the same time, he added the other party as a friend. After a while, the other party sent a message to Jian Chuan: "How have you been recently?"

"And you are?"

"Guess who I am."”

"Can you give me a hint?"”

Walking in the Rain: " We were classmates in a certain school and used to be deskmates.”

"I have a lot of deskmates. Are you a girl or a boy?"”

Walking in the Rain: " You'll know when you see my profile.”

"Then how did you add me?"”

" I asked you for QQ when you left this school. How could you forget?"”

"And you are?"

Walking in the Rain: " Why haven't you remembered who I am? It makes me so sad."

"Uh, sorry."

Walking in the Rain: How have you been recently?"

"I'm doing fine, how about you?"”

Walking in the Rain: " I'm fine. It's just that the pressure of studying is too intense. I don't even have time to relax.”

"Oh, me too." This was how the third year of high school was. He just had to endure it.”

Walking in the Rain: " You've changed a lot. You're no longer as depressed as before. It seems that changing to a new school has affected you quite well.”

"Hehe, is that so?"

Walking in the Rain: Can you tell me about your school?”

"You've stumped me."”

" Why? Is there a problem? Or do you not want to talk about it?"”

"It's not that I don't want to say it, but it's just too long." I don't know how to tell you, or even where to start.”

"Then tell me which one is better, your homeroom teacher or our homeroom teacher.”

"Can we not talk about this?"”

"Sure."

"Thank you."

" It seems like that incident still has a huge shadow over you. It's been so long, but you still haven't gotten over it?"”

"Didn't we agree not to mention that?" Why did you bring it up again?"

Walking in the Rain: " I'm sorry for making you sad.”

"It's fine. How are your studies?"”

Walking in the Rain: " It's rare to see you online last time. Can we not talk about the problem of studying?" At home, my parents asked me how my studies were. In school, the teachers ranked us according to our grades and asked us to study hard every day. It was not easy for me to relax on the internet last time, but you asked me again. Don't you feel annoyed? I'm a little tired.”

"I'm sorry, I was wrong."”

Strolling in the Rain: " Hehe, you admit your mistakes quite quickly. In the past, as long as you made your own decisions, you would still make sure that you were wrong even though you knew that your decision was wrong. Why have you changed so much now? I'm really not used to it.”

"Is that so?" Was I like this before? I was so stubborn, so stubborn.”

Walking in the Rain: " Yes, yes, and you even found an excuse to justify yourself.”

"No way!"

"Look at you, aren't you also looking for excuses to defend yourself?”

"Alright, I was wrong."

Walking in the Rain: Sigh. It's not easy for you to admit your mistake.”

"You don't have to exaggerate!"”

Walking in the Rain: " Hehe, it's really a pleasure to be able to bicker with you. After the bickering, he felt relaxed and forgot all his worries.”

"It seems that I still have this kind of value. Why didn't I realize this before?" Then I will make good use of this advantage in the future, hehe.”

" You used to spend most of your time studying. How could you have the time to reflect on yourself, let alone discover yourself?"”

"Look at what you're saying. I feel like I used to be a bookworm."”

Walking in the Rain: " Hehe, not to mention the past you, you really look a little like him.”

"Why did you think of going online today? The school rules forbid you from going online." Also, there are teachers who often linger at the entrance of the internet cafe. Be careful not to catch them later.”

Walking in the Rain: You cursed me."

"You're thinking too much. I'm just reminding you out of goodwill."”

Walking in the Rain: I'll take it as a friendly reminder. By the way, how are your classes? Are there many?”

"It's alright, I can barely accept it."”

Walking in the Rain: " I'm miserable. Not only do I have a lot of classes, but I also have endless homework and a serious lack of sleep.”

"Ah!" After all, we are all third-year students and the future hope of the country.”

Walking in the Rain: " Sigh, I don't know. We studied for more than ten years just for the few days of the college entrance examination. Is it worth it to sacrifice our youth like this? I really wonder if our choice to study is right or wrong.”

"Hehe, you're sad again."”

Walking in the Rain: " We can't help it. We're in the third year of high school, but our talents are not met. Our aspirations are difficult to fulfill.”

"Are you talented?"

Walking in the Rain: " Please, it's just a metaphor. You don't have to spoil my mood like this! You're asking for a beating."

"Hehe, I think so."”

Walking in the Rain: " Senior three is really annoying. There is always endless homework and practice questions. To be honest, I don't know if we study to increase our knowledge or to suffer. It's just an examination. There's no need for everyone to mobilize so many people and waste money!”

Jian Chuan said,"It seems a bit inappropriate for you to compare the college entrance examination to this!" Perhaps the college entrance examination is not very important in your eyes. However, this was a necessary stage for poor children to enter higher education institutions. If you don't take the college entrance examination and do well, do you think you will have a chance to receive an education?”

Walking in the Rain: " Aiya, I understand what you're saying. However, we have other things to do besides the college entrance examination, don't we? It was a good thing to be able to enter a university to receive education, but learning how to survive in society was more important than only knowing how to take the college entrance examination! Don't you agree?"

"What you said makes sense." It's just that passing the college entrance examination can increase our chances of survival. The college entrance examination is a big deal in China. The country was using the entire country's strength to pay close attention to it.”

"Hmm, I don't object." However, you can't let us students be overwhelmed just because of the college entrance examination! There were so many people in China. Those who did not need to take the college entrance examination were still living well. They lived their own lives and lived their youth.”

Jian Chuan: " Why do I feel that the college entrance examination is a waste of other people's youth? Isn't there any benefit to the college entrance examination?"”

Walking in the Rain: " I think it will only waste other people's personal youth. Is it worth it for us to block our youth?”

"There are many things. How do you know if it's worth it if you don't try?"”

Walking in the Rain: " I think it's not worth it.”

Jian Chuan replied," Everyone has different choices and different ideas. I can't convince you with my own opinion." Because someone once said,'It is foolish to try to convince someone with your own point of view.' Therefore, I cannot use an approving gaze or a negative tone in your words.”

Strolling in the Rain: " Then why do you think we study? If you say 'we study for the rise of China', I don't think I have such a great goal because I'm just an ordinary person. If you said that studying well was to find a good job in the future, then Li Ka-shing did not go to any higher education institutions. His personal wealth was ranked first among the Chinese. So you don't have to use those great principles to brush me off.”

Jian Chuan replied," I've asked the homeroom teacher about this. I was surprised by his answer. If you're willing to listen, I can explain it to you."”

Walking in the Rain: Anyway, I have time. Tell me about it.”

"Let me ask you, if you don't study, what can you do now?"”

"I…I…still…don't know."”

"Is that so?" We don't study now, and we don't know what to do, so there's no harm in learning more!”

Walking in the Rain: Could this be your form teacher's answer? You won't be convinced so easily, right? You will accept this reason."

Jian Chuan: "It's not that she said,'Studying is not just a matter for school students. Every modern person has to study, including her. Personally, she believed that the purpose of studying could be different. In her opinion, there were no more than three purposes: Increase Intelligence (Knowledge Skill), Increase Aspiration (Cultivate Will), Pleasure (Obtain Pleasure).

" It is indeed very important for you to study here. However, the most important thing is to let you know what kind of tomorrow you are studying here for. Because every day started today. If you don't know what you're going to do tomorrow, you're wasting today.”

Seeing that the other party had not responded for a long time, Jian Chuan flashed him a video and sent him a message, saying,""Are you still there? Do you have any special feelings after reading my message?”

" I don't know," said Strolling in the Rain." After seeing it, I didn't feel any resistance. On the contrary, it made people like these words. Do you agree with your form teacher's words?”

"I think she didn't just tell us why we should study." At the same time, it also made us think about our own lives. Although others thought that this was some great truth, her tone was very gentle, like a good teacher who was teaching and answering questions.

If you asked your form teacher this question in front of the whole class, you would be thankful if he didn't fly into a rage. This was the first time I heard such an answer, so I accepted what she said.”

Walking in the Rain: " Hehe, I envy you for having such a good form teacher. If our homeroom teacher could be like her, I think my third year of high school would be very happy.”

"Hehe, I think so too."”

Walking in the Rain: " Why does our form teacher always give people the feeling that he's high and mighty? He's not easy to communicate with at all. I feel a little scared just looking at him. How could she ask him such a ridiculous question like 'why do we have to study?'”

"Hehe."

"It seems that transferring schools during the third year of high school is not a bad thing for you." Congratulations on finding a good form teacher.”

"Thank you."

"Do you know who I am now?"”

"Hehe, got it."

"Then tell me who I am."”

"Lu Li."

" I thought you'd forgotten about me, your old friend," said Strolling in the Rain." It's a good thing you still remember me. At least you still have a conscience."”

"Hehe, how could that be?" You are an indispensable part of my memories. When I was chatting with you, I noticed that you've changed a lot. You're a little resistant to learning. What's going on?”

"You know our form teacher is very strict with us. Every day, we are required to memorize certain things. If we remember it today, we will forget it again during the exam. If we do badly, we will lose a month's worth of living expenses.”

"No way!" It's so serious."

Walking in the Rain: The gift I gave you can't be gone, right?”

"He's still here." How could he lose such a precious gift?”

Walking in the Rain: " With your words, I can rest assured. Alright, I've been chatting with you for so long. Besides, my online time is almost over. I'm going offline now. We'll talk about this next time, okay?”

"Mm, okay." Bye bye."

"Okay, bye."

Jian Chuan watched the picture of the other party's QQ turn gray and black. He watched the conversation with Lu Li again and found that she had changed a lot from him. For some reason, Jian Chuan felt a little sad. He often wondered if it was worth it to block our youth like this.

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