The day that students in middle school looked forward to the most was Friday every week. Every Friday afternoon, the students who usually felt sleepy in class would become especially excited.
That afternoon, many people's hearts had already flown back to their homes. They were going to leave this boring learning environment and return home to enjoy the care of their parents. He temporarily put aside the worries brought about by his studies. No one cared about what class they had in the afternoon.
High school students were not as lucky as junior high school students. Most of them came to study in other places, and the journey home was long, so the day he looked forward to the most was the end of the month. The most pitiful ones were the third-year students and the third-year students. One of them was facing the pressure of the college entrance examination, while the other was facing the pressure of the middle school examination. Although they all looked forward to the day when they liked each other, when that day came, for some reason, their faces were filled with worry.
"Sister Li, you can go home after class," Mei Jiao said happily to Duan Li. She was really excited. She really hoped that the afternoon would end soon.”
"That's right," Duan Li replied happily."This way, I can go home and improve my diet."”
Mei Jiao: " That's right, Sister Li. Listen to Jiang Jing. She seems to be very immersed in 'The Return of Xi Ci' alone. That kid is about to have a holiday, but he's still so serious."”
Jiang Jing ignored what they were talking about and continued to read aloud,"Return and Return-Tao Yuanming."
Go back, come back! How can the fields not return? Since you are enslaved by your heart, why are you sad and sad alone? To understand the past without remonstrance, to know that the future can be recalled; It's not too far away to get lost. I feel right now and wrong yesterday. The boat drifted away lightly, and the wind blew the clothes. Ask the levy husband the way forward, hate the morning light.
So he looked up at Hengyu and ran happily. The servant welcomed him, and the child waited at the door. Three paths to the wilderness, pine and chrysanthemum still exist. He brought his son into the house, and there was wine in the glass. He poured himself a cup of wine and drank it in the courtyard to make his face happy. Leaning on the south window to rely on pride, really can accommodate the ease of the knee. The garden is full of fun every day, and the gate is always closed. Sun Ce helped the old man to rest in the river, and sometimes he tilted his head and watched from afar. Clouds fly out of the mountains without intention, birds fly out of fatigue and know to return. Hou Jing was about to enter the palace, caressing the lonely pine trees and lingering.
Go back, come back! Please stop making friends and stop playing. The world is against me, and what can I ask for? Happy relatives love words, music zither book to eliminate sorrow. The farmer told me that spring was coming and that he was going to sacrifice to the west. Some ordered a turban cart, some rowed a lonely boat. It is both graceful and graceful to find ravines, but also rugged and pass through hills. The trees are flourishing, and the spring trickles down. Good at the timing of all things, I am moved by the good deeds of my life.
That's it! How long will I live in the world? Why don't I leave my heart and leave? What's the point of being so anxious? Wealth and honor are not my wish, and I can't expect to be emperor. With a good time to go alone, or plant a stick to weed. Climbing Donggao to relieve the whistling sound, facing the clear stream to compose poems. I'll take the opportunity of enlightenment to return to my hometown. What's there to doubt about destiny?”
Han Siyu waved her hand in front of Jian Chuan's eyes and found that Jian Chuan didn't react at all. Therefore, he gave Jian Chuan a scare,""Jianchuan, what are you listening to?”
After Jian Chuan was frightened, he simply said to Han Siyu,""It's nothing."
Han Siyu looked at Jian Chuan carefully and asked,""Then why didn't you respond to me when I called you so many times just now? Tell me honestly what you're thinking. You know the party's policy.”
When Jian Chuan heard that Han Siyu wanted to use the party's policy to ask him to tell the truth, he suddenly heard the words of Jing Ke's assassination of Qin," The wind is bleak, the water is cold, and the strong man will never return." He touched the back of his head again and thought about his connections. In the end, he said frankly,"Just now, I was listening to Jiang Jing reading 'Xi Ci of Returning' with emotion. I suddenly had a lot of feelings in my heart.”
Han Siyu glanced at Jiang Jing, then turned back to look at Jian Chuan and said,""Yes, he has a good relationship with her. Why? Are you homesick?"
"Who doesn't miss their home?" Jian Chuan said, pretending to be deep. However, I'm a wanderer who's wandering outside. I can't return even if I have a home.”
Han Siyu looked at Jian Chuan's expression and couldn't help but laugh,""You're a wanderer who can't return home. Why do you make yourself sound so pitiful? I don't believe it. Could it be that someone tied your legs or held a knife and didn't allow you to go home?”
Jian Chuan flicked his long hair,""In this legal society, who would threaten me with a knife or tie my feet in broad daylight?”
Han Siyu touched her chin with one finger.""Then I have a question. Since no one threatened you with a knife or tied your feet, I don't think you'll be able to do it. Then why did you say,'I'm a wanderer who can't return home.”
Jian Chuan supported his forehead with one hand,""Most of us are people who come from other places to study. Unlike you, we can go home every day. So I'm also considered a wanderer outside, right?”
Han Siyu nodded without thinking and said,""Well, what you said sounds very reasonable. But if you can't go home, how do you explain this sentence?”
Jian Chuan didn't think of a reasonable reason to explain to Han Siyu, so he read aloud,"Go back! How can the fields not return? Since you are enslaved by your heart, why are you sad and sad alone? To understand the past without remonstrance, to know that the future can be recalled; It's not too far away to get lost. I feel right now and wrong yesterday. The boat drifted away lightly, and the wind blew the clothes. Ask the levy husband the way forward, hate the morning light.”
"I didn't expect you to read this poem with such emotion," Han Siyu said with a smile. However, compared to Jiang Jing, their feelings were not enough. The taste is still lacking."
Jian Chuan defended himself,"Only this poem can fully express my thoughts at this moment." How could he compare his own thoughts with others? Isn't this ruining poetry?"
Han Siyu looked at him with disdain and said,"Stop being so smug." Han Siyu looked at Jian Chuan and said in a low voice,""You can sue
Tell me, what is home?"
Jian Chuan saw Han Siyu's expression suddenly change and whispered,""Why are you suddenly asking me this question? I don't know how to answer for a while.”
"Then tell me what you're thinking at the moment," Han Siyu said anxiously.”
Jian Chuan looked at her and said," Home is a very emotional word. My understanding of home is 'when we are tired, home is a warm little nest; When we are hurt, home is a shelter; When we are a little frustrated, home will give us a firm hug. If it was more extravagant, it would be that the family could eat together in harmony.”
Han Siyu looked at Jianchuan.”
Jian Chuan nodded at Han Siyu and said,""Yes, this is the home I want.”
"So the home you want is a place to sleep and eat." Why does it sound so tacky?"
"You can say that, but what do you know about family?" Tell me."
"The home I want is very simple," Han Siyu said deeply. It was a warm, quiet, comfortable, and casual place. It would only make people feel intimate, not lonely or unfamiliar. It could completely show its true self, say whatever it wanted, and indulge itself to its heart's content without hiding its inner feelings.”
"Hehe, you have a lot of things to ask for." Jian Chuan sneered.”
"If these things can't be satisfied, what kind of home is it?" Han Siyu said emotionally.”
Jian Chuan looked at Han Siyu. After spending so much time with her, this was the first time she was so emotional. Tears flashed in the corner of her eyes. Why did she want to talk about the family today? Did her family hurt her heart? He interrupted,"Don't be agitated. Why are you so agitated when talking about home? Can you tell me why?"
Han Siyu held back her tears." I was a little emotional just now. I hope I didn't scare you!"”
Jian Chuan quickly shook his head. Han Siyu continued," I still remember when I was young. When I was bullied by my classmates, I would cry loudly. My father would comfort me and tell me stories about how women should be brave. Every time I went out to the streets, I would be tired and clamor for my father to carry me. When I lean on my father's shoulder, I will sleep quietly. When it rained, my father would carry me on his back, send me to school, and take care of me.”
"I really envy you for having such a good childhood," Jian Chuan said with admiration.”
"I also feel that I had a wonderful childhood." However, as he grew up. Father no longer cared about me and protected me like that. Every day, he urged me to study hard. As long as I did not do well in the exam, my father would scold me. Now, my father rarely talked to me, and we even had very little time to eat together. When I got home, my father only asked me about my studies and ignored me.”
Jian Chuan: " Maybe your father loves you very much, but he doesn't know how to express his love for you. You have to believe that your father's love for you is the same as before."”
"Really?" Does my father love me?"
"Yes, your father loves you very much."”
Han Siyu's body trembled as she said,""If he still loved me as much as he did when I was young, he shouldn't have asked me about everything except my studies.”
"You know what?" she continued. Now that I've returned home, I don't feel that home is a warm, quiet, comfortable, and casual place. It also doesn't make me feel very familiar. Instead, it makes me feel lonely and distant. It could no longer indulge itself to its heart's content, nor could it display its true self well.”
" Maybe when people grow up, they learn how to disguise themselves," Jian Chuan said." They learn how to hide the most real and primitive feelings in their hearts. Not only your father, but also you and me."”
Han Siyu: " Why do you have to hide your true self? Can't people be more realistic? Didn't he feel tired of pretending to be with the person closest to him?”
Jian Chuan: " We all want to live in the world of literature, to find the lost simplicity and innocence. We want to explore the truest self, but the reality of society makes us return to the secular concept. Therefore, after a long time, we silently accepted this secular view and slowly lost the most beautiful innocence and simplicity. Perhaps after a long time, we would all feel tired. However, when that time comes, what else can we do other than sigh a little more?”
Han Siyu smiled and said," I didn't expect you to be so perceptive. You've seen through the vicissitudes of life. If you don't fall into Buddhism and become a monk, it will be a great loss for Buddhism."”
"That's right, hahaha."
"I feel much better after talking to you so much." However, you can't let a third person know about what I told you today. Otherwise, don't blame me for killing you.”
Jian Chuan really couldn't figure out the girl's thoughts. Her face was like a cloudy day just now, but now it turned sunny. This woman changed her face faster than flipping a book. It seemed that there was a lot of scientific verification. "Actually, you're much better than me." At least you can experience the feeling of home. I'm not as lucky as you. I don't know what home is to me.”
"Didn't you say that home is a place where you can sleep and have dinner with someone?" Why are you saying it differently now?”
Jian Chuan didn't expect her to take his casual words seriously, so he said in a deep voice,""When I was young, my parents left the country to make a living. There was only one sister and one brother left in the family. My sister and brother went to my parents 'place after finishing junior high school, leaving me alone at home. That's why I said that I can't go back to my own home.”
"How is this different from what you said just now?" However, from what you're saying now, it feels like you're quite miserable. Do you miss your parents?”
"Yes, why not?" There was no child who did not miss their parents. However, it would be wonderful if he could really solve everything.”
"Don't you feel sad that your parents aren't by your side?"”
"I'll tell you a story. Do you want to hear it?"”
Han Siyu: " I guess this story must have some tragic undertones.”
"I was really envious when I heard you talk about your childhood." I remember that when I was young, my parents chose to leave because of the pressure of life. When it rains, I don't have a father to pick me up; When I was bullied by my classmates, no one told me a story. Not to mention that she could lean on her father's shoulder and have a good sleep. Ever since I was young, I told myself to be strong, even without the care and love of my parents.”
Han Siyu did not expect Jian Chuan to talk about her childhood.""Compared to you, at least I still had a wonderful childhood, although I can't feel the original feeling at home now.”
"Actually, you're luckier than me." No matter what, your parents were by your side and watched you grow up. Even though your parents only care about your studies every day and it makes you feel very annoyed. But that was also your parents 'concern for you. He hopes that you will study hard and receive a better education in the future. I have never experienced the feeling of being cared for by my parents.”
"I really envy you. Alone." No one cares, free and unrestrained. I yearn for your kind of life, but unfortunately, that kind of life is very far away from me.”
" Enough," Jian Chuan said to her fiercely." Do you think it's good to be alone and unrestrained?" When you see other classmates on a rainy day, their parents are taking them home, but you can only hide under the eaves. How do you feel? When you see the childhood people around you, they all have parents who care for them and accompany them to laugh, how would you feel?”
It was also the first time Han Siyu had seen such an expression on Jian Chuan's face. She really didn't know how much pain this boy had suffered in his heart and what he had experienced since he was young."I'm sorry for reminding you of a sad past.”
Jian Chuan knew that his emotions were fluctuating too much just now. He adjusted his emotions slightly and said,“
It's okay. I didn't control my emotions well just now, so I should be the one apologizing.”
"No, no, no, it's my fault."”
Jian Chuan didn't continue to argue with her about who was right and who was wrong. He continued,""Actually, your parents have already given you enough. You can still see them now. Your family can still eat together and sleep under the same roof. You should be happy. That's why I told you that the home I hope for is 'When we're tired, home is a warm little nest; When we are hurt, home is a shelter; When we are a little frustrated, home will give us a firm hug. We can even eat together as a family. It can also be like what you said,'Home is a place to sleep and eat.'”
"I was just joking, I hope you don't take it to heart."”
Jian Chuan: " Why would I? Am I that petty?"”
"Then have you ever hated your parents?"”
"Yes, but that was before." Actually, their lives aren't easy. There's no parent who doesn't love their children. I can understand what they've done.”
"Hehe, I'm relieved that you think that way."”
" So, you have to get along well with your parents and study hard. Perhaps this is the only thing you can do."”
"Alright!" Han Siyu said impatiently. I know."
Jian Chuan stroked her head and said,""Is this what a good child should be like?"
"You're asking for a beating, kid."
"Hehe, let me go this time!" I won't dare to do it again. By the way, don't tell anyone else what I told you today, okay?”
"That depends on how you treat me." If I'm happy, I might be able to keep your secret. But if you bully me in the future, that's hard to say.”
"I will follow your lead in the future."”
Han Siyu gently stroked his head and said proudly,""Hmm, is that right?"
" Go away," Jian Chuan said hurriedly." Tomorrow is the monthly holiday. What are you going to do?"”
Han Siyu: " Of course I want to go home and be a good girl. Also, I want to finish this thick homework. What about you?" What are your plans?"
"Wow!" You're all alone, and you still have plans?"
Han Siyu said,"I really can't afford to hurt a child who lacks love."”
"You…are saying?"
"It's me, alright?"
"That's more like it."
That day, Jian Chuan told Han Siyu about his childhood. His main purpose was to tell her that family was very important and that it was not easy for our parents to help us. We should try to contribute to the family. At the same time, he indirectly promised her that he would not let a third person know about her matters. This was because letting a person not reveal their secret was the same as letting the other party know your secret.
After the last class, the students returned to their homes far away with thick homework and books. A smile appeared on their faces. After the smile, their faces were filled with worry. This was because they knew very well that the time for the college entrance examination had been reduced by a few days, and they still had a lot of homework to do when they returned home. He still had to accept his parents 'questions.
Perhaps, we have all grown up.
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