"There is no true friendship between men and women.”Yong Qin reminded.
"I know."
"Enough is enough. He doesn't like you and is just playing with you.”Yong Qin said.
"I know."
"You're bad." Yong Qin said.
Yizi smiled and said nothing.
"What exactly is our relationship?”Yi Zi asked Ah Jun one night. The two of them were leaning against the railing of the corridor balcony. There was no moon that night. The breeze brushed their faces and there were crickets chirping." Squeak squeak..." They wailed.
"Does it have to be related?" Ah Jun answered frankly.
Yi Zi smiled and smiled bitterly. It was dark, and Ah Jun didn't see it.
The prank did not last long. Just a week before the final exam, Yi Zi suddenly realized that he had not heard their laughter for a long time. He was evasive about many things about Yi Zi, and he was not as enthusiastic as before when he explained the questions.
In fact, Yi Zi was also deliberately avoiding meeting him at times. Exams were stressful for both of them. Because they had all dropped out a lot during the last semester, although their parents and teachers did not say anything, and the students did not seem to complain, Yi Zi knew that when things were calm on the surface, their hearts were indeed turbulent. Moreover, Yi Zi had made a serious mistake and violated the agreement between the two of them. She had fallen in love with him.
That time, Yi Zi went to the stadium as an uninvited guest to look for him, and saw him and his friend playing bare-chested, but she didn't blush. She began to realize that she really liked him. His sudden indifference made her feel uneasy, betrayed, and used. She forced herself not to think about it and asked him questions as usual, but secretly observed his expression. But what I found was endless sadness
Finally, it began.
Ah Jun was crazy about mathematics, but Yi Zi disturbed him when he was "lost". She saw him crazily marking papers and knocking on the computer. Other than feeling helpless, she also felt disgusted by that scene. She felt that she was just a toy that could be thrown away after being fresh. And his annoying face finally revealed itself from his amiable mask.
Yi Zi walked away unhappily. That night, he didn't sit behind her. She didn't expect him to have a good time talking to other girls. She only felt hatred. Since you're happier with others than me, I'll gradually fade away. She thought.
Suddenly, a piece of chalk hit her head. She knew it was him, but she ignored him and moved further away from him.
Just like that, everything seemed to have ended.
The next day, Ah Jun ignored Yi Zi. It was the first time she saw his cold face. She regretted doing that. What did she take him for? Damn it, he was just a friend. Were you jealous? Jealous of someone else's person meant that he felt inferior.
She felt that she had nothing to feel inferior about. Yi Zi tried her best to comfort herself until the day before the final exam, when she thought she had completely given up.
That night, he did not rest at all. He chatted with his friends and teased the class beauty. The class beauty knew about his relationship with Yi Zi and did not pay much attention to him. He said very unpleasant words and bypassed Yi Zi to get water. He did not do this before. He was very happy, but Yizi did not show any sadness. She kept smiling, not for him, but for her own dignity. Actually, she was not happy at all. Back in the dormitory, she cried in the dark. It was the first time she cried because of a boy. She swore that this was the first and last time.
There was a short period of self-study after the biology exam, but Yizi kept thinking about him. She even planned to run to the bathroom and wash her face thoroughly if he continued to play with other girls.
However, God was joking. (F * ck, I believe in Buddhism.)
When he was getting lunch, Yi Zi felt a palpitating warmth behind him, but it was very familiar. However, she only treated it as an illusion and secretly scolded herself for being stupid. Later, someone blew on her head, which was his favorite way of greeting. Yizi turned around. It was him.
"You did badly on the math test. Are you…better?”
Hearing this, Yi 'zi almost cried. She scolded herself for being a fool, but she couldn't help but be tempted.
On the day of self-study, he sat behind Yi Zi and called her Mies.
Miss Han.
However, it was still the same sentence-if there was a wound, there would be a scar.
Yi 'zi only smiled when he heard that. Falling flowers have feelings, flowing water has no feelings, but no matter what…it's just a matter of time.
In the second year of high school, Yi Zi ended with a ranking of 246.
That summer, Yi Zi and Ah Jun had no contact at all. Mu Zi, on the other hand, had been checking on her. Her ranking had fallen too quickly.
When her father saw the report card, he did not say anything and cooked a very rich meal.
Her father would never force her to go with the flow.
Yi Zi ate half of it, but her father said that he had to go to work and let her eat by herself. Yi Zi agreed.
The door was slammed shut with a bang, and Yi Zi burst into tears.
Year three students were divided into classes. Yi Zi, Yong Qin, Ah Jun, and Ah Sang were not in the same class. Instead, she was assigned to the same group as Yong Qin's enemies, the prettiest girl in the class and Stinky Fish. But it didn't affect Yi Zi at all.
'I've already cleared my name before,' Yi 'zi said self-deprecatingly. She was secretly glad in her heart.
She admitted that she still missed Ah Jun, missed his warm chest that winter, but she had to suppress this feeling. She couldn't put all her thoughts on Ah Jun.
She was just a student, a poor student who could only rely on her studies to survive in the future. She had no background and nothing.
She reflected on her actions for the entire summer vacation. In the end, she chose to escape.
School started earlier than Mu Zi. Mu Zi volunteered to send her to school.
Yi 'zi kept walking with his head lowered, trying to avoid something, but he still couldn't avoid it.
From afar, she saw Ah Jun walking towards her.
Yi 'zi's hand went numb and she almost dropped her bag. She lowered her head and Mu Zi grabbed it.
When Yi Zi looked up again, Ah Jun had already turned around. Yi Zi looked at him, but her eyes could not move away. She saw him looking in this direction a few times. When she and An Zi turned the corner, they could no longer be seen.
He was probably looking at the person behind him. The son thought. She didn't want him to be looking at the two of them.
"You like him?"
The bag fell off.
The white bag was quickly stained with soil.
Yi Zi could hear his own heartbeat when he heard this." Bang bang bang…"
" No…No…" She finally reacted. Mu Zi had already picked up her bag and was walking towards Yi Zi's dormitory. She chased after him.
"Let's end this." Mu Zi said after Yi Zi caught up.
Yi 'zi's heart sped up again, and he wanted to vomit.
"Alright."
In the future, Yi 'zi would walk with his head lowered.
There was a main staircase in the teaching building and many side stairs. Yi Zi's classroom was close to one of the side stairs.
She had never walked past the main staircase, and Ah Jun's shadow had never appeared on the side stairs.
It was as if they had agreed that Yi 'zi was always so self-delusional.
However, school was still a school after all. It couldn't be compared to Wang Yang. They still bumped into each other by accident, and every time, Yi 'zi's heart would go numb.
Pretending not to know each other was the best way for her to get rid of the relationship, she thought.
One night, she dreamed that she was in an unfamiliar courtyard. There were many students, but she couldn't see their faces clearly. She could only see their fat uniforms. Suddenly, a student fainted. Everyone crowded over, and she was no exception. However, the first thing she saw was Ah Jun's face. Before she could close her mouth, Ah Jun had already been sent away. After that, it was a mess. She could only capture fragments of the dream. She saw Ah Jun upstairs. There was only a staircase between them, and she had the life-saving medicine in her hand, but she did not dare to go up. She was afraid that she would never be able to bear to part with him again...
She could only remember these things. She had completely forgotten the rest. She felt that she was already doing quite well. Many people would forget their nightmares, but she still had the chance to remember them. This was the only thing that made her feel gratified.
They were in the same examination room for the mock exam.
Yi Zi didn't dare to look up at him. In the first round, she knew that he was sitting at the right back of her table, with a thorn in his back.
In the second scene, during the break, a girl was with him.
Yi Zi's fingertips went numb, and she felt her face heat up.
After the fourth round of the exam, the on-campus students cheered and packed their things to go home, while the boarding students went to eat together. Yizi did not leave.
The curtains were drawn early in the evening, and the yellow light of old photos was everywhere. She stood alone in front of the window, and the noise in her ears rang out.
She stood by the window and looked down. Three people walked over from afar. She recognized them at a glance. They were his buddies.
At that moment, she felt a tinge of sour joy. She had never seen him like this before. His down jacket was only slightly pulled down, and the cold wind blew against his shirt that was stuck to his chest. His shoulders were drooping, and he was stepping down. He lowered his head slightly. She had never seen such a dejected look before. She wished he could look up at her. However, he only muttered a few words to the people beside him before the three of them walked silently without looking up. Just like that, she watched them enter the building, then sadly left the window and sat on the seat. Perhaps, the two of them would forever be like that night in her dream, only separated by a flight of stairs but never meeting each other-she abandoned everything for profit.
At that moment, the noisy classroom seemed to have been silenced, as if she was the only one there…
He didn't attend the evening self-study session that day. He didn't feel well, so he asked for leave and went back to the dormitory early.
She downed a can of beer and instantly blushed.
She lay down on the bed and picked up her phone to send a text message to Ah Jun. After sending it, she deleted it.
Her vision was blurry, and she didn't know what she had sent, but she knew that it wasn't nonsense. It was the truth after drinking.
She put down her phone and smiled. She smiled and cried. She remembered that she was the one who asked for Ah Jun's phone number. He didn't even know her phone number.
She sent a message to Yizi.
Yizi replied immediately,"I'll pick you up this weekend."”
He didn't ask Yi 'zi why she had sent that message, and this was the only tacit understanding they had.
It was Saturday after the exams. Yi Zi sat in Mu Zi's car with tears streaming down her face.
"Crazy!"
" Hehe, I just…" Yi Zi didn't finish her sentence, but Mu Zi covered her mouth.
There was music playing in the car. Maxim's Stillwater.
The piano music was ethereal. It was a naked young girl shuttling through the dense forest covered in morning dew. Her slender fingers picked up a large leaf, and the crystal clear dew flowed down the stem of the green leaf and dripped into her mouth. It moistened her lips and softened her face…
Yi Zi felt that Mu Zi's car was like a shoal. She sat there heavily and sank deeper. The surrounding scenery became more and more blurry, and her ears became quieter.
Suddenly, a heavy voice sounded. A bloody corpse was thrown into the calm lake, and it immediately sat up straight.
" When the petals leave the flower, a faint fragrance remains. The fragrance disappears after the wind and rain…"
" Hello..." Yizi answered the call.
"Hello, sorry, are you Han Yizi?”
"Yes." He was resolute. Yi Zi replied with a smile.
" Oh, oh, I…I'm fine. I'll hang up first…" Yi 'zi could tell that she was embarrassed.
Yi 'zi threw her phone into the backseat and looked into the distance with her hands hanging down.
The asphalt road was always so long and endless.
When she reached home, her mother was there. She simply heated up the leftovers and then left for her bedroom. Her mother ignored her after her grades dropped.
She did not care.
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