After returning from Yu Li's house, he had a quick meal and locked himself in his room. After a day, he was really tired.
Lying on the bed, I carefully recalled what Yu Li had said. To be honest, her words really shocked me and made me feel helpless. Although I had never thought of delving into it, I was indeed very curious. It was just that my relationship with Lu Yang was not awkward, so I didn't take it to heart.
Since they were siblings, why had he never mentioned them before? Why did you pretend that you didn't know him in front of me? Right now, I hate being lied to, especially by people I trust. In the past, it was Luofeng, but now, even Lu Yang is like this. I really don't understand.
I'm only blaming and curious about Lu Yang now. I blame him because he lied to me. I'm curious because we used to be good friends. We still have many feelings for each other and I still care about him.
She thought about it, but she just couldn't figure it out, so she fell asleep in a daze.
She woke up early in the morning feeling depressed. She hadn't figured it out the entire night, so she was very depressed.
She leisurely ate the buns she had just bought and walked slowly to school, but she was still thinking about what happened yesterday. Suddenly, someone patted my shoulder from behind. I turned around and saw Lu Yang with his hands casually in his pockets. He looked like a young and dangerous man. He looked at me with a relaxed smile, still so bright.
For a moment, I was dazed, but after a moment, I was furious."What are you doing?"
"Can't I come to you for nothing?" He stopped laughing and seemed to be speaking very seriously.
"What can I do for you?" I naturally don't have a good temper. He lied to me first. Some things leave traces after they happen. They can't be erased just because you want to.
"Is there a need to be so sarcastic?”Lu Yang asked domineeringly, but he sounded a little sad.
She deliberately ignored his sadness and smiled faintly at him. As she smiled, she cried.
He hesitantly stepped forward and gently wiped my tears with a tissue. He whispered,"I'm sorry!"
I still can't let it go. I feel wronged. I just want to be friends with you, but things always go against my wishes. After so many times, I'm finally tired.
I didn't accept his apology. Tired from crying, she smiled stubbornly. "From today onwards, you go your own way and I'll go mine!”
"Why?" Lu Yang felt a sense of powerlessness. He felt as if something was trying to escape from him, but he could not grab hold of anything. He was in despair.
"Didn't you plan this out long ago?”I was very calm.
However, in Lu Yang's eyes, my calmness was an indescribable irony. He felt a little helpless and heartbroken, but he didn't know how to explain it. He could only look at me helplessly and silently say," Since you already knew, why did you…" He seemed surprised and confused.
I waved my hand, indicating that there was no need to mention the past. "I didn't know at first, but you were too impatient." I thought that as long as I treated you sincerely, you would naturally treat me sincerely. Unfortunately, in the end, all my efforts were in vain.”He shook his head repeatedly, expressing his regret.
Just because I don't say something doesn't mean that I don't know or that I'm stupid. In the end, she looked at Lu Yang seriously and remembered him in her heart. Then, she turned around and left.
Lu Yang did not chase after him, and he was in no position to do so. Originally, I was just a bet for him. He never gave his heart.
I was indeed very sad. I had reminded myself more than once that he was sincere, even though he wasn't at first. I took out the postcard he gave me, tore it up, and threw it into the wind.
The past will be gone with the wind, and my life will continue. From now on, Lu Yang will also leave my circle.
She had been muddleheaded these past few days. She was really unable to adapt to the sudden lack of people around her.
His favorite thing to do when he returned home every day was to sit in the courtyard with a cup of fragrant tea and count the stars in the sky. On a starless night, he leaned against the window and listened to the sound of the wind and rain. It was comfortable and comfortable. From then on, I learned to be in a daze. I could stay alone quietly for a day. He was thinking about all sorts of things.
In the blink of an eye, school was about to end, and the next year would be the second year. He suddenly felt that he had failed in everything else in the past year except for his studies. My friends left me one after another. The worst thing was that I was clearly in front of you, but my heart was far away.
Since that day, Lu Yang had not come back. He would be leaving soon.
It would be a lie if she didn't feel sad when she thought of this. Although she was sad, she didn't regret it. If it was his, others could not snatch it away. If it was not his, he could not force himself to keep it.
This year's failure made me remind myself to focus on my studies and not care about the rest.
He did not know when it started, but whenever he was in a daze, he would always think of Lu Yang and not Luo Feng. When I realized this, I was also shocked. When she was on good terms with Lu Yang, she could not help but think of Luo Feng. But now, it seemed like she had not thought of him for a long time.
It was true that only after losing it did one know how to cherish it. It was the same for Luo Feng and Lu Yang.
Unfortunately, none of these former friends were sincere. Lu Yang was especially detestable. This was something I only realized later. My acquaintance with him was just a bet, a premeditated scam.
I still remember that day when I accidentally broke Luo Feng's things, which led to an argument between Shan Ting and Su Xiao, and then I went home alone. Coincidentally, I met him. Under the dim light, his handsome smile dazzled me.
Later on, they met and became good friends. After that, they had a deep friendship and knew each other very well. I couldn't help but close my eyes when I saw this scene. I felt a headache and pain.
I've also wondered if it's really such a coincidence. They had only met once, so how could they not forget him? To him, I'm just a child. Every time she saw him and Luo Feng, there was always an unknown strangeness between them. Why would someone she had never met before look at each other with such an evil face for no reason? There was also Su Xiao's extreme attitude towards Shan Ting, as well as Su Xiao and Zhu Li's admiration and admiration for Lu Yang…All of this made me suspicious.
Ever since I found out about Shan Ting and Luo Feng, I wasn't that innocent anymore. There were many things that I naturally wouldn't foolishly believe were only because of myself. I still had self-awareness.
Although I suspected that he might have ulterior motives, after getting along with him, I knew that although he didn't treat me sincerely, he wouldn't hurt me. I was very lonely at that time and needed a friend, so I didn't mind.
When did I find out? Actually, I've always been guessing. The real answer is that Arbor Day. I still remember that oath and that expectant gaze under the setting sun. At that time, I had an answer in my heart. If it were me, I wouldn't be so familiar with someone I've only met once.
As long as he didn't go overboard, I always thought that we could continue to be good friends for life. However, he was not satisfied and started fighting with Luo Feng. I didn't mind helping him, but I hurt Luofeng.
The fight had just ended, and Su Xiao and Zhu Li had started a dispute, but I had to bear all the consequences.
Actually, I heard Yu Li's words clearly. Perhaps he regretted it too, but since the window paper was broken, it was impossible for it to be intact.
I guessed the beginning, but I couldn't guess the ending.
I didn't know that he was so close to Su Xiao, or even Yu Li, but he never mentioned it. Since he knew that Luo Feng and I had fallen out because of hiding it, he still chose to hide it in this way. Perhaps he really had never used his true heart.
I can pretend that I don't know anything, but I can't hide it from myself. I believe Lu Yang is the same. I think if I don't tell him, it will always be a secret after he leaves. Unfortunately, I don't care for such friendship.
Perhaps I had already gone through the worst days of my life and could not stand the deception of friendship. Therefore, even though I felt Lu Yang's sincerity, I still chose to give up.
In the past, I always thought that he was cold-blooded. Beneath his warm exterior, he was a person without a heart. However, after that day, I thought about it a lot. Perhaps he would feel a little guilty now. At least, he would really feel sad for me.
However, I chose to turn a blind eye to this sadness.
Now, I finally roughly understood the whole story.
Actually, before they went to school, they already knew each other, except for me, who grew up in another city. Lu Yang and Luo Feng have always been on bad terms. I don't know why, but I'm sure it's not because of me.
My unusual enthusiasm for Luo Feng had angered Shanting. Su Xiao and Shanting were not on good terms, so she wanted Lu Yang to help her. Coincidentally, Lu Yang saw that I was getting closer to Luofeng and was thinking about how to make things difficult for him. He did me a favor and that was how we first met.
However, things slowly got out of Su Xiao's control, and even Zhu Li was involved. Perhaps even she herself did not know that Lu Yang had other motives. She did not expect Zhu Li to fancy her brother, nor did she expect that I would suddenly change my mind and play along with Lu Yang.
Lu Yang knew that if he snatched me away, Luo Feng would be very upset, and if Luo Feng was upset, Shanting would dislike him even more. In this way, those who were related to Luo Feng would not have it easy, and they would have achieved their goal of revenge.
I don't know if Lu Yang has ever regretted doing this, or if he has ever felt a trace of sadness. And I did regret it, so when they were fighting, I was actually more biased towards Luofeng.
Perhaps he regretted it now, or perhaps he was still pretending. But no matter what, it didn't matter.
Unknowingly, it was already late at night. The early summer night was thin and slightly cool, waking me up from my thoughts. All the happiness and unhappiness would disappear in the curtain of the night. When everything came to an end, he was gone.
It was late at night, and when she woke up, it was a new day.
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