" The lights are on…" Xiao Youmo turned on the lights and walked over to Zhiyu quietly. She covered him with a blanket and smiled when she saw his sleeping expression. She lowered her head and kissed Zhiyu on the forehead."Since you don't like me, why did you marry me? Was it because of Gu Zhixia? How am I not comparable to her? She's very good, but I'm not bad either. Although we're legally married, my heart still hurts because you didn't get married because of feelings. Gu Zhixia is deeply hidden in your heart. As for why you got married to me, I don't know either. However, one day, I'll make you fall in love with me and completely forget about her! Good night!" Xiao Youmo said.
As soon as Xiao Youmo turned around, Zhiyu opened his eyes.
" I'm sorry, Youmo. I know I'm selfish, but I have to do this so Zhixia can be happy and forget me. I'll make it up to you in the future. Also, is Zhixia doing well? Will she marry Hu Tong? He probably hates me to the core. If I were to exchange love for hate, I would rather you hate me so that you can get the happiness you deserve.”Zhiyu muttered in his heart.
He also thought of the summer five years ago. He wished he could go back to five years ago, but it was too late to say anything now.
"Zhixia, are you done packing?”his mother asked.
"I'm done packing!" Zhi Xia replied.
"Zhixia, where are you going this year? Do you make clothes in Hangzhou?" Auntie Yang asked.
"She's going to Shen Zhen to learn computer science.”his mother replied.
"Then we'll leave first. We won't be able to catch the ferry later.”her mother said with a smile.
"Give the bag in your hand to your father.”his mother said.
"It's okay, Mom. It's not heavy."
"Mom, you and Dad should discuss things first. Don't always quarrel. You're not young anymore. Don't let others laugh at you.”Zhi Xia choked.
"We know. Take good care of yourself in Shen Zhen. If there's anything, just call us!”As she spoke, her mother cried again.
"I know. I'm not young anymore. I'll take good care of myself. On the other hand, you and Dad should be more careful when fishing on the boat. Don't be too tired.”Zhi Xia said.
"When a person is outside, personal safety comes first. " That's not important. We don't care how much money you earn. As long as you're doing well, we'll be at ease.”his father said.
" Mm." Zhixia didn't say anything. She didn't know what to say. Although her mother always forced her to do things that she didn't like, she would still give in in the end because she loved you. So, she hoped that you would live well and be happy. In fact, if you fought with her, she would be more upset than anyone else. Later, I heard my father tell me that during the days when I was on a diet, my mother didn't eat a single meal. Now, thinking about it, I always made my mother unhappy. Even when I went to Shen Zhen this time... Even if they were worried, their parents would still respect their decision because this was love.
They set sail again, but this time, it was different. This time, it was another year. The boat slowly sailed out, and the figures of his parents were getting further and further away from Zhi Xia's sight. They became more and more blurry until they finally became a dot.
"There are many people on the ship, and most of them are acquaintances. When Zhi Xia swept her gaze across the cabin, she saw Zhiyu and Xiao Youmo.”Zhi Xia immediately turned around.
When Zhiyu saw Zhi Xia, his face was filled with uneasiness and discomfort. Xiao Youmo looked at Zhiyu's nervous expression. She raised her head and looked outside the boat. It was her, Gu Zhixia. No wonder Zhiyu was so depressed.
"Zhixia!" Xiao Youmo smiled and called out to Zhi Xia.
" Youmo," Zhi Xia replied with a smile.
"Where are we going?" Xiao Youmo asked.
"I'm going to work in Shen Zhen. What about you?" Zhi Xia asked.
"Didn't Zhiyu tell you? You guys are such good friends?" Xiao Youmo said deliberately.
"Hehe, I don't know. Why would he tell me this?”Zhi Xia replied with a smile.
"Maybe he forgot. We just got married, and Mom and Dad are urging us to have a child, so he probably forgot.”Xiao Youmo said.
"Haha." Zhi Xia just smiled and didn't say anything.
"Is she so upset that she doesn't want to talk?" Xiao Youmo thought to herself.
"How is she good? What exactly was it about her that Zhiyu was mesmerized by?”Xiao Youmo looked at Zhi Xia and thought.
"Let's go to Guangzhou!" Xiao Youmo said.
"Guangzhou, isn't that very close to Shen Zhen? " Why is it that every time I want to escape from all of this, but…" Zhi Xia thought to himself.
"Zhixia, you can come and play with us when you're free.”Xiao Youmo smiled.
"Okay, where's Zhiling?" Zhi Xia asked.
"She and Guanming went to Xinjiang to do business.”Xiao Youmo replied.
"Oh." Zhi Xia didn't say anything else.
"It's windy outside. Why don't we sit inside?”Xiao Youmo said.
"No, thank you!" Zhi Xia replied.
"It's okay. You won't get better if you catch a cold later. Come in quickly!”Xiao Youmo pulled Zhi Xia into the cabin.
"Zhiyu, your good friend Zhixia is on the same boat as us. She's going to Shen Zhen, which is very close to us!”Xiao Youmo stared at Zhiyu and said. Her heart was filled with uneasiness. She was really afraid that he would rush over and hug her, but the two of them only smiled slightly, which made Xiao Youmo even sadder.
Zhiyu and Zhi Xia looked at each other and smiled awkwardly.
Zhiyu, I'm a little cold." Xiao Youmo said as she hugged Zhiyu.
Zhi Xia lowered his head and closed his eyes, not saying anything.
"Put on your clothes! It's not good to catch a cold!" Zhiyu considerately helped Xiao Youmo put on her clothes.
"Zhixia, are you cold? If you are, I have some clothes here.”Xiao Youmo said.
"No, I'm fine. Thank you!" Zhi Xia replied.
After an unknown period of time, Zhi Xia woke up in shock from the pitter-patter of the rain. He looked at Zhiyu and Xiao Youmo sleeping soundly and realized that there was a piece of clothing draped over his body. It was Zhiyu's. Was he the one who draped it over me? How is that possible? She doesn't even care about you. Zhi Xia looked at Xiao Youmo. Without thinking too much, she folded the clothes and put them aside.
She walked out. The fresh air was very good. There were sparkling raindrops and raindrops pouring down, forming a white misty rain. It felt like she was riding on clouds. A few years ago, we were on the same boat again, but the difference was that he was already at the bow of the boat, controlling the direction, while I was still at the stern. I had been waiting at the same place, waiting, waiting, waiting for someone's impossible dream. This was the difference between reality and a fairy tale.
"Come, slow down, be careful!" Zhiyu held Xiao Youmo's hand and said with concern.
"Come, give me the thing. Are you going to jump down, you fool?……”Zhi Xia thought back to the summer a few years ago. Those scenes inadvertently flashed through her mind, connected to her heart. Now, her memories were all reversed. In the end, he was not holding her hand. Even time had been distorted. Time had unknowingly turned back. There were no ifs. She would rather not have these memories.
Zhi Xia stood by the side of the boat. She didn't know how to get down or how to carry her luggage down. If it was five years ago, Zhiyu would carry Zhixia down without hesitation and help her carry her luggage. Now, Zhixia was alone. She tried to jump down, but she hesitated again. If she jumped down, what would happen to her luggage? She looked at Zhiyu. Zhiyu had been standing by the shore, holding an umbrella for Xiao Youmo. Zhi Xia looked at the two of them, just like how he looked at her and Zhiyu before. Everything was helping her to regain this reversed memory."When it rains, am I the only one who gets wet with an umbrella?”
The rain today was a little complicated, as if it was crying. It was intermittent and long. The rain also made his heart feel irritated. The rain mercilessly beat against my umbrella. The intermittent splashes of water hit the deck of the boat. Suddenly, I felt a heavy feeling, as if every hit was hitting my heart…
A melodious song rang in his ears, and every sentence pierced into his heart. The song goes like this: "Listen to the sound of the rain, drop by drop clear, like your breath, like raindrops seeping into my love. In my heart and in my imagination, we were so close, but you weren't by my side. What was so special about a sunny day? The air that had been drenched in rain, the tired sadness, the fairy tale in my memory had slowly melted.”(The lyrics were created by the author)
"Aren't you going down? Everyone else has left. Do you have a car to the county town later?”The boatman asked.
"Can you pull the boat closer? I can't get down!”Zhi Xia said.
"Please pass me my luggage. Thank you very much, Master.”
" Wait for me..." Zhi Xia dragged his luggage and chased after the car, but the car had already driven far away. On the lonely island, other than a few boats, only Zhi Xia was left. As she watched the car drive away, Zhi Xia did not know what words to use to describe her feelings. She dragged her luggage and walked forward alone. The rain became heavier and heavier, and her entire body was wet. This rainy day, it made me decadent; This rainy day, it was also dispirited by me. The bone-piercing cold wind obviously made me shiver. From time to time, I had a feeling of "bead curtain carefully caressing the tower, holding thousands of mountains to bring drunkenness". The heaviest was the winter rain. She was so cold, so calm, looking back to the past in the rain, she would evoke the melancholy of your passing, and the attachment, and even the memories, as if they were sketched out, in all kinds of colors.
"Hurry up and get in the car." Suddenly, a voice flashed across his mind.
"It's you! An alley! Why are you here?" Zhi Xia asked.
"I happened to pass by here. Get in the car. It's raining heavily!”Hu Tong said with concern.
"Are you going to the county town?" Hu Tong asked.
"Yes, but you can just send me to the village. When I get there, I'll take a bus to the county town.”Zhi Xia said.
"You're a girl. It's not safe. I'll send you to the county town. I happened to go to the county town to visit a friend.”Hu Tong said.
"Is it serious?" Zhi Xia asked.
"It's alright! By the way, where are you going?" Hu Tong asked.
" Which way should I go to?" Zhi Xia replied.
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