" We're finally home," Zhi Xia shouted happily. " Dad, Mom, I'm home." Her mother, who was cooking in the kitchen, rushed over." Why are you home? You didn't even tell me you were home so your dad could pick you up." Zhixia said mischievously,""I'm not afraid that you won't be free. I'm already so old. Mom, don't worry. By the way, where's Dad?”"I don't know!" her mother suddenly said angrily.”When Zhi Xia heard that there was a problem, he must have quarreled again. He was like this every time and didn't want others to worry. He asked,""Did you quarrel again?" His mother was a little slow." It's okay. Why are you arguing so much?”Zhi Xia nodded her head in disbelief and went to her room. A few minutes later, she heard a few curses coming from the living room. Because of the loud noise, the neighbors next door rushed over. Some were there to watch, some were there to mediate, and some were there to fan the flames. Zhi Xia ran downstairs in a hurry. She was not surprised by what she saw because it was common for her parents to quarrel in her life. It was rare to see such things. Zhi Xia stood behind the door, motionless, tears welling up in her eyes. She covered her face and rushed out.
" Why, why did you quarrel as soon as you came back?" Zhixia, who was standing behind the house, was already sobbing." When your eyes are about to bleed, please look at the sky. The sky is very big. It can tolerate all your grievances..." Zhi Xia did not know how long he had stood behind her. His legs were probably numb, so he was paralyzed on the ground.
When he got home, the house was a mess. Cups, incense burner, ashtray, water dispenser... They were all lying on the ground in a mess, as if they had just finished a war. When Zhi Xia saw this, he dragged his tired body and lay down on the sofa in the living room. His clothes were wet, but he couldn't feel it. After an unknown period of time, Zhi Xia fell asleep in a daze.
"Kekeke," Zhi Xia tried to open his eyes as the chicken crowed, but his eyes hurt."What happened to my eyes? Why can't I open my eyes (anxious…)"At this moment, she thought of what happened last night." Hey, did you cry yourself blind?”At this point, Zhi Xia couldn't help but laugh. She was laughing at how stupid she was.
When he arrived at the kitchen, it was as if nothing had happened. The scattered furniture in the living room had returned to their original positions. His mother was cooking in the kitchen as usual, and his father was smoking in the living room as usual. The smoke rings surrounded the entire living room, one after another. He did not know how many times he had repeated this. When his mother smelled the smoke, she could not help but curse,"Smoker, it's best if you die at the hands of a smoker.”Dad ignored Mom. Maybe he didn't hear her, maybe he didn't want to argue anymore, or maybe he was concerned about Zhixia's feelings!
Just like that, after staying at home for two days, it was time to head back to school. The time spent at home was really not as good as the time spent at school. At least there was someone to comfort her when she was sad at school. She thought of Yingzi (Zhixia's best friend).
" Take good care of yourself, be careful when crossing the road, remember to eat breakfast, don't be too tired from studying, don't be too thrifty, buy what you need to buy..." This was probably what all parents often said."If only I could hear this for a lifetime.”His father walked up to her." Daughter, you've been in a bad mood these past two days because of what happened between your mother and me. I'll give in to your mother in the future. You should study hard. You don't have to worry about the family matters.”Zhi Xia heaved a sigh of relief." Dad, you know Mom's temper. You two get along well and don't quarrel all the time. I'm going to take the college entrance examination this year. I don't want to cause too much pressure because of the two of you."”
Zhi Xia got on the boat and looked at her parents who were getting further and further away from her. It was drizzling. Zhi Xia tried hard to think of happy things because she was afraid that if she couldn't hold it in, her eyes would become wet again.
On the second day after returning to school, Zhi Xia received a text message from an unknown number."Hurry up and cheer up. Look, even the sun is so bright today. They are trying their best to chase away your worries and anxiety. I hope your gloomy mood will brighten up at this moment and welcome a beautiful tomorrow!”，After seeing Zhi Xia cry again, Zhiyu was the only one who would send her a text to comfort her. Zhi Xia replied,""Children without umbrellas must run hard! (Smiling)". After sending it, her mood was indeed much better.
There were still two days before the college entrance examination. Everyone was very nervous because this was the time to decide their own fate. It was good to be able to get into a good university, but if they didn't get in, how would they explain it to their families? How would they face those who supported and encouraged them...
There was still one day before the college entrance examination…
"Students, today is the best day in school. Here, I hope that you can get into the school you like and work hard for the future!”，At this moment, applause rang out. Everyone rushed out of the classroom and threw their books into the sky as they shouted,"We graduated!"
"Yes, I've graduated. In the past three years, I've been happy and sad. I've walked around campus countless times. However, every time, I was thinking about my own thoughts. Everything around me seemed to have nothing to do with me. However, today's stroll will make me open my eyes wide and take a good look at this campus. I want to engrave every flower and grass in the campus into my memory.
The day of leaving school was approaching day by day, and everything on campus was hazy like willows.
The library stood before me. Facing the towering library, I felt like I was dwarfed. When I was in my first year of high school, I read the biography of Qian Zhongshu and learned that Qian Zhongshu had swept through Tsinghua University Library in three years. At that time, I was ambitious and determined to sweep through the library of National Normal University. However, after three years, I haven't even swept through a corner of National Normal University. Recently, every time I walk into the library and see the collection of essays with exquisite and elegant covers, and see the famous works that I have long yearned for but have not read yet…my heart feels lost. I seem to have been busy for three years, but what have I done? What did he gain? I sadly found that I only got a few certificates. When I graduated, I still clearly remembered that day when I held the thin diploma in my hands and cried. This was what I got in the past three years. I clearly felt that the most beautiful and precious three years were only exchanged for a few certificates: The graduation certificate, the loss and heaviness in his heart. It was only after graduation that I realized that the most sacred place on campus was not the classroom or the huge auditorium, but the library that was filled with books, filled with wisdom, and filled with the dust of history. Many years later, perhaps you could no longer remember the teachings of your beloved teacher in the classroom when you were sleepy, but you must remember the deep thoughts of your understanding smile after the lines of flowery words in the quiet library. If I had another year…
I like this tree-lined path, like the willow trees beside the tree-lined path, like the light green under the trees. In the days of long skirts and short skirts, I like to wear the dress I like, leisurely strolling on this tree-lined path, imagining myself as the lilac-like girl in the rainy alley. I only wanted to meet a person, only wanted to meet him, only wanted to wait for him, only wanted to let his eyes reflect my figure, but why was his figure here…
When they walked into the dormitory, their roommates said that they would be taking pictures in the afternoon. Everyone had to prepare a minute's worth of words. What should I say in that one minute? Mo Ru didn't say anything, only leaving behind a back view. A figure that set off from here and gradually walked further and further away…
Whether it was sadness or joy, regret or satisfaction, everything had turned red cherries and green plantains in a hurry.
I didn't know when I was standing below the dormitory. Perhaps this building would be torn down many years later, but what I couldn't tear down was the scene in my heart: There was a table, two bags of broad beans, three dishes, four bottles of beer, and eight handsome friends. They laughed loudly, the flowers trembled, and the fragrance of sweat filled the air. They played boxing and guessing games. The winner was happy, and the loser was in pain. I and Yingzi, drink together, go through thick and thin together; Ling-er smiled until the peach blossoms turned red, and the willows fluttered with the wind. Old Kai was smart on the outside and smart on the inside, sitting in the middle. In the flower, the two "wise men" drank from cups and cups, and the "virtuous wife and loving mother" talked from west to east. Outside, Old Nine was like a fish in water…That was a day when even a nun would go crazy.
I walked under a canopy of greenery. Many students were engrossed in their books, either standing or sitting, silent or mumbling, with their mouths curved or their brows furrowed. Under this green shade, there used to be a girl who often recited affectionately here, affectionately reading "If I had a pair of wings". Her long white dress swayed gently in the breeze…That girl was me.
I walked past the advertisement board and saw all kinds of colorful advertisements posted inside. Some were about the school's fitness center holding a social dance class, some were about the art department holding a guitar class... For three years, I've seen these advertisements countless times. I've been moved countless times. I've decided to sign up countless times, but I've hesitated countless times for various reasons. Now that I'm about to graduate, if the date of leaving school can be postponed for another half a month…"
After the college entrance examination, Zhi Xia stayed at home for half a month and received the acceptance letter from a top university. The moment she received the acceptance letter, Zhi Xia was completely " crazy ". She was so happy that she couldn't speak. She had won glory for herself and her parents. She had really done it!
After receiving the letter of acceptance, almost everyone in her hometown knew that Zhixia had been admitted to a top school and came to congratulate her. Of course, that included bootlicking. Thinking of this, Zhixia thought of her aunt."Gu Zhixia definitely won't be able to get into university. Don't waste your money to send her to high school. What can she get in a normal high school? Unlike Haohao (Aunt Zhixia's son), he's the key. He'll get into a good university in the future. I heard that Zhixia is dating at school. The boy is a gangster. You have to control him. Let her work. After two years, she'll get married."”At that time, the rumor that Zhixia was in love had spread throughout the entire village. There were only a few people in the village, so it would be difficult to not let others know, right? That was the most difficult month for Zhixia. She had to face her parents 'doubtful faces every day, and she had to face the villagers' criticism. Zhixia had cried countless times at night. The most heartbreaking thing was that this rumor had come from her aunt. But now, as soon as she heard that Zhixia was going to college, she rushed home from the county town overnight. Even now, Zhixia still remembered that face,""Ah, look at my Zhixia. She's so capable, hardworking, and beautiful. She even got into university. I really like her.”Zhi Xia thought to himself,"Back then, you swore that I would definitely not be able to get in. Did you forget?" Or was he a master at flattery (laughable)!”
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