" I think I'll go look for her when I have a career..." the traffic policeman replied.
"After you have a career, they will get married and have children. Who will you show everything to?”Zhi Xia asked again.
"If I don't have the capital, where would I get the qualifications?”the traffic policeman said.
"You didn't lose to the other party, not to feelings, not to time, but to so-called material things. You clearly love two people deeply, but because of (your actions), you missed out on the person you love the most in this world. Do the math yourself. A person's love plus so-called material things equals to the other party's acceptance. The other party's thoughts minus the external resistance equals to the two people's feelings. Two people's lives multiplied by their parents equals two families. The so-called material divided by two people's lives equals to knowing the weight.”Zhi Xia said.
The traffic policeman smiled and nodded.
"There are always people asking boring questions. The question is, would you rather cry in a BMW or laugh on a bicycle? Some people say, I'd rather cry in a BMW, with money, status, and status; Some people said that it was a smile on the bicycle, of course. After living for decades, it would be good to live happily in the next life. Of course, most of them chose to cry in the BMW. Which answer would you choose?" The traffic policeman asked.
"I don't choose either." Zhi Xia said.
"Why?" The traffic policeman asked.
"Why should I choose? I don't necessarily cry in a BMW, and I don't necessarily smile on a bicycle. But I know that if you don't work hard, you won't even have the right to choose.，As you said, people without capital are not qualified. Sitting in different cars represents different identities and cannot replace your emotions. Some people are very rich, but they are not happy. Some people are very poor, but they are very happy. Therefore, I have to control my own direction. What about you? What do you choose?" Zhi Xia asked.
"I will choose the bicycle." The traffic policeman said with a smile.
"Why?" Zhi Xia asked.
"Because I yearn for freedom." The traffic policeman said with a smile.
" Zhixia cried after hearing it."
" The difference in my choice completely replaced everything. My fate was also different. If I had chosen Xie Jun back then, everything would not have been so complicated. However, I chose someone who had never liked me.”Zhi Xia said with tears in her eyes.
"I've already made my choice. What's the use of regretting it? Take the road ahead! You'll always meet the right person." The traffic policeman said with a smile.
"I'm going to pursue my own happiness too. You're right. I didn't lose anything. The only thing I can't afford to lose is my heart.”the traffic policeman said.
"Let me send you back!" the traffic policeman said.
"No, I want to be alone for a while. You can go back first!" Zhi Xia said.
"Can you do it alone?" The traffic policeman asked.
"I'm really fine. Thank you!" Zhi Xia said.
" Time can forget everything, but it can also deepen certain memories. Some people say that they want to forget, but they can't do it. Some feelings will return to the beginning after walking around. Only then did I realize that my original feelings were no longer there. What was left was only an empty shell. Xie Jun, you know that these past few years, I've been deeply regretting why I didn't choose you back then.”Zhi Xia sat alone in the park with his laptop in his arms, walking and stopping.
"Excuse me, do you want to eat something?" the waiter asked.
"Yes, do you have pork liver?" Zhi Xia asked.
"I'm sorry, I don't have any today." the waiter replied with a smile.
"Oh, thank you!" As he spoke, Zhi Xia walked towards the supermarket.
"What do you want to eat?" Zhi Xia muttered.
"How about instant noodles?" Just as Zhi Xia was about to pick it up, she thought of what Xie Jun had said.
"Don't take instant noodles. It's not nutritious! You have to eat more nutritious food, such as black-bone chicken soup, tea tree mushroom soup…Promise me that you won't eat instant noodles in the future.”Zhi Xia remembered what Xie Jun had said. He put down the instant noodles he had picked up, smiled, and went to the fruit section.
"What kind of fruit do you like to eat?" Xie Jun asked.
"Banana, what about you?" Zhi Xia asked.
"I like blueberries." Jun Xie said.
Blueberries aren't delicious." Zhi Xia said.
"Because I like blue." Jun Xie said.
Zhi Xia glared at him and said,"Speechless…"?
"Haha, you should eat more pears."
Zhi Xia remembered what Xie Jun had said. She smiled and bought a box of blueberries and a few pears.
The scenery outside the bus was always the most beautiful. Sitting by the window, listening to his favorite songs, thinking about the people he liked, and the things he liked, he felt as if the world had forbidden him.
" Now, I have chosen to leave. I have chosen to escape. I have chosen to leave everyone who knows me. I have chosen to escape from the memories of the past. I have chosen another city because I want to forget those painful memories. I want to walk alone to the place where we never went. I will pick up those memories bit by bit and throw them all into the deepest part of my heart. Even if it hurts, I have to do it bravely. That way, I will feel better.
"It's late at night, but I can't sleep no matter what. When I think of someone or something, my heart can't help but ache.”
She opened Xie Jun's notebook and flipped to the second page."Every time I pass by the canteen, I can see that girl. She has an innocent smile and innocent feelings. I really want to go over and talk to her, but…I'm not familiar with her. I don't even know her name. Wouldn't it be a little strange if I go over like this? Forget it. As long as I can do this, I'll just look at her quietly, even if it's just for a moment.”
Flipping to the third page, he said," Today, she smiled at me. I don't know why, but at that time, my face was red. When I saw her, my heart beat very fast…This feeling was very bad.”
The fourth page: "I'm very happy to meet her. Her name is Gu Zhixia. Gu Zhixia___should be born in the summer. Otherwise, how could she be the cicadas chirping in the summer? I have to remember this name, not just in my mind, but also in my heart. Good night ~"
Page 5:" I noticed that she's been coming home late recently. Is she going on a date? Did she have a boyfriend? I don't know, I just know that I'm very sad. I couldn't sleep. I looked out the window at the branches that were blown by the wind, hoping that she would walk past me…"
Page 6:" False alarm. I heard by chance that she was working the night shift to earn money. I accidentally found out that she studied art. Now, I basically know her. Aiya, why do I feel like I'm a spy? Where are the paparazzi? So gossipy…I kind of want to see you.”
Page 7:15 minutes, 25 seconds. You're back. It's so late. Do you have time to sleep? Why are you so tired? I really hope that I can share your burden while I can only hide in a corner and watch you. Perhaps, you never knew that there was such a person who liked you in this world.”
Page 8:" It's raining heavily today. Did she bring an umbrella? What if she got drenched? She would catch a cold. How could she come back without an umbrella? No, I have to go and take a look."
Zhi Xia had not finished reading the diary, but she was already sobbing. She curled up in the corner again, looking at the ring. The light reflected from her eyes to her heart. The English letters were clearly visible, but it was not him.
"Then, he told himself not to regret what he had missed. Don't regret for the people you missed out on, because you only have the chance to have them if you miss them. Everyone would miss it, and everyone would miss it. What truly belonged to you would never be wrong.
It was another beautiful day. The people of Shen Zhen all had smiles on their faces, as if the pain of the world was just a joke to them.
"Zhixia!" He Yi shouted.
"Why are you here?" Zhi Xia asked in surprise.
"Have you not found a house yet?”He Yi asked.
"No, but I'm looking for it. This place is not bad. The scenery is good, and it's very elegant. The rent is also cheap, but it's too far from the company.”Zhi Xia said.
"I found a better house not far from the company. The rent is twice as cheap as this.”Then, she pulled Zhixia away.
"Where are you taking me? He Yi!" Zhi Xia shouted.
"I'll take you to see other houses." He Yi said.
"I won't go. You should go back!”Zhi Xia said.
"Why are you always so arrogant and so distant? I don't have any other intentions. I just feel that you're a girl who lives too far away and I didn't take care of you. I only tried to help you as a classmate. Why don't you accept it?”He Yi asked.
"Thank you for your kindness, because I don't want to owe you too much. I just want to have a clear conscience.”Zhi Xia said.
"Is it that scary that I helped you find a house? Why was he so uneasy? I really don't know what kind of person I am in your heart.”He Yi said with a smile.
Zhi Xia didn't say anything. Silence…
"Then pretend that nothing happened. I'm not helping. I'm meddling in your business. I'm sorry for causing you trouble.”He Yi said and turned to leave.
"Thank you!" Zhi Xia said.
"I don't need your courtesy. I just want to know if you will accept my friend's help.”He Yi asked.
"I accept!" Zhi Xia replied.
"Really?" He Yi looked at Zhi Xia and said.
"It's true!" Zhi Xia smiled.
"Why are your eyes swollen?" He Yi asked.
"I probably didn't sleep well yesterday. It just so happens that I'm not used to it in Shanghai.”Zhi Xia covered it up.
"You didn't sleep well, so why is it swollen like this? Gu Zhixia, do you really think I'm a fool? This is clearly a sign of crying. Although I don't know who that person is, I know that the person who made you cry must be the person in your heart, just like me. Only you can make me happy and sad because my mood is completely in your hands.”He Yi thought to himself.
" He Yi, He Yi..." Zhi Xia called out.
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