"You're back? Beauty? How was the date?" Yuyu said playfully. Zhi Xia: " What date? We just had supper. We're just friends, okay?"”"Oh, friend. A friend picks you up from work every day and sends you back every day?" Send breakfast every day? Your friend is really good. I think the person from the class next door asked you to go out for a meal. It feels like he wants your life. But then again, it's different for a lifesaver. It's special treatment!”Zhi Xia said seriously," I think it's a waste of talent for you to stay in the art department. You should sign up for the debate class. That way, you won't waste your talent."”Everyone in the dormitory burst into laughter. They laughed at Zhixia's words and Yuyu's humor.
A month had passed, and the exams were about to begin. Everyone was working hard. Every day when they came back from work, everyone in the dormitory was reading. There were test papers and bookmark scattered on the floor... Everyone was working hard to prepare for the exams. What about Zhi Xia? She did not prepare anything. Every day, it would be almost one o'clock when she got home from work. Every day, she would wake up not in her own bed, but with a book rolled up and a pen in her hand. She would fall asleep on the table…
"Why haven't I seen that handsome boy of yours these few days?”Yuyu asked. "I don't know either. Maybe he's busy!”Zhi Xia replied. "You must have hurt him. Otherwise, why didn't he come looking for you?”Yuyu widened her eyes and looked at Zhi Xia. Zhi Xia: Maybe he went on a mission?"
A week ago, when Zhixia was studying, Xie Jun called her out and said that he had something to say to Zhixia. When they arrived at the field, Jun Xie said," Zhixia, I'm very happy to have met you. There are some things I want to tell you today. If I don't say it now, I won't have the chance in the future. Hehe."”Zhi Xia looked at him questioningly,""What's so mysterious?" "I-I have a secret I want to tell you." W: What secret? Jun Xie: " I like a girl. I don't know what to do." Zhi Xia,"Tell her!" Xie Jun,"I'm afraid she doesn't like me. What should I do?"
[Zhi Xia: …Jun Xie: Actually, you know her.] Zhi Xia: Oh? Xie Jun: " Yes…that person is Gu Zhixia…"
Zhi Xia lowered her head. She didn't know how to face the person beside her because he was indeed a good person. He was good in all aspects and the job he was doing was what she liked. Since she was young, she had always wanted to be a police officer. When her dream was shattered, she thought," I want to marry a police officer in the future so that I can feel safe. Now, has my promise come true, or has the person who belongs to me appeared?" However, when you realize that you once liked someone so much, then your heart will not be able to accommodate a second person. She still can't forget Zhiyu. Zhi Xia looked up at Xie Jun, remained silent, and lowered his head. The two of them were in a stalemate for a long time…Xie Jun: "I know your answer. I respect your choice and wish you happiness! It's getting late. Rest early!”With that, she turned around and left. Zhi Xia looked at her back as she left, her eyes filled with sorrow. She sat on the basketball pole in the field for a long time, not knowing what she was thinking...
The day before the exam, Zhixia received a call from an unknown number. When she heard the news, she broke down... Her phone slipped from her hand and she ran out like a madman!
Zhi Xia ran out like crazy...
When they arrived at the hospital, Zhi Xia cried and asked,"Doctor, how is he?"?Please save him, save him!" The doctor said,"I'm sorry. Please accept my condolences!"”Upon hearing this, Zhi Xia roared. How could this be? How could that be! Ah, I must be dreaming. Yes, I'm dreaming. I have to wake up quickly. But why does my heart hurt when I'm dreaming? Zhi Xia did not know how long he cried until he had no strength left...
Yuyu rushed over from school and saw Zhi Xia lying on the ground. She was at a loss and hugged him tightly. Zhi Xia said hoarsely,""He's gone. He left me. He said that no matter what happens to me, he will stand behind me. Why didn't he do what he said?”"I know, I know everything!" Yuyu cried.”Yuyu could no longer find a reason to comfort Zhi Xia, including herself.
On the second day of the exam, Zhixia was nowhere to be seen. No one knew where she had gone.
"Comrade Xie, do you still remember? You said that you like the sea because the sea breeze can blow away your troubles and make you forget yourself. Then why can't it blow away my troubles? You must be lying to me again. He's gone forever, and I can't see him anymore? I still remember that you once asked me why there are no similar leaves in the world. At first, I didn't answer, but now, I know the answer. When you look back, you will find that the people and things you originally wanted to forget have been forgotten inadvertently. What you wanted was already in your hands. The same people do different things, but the same things raise different people. Those are just words of the future.”
"Zhixia hasn't eaten much these days. If this continues, I'm afraid something will happen.”Zhong Ming said helplessly. "Where did she go?" Yuyu asked. "I think it's the police station!"”
When she arrived at the police station, Zhixia saw the two gangsters who had caught her in prison. They were the two gangsters! They were the ones who killed Xie Jun. Thinking of this, Zhi Xia's eyes were filled with anger,""Bastard, go to hell!" Zhi Xia was very agitated. If it weren't for the staff at the scene stopping them, those two bastards would have been sent to the intensive care unit long ago.
Zhi Xia came to Xie Jun's tombstone alone and said,""Are you doing well over there? Actually, I'm very bad. You walked into my world, so why don't you come out?”
For the past few days, Zhixia had either gone to the beach, the tombstone, or the park. She sat there all day, and no one knew what she was doing...
When the teacher found out about Zhixia, she did not go to class for two consecutive weeks and contacted Zhixia's parents. A day later, Zhi Xia's parents found her in the park. She had lost a lot of weight, and her hair seemed to have turned white overnight. She was already skinny, so how could she withstand such a blow?
When she got home, Zhixia locked herself in her room. She hadn't eaten much for half a month and hadn't left her room. She suddenly realized that she didn't shed a single tear when she was really sad because she was used to it. Anyway, it was just like that. She wrote in her diary: " This is the first time I feel so helpless. At first, I thought I was lucky to know you. I foolishly thought that I was grateful to the girl who stole my money. Because of her, I knew you. But now, I hate that girl. If she didn't steal my money, I wouldn't have run to the corridor, I wouldn't have gone to work, I wouldn't have met those bastards, and I wouldn't have heard your confession that night. You wouldn't have left either. Perhaps, we would have lived an unrelated life…But, I hate myself more. If I hadn't rejected you that night, what would have happened? Will you be living a carefree life now? Will you hold my hand and accompany me to all parts of the world? Will you point to the horizon and tell me,'Look, that's the happiest place...' But I'd rather not have known you..."
Dad came to Zhi Xia's room and said to Zhi Xia,""Child, there is something to lose, and when you get it, you will definitely lose it. Yes, you lost it, but you got more, didn't you? "You have more than that. You still have us…Forget about him. He's just a passerby in your life. Just like how you actually got off at this stop, but he's another stop. You can't wait for him at this stop forever. Maybe he went to another world and lived a very good life. If he likes you, he definitely doesn't want to see you like this. Losing is losing. No matter how much you cry and how sad you are, he won't come back. Some things are lost." Only then would there be a chance to be carefree. This was how life was. You couldn't stay where you were. Every time you experienced something, you would know that you were actually happy. This was enough!”
"Yes, let's leave the good things of the past in the past. Don't ruin them anymore. It's time to learn to let go.”Zhi Xia comforted himself.
A month later, Zhi Xia returned to the campus. When she walked to the corridor again, nothing had changed. The only thing that had changed was that the person from before was no longer there. She looked up at the big tree beside her. The leaves fell one by one with a trace of regret. They jumped, spun, danced, and fell lightly.
Xie Jun was deeply rooted in Zhixia's heart. Just like what Yuyu said, don't let regret become regret. Don't let regret become a tool for you to feel sad. Perhaps, in a certain year, month, day, time, minute, and second, in a certain city, in a certain corner, you suddenly realized that all of this was just a zero. Would you still smile and tell him that I don't care? The wind blew, and the fallen leaves on the ground swept away. The light leaves swirled in the air a few times, like goose feathers, and quietly fell to the ground. The sky today was filled with white fog. The layers of fog could not see through the lonely city. Only a light breeze could make you feel the temperature like the end of the year. The wind wasn't heavy, and his heart wasn't heavy either. It was only at this moment that his heart was still as cold as ice. If only life was like the first time they met, how good would it be…
"I heard that Zhixia is back. After class, let's go and see her. After all, we are classmates. I haven't seen her for a month.”Yang Miaomiao said. "Really?" " I thought she would leave. It's great to have her back. In the future, I'll have someone to teach me how to sing…" Yuyu stood at the side and did not say anything. After class, she went straight to the dormitory.
The four beds were neat and tidy. The toothbrushes on the balcony were placed side by side as usual. The sunlight shone through the window and shone on everything in the dormitory. Before this, everything seemed very warm, but now, Zhi Xia was disgusted by these things.
When Yuyu arrived at the dormitory, Zhixia climbed up to the window. She still remembered that summer a year ago, she also climbed up to the window like this and thought about things. But now, things were the same and people had changed. It seemed that she was no longer the lively and cute Gu Zhixia from before...
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