"Not far from Fen City, our scouts said that there were Mujiang troops in front of us. I didn't think too much and just wanted to fight with them. Then, many Mujiang troops appeared near Mi City. Those hiding at the foot of the mountain cut our horses, and those hiding on the mountain pushed down huge rocks. Before we could react, we were already injured. At this time, the Mujiang troops rushed out from all directions and fought with us. During the battle, they began to shoot arrows. I couldn't dodge in time, and by the time I reacted, General Qi had already blocked it for me…"
After a long silence, Qin Feng spoke very quickly and calmly. "We continued to fight with the Mujiang army, but slowly, we were unable to do so. Qin Qi said to retreat, so we retreated to the Mi River. The pursuers chased us all the way, and we destroyed all the ships. The Mi River was in the middle of us, so they couldn't cross…That's what you want to know.”" Ah Feng..." Fan Bai stepped forward and looked at him, but he couldn't find any words to comfort him. How could he comfort him? This was all Qin Qi's plan, so you don't have to take it to heart? Fan Bei closed her eyes. She began to hate the lack of strength in words. " I underestimated the enemy. If I was even a little bit more vigilant, this wouldn't have happened…How many of us died…" Qin Feng's low voice sounded. " I didn't know that this was how General Qi viewed me. I always thought that he was just like all the ministers in the court, that I was just an incompetent Emperor…I never thought that he had expectations for me…You once said that he did this because he saw the effect he wanted to see in me. I was actually so slow that I didn't know that he actually wanted me to become someone who could be helped up.”
Qin Feng's voice was filled with pain and then Fan Bei suddenly heard him say,"Fan Bei, leave…"”He was stunned before he could react. "You don't belong here in the first place. Staying here will only delay your life. I can't bring you anything. In the palace, although you have a luxurious life, you have no freedom under the control of others. Here, you have to worry about your life. On the way here, you saw those people who died on the battlefield, right? This is what I promised you. Go to a place without smoke and live happily. I will send people to protect you along the way…"？”Fan Bei interrupted him sternly,"I'm really disappointed in you!" At this point, there's no way out. Prepare for my funeral!？”
Qin Feng smiled bitterly. He knew that the words coming out of his mouth would anger her and make her look down on him, but he still said,”
Fan Bei looked at him in shock, unable to understand what he meant." I was originally a peaceful emperor, but you insisted on dragging me into these troubles that didn't belong to me. I didn't need any so-called friends in the first place. Look, I owe you so many favors now. General Qi died for me, so I have no choice but to avenge him. If I lose, I'll die. You don't want to die, and I don't want to die either…"”Fan Bai's face was dark and his voice was stern. " I don't know…I don't know what I'm talking about. I just want you to stay away from me. I don't want to see you. How can there be such a self-righteous person in this world who keeps interfering in my life and forcing me to do these things…" Qin Feng rubbed his forehead. At this moment, he felt more unfamiliar than usual.
Fan Bei was so angry that he laughed." Good, very good. I'll leave. You can go back and be your canary! Forever and ever!" She turned around and left.
Seeing her leave, Qin Feng squatted down as if he had lost all his strength. The rain stopped and everything was over.
Tomorrow, tomorrow, I will reorganize and set off again. I have lost everything. I have no worries. I will die together with Mujiang. I hate this kind of life. I will die like this.
Despair enveloped him, and a black fog constantly surged out of his heart, enveloping him in layers.
'Go to hell. Now that things have come to this, there's nothing left. It's just a farce…'
Suddenly pulled up, Fan Bei came back. Qin Feng didn't have time to clean up his expression and was forced to stand up straight to look at her. Her eyes were extremely clear as she looked straight at him. Qin Feng wanted to turn his head away in embarrassment.
The next moment, a wet body wrapped around him.
Something exploded in his head.
Yes, Fan Bei hugged him.
In an instant, all his memories were awakened.
On the day of the wedding, when he was assassinated, he also used this posture to block that knife for him.
Qin Feng was stunned. He didn't understand why all of his emotions had disappeared.
The person in his arms had become his life and death support. "Qin Feng, listen to me. I know your mind isn't perfect yet, that's why you're saying this. You lost this battle and General Qi, so you're very scared. You want me to avoid these risks, but you're too weak and easily affected by external factors.”
Qin Feng listened. "This is the last time. If you want to give up because of a small matter, I will really leave you. The person I chose should be someone with an extremely strong heart and can withstand all pain. You are still stuck at the lowly and neglected Crown Prince stage. You are already seventeen years old.”
Fan Bei's voice came from his arms. Qin Feng was taller than him and she only reached his shoulder. "You can cry, you can be heartbroken, but you can't give up. You can't question all of this. Even if you haven't received the affirmation of fate, you can't deny it. What kind of person do you want to be? Like a little woman who only knows how to throw things and throw a tantrum?”
Fan Bai suddenly laughed." You really look like a kindergarten kid, and I've become a kindergarten teacher…"
"What is a kindergarten?" "A school, a school to educate children.”"I'm sorry..."”Fan Bai let him go and Qin Feng's face was already red.
Thinking of his words and thoughts, Qin Feng felt ashamed. A man was actually like a resentful wife…
She didn't want to think about it anymore. She only felt that she could no longer stand in Fan Bei's heart. "Humans are all like this. At some point, because they can't withstand the pressure or blow from the outside world, their emotions will collapse. Their hearts will be eroded by darkness, and they will become negative and give up on themselves. You don't have to take it to heart. Now, can you tell me the real reason for what you said just now?”
Fan Bai was already drenched and didn't mind. She sat by the river and Qin Feng sat down next to her.
Taking a deep breath, Qin Feng calmed his emotions and said,"My mother was probably killed."”
Fan Bai turned his head in surprise." What?”She only thought that Qin Feng was like this because he had some inner demons, but she didn't want to hear such words.
Qin Feng picked up a stone and placed it in his palm." When General Qi died, I saw his blood turn black because of the poison. I didn't know about this before, so when my mother died, I didn't care. But the moment General Qi died, I suddenly remembered that when my mother died, her hand, the blood on the back of her hand that should have been blue, turned black.”" There's such a thing?!" Fan Bei was shocked.
Qin Feng laughed mockingly at himself and continued,"I was a real trash. At that time, I thought that it was a phenomenon that should happen after death, so I didn't pay attention to it. But now that I think about it, my mother's body had always been good. Why did she die after father died? I only thought that she was too sad, but now it seems that no matter how sad she was, the death of her loved one wouldn't make her give up her life. Her mother must have died from poison." She might know it in her heart, but she didn't say it because she wanted me to suffer less…If I knew that she died from poison, I definitely wouldn't let it go so easily. However, how could the Empress Dowager be someone I could deal with at that time? Consort Mother was not without schemes. She had considered all of this. For me, she was willing to lose her life…but I…was so stupid.”
When Fan Bai heard this, although he was shocked, he still had doubts." Why is it the Empress Dowager?”
Qin Feng threw the stone in his hand into the river and the water rippled. "I will definitely sit on the throne of the King of Qin, and once I sit on it, my mother will become the Empress Dowager. How could the Empress be willing to have someone sit on the same position as her? " She's a woman who values power so much…" He smiled faintly. That smile contained helplessness and a determined counterattack. " Just now, I lost my mind. All I could think about was that my mother died because of me, but I couldn't avenge her. I even pretended to be the King of Qin under the Empress Dowager's false appearance. I also thought about how General Qi, the only person who made me the King of Qin and wanted to reform me, died for me. I only felt that I was too useless and incompetent, so I had such an impulse..."
Fan Bei listened silently. She wanted to hear what Qin Feng had to say next." I have seen through this. I won't let the empress dowager off so easily and I won't let General Qi die for me. I want them to return what they took from me!"”
Qin Feng clenched his fists, his expression clear. "I want to obtain the ruling rights of the Qin country. I want to let the people of the nine countries see that I am not trash! I want all the life songs of the nine kingdoms to be played for me, the life song that symbolizes respect and submission!”
Fan Bai let out a breath. She knew that Qin Feng had decided to change this time. Although it was a step late, it wasn't too late. "Qin Feng, I promise you that I will help you hear the Nine Songs of the Prosperous World!”She patted his shoulder solemnly and made the most precious promise.
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