After parting ways with Asuna and Yuki, Chen Qingzhi quietly walked along the path of the Lost Forest. Although the forest looked lively during the day, it gave off a strange feeling at night. Even so, Chen Qingzhi wasn't afraid. This was probably due to the courage of a skilled person. Of course, if it was Chen Qingzhi, who used to be an otaku, he might have been so scared that he would have started shouting.
After finding a resting area, Chen Qingzhi sat down on the ground and quietly looked at the starry night sky. His heart was surprisingly calm. What happened today was indeed a blow to him. Although this blow made him sober up, it also made him feel guilty. At the same time, he also realized that there was an additional layer of estrangement between him, Asuna, and Yuki because of today's incident, although this layer of estrangement was not very big. However, Chen Qingzhi was still aware of it. Under such a double blow, Chen Qingzhi really did not want to return to his home on the 22nd floor. After all, if Yui was lucky enough to see his current appearance, she would definitely be very worried.
After sending a text message to Sachi, Chen Qingzhi quietly lay on the ground and looked at the endless night sky. Then, he quietly thought about how he should walk in the future. Well, first of all, he had to make a move when he needed to. He didn't have to care about the so-called original work anymore. Human lives were the most important. Chen Qingzhi did not have much to think about regarding these matters. Since he knew he had made a mistake, he would just correct it. At least he was not as tragic as Kirito, who had failed to protect the girl he had personally promised to protect. Right now, Chen Qingzhi was most troubled by Asuna and Yuki. He had already fallen out with the two of them regarding the matter with Heathcliffe. Now, there was also the matter with Silica. Although Asuna had agreed with him to teach Cecilia a lesson, she would definitely feel even more guilty after the incident. As for Yuki, it was undeniable that she was a very good girl. However, she valued her life more than anyone else when she was seriously ill. This was not in line with Chen Qingzhi's point of view. Chen Qingzhi would save people, but it did not mean that he would not kill people. Although he believed that the people he killed deserved to be killed, this was only his own moral concept. On the other hand, Yuji's moral values were in conflict with Chen Qingzhi's to a certain extent. Originally, if the incident with Celica hadn't happened, it wouldn't have been a big deal for them to slowly get along. However, the current situation was quite troublesome.
Although he kept thinking about it, no matter how much he thought about it, Chen Qingzhi could not think of a result. He could not help but think of many people and many things. There were people who tied clothes, people who were Kirito, people who were lucky, people who had the original works of swords, and even his parents. When he thought of his parents, Chen Qingzhi suddenly felt a sense of incomparable longing. However, at the same time, he became worried. He did not know if the world he was in would stop after he left. If it was, it would not be a big deal. Although he missed his parents, at least he didn't have to worry about them. However, if he didn't stop, they would definitely look for him regardless of everything. When he thought of his parents looking for him all over the streets, Chen Qingzhi couldn't help but cry.
"Dad, Mom, I miss you so much. What do you think I should do?”Although he said that, Chen Qingzhi naturally knew that it was impossible to get an answer. However, he could not help but think of what his mother had said to him back then: " Qingzhi, although we gave you such a name, we didn't expect you to become the 'White-robed Confucian General' Chen Qingzhi in history, nor did we expect you to achieve much. We only hoped that you could grow up healthily and be a person who lived up to your conscience. That way, we would be satisfied.”
Thinking of this, Chen Qingzhi smiled and muttered,"" That's right. Why do I need to think so much about it? I just need to remember these words. I just need to have a clear conscience. Although I've done something wrong this time, it also reminds me that I can't continue to do so. As for Asuna and Yuki, I'll just let nature take its course. However, after everything in this world is over, I definitely have to go back and visit my parents.”After thinking it through, Chen Qingzhi immediately revealed a comfortable expression. He simply closed his eyes and used the sky as a blanket and the ground as a bed to sleep soundly.
While Chen Qingzhi was sleeping, Asuna and Yuki were sitting quietly in the room, looking a little listless.
"Yuki, you said…What is Qingzhi doing now?" Yuki was slightly stunned when she heard this. She fell silent for a moment before slowly saying,""He should be with Sister Yui and Yui now.”
"Is that so…" At this point, Asuna felt like she couldn't continue, but she still asked slowly,""Yuji, are you blaming Keizhi?”
Yuki sighed." I don't know either. Maybe I did. After all, what happened today was because of my master."”
"I feel even more guilty when you say that. To be honest, when Qing Zhi made that suggestion, I agreed. If I had opposed it with you back then, I believe he would have listened to our persuasion.”Hearing this, Yuki couldn't help but recall how Chen Qingzhi treated them so well that he would always listen to them. He would even consider their feelings when he made many important decisions. Yuki couldn't help but feel a little dazed when she thought of this.
After a while, Yuki came back to her senses and said to Asuna,""Sister Asuna, let's go find Master tomorrow after we help Cecilia get the resurrection tool.”
Asuna smiled and nodded.""Yes!"
The next day, Chen Qingzhi woke up very early. Looking at the quiet surroundings, Chen Qingzhi suddenly remembered what happened last night. He slowly revealed a gentle smile, but he thought to himself,"'What should I do today? If I secretly follow the three of them, they will definitely discover me. Forget it, I should ask for Celica's forgiveness. Although I don't know if she will agree, I have to give it a try!'
Thinking of this, Chen Qingzhi immediately began to investigate the whereabouts of Kiasina, Yuki, and the others. Soon, Chen Qingzhi found out where they were, so he ran over in one breath…
"Well, I went a little overboard yesterday. I'm sorry. After all, it's normal to leave someone in the lurch when faced with such a situation. However, when I think of Bi Na, I feel very sad and painful, so I said very unpleasant words to you.”After seeing Asuna, Yuki, and Silika, Silika was the first to speak to Chen Qingzhi. Chen Qingzhi froze and smiled bitterly." Cecilia, you have the right and reason to be angry at me. To be honest, I don't think that helping you to the Hill of Memories can make up for my mistakes, but at least let me do my part.”
Silika was slightly stunned, but she still nodded in agreement.
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