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“……”
He stood up from the bed, took off his wet shirt, and went to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water. Although it was not his intention, he seemed to be gradually adapting to this rhythm…His body was in a better state than before, and his mind was no longer in a mess.
However, for me now, calming down isn't a good thing. Because under the influence of calmness, a different negative emotion called despair is slowly growing in the chaos that has begun to thin out.
What should I do next…? If my mind was still in a mess, I could still use the excuse that I hadn't calmed down to deceive myself, but now it didn't work-my mind was calm. But even if I kept my mind calm, I still didn't know what I should do to change the situation.
I don't have the ability to face that monster head-on. I don't have the ability to escape from that monster. That monster could appear at any moment. In this situation, what should I do to survive? Even if I racked my brains, my mind was still blank.
'Do I have to continue like this?'
- As this thought flashed through my mind, an indescribable chill invaded my entire body.
For no reason, I was afraid of death. Although I knew that it wasn't true death to me, the feeling of losing control of my body and my body being drained still lingered in my chest like a shadow. However, at this moment, I realized that death wasn't the thing I was most afraid of.
Everything had become known, and no matter what he did, it would not change anything. Death, which was originally like redemption, would only make everything happen again. If it really became like that...
"Ha…! Hah…! Calm down…Calm down…Take a deep breath…Calm down quickly…Stop shaking, bastard…!!!”
He kept inhaling and exhaling, as if he could stop his shivering body from the cold and fear.
"…Hiss…Ha…Hiss…Ha…! Hiss... --"
With each breath, a small warm current began to flow through his body. Although the warm current was so small that people might not be aware of its existence, his body slowly stopped trembling. At the same time, something new was slowly born in his chest.
"…Is this what I'm afraid of…"
Then the next thing to do was very simple.
"Transcend it…!"
It was an existence known as courage.
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"As expected, it still doesn't work…"
He sat up helplessly and covered his face…What was wrong with his brain just now that he went to fight that monster head-on…Well, it wasn't that he didn't gain anything.
Just now, or rather, the last time I fought against the monster, I dodged its attack for the first time. Although after dodging the first attack, I was immediately penetrated by the second attack and smashed into a pile of meat paste. However…there was a little bit of hope…
The monster's attack can be dodged. This is undoubtedly good news for me…because this means that I can survive the monster…but it's definitely not possible in my current state, but it's too late to start training now…I only have a little more than half a day left, so if I want to survive…
"If I want to live, I have to die first…It's a little different from dying and then living, this…"
The most realistic way is to observe the monster's actions after encountering it, and then try my best to avoid its attacks before I die. Although my body won't change, my memories will remain, and my memories will become experiences that will help me face the monster.
"…Ha…When did my life become so messy…"
She walked into the bathroom and took off her pajamas, which were not as wet as before, but would definitely not make anyone want to continue wearing them. Then, she turned on the cold water to the maximum.
“——！！！”
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But I feel much better now than before, probably because I now have a clear goal…I need to observe the monster's actions and try to avoid dying as much as possible…After all, God knows what kind of side effects there will be if I come back to life…
"... Phew... It's so cold..."
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Well, today was also a good day to die.
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Talent, focused learning.
Battle experience increased. Battle level increased.
After the Buff was over, he added.
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How should I put it…I might be updating the next version of the game, or maybe something else…It all depends on my inspiration…
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