Darkness, an existence that humans have feared since the birth of mankind. In order to resist the indescribable fear of darkness that originated from the deepest part of the soul (Voice of the Sky: 1D100's SIN value CHECK!),Humans invented fire, using the dim light to dispel the darkness of the night. At the same time, they finally obtained the right to sleep peacefully at night.
However, to me, darkness doesn't seem to be a terrifying existence. In this boundless darkness, what I feel isn't a bottomless fear, but like a cradle guarded by my mother. It makes me feel at ease, but at the same time, it makes me want to sleep in it forever…What woke me up was the light that had an intense temperature and made me feel a little dazzling.
When he opened his eyes, he saw a large number of green leaves that were a little dazzling. From the dense leaves, tiny rays of light that were hot enough shot down, making the already humid forest more suitable for insects to live in. At the same time, it was unbearable.
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After casually patting my body and smashing a few of the suicidal ones into pieces, I began to observe the surrounding terrain. There were very tall trees everywhere. At the same time, due to the humidity, I could see a considerable number of mushrooms growing healthily under the trees…
The air was filled with moisture. At the same time, the feces of unknown animals, rotting trees, and the bodily fluids oozing out of the dead bugs mixed into a disgusting smell... but even so, one could still distinguish a special smell from it--salty, the smell of the sea.
- After trying to move my body, I slowly stood up from the ground…I don't know what's wrong with my mind, it's quite chaotic. Although I can understand that I'm still rational, no matter what, the large number of fragments in my mind can't be put together…But even so, I understand that I don't seem to have a strong desire to live now.
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After walking for a while against the mountain wall, I successfully walked out of the forest. Then, what appeared in front of me was a pure white beach, a blue sea, white clouds, and the corpse of a large animal that was half-eaten and slowly rotting.
The corpse was covered with the marks of being torn apart by something's claws and teeth. The corpse, which was no longer dripping blood, was covered with insect eggs and newly hatched larvae. It really looked like hell. As I looked at it, I reached out and tore off a few insect eggs and threw them into my mouth.
---As the eggs exploded in my mouth, a strong fishy smell filled my entire mouth. At the same time, as one of the eggs seemed to be close to hatching, I chewed a few more times. After feeling that the wriggling thing had been bitten into pieces, I swallowed the liquid in my mouth...
This taste would definitely not be classified as delicious. The combination of appearance, texture, and taste was a nightmare for the taste buds---but even so, I didn't feel disgusted or want to vomit. Even though he had made a disgusting comment about the taste in his mouth, his body did not react at all. However, it was good that he did not react. Compared to meat that could only be found in God knows where, this disgusting thing in front of him contained much more protein that the human body needed.
I tore off some eggs and stuffed them into my mouth. I started to look for something that could be used as a weapon. Since there were corpses, it meant that there were carnivores in this area. Although I didn't know what they were, I didn't think I could kill such a big animal with my bare hands. Even if it was a herbivore.
---After thinking for a while, I picked out a branch from the rotting things on the ground that seemed to be relatively hard. At the same time, I picked out a sharp branch and used all my strength to poke at the part of the corpse that wasn't torn apart by the teeth and claws. It was still considered intact.
After leaving an almost invisible mark on the skin of the corpse, the branch broke off very directly. After seeing this scene, I completely gave up on the idea of using local materials to make weapons. I didn't have the technology to do so, and I couldn't find any materials that could be used...
After observing my surroundings and confirming that there was nothing dangerous, I sat on the beach and began to observe the vast, boundless sea in front of me.
There was a sticky sea breeze, white clouds that blocked the dazzling sunlight from time to time, and rustling leaves. If he didn't take into account the rotten smell coming from the corpse, it would seem like he was on vacation…But even so, his body didn't change at all. He didn't relax at all.
As expected, there must be something wrong with me.
'I don't have the desire to live at all. I don't know what I want to do…but my body is in the best condition. So, what should I do now?'
Although his body was in the best condition, it was still very easy for him to kill himself. Whether it was jumping into the sea in front of him, looking for the carnivores that killed the large animals nearby, or eating all the mushrooms that felt a little strange, he could probably kill himself directly. But is that really what I want…?
- I don't understand. Even though my mind was abnormally clear, I still couldn't figure out what I wanted to do…However, in the middle of my thoughts, I suddenly realized that I didn't want to die so unclearly. In that case, there was only one thing I should do now.
Live on. If he continued to live, one day, he would understand what he wanted to do.
[Hiro Amya's HH Life (Solo), recently released…?]
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He had considered neta a long time ago. As for the other Hunters, he could just pull them from other works…There were many suitable ones.
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