Dear Mom:
It's good to see a letter.
The mid-term exams are starting this month. I'm reading in the library every day now. This year, my elective courses are microeconomics, modern western history, and mechanical transmission level III. I don't feel that it's difficult to learn them. I hope I can pass the exams with all 'A's like last semester. Spring was about to begin in Erie. The trees had already begun to sprout. Every morning, there would be fog on the campus, and red squirrels would come to the campus.
Next week, I might find some time to go to the primeval forest with the Botanic Society to collect some leaf buds to make specimens.
I'll apply for the internship you told me to do. I'll try to do an internship in New York or Washington this summer.
By the way, today's breakfast was fried eggs and butter bread, lunch was potato salad and bacon burger, and dinner was carrot pork trotter with shrimp soup.
Remember to drink the milk. Remind Aunt Tong to heat it over medium heat for five minutes.
love your son
Chu Zihang
It was 11 o'clock at night. After writing this letter, Chu Zihang turned around to check.
He wrote an email to his mother before he went to bed every day, even though his mother did not check the email every day. However, when her mother occasionally opened her mailbox, she would see the emails neatly arranged by date. She even knew what her son ate every day. She felt that Chu Zihang was living a peaceful life in an American university.
Thus, her mother stopped worrying and turned around to play with her friends.
At first, her mother was not very satisfied with Chu Zihang's study at Kassel College. She felt that based on Chu Zihang's results, he should at least go to a famous school like Yale or Harvard. No matter how she searched online, she could not find the ranking of Kassel College. It might be a wild chicken university in some state in the United States. Mother Jin's mother often browsed the website of Kassel College and commented that Professor Guderian looked like he had dementia.
Chu Zihang tried his best to describe the academic atmosphere of Kassel College in the email. Headmaster Angers was an old gentleman who paid attention to his appearance. He graduated from Cambridge and took educating people as his duty. The vice-principal was a pioneer of education. He loved to study the history of the American West and often dressed like a denim. Professor Guderian was obsessed with philology, and his behavior was strange but cute. As for his mentor, Schneider, although his appearance was a little scary, he was really a kind person at heart. He had burned his face because he saved a student, so he could only wear half a mask all day long... After years of beautification, Kassel Academy finally established the impression of a noble school in Chu Zihang's mother's heart.
The huge earthquake almost shattered the window glass. The well in front of the Hall of Heroic Spirits spewed out a 10-meter-high blood flame, illuminating the entire campus in blood red. The outer wall of Dormitory 3 cracked from top to bottom, and dust fell from the wall. Chu Zihang calmly blew away the wall dust that had fallen on his notebook.
The well was the underground laboratory of the Equipment Department. There was probably another accident. Perhaps it was an explosion of refined sulfur or a burst of mercury steam pipe... The fire truck pulled the siren and rushed to the burning well. The strong men skillfully set up the water dragon and sprayed it at the well.
Kassel Academy's school engineering department came to the rescue. Their expressions were relaxed as they chatted and laughed while doing their homework. Such incidents happened every other day in the campus, so it was not worth making a fuss about.
"It's the sulfur flame!" The person in charge of putting out the fire shouted," Everyone, put on your gas masks!”
Hence, the brawny men put on their gas masks and continued to calm down and put out the fire. Although the number of water dragons was still increasing, the fire gradually spread towards Dormitory Area No. 3.
The students were clearly in a stable mood, and few of them even opened their windows to watch the show. This was due to the following reasons: Today was the student union's ball, and Caesar's laced girls in white dresses should be dancing passionately at Amber Pavilion. The interns in the executive department were working hard in the library, cracking the firewall of the pentagon or cracking the encryption system of a certain satellite. As for the others, they should be online collectively, discussing the fire on the school's forum, chatting, and betting on when the fire would be extinguished.
Chu Zihang logged into the Night Watchmen's discussion forum in stealth mode.
"Your friend @ CambridgeKnife is online.”
"Your friend @ Nightwatcher is online.”
"Your friend @ Greenland Shadow is online.”
Obviously, the important figures in the school were also alarmed by the fire." Cambridge-Knife " was the ID of Principal Angers," Greenland Shadow " was the ID of Schneider, the head of the executive department. As for " Nightwatcher," he was undoubtedly the administrator of the entire discussion board, the Vice-Principal.
"What is the Equipment Department doing in the middle of the night? This diving one of mine was also blasted out!”It was the main invitation from the night watcher.
"Bastard, you're the vice-principal! Haven't you thought of calling the school's engineering department to keep an eye on the fire fighting? Is your job just to drink and chat?”The Cambridge-Knives replied.
"Do you think I can still direct the fire after a bottle and a half of Brandy? He posted in support of the school workers who were fighting on the frontline!”The night watchman replied to the sword.
"Those bastards from the Equipment Department! Sometimes I really want to throw a burrowing bomb into their underground laboratory!”The Cambridge-style folding knife.
"I support the principal's decision. Please hand this work over to the executive department.”Greenland's shadow recovered.
"Schneider, if you have the time, why don't you go and take a look at the fire? As the person in charge of the executive department, he should have the awareness of acting as the principal to carry out his official duties. The principal is currently attending a cocktail party in Paris. He is looking at countless women who are a hundred years younger than him in revealing clothes. He is also looking at the fire on the Internet, but you are here talking about blowing up the equipment department? I think you're the same as those thugs in the Equipment Department!”The night watchers began their political education.
"The executive department is a quasi-military organization. If this fire was set by a dragon, the executive department would be fully responsible for it. However, this fire was set by the equipment department.”Greenland's shadow recovered.
"School affairs still have to be handed over to someone who is slightly more reliable. I've already called Professor Manstein to ask him to save the situation. I have to go offline. The new season fashion show will start in a while. Please send my regards to my colleagues in the school work department.”The Cambridge-style folding knife.
"Bring me some sparkling wine from the champagne section.”The night watchers.
"Roger that." The Cambridge-Knife went offline.
Another round of earth-shaking explosions occurred. A second stream of blood flames rushed out of the dark well, as if a fire dragon was roaring underground.
"It's an expected explosion. Teachers and students, please don't panic. The experiment is still going on. There may be two or three more explosions in the next hour, and the intensity may be even greater. Please be prepared.”The Equipment Department posted.
This was the public ID of the Equipment Department. It seemed that the popularity of the discussion forum had attracted the attention of the lunatics in the underground laboratory. Or perhaps, the lunatics were doing experiments while browsing the discussion forum. In an instant, countless tomato icons appeared in the thread.
"The burning of refined sulfur will emit smoke that is harmful to the human body. Carrots can help neutralize the poison. I suggest that students eat carrots for supper.”A moment later, the Equipment Department posted again.
"Bad news, please help us catch the snake. The explosion just now had caused the snake breeding pool on the second underground floor to crack. About 200 snakes of various types were escaping from different passages, including 12 king cobra snakes, 2 Amazon giant boas, and 20 original spearhead boas. A detailed list would be sent to the mass email in 10 minutes.”Biology Museum post.
Chu Zihang had taken a course on " Reptiles " in the second year and had heard of these snakes. If an ordinary person was bitten by them, it would be best if they immediately prayed to God, because your life was only left with the time to pray. The Amazon Giant Forest Boa was an exception. It was not poisonous, but an adult snake was 16 meters long and could hang a buffalo.
"Damn it! I saw a forest boa climbing up the bell tower! Help! Help!" The night watchers.
Chu Zihang shook his head. He didn't want to read it anymore. He returned to the email page and clicked the " Send " button.
The email went into the outbox, and in a few seconds, he would appear in Chu Zihang's mother's mailbox.
Real school life was always a little different from the understanding of parents. Before Chu Zihang went to study in the United States, his stepfather gave him Hu Shi's Study Diary to encourage him to study hard.
On April 9, he went to Shen Jun's place to play cards and returned at twelve o'clock.
April 29: The weather suddenly warmed to more than 80 degrees. I couldn't read. I played cards with Shen and Chen, and played Tianchao cards with Liu and Hou.
May 6th, Playing cards. He went to the student union at night.
May 12th, Playing cards.
Thinking back, Mr. Hu Shi's letters to his family only briefly described his hard work in the M Nation, so Chu Zihang felt that his description of life in Kassel Academy was not a lie. It was just a literary modification.
If she told her mother the truth, she would say that this was a campus full of perverts. Lunatics conducted explosive experiments every day. The professors below the principal were either a little out of line or extremely violent. Not only was he not a good student, but he was also the leader of a violent club. He often gathered with the leader of another violent club. At this time, the poisonous snake and the forest python might have already infiltrated the dormitory building... but it might be fine. With his mother's big nerves, she would definitely think that her son was telling a joke to make you happy. She would be so happy that she would roll on the ground.
Chu Zihang entered the power-off program and was ready to sleep. It took more than ten seconds to turn off the phone, and during this time, he could still see the posts in the night watchman's discussion forum refreshing.
An eye-catching post suddenly popped up and instantly rose to the top of the list. The red thread meant that it was a reward.
"Who can have a relationship with the Japanese royal family? I want to book the Meiji Shrine in Tokyo for just one night for the wedding.”
The person who posted this was Dictator. Was that Caesar, the head of the student council? Gattuso's ID.
Chu Zihang's fingers on the keyboard flicked as if they had been electrocuted.
"Is this a proposal? Scatter flowers!"
"Caesar, you are marrying a woman from China. Why don't you book the entire Imperial Ancestral Temple in Beijing?”
In an instant, a swarm of replies pushed this bounty post to the top of the list. Compared to the raging fire outside and the snakes running around the campus, the news tonight would definitely be: "Countdown! The head of the student council plans to marry the red-haired witch!
Chu Zihang wanted to take another look, but the screen had already turned black. The dormitory was quiet and there was no light. The wind chime in front of the window was tinkling. The tongue of the bronze wind chime was a key.
That key could open a door in an old neighborhood in Beijing, or a place in his heart…Whether it was behind the door or the place in his heart, it was empty and dusty.
He grabbed his school uniform from the back of the chair and got up to leave.
The dining room was silent.
The Baroque decorated hall could accommodate 1000 people at the same time, but there was only one customer at the moment. A certain someone was lying at the end of the long dining table and munching on his food. He was as ruthless as a gust of wind sweeping away fallen leaves. On his plate was a whole chicken, a piece of smoked pork leg, a beef burger, a vegetable salad, and a large portion of mashed potatoes... It seemed that this guy had a good appetite.
Lu Mingfei always had such a good appetite.
As he ate until he completely forgot about the unity of heaven and man, someone sat down next to him and put down his plate. Lu Mingfei spat out a chicken bone that he had sucked clean and turned to look at the expressionless Chu Zihang.
Chu Zihang's supper was very simple. Two fried eggs, oatmeal with milk, and orange juice.
It was already past midnight. The school work department had successfully put out the fire around ten o'clock. The restaurant was filled with people for the next two hours. Everyone drank beer to celebrate. Actually, it wasn't really a celebration. It was just a reason to drink beer. Every time something big happened in the Equipment Department, everyone had a reason to celebrate. The lunatics from the Equipment Department would sometimes come out from the underground laboratory to join in the fun. Everyone was singing and dancing.
Now that the celebration was over, the table was full of plates and beer glasses. There were only the two of them in the restaurant. The cuckoo chicken outside the window was making a courtship sound.
It felt like they were hanging out together.
It was very difficult to see Chu Zihang in the restaurant at this time. It wasn't that Chu Zihang didn't eat supper, but that he would take an egg and ham from the dining room during dinner and eat it as supper in the dormitory. Chu Zihang's life was like a precise wristwatch. He planned his time in an orderly manner. He had calculated that it would take 18 minutes to go back and forth to the restaurant for supper. He would rather spend these 18 minutes in the library.
Chu Zihang nodded as a greeting to Lu Mingfei. Then, he soaked the oatmeal in milk and stirred it.
After returning from Beijing, Lu Mingfei and Chu Zihang did not become close. Chu Zihang was not close to anyone, not even Susie. This kind of person would always be paralyzed. He would give his life to you, but he would not waste an extra minute to smile at you or chat with you. Sometimes, Lu Mingfei recalled the days when Xia Mi was around and Chu Zihang would even discuss life with him. He couldn't help but feel that love could really change a person.
But now, Xia Mi was already dead.
Or rather, Xia Mi had never really existed.
"I heard you were here for supper and thought you were with Fingel.”
"He went for an internship. Isn't he about to graduate?”
"Do you want to miss him so you can eat for two people?”
It sounded like a joke, but Chu Zihang wasn't funny at all. It was more like a question that needed a serious answer.
"No, I'm just suddenly very hungry." Lu Mingfei could only answer.
"The fat content in your supper is too high.”
"I'm a carnivore."
"Eating less oil is good for your health."
"Senior Brother, are you trying to tell me that Boss and Senior Sister are getting married?”Lu Mingfei stopped stirring the milk and oatmeal.
"Yes, but I didn't know how to start this topic.”After a few seconds of silence, Chu Zihang admitted it.
In fact, Chu Zihang was a very easy person to understand. Although his facial expression was " paralyzed " and it was difficult to guess what he was thinking from his expression, his neural circuit was like a straight highway without any turns. Disguise was not Chu Zihang's forte. It was like the arc of a knife. The faster the knife, the straighter the arc.
He had wanted to find a tactful way to start the question, but Lu Mingfei saw through it at a glance.
"I saw the bounty Boss posted.”Lu Mingfei said," Then, I bet 100 dollars that the fire wouldn't go out before 10 o'clock tonight. It was said that he was frustrated and proud, but he still lost.”
"Have you given up?"
"Senior Brother, don't joke around. Do you think I'll really go and smash the axles of their wedding car?”The road is bright.
"If you decide to go, I can be your accomplice.”Chu Zihang said.
"Thank you, Senior Brother. I'm very touched by your words, really.”Lu Mingfei scratched his head." Thank you."
"Or are you planning to give up?" Chu Zihang stared into Lu Mingfei's eyes." When Caesar first submitted his marriage application, I remember that you were very sad and lost. At that time, your eyes seemed to be hiding some kind of wild beast, ready to pounce at any moment.”
"So, Senior Brother, are you worried about my condition? Why don't you come and see me?" Chu Zihang nodded." But I can see everything in your eyes now. Maybe I don't need to come and take a look."”
"I've thought it through."
"What have you figured out?"
"Senior Brother, do you think Senior Sister will be happier with me or Boss?" Lu Mingfei was silent for a long time.”
Chu Zihang hesitated for a moment." If you want to make someone happy, there must be a way to do it."”
He had a hard time answering this question, because the answer could only be Caesar. Caesar was Nono's real boyfriend. He treated her very well. He could spend money for her and risk his life for her. In front of Nono, this young master of Gattuso was as loyal as a hound. He would bite whoever Nono told him to bite. Nono said that she had a boyfriend since kindergarten. Her ex-boyfriends could form two football teams to play against each other. Caesar was still her first love, but he did not care. He felt that once he appeared, Nono's ex-boyfriends would all be cannon fodder. He was very tolerant of cannon fodder, because without cannon fodder, it was not enough to show his perfection.
Now, he was going to hold a Japanese royal-style wedding of the century at the Meiji Shrine. He was going to marry the woman he had fallen in love with at first sight. In any romance drama, this would be a match made in heaven. Only the villain would come out to cause trouble. According to the logic of the drama, the protagonist would definitely beat him up in the end.
Lu Mingfei didn't think of any reason to cause trouble at the wedding. He was just secretly in love with someone else's girlfriend.
The love of a crush on someone has no place to stand.
"Senior Brother, did I tell you about a book called 'Shanghai Fortress'?”
"I did. I bought a book and finished reading it on the plane.”
"Do you remember the plot? An idiot liked a super girl, but the super girl was about to get married.”Lu Mingfei said softly," The idiot is making eyes at the girl, but he doesn't have the guts to confess to anyone. He thinks that the girl's fiancé is a loser. He always texted the girl, and she would reply to his messages. He kept all the messages that the girl replied to him, thinking that this was evidence that she liked him.”
Chu Zihang silently listened to Lu Mingfei retelling the story that he already knew the ending of. The cuckoo outside the window was chirping. There were some stories in the world that you didn't want to read again because there was no solution. Some stories seemed to be destined, not because of coincidence or missed opportunities, but because of a knot that could not be undone. If it happened to be a tragedy, then its sorrow was already predestined at the beginning of the story.
Lu Mingfei had recommended him to read Shanghai Fortress. In the first-class cabin of the United Airlines flight from Beijing to Chicago, he stuffed the book into the magazine bag on the side of his seat after reading the story. He didn't plan to take it with him, but wanted to leave it for the next passenger so that he could read the story by chance. Then, he asked for a glass of ice water and silently watched the passage of the story outside the window. He thought for three hours but could not find a solution for the protagonist.
Not all love in the world had a solution.
Lu Mingfei was still rambling on,"But one night, he sent a very important message to the girl, telling her a very big secret, but the girl did not reply. The idiot thought,'How could that be? She shouldn't be sleeping at this time. She should have replied to my text. Why didn't she reply?' What's stopping her from replying to my message?”
"Erhuo suddenly thought that she had to accompany her boyfriend on such a good night.”Lu Mingfei said softly," I want to spend time with my boyfriend, be sweet and affectionate…I know you don't know much about this, Senior Brother…I'm getting married, and I can Kiss, bite my ears, and even roll around in bed with him. Erhuo was texting. In fact, for such a long time, the only interaction between him and the girl was text messages. What about the girl and her fiancé? They went shopping, watched movies, ate…and even kissed.”
"He just thinks that he's very important in a girl's life. In fact, he's the loser.”Lu Mingfei said softly," So what if you have love? Love is the greatest!"
"Enough." Chu Zihang whispered.
" I just said that I think Senior Sister and Boss…" Lu Mingfei said.
"I said, enough!" The veins on Chu Zihang's forehead suddenly throbbed. It was rare to see his anger. Although he tried his best to restrain it, he still roared like a lion." If you believe that you can do something, then you really can't do it! Because I've lost all hope, so how can you do it?”
He hated the sense of powerlessness in Lu Mingfei's words. He had already erased the word 'powerlessness' from his dictionary.
He recalled the highway in the storm countless times. He recalled the moment when the man brandished his knife and pounced on Odin, but he himself was fleeing in the Majic, so scared that he was about to cry. He hated his cowardly face at that moment. If he had another chance to choose, he would have pulled out the long knife on the other side of the car door and pounced back with that man, even if it meant dying in battle.
The boy had the chance to die with his father. It should be an honor.
But no one could change the past. From then on, Chu Zihang never chose to escape. The more troublesome the enemy was, the stronger his fighting spirit was. He always felt that there was a cliff behind him and there was no way out. If not for this, there would not be such a big conflict between him and Caesar. Caesar was also a person who was unwilling to take a step back, except in front of Nono.
Lu Mingfei was dumbfounded. He trembled in fear." I…I'm just chatting. Don't take it seriously. I…I'm a chatterbox. Senior Brother, you know that…"
"Without hope, you can't do anything.”Chu Zihang stared into Lu Mingfei's eyes and repeated himself.
"Senior Brother, have you seen Saint Seiya?" Lu Mingfei was silent for a while.”
"I've heard of it." Chu Zihang was stunned.
"I was so touched when I saw it. I could even recite the lines.”Lu Mingfei mumbled," There was one time when Seiya was knocked down by someone. He couldn't even crawl anymore, so he told Athena that he didn't have any strength left and that he couldn't move forward anymore. Athena said," But you still have hope. Hoshiya thought," That's right, I still have hope. I have the greatest hope." So, he stood up and defeated the enemy.”He stared blankly out of the window. I have hope too. I'll always be awesome if I have hope.”
" Later, when I saw the Underworld chapter, Hoshi was defeated again. This time, he was defeated by a god. Humans can't defeat gods. This time, there was no hope," he said." Hoshi told Athena that I used everything on the goddess and lost. Athena said," But you still have life. You don't have nothing." Hoshi thought,'That's right, I still have a life!' I'm the greatest when I burn my life! So he stood up and knocked down God. I was also very touched. I secretly swore in my heart, wishing that there was something I could do with my life.”
"But later, I understood. Athena was Seiya's boss, and an unscrupulous boss at that. The boss told the poor employees to have good hope and to fight with their lives! Hope and life were all excuses to coax little wimps, to make them feel that they had something to look forward to in the future.”Lu Mingfei said softly.
"There are some things that you can be awesome if you are ruthless. Most of the time, it's useless even if you bet your life with hope.”
Both of them were silent, but there was a smell of gunpowder in the air. Chu Zihang's pupils flashed with a tangible anger.
"I know what you're thinking, Senior Brother. I'm just a coward.”Lu Mingfei lowered his head.
"It's not like it's the first day you've known me.”
Chu Zihang took a deep breath and suppressed his inexplicable anger. To him, this kind of anger was really inexplicable. According to his personality, he should not care so much about other people's affairs.
" When I was in primary school, people looked down on me in class," he said softly." Because my mother took me to remarry at that time. Everyone in class knew that my father was not my biological father. At that time, I went to an international primary school. My classmates were all from good families. Many of their parents were in contact with my stepfather. One of the reasons they laughed at me was because my mother was beautiful, so I had the chance to go to that primary school. I was actually the son of a driver.”
His voice was trembling." They said that Chu Zihang's father was good to him because he wanted to sleep with his mother!”
Lu Mingfei was stunned and at a loss. Damn it, these private matters of the past were not something he should know. As the head of the student council, Caesar? Gattuso's lackey was very close to the president of the Lionheart Club, Chu Zihang. They exchanged their thoughts in the dead of night. It would be a crime to be photographed by the paparazzi.
"The guy who led the way is a black belt in karate, the youngest black belt in China.”Chu Zihang said," My bloodline hasn't awakened. I can't beat him.”
"Didn't your stepfather treat you well? Tell your stepfather to look for his father. You definitely won't lose to your father and senior brother. Your two fathers are both mighty, but he only has one.”Lu Mingfei couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
"No, I didn't tell him about this because it has nothing to do with him. This is my business.”Chu Zihang said in a low voice," I just want him to send me to learn swordsmanship. It took me three years to get a black belt. Before that, no one believed that a primary school student could do it. But I have to get it within three years, because if I graduate after three years, I don't know which high school I'll go to, so I can't beat him up.”
"Oh!" Lu Mingfei praised.
"I asked him to fight before the graduation ceremony. Every time he threw a flying kick at me, I would hit his knee with my bamboo sword. In the past three years, I practiced this kind of attack against the air every time I practiced. I thought about how I would hit him with his leg. Every time he got up, he couldn't believe it. How could he keep hitting?”Chu Zihang's voice was a little hoarse." I won't answer. Of course I can hit it every time! Because I practiced it 10,000 times!"
?" I'm fine!"? He pressed his hand on Lu Mingfei's shoulder." Everyone can hold their own lives in their hands as long as you believe you can do it!"”
Lu Mingfei stared at him blankly. Chu Zihang's pupils were dancing with sparks.
"Senior Brother, you really are an inspirational emperor." After a while, Lu Mingfei mumbled.
" I hope you understand what I mean. I don't care if you give up on Nuonuo's matter," Chu Zihang said." But I hope you don't give up on more things!”
"Senior Brother, you beat him up so badly. How did you explain it to your family?”Lu Mingfei suddenly asked.
" His mother found the school, so I had to go back to my parents. I went to my mother." Chu Zihang scratched his forehead." You know my mother... she's actually unreliable... After hearing the reason for the beating, she laughed so hard that she fell back and forth.”
"Back and forth?"
"Anyway, it seems…very happy. Then, she put on her best clothes, put on her Patrick Phillip watch and Cartier diamond ring, brought her driver and my family's security guards, and drove my father's most expensive Mercedes-Benz to meet his mother at school. Rich women always show off at this time. I saw that his mother was also dressed in gold when she came.”
"Fighting for both father and mother." Lu Mingfei said.
"I suddenly understood my mother's intentions. His mother looked at my mother's dressing and lost first in her heart. Her aura was low.”Chu Zihang shook his head." But I was the one who hit him, after all. His mother was still shouting and mocking my mother for bringing me to remarry. I think that the boy heard those words from his parents at home. He didn't come to school to imitate them.”
"Is your mother angry?"
"No, my mother is very calm. My mother said that this matter started when your son said that my son wasn't his father's biological son. This is the truth. However, if my son were to compete with your son in spending money, it would be like comparing your husband with my son's stepfather. Whoever wins or loses will be up to fate. But my son won your son in a fight. This means that my son has good genes and good health. His genes and body were given to him by his biological father! Your son is so weak, what right do you have to mock my son? Oh right, is your husband unwell? Otherwise, why was his son so weak? Wasn't he a black belt in karate? My son beat him after three years of training. That's impossible, right? Aren't you going to take your son to the hospital for a check-up?”Chu Zihang smiled bitterly." She dropped the medical fees and brought me home. My mother is a very mean person.”
"Your mother is so high-class!" Lu Mingfei gave him a thumbs up.
But he suddenly stopped laughing. I've fought with people before for the same reason as you. My junior high school classmate said that my parents must have divorced overseas. No one wanted me, so they left me at my uncle and aunt's house. He licked his lips." After that, the school asked me to look for my parents, so I told my aunt…" He continued," My aunt gave me a good scolding and dragged me to apologize to them. She asked me to help them do their duty so that I could pay less for the medical expenses…When I got home, I heard her discussing with my uncle at night whether my parents had really divorced overseas and whether there would be anyone to pay my living expenses in the future…"
Chu Zihang was stunned.
" After that, I was on duty for that guy for the entire week. When I returned to my uncle's house at night, I had to get food for everyone in the house before eating and wash the dishes. I heard from my aunt that your living expenses were going to be used up this month. I saved your living expenses in a booklet and didn't use it recklessly. My cousin told me that if my living expenses didn't come next month, I might have to move out. That way, he could have a house by himself…" Lu Mingfei smiled again, but it was a sad smile."So, Senior Brother, you're awesome because you have someone to take care of you. You have a reliable stepfather and a beautiful mother. They actually…love you. No matter what bad things you do, you have a place to go…but I don't.”
Lu Mingfei ate the fried egg in big mouthfuls. This was the only way he could keep his expression on his face."Do you know that people are now divided into tall, rich, and handsome people and losers? Tall, rich, and handsome were the kind of beautiful girls who would fight to get into their good books. After they failed to get into their good books or were dumped, they would go to the boys who liked them very much but they didn't like them. They would cry and complain. Those boys were losers.”His mouth was full of unsolidified egg yolk, and his voice was muffled." They accidentally got pregnant with the children of tall, rich, and handsome men. The losers would take them to the hospital sadly and comfort them. When they recovered, they would go look for other tall, rich, and handsome men. The losers would leave them messages on QQ and they would never reply…"
He wiped his mouth." Senior Brother, you're actually a tall, rich, and handsome man, while I'm a loser. I hate to classify people like this…because they're very accurate at distinguishing me.”
"Don't talk about courage and hope with losers.”He lay on the long table and closed his eyes.
He shouldn't have come to meddle tonight. He was not good at thinking, but he was laughed at.
In fact, everyone lost hope at some point, not just losers, but also tall, rich, and handsome men. He reached into his pocket and fumbled for the key.
"Yes, I'm Jemongander, the Dragon King Jemongander!”
"It's as if I ate your girl... Go there and look for Xia Mi. I left everything about her there.”
The stubborn voice echoed in his ears again. She denied that she was Xia Mi, so she denied all the vague feelings she had. She did not even give Chu Zihang the slightest chance to verify it. She did it beautifully and ruthlessly.
Chu Zihang could use his sword to hit any enemy's leg 10,000 times, but he could not change the ending. Just like the story of " Shanghai Fortress," there were some tragedies in the world that could not be solved. It was a dead knot.
You are powerless in the face of a dead knot, what hope is there?
He hoped that Lu Mingfei would be so awesome that he could beat up Che Yu. That way, he could go with him and make up for what he hadn't done back then.
It was just like how there would always be seniors who were about to graduate telling their new juniors to stop being losers. GPA was not important at all. Just learn the guitar, form a band, and ride a motorcycle to travel with the juniors you liked. That was how you should live. The junior brother felt that his senior brother was awesome and excitedly asked his senior brother where he had gone on a trip with his senior sister. However, the senior brother said sadly that he didn't go anywhere. At that time, we didn't have money and wanted to earn a scholarship.
The loneliest people were divided into two types. One type wished that the whole world would be as unlucky as him, while the other hoped that others would be happy because he felt a little warm when he saw happy people. Chu Zihang was the latter.
She moved Lu Mingfei's hand away from the dining table, revealing the iPhone underneath.
A bronze roulette appeared on the screen. The pointer was pointing at the 1/2 position. There were two slots left in the health bar, and at the bottom was a skull mark.
Before he fell asleep, Lu Mingfei had been looking at the wheel and counting his remaining life. It must have been an interesting feeling.
"Brother, you are actually a diehard fan of Saint Seiya. You skipped the stage of burning hope and started burning your life.”Lu Mingfei lowered his head and looked at the sleeping Lu Mingfei." You really have the soul of a hot-blooded anime!”
" But you won't admit it. You claim that you're a loser, but you lit yourself up with a torch…" He stroked Lu Mingfei's hair.
There were only the two of them in the empty restaurant. They stood under the magnificent ceiling painting of " Twilight of the Gods." The apocalyptic dragon Nidhogg floated up from the roots of the World Tree. Its wings were full of the skeletons of the dead. The sun was about to set below the horizon. The king of the gods, Odin, rode on his eight-legged horse and threw a victorious spear at the black dragon.
"One day, when you are burned to death, what will they carve on your tombstone?”"Nice Boy Ricardo M." Lu?"
Lu Mingfei did not answer. He snorted and licked the egg juice on his lips.
"You're really like a pig." Lu Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly.
He was sitting next to Lu Mingfei, holding a goblet of red wine in his hand. He was sipping it, savoring the blood-red liquid. Just as he had once told Lu Mingfei, he tasted wine like a king tasting power.
However, his hand was still on Lu Mingfei's shoulder. He sat very close to Lu Mingfei, as if he was taking care of a patient who was in a coma. He was worried that Lu Mingfei would wake up from his dream and have no one to rely on.
The church bell rang, and the sound echoed in the silent night.
"Listen, the wedding bell. Brother, the wedding car is coming. It's going to pick up the person you care about.”A gloating smile appeared on Lu Xingzhi's face." She's wearing a white wedding dress, her wedding shoes are decorated with lace, and she's holding orange flowers and white roses…The bridesmaids are pulling her veil and skirt, the groom has a diamond ring in his pocket, and the flower girls are kneeling on her veil and singing hymns…Get up! Get up, brother! To wish her a happy wedding! Let me tell you a secret. In the bride's long dress, there will be a lace leg band outside the white stockings. The groom will take it off on the spot and throw it to the person who wants to be happy! Go and snatch it! This is her undergarment, and it's very rare. Do you want to keep it for the rest of your life to commemorate the life you're going to burn like a waste?”
He spoke faster and faster, as if a wizard was cursing and mocking him from the depths of the darkness. With every word he said, the ferocity and anger on his face became more intense. Finally, his delicate little face was filled with storm-like anger, and his pupils were shining like pure gold.
Lu Mingfei seemed to have felt something in his dream. He trembled slightly, and the corners of his eyes twitched as if he was experiencing pain.
" No one can escape sadness, brother," Lu Xingzhi said softly." Sadness is the real demon. The stronger it is, the deeper it hides."”
"But don't be afraid! Don't be afraid! I'm here!" He hugged Lu Mingfei's shoulders tightly." Anyone who wants to take anything from you is our enemy. Caesar? Gattuso? Let's kill him together!"
In his pupils, a golden light was spinning in the deep black, like an ancient dragon dancing in the depths of the dark clouds, about to descend a huge thunder of punishment.
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