Can I not be sad?
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The darkest darkness was despair.

"Hello, Miss Xu. My name is Gong Qing. I'm the manager of Lingxi International Music Company. Our company is interested in signing a contract with you. This is the contract. Please take a look.”Gong Qing took out his name card from his pocket and handed it to Xu Yanchen, pushing the contract in front of her. Xu Yanchen took his name card and gently placed it in his pocket.

"I'll think about it." Xu Yanchen stood up and bowed politely to him. Pursing her lips, she slowly walked out of the office. She glanced at the business card in her pocket. It was the seventh music company she was going to sign with.

Shang Wei kissed Shen Liuchun, and his hand unconsciously wandered around her body. She suddenly stopped his hand. "Shang Wei, don't be like this." Shen Liuchun pushed him away fiercely. He pursed his lips, and the affection in his eyes gradually faded. He tidied up his clothes, picked up the coat on the sofa, and put it on before slamming the door and leaving.

"Shang Wei." Shen Liuchun put on her cotton shoes and chased after Shang Wei. She hugged Shang Wei's waist from behind.

"Shangwei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not ready.”Shen Liuchun leaned her head on Shang Wei's back. His back was wide and warm, and her tears dripped onto his coat.

"Liu Chun, this isn't the first time you've done this. Are you really preparing? I think it's better for us to separate for a period of time so that we can calm down.”Shang Wei closed his eyes and gently pushed her hand away. He moved forward and let Shen Liuchun cry on the spot.

She squatted on the ground and looked very embarrassed. Her gaze was fixed on Shang Wei's back. She could no longer control herself. She buried her head in her knees and cried loudly. In her memory, she was the only one who left Shang Wei behind. She was the only one who said they were going to break up.

"Shang Wei, don't turn back. You're a man.”Shang Wei clenched his fists. His nails were deeply embedded in his flesh. The pain in his palm and heart attacked him at this moment. He tried hard to control himself and moved his feet with difficulty.

"Shang Wei, don't forget that you are a man.”He said to himself, but he still lost. He lost to his most beloved Shen Liuchun. He couldn't help but turn around and look at the girl squatting on the ground in the distance. He also quietly listened to her soft cries. He suddenly wanted to walk over and hug her, tell her that he was wrong, and then pretend that nothing had happened, but he did not move. Could he really pretend that nothing had happened? I can't do it. I can't do it thrice. Moreover, it's already more than thrice.

"Shang Wei, don't you know? Don't you know better than anyone else? That incident had a huge impact on her. After so many years, she still can't get over it. You can't get over it either, right? But can't you walk her out slowly? You promised her that you would never leave her alone again.”

You promised her that you would never leave her alone again.

"Shang Wei, have you forgotten? You're a man, so you'll mind too. Why can't you get over it after so many years? Why can't you walk out?" There were two voices in Shang Wei's mind that kept affecting him. He leaned against the wall and took out a lighter and a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. His gaze never left Shen Liuchun in the distance.

Why are you still unable to walk out after so many years?

"You must be very angry, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't have left me here alone. I'm sorry, Shang Wei, I'm sorry."

"Yanchen, you're in the headlines. The title is 'Seven Music Firms Want to Sign On to the New Star of Internet Celebrity Xu Yanchen, Who Will The Flower Fall To?'”Xu Yanchen walked into the dormitory and collapsed on the bunk. Her eyes were wide open as she stared at the ceiling. Chen An ran to her side and handed her the iPad.

"Sis, did you see the video online a few days ago?”Yi En moved closer to the manager.

"What video?" The manager turned around and glanced at him before continuing to work.

"There's a video of a female university student performing on the streets.”

"Oh, I saw it again, but I didn't click it.”

"Why?"

"You still want to ask me why? It's just that you called me yesterday, and then I left in a hurry. I forgot about it when I came back.”

"Then let me show it to you." Een swiped his phone and clicked on the video player.

"Hey, Yi En, this girl's voice is not bad. But did you record this?"

"Yeah, I went out for a walk in the square a few days ago and saw her. Her voice was very clear and her singing was very emotional. It was very good.”

"However, what are you planning?”

"I don't have any plans. I just think that this kind of talent is what Warner needs. But I just don't understand why Warner didn't sign her. Sis, do you know? She was in the headlines today, and seven companies wanted to sign her.”

"Okay, give me your phone. I'll go find the boss.”The manager took the phone from him, stood up, and walked out of the office.

"Hello, Miss Xu. My name is Candy. I think you already know why I'm here. I'm a manager under Warner Music. Our company is interested in signing a contract with you. I wonder what you think. This is the contract we have drafted. Please take a look.”Candy flashed her signature smile and handed the contract to Xu Yanchen.

"Yes, you're finally here. I've been waiting for you for a long time.”

You're finally here. I've been waiting for you.

I'm so happy that you're finally here, just when I was about to give up.

The group leader, Hiroshi, turned off the music. The members stopped dancing and turned to look at the door. Xu Yanchen stood in front of SpeXial's dance studio with his hair tied into a ponytail and a canvas bag on his back.

"Let me introduce you to a junior sister. She's the latest internet celebrity, Xu Yanchen.”The manager introduced Xu Yanchen and she bowed to them. There was a smile on her face, but her palms were sweating profusely.

"Yanchen, you've finally come.”The members all walked towards Xu Yanchen. This was the first time they had met each other so formally.

"Don't be nervous. Relax." Yi En handed Xu Yanchen a bottle of drink. She pursed her lips and nodded slightly at him.

"Hello, I'm Honzheng, Yien, Chenxiang, Teddy, Evan, Yilun, Zihong, Toyoda, Mingjie, Weijin. Hello, we are SpeXial.”The group members stood in a row and introduced themselves to Xu Yanchen one by one. Their adorable looks amused her. I found you, I finally found you.

"Where did you go this time?" Xu Yanchen sat next to Zhang Haoyang. Zhang Haoyang pursed his lips and took a sip of wine. His eyes were bloodshot, as if he had not slept for a few days, but also as if he had cried.

"Lan Zhou." He said lightly and then numbed himself with alcohol.

"It's not her? Sigh, we've known each other for almost a year, and you've been looking for her for almost two years.”Xu Yanchen snatched the bottle from his hand, but he snatched it back. She looked at him quietly and shook her head.

"Yanchen, do you think I deserve it?”Zhang Haoyang choked on the wine. He looked like he was in pain. He leaned on the bar counter and coughed violently. He shed tears, and her crying and coughing echoed in the empty bar.

"Are you alright?"

"I'm fine."

"Closed again? Hey, let me sing you a song.”Xu Yanchen carried his guitar onto the stage and plucked the strings gently.

" You're in the southern sun, the snow is flying

I'm in the cold night in the north, the seasons are like spring

If there's still time before dark, I'll forget your eyes

I've spent my whole life, but I can't finish a dream

He no longer talks to anyone about the lonely island where we meet again

Because my heart is already deserted

His heart could no longer hold a home

To be a mute who only lies to myself

He said that any beauty that is praised by others

Not as good as the first time he met you

Time lingers on helplessly

If all the lands were joined together

I've walked my whole life just to hug you

Drunk in his dreams, good night

He heard someone singing an old song

Singing about what's still happening in the distance today

The island he saw in his eyes

No sorrow, but no flowers

You're in the southern sun

snowy

I'm in the cold night in the north

four Seasons like spring

If there's still time before dark

I want to forget your eyes

I've spent my whole life, but I can't finish a dream

You're in the southern sun

snowy

I'm in the cold night in the north

four Seasons like spring

If there's still time before dark

I want to forget your eyes

spend one's life

Can't finish a dream

Waking up from a dream, a ridiculous life

South of Nanshan, North of autumn is sad

There are piles of grain on the southern mountain

South wind, north of the North Sea

"There's a tombstone in Beihai." Xu Yanchen's eyes were filled with tears as she played the guitar.

"Zhang Haoyang, I might not come here to sing much in the future.”

"Yes, but why?"

Warner signed me."

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