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Time was an all-powerful antidote.

"Xiaosi, Xiaosi, don't leave me, Xiaosi. I'm so scared. Go away, go away. Little Si, Little Si, Little Si. Shen Liuchun had her eyes closed and her brows were tightly knitted together. Cold sweat broke out on her forehead and her body was trembling non-stop. Her abnormal behavior had awakened Xu Yanchen, who was sleeping beside her.

"No, no, go away, go away!"

"Liu Chun, Liu Chun, are you okay?”Xu Yanchen shook her shoulders gently.

" Ah!" Shen Liuchun sat up and pulled the blanket over himself. It had been four years. They could only move forward with difficulty, but none of them could truly walk out of the past. The incident four years ago had become their nightmare for the past four years, and it had also become a shadow that they could not get rid of for the rest of their lives. Even if they tried to forget, when they touched any words related to the past, they would be deeply hurt by everything that had happened in the past.

"Liu Chun, don't be afraid. I'm Yanchen. I'm here. I've always been here. Don't be afraid anymore. It's all in the past, it's all in the past.”Xu Yanchen stretched out his arms and pulled her into his embrace. Shen Liuchun's body was trembling non-stop, and his eyes were filled with fear. Xu Yanchen did not know what he should do, so he could only caress her hair gently.

"Yanchen, I'm scared. I'm so scared. Why? Why is it that it's been four years? Why does that matter keep reminding me?”Shen Liuchun's voice trembled. Her dark circles were very deep, and she could not sleep well every night. She could only rely on sleeping pills to let herself fall asleep. Xu Yanchen was the same as her. Ever since that incident, she had to turn on the lights every night before she could fall asleep. She slept very softly, and even the sound of her roommates turning over would wake her up. She would never forget that night when she slept soundly. Her phone rang non-stop, but she did not pick it up. It was also that night when something happened to Shen Yan.

"I want to walk out, I don't want to be like this anymore."

It's been a long time since you've been like this.

"It's all in the past. It'll get better.”

Everything would get better.

"I'll take you to eat delicious food. There's a lot of delicious food at the night market in Taibei.”Shen Liuchun held Xu Yanchen's arm as they walked downstairs.

"Hey, senior." Xu Yanchen saw Qi Yi smoking on the motorcycle and brought Shen Liuchun closer to him. "Let me introduce you. This is my direct senior, Qi Yi.”Xu Yanchen introduced Qi Yi to Shen Liuchun. Qi Yi sized Shen Liuchun up before nodding at her.

"Hello, senior. I'm Yanchen's best friend. My name is Shen Liuchun.”She nodded politely at Qi Yi.

"Hello, I'm Qi Yi." Qi Yi handed the safety helmets to them.

"Senior is from Taibei, so we'll have to trouble him to bring us to a big meal.”Xu Yanchen put on his safety helmet and hopped onto the motorcycle. He sat behind Qi Yi while Shen Liuchun sat behind her. She wrapped her arms around Xu Yanchen's waist and leaned her head against his back.

"Are you seated?" Qi Yi turned around and asked them.

"Alright."

"Then I'll drive." Qi Yi started the engine and drove forward quickly.

"Yes."

"Yanchen, have you found him?" Shen Liuchun turned his head to the large poster of SpeXial on the building on the left.

"What did you say?" Xu Yanchen leaned his head closer to her, and the sound of the motorcycle drowned out Shen Liuchun's voice.

"I said, have you found him?" Shen Liuchun whispered into her ear.

"Found it."

"I finally found it. I'm happy for you.”

I'm happy for you.

"Junior, feel free to eat today. Senior is treating.”He handed them a bunch of delicious snacks.

"Thank you, senior, but you should eat too.”Shen Liuchun smiled apologetically.

"Yes, I am. You guys eat more." Qi Yi kept putting food into their bowls.

"Thank you, senior."

"Hey, Yanchen, I want to play that. Let's go over and play. How about it?”Shen Liuchun looked at a shooting shop in the distance and pulled Xu Yanchen and the others toward the store.

"Which one do you want?" Qi Yi picked up the toy gun on his right hand and looked up at the doll on the counter. He turned his head and said to them.

"I want that Stitch." Shen Liuchun said.

"I want Big Bear." Xu Yanchen looked at the black bear in front of him. She pursed her lips and stared blankly at it. You like Da Xiong, so I like him too.

"Alright." Qi Yi aimed at the target and fired.

"Yes, boss, I want that Stitch.”Qi Yi pointed at Stitch and handed him over to Shen Liuchun. He then turned to look at Xu Yanchen thoughtfully. Shen Liuchun took Stitch and smiled. "Thank you, senior."

"Yanchen, wait for me. I'll try again.”Qi Yi was just about to load his gun when Xu Yanchen stopped him. "Senior, forget it. I've already spent a lot of money on you tonight. I don't want Big Bear anymore.”Xu Yanchen dragged them out of the shooting shop. Da Xiong, I like you, but I don't want to cause trouble for others.

"Yes." Qi Yi kept turning his head to look at the cloth bear doll. Yes, I will definitely give it to you one day.

"Hey, Yanchen, your senior is quite handsome. He's quite a generous person, and he seems to be interested in you-he treats you very well.”Shen Liuchun took off his shoes and walked into Xu Yanchen's house, slumping onto the sofa.

"What did you say? He treats me well because I'm his direct junior, okay?”

"Oh, do all the seniors in Taiwan do this to their juniors 'families?”

"Anyway, he only has feelings for me like a senior to a junior, or rather, a friend. It can't be what you said.”

"It better be. But how did you find him? Have you spoken?"

"Yes, it's quite complicated. We're already considered friends, aren't we, Liu Chun?”

"Yes, what is it?"

Warner signed me."

"This is a good thing. You can finally stay by his side.”

You can finally stay by his side.

"Liu Chun, let me ask you, if you like someone, would you be willing to just be friends?”

If you liked someone, would you be willing to just be friends?

"I don't know. Anyway, I'm not willing, like me and Shang Wei.”

"Ai, speaking of Shang Wei, haven't you reconciled?”

"Yes."

"Wow, Shang Wei is really promising. Didn't he come here every few days to beg for forgiveness?”

"It's not like you don't know that the situation is different this time. Moreover, I've been separated from him for more than two months this time. He hasn't contacted me at all. He doesn't answer my calls or reply to my messages.”

"Dear passengers, the flight from Taoyuan Airport to Guangzhou Airport will now begin boarding.”

"Liu Chun, many couples go their separate ways because they can't bring themselves to apologize.”Xu Yanchen held her hand and helped her with her luggage. "I know that you love him very much. Moreover, it has been so many years, and he has always lowered his head. To him, you're his queen, but you should lower your head, shouldn't you? Don't be afraid that the crown will fall off. He will fix it for you and put it back on for you.”

I know you love him.

Don't be afraid that the crown will fall off. He will fix it for you and put it back on for you.

"Yes, I know."

"Go back and take good care of yourself."

"Of course, you have to be well too. Let's go.”Shen Liuchun waved goodbye to her and dragged his luggage towards the boarding gate.

"Yanchen, why aren't you accompanying your best friend?”

Qi Yi walked out with a cup of coffee in his hand. He raised his head and saw Xu Yanchen walking into the cafe, and a smile appeared on his face.

"You mean Liu Chun? She went back to Guangzhou.”Xu Yanchen took off his bag and placed it in the cabinet.

"Is she in a better mood?"

"Hey, is the coffee ready?" A customer stood up and said to them at the counter.

"Sorry, I'm here." Before Qi Yi could hear Xu Yanchen's reply, he hurried over to the table.

"Hey, how do you know she's in a bad mood?”Xu Yanchen changed into the waiter's uniform and walked over to him, watching him calmly mix the coffee.

"I could tell when we went out to play that night. She looked like she had a lot on her mind.”Qi Yi tilted his head towards her and slowly poured the coffee out.

"Oh, she's much better."

"Well, that's good. Bring it to table eight."

"This song is dedicated to my good friend. I wish her happiness.”This time, Xu Yanchen did not bring his guitar to the bar. Instead, he sang a cappella. She held the microphone in her hand, and her clear voice slowly rang out in the bar.

"Even you have forgotten that pulling the pinky swear when you were young may have been too long

Sometimes I look at the clouds in the sky and feel that they are all like your smile

The waves are too strong and the wind is getting heavier. I walk alone by the coast

The impulse to love is that I've been waiting since we grew up, but you've already left

When I miss you, tears flow unconsciously. What a funny result, a funny promise that knocks me down

If I hadn't made this promise that day, I wouldn't have been sad, and today wouldn't have happened.

Even you have forgotten

When I was young, I pulled a pinky swear

Maybe it's been too long

Sometimes I look at the sky

That cloud captivates me

It feels like your smile, the waves are too big

The wind is getting heavier and heavier, walking alone by the coast

The impulse to love is that I've been waiting since we grew up, but you've already left

When I miss you, tears flow unconsciously. What a funny result, a funny promise that knocks me down

The impulse to love is that I've been waiting since we grew up, but you've already left

When I miss you, tears flow unconsciously. What a funny result, a funny promise that knocks me down

If I hadn't made this promise that day, I wouldn't have been sad, and today wouldn't have happened.

The impulse to love is that I've been waiting since we grew up, but you've already left

When I think of you, my tears flow unconsciously. What a funny result. A funny promise that knocks me down, knocks me down." She sang Xu Liang's " Our Promise."

The wind was getting heavier and heavier as he walked alone by the shore. Liu Chun, I'm always here. Let's walk together on this long road.

This book is provided by FunNovel Novel Book | Fan Fiction Novel [Beautiful Free Novel Book]

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