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"I've crossed many bridges, seen many clouds, and drank different types of wine, but I've only loved you when you were at your prime.”

"I'm sorry, Little Yan, I'm sorry. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have met Xiaosi, and none of this would have happened. It's all my fault. I'm sorry." Yan Chen looked at me guiltily.

It's all my fault. I'm sorry.

"It's not your fault. Even if you didn't bring me to meet him, he would still use all means to get close to me one day and then take revenge on me.”

It's not your fault. Even if you didn't bring me to meet him, he would still use all means to get close to me one day and then take revenge on me.

" It's not all my fault." She cried. She cried very sadly and loudly. Ever since she was young, she didn't like to cry. Even if she cried, she wouldn't make a sound. But this time, she actually cried so loudly. I think she must be very guilty. After more than a year of torment in the hospital, this was the first time I calmed down and looked at her seriously. She had changed and became very thin. Even though everyone told her that it was not her fault, she still blamed herself. The lively and cheerful girl in my memories of my youth seemed to have disappeared on that cold night more than a year ago when I had an accident. Her eyes were no longer pure and clear, only an extremely complicated sadness was left, so much so that I didn't dare to look into her eyes in the future. I no longer had the courage to hug her, nor did I have the strength to support my entire world. So, when I was younger, it was her who hugged me, gave me endless warmth, and supported the entire world for me. That was also the first time I realized that I had abandoned the entire world, not the entire world. The girl who used to be 1.6 meters tall and weighed more than 130 pounds had lost more than 90 pounds after more than a year of suffering. As for the girl who had a chubby and cute face in my memories, her face had actually been shaved into an exquisite oval face by time. That was also the first time I discovered that this girl was very beautiful. Her gentle charm was different from that of my mother and little aunt. Instead, it was a kind of beauty that made people feel sad and cold.

"Sigh, I'm finally discharged. Let's say goodbye to this place.”The young man in white who was standing by the bed and packing my luggage was Shang Wei. When I needed him the most, he came to my side from a distant city. He was also the one who brought me out of the deepest darkness and out of that unbearable night.

Oh right, I changed my name. My name is Shen Liuchun. Keep my innocence and my original heart. I left, I left this cold city, this city that witnessed the most unbearable time of my life.

Yes, even if I walked out of the darkness and walked towards the light, I still couldn't walk out of that period of time. In my youth, I lost many important things in my life, including people. The person I'm talking about isn't Yansi. It's my mother, the woman I love the most.

I really cherish my current life. I have a family like my little aunt, a good friend like Yanchen, a good sister, and a boy like Shang Wei, the boy I love the most right now. Even if someone said that having was the beginning of losing, it didn't matter. Even if I lost it one day, I would still be grateful for what I once had.

Shen Yan's memories ended.

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