Can I not be sad?
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Even if no one applauded for me, I would still end the show gracefully and thank myself for my sincere efforts.

"Hey, Onesie, I want the girl from a few days ago to come to our bar to sing.”Zhang Haoyang sat at the bar counter and smoked. He turned to look at Qi Yi, who was drinking.

"Which girl?" Qi Yi picked up his wine glass and downed it in one gulp.

"I don't think so. She's still a virgin. I'm worried about her.”

"Do you think it's safer for her to perform outside or for our bar to be safe? We don't know what kind of people she will meet outside, and sometimes she will be caught by the city enforcement officers. But in the bar, we can protect her. Here, who dares to touch her? She picked the time and the money.”

"Okay, I'll tell her about it the next time I see her.”

"Junior." Qi Yi was carrying a Pu bag as he jogged behind Xu Yanchen. "Yes, senior." When Xu Yanchen heard someone calling her, she stopped in her tracks and turned to look at Qi Yi.

"Junior, I have a job here that I want to introduce to you. I just don't know if you're willing to do it.”Qi Yi and her walked side by side on the school road. The morning sun shone on the branches above their heads, and the faint light reflected on their bodies.

"What job?"

"Do you still remember my friend Zhang Haoyang from a few nights ago? He's the owner of Zuo Zuo Bar. He wants to invite you to sing at Zuo Zuo Bar. You can choose the time and the money.”

"Such a good job.”

"But aren't you afraid? That's a bar, not an ordinary place. It's not what you think it is."

"I know the bar is messy and I'm scared, but I want to live. I want to live a good life in Taibei.”

I want to live a good life here so that I can have more time to look for you.

"Then when I'm free, I'll pick you up at his bar. Because the basketball club has been very busy recently, I'm going to be late.”Qi Yi looked down at his phone and left in a hurry.

"Oh, stinky man, stinky man, playboy radish.”Xu Yanchen walked into the dormitory and stopped when he heard Qiao Xiang's cursing and crying under the blanket." What's wrong with her?”Xu Yanchen whispered to Shen Jiamin. She closed the door gently and walked towards the bunk.

"I'm heartbroken." Shen Jiamin didn't make a sound. She just stood at the side and mouthed to Xu Yanchen.

Xu Yanchen took off his school bag and placed it on the bunk. She took out her guitar from the cabinet and sat on Shen Jiamin's bunk, playing SpeXial's sharp girl.

"Parade on Sunday Street again

Walking with my sister who's too high on a weekend night

As she walked, she regretted and felt ashamed.

I couldn't stand it and asked him to hang out everywhere

Knowing that there's no chance, but still calling

Knowing that it would be dangerous, we agreed not to meet again

But I can't learn

Silly girl, say goodbye to the past

Bad men don't need Second Chance

Get rid of this burden and break into a new world

Silly girl, you're beautiful

Promise again and again

Never gonna cash in, don't go around in circles

Hey girl, please dry your tears

'Cause you're a unique baby

Brave to say no, oh my Silly Girl

Don't care about him, he's a playboy, a bad guy, a cocky guy

Cause your my sharp Girl "

Qiao Xiang crawled out from under the blanket, looking extremely disheveled. She walked over to Xu Yanchen's side and sat down without moving. Xu Yanchen stopped playing and placed the guitar back into the cabinet. Qiao Xiang had been sitting beside her, sniffing her nose and tears streaming down her face. Xu Yanchen picked up the tissue on the table and wiped her face while she hugged Qiao Xiang and patted her back gently.

"I hate him so much. I really hate him. We've been together for two years. I've given him everything he wanted. We once said that we would be together forever, but he had a change of heart after only a few weeks in university.”Qiao Xiang wrapped her arms around her waist as she sobbed and whispered into Xu Yanchen's ear.

"Qiao Xiang, it's not embarrassing to admit that you're injured. It's okay. There will be better things. Everything will pass.”Xu Yanchen's voice was very gentle. She closed her eyes and thought back to the days when he loved her.

Actually, it was not embarrassing to admit that he was injured.

"Yanchen, thank you. Thank you. I'm just hurt. I love him that much.”

"Qiao Xiang, do you know? In this world, there must be someone waiting for us. He will walk through the turbulent crowd and step by step towards us. The injuries we suffered before are just a foreshadowing to welcome his arrival. Therefore, before he arrives, we must work hard to become the best of ourselves, meet the best of him, and thank ourselves for the sincere sacrifice we have made along the way.”

She tried her best to become the best version of herself and meet the best version of him.

"Hello, boss." Xu Yanchen nodded at Zhang Haoyang.

"You can call me Haoyang. Well, Onesie told you, you can choose the time and the money.”Zhang Haoyang placed his hand on Qi Yi's shoulder.

"I'll pay whatever the people who sang in the bar in the past paid.”

"No one has sung here before.”Qi Yi took an unopened bottle of drink from the counter and handed it to her.

"Thank you."

"How much can you earn by performing?"

"I can't say for sure.”

"I'll give you 200 RMB if you sing for an hour a night.”

"Alright, deal."

Everyone thought that I was performing to earn money, even I said so myself, but I knew better than anyone that I was just trying to be closer to him.

"Can I start work now?" Xu Yanchen unzipped his guitar." Please."”Zhang Haoyang gestured to his subordinates to turn off the music.

"Hey, why did the song stop? What happened tonight?" Everyone stopped dancing, and the audience was noisy and chaotic.

Xu Yanchen walked onto the stage, and a bright light shone on her head." I'll be singing a song for everyone. Don't leave if you love me."

"Aiyo, when did a singer come? You're quite good-looking." Someone below the stage said loudly," And it's a virgin.”

"Hey, Miss, how much do you charge for a night?”

Xu Yanchen ignored them. She stood in front of the microphone and slowly strummed the guitar strings. Her clear voice rang out in the noisy bar.

"I'm still the same even now

The loneliness at night is easy to make people sad

I dare not think too much

because of me

The oncoming moonlight stretches the figure

Walking aimlessly on the cold street

I haven't heard from you

Because I'm thinking of you

love me don't go

If you say you don't love me

Don't hear you really say it

Give me a little more gentleness "

Xu Yanchen closed his eyes and enjoyed the charm of the stage, including the thick scent of hormones that permeated the bar.

"We want to form a band that belongs to us. Yanchen and Yu Qing will be our lead singers, Cheng Hao will be our guitar player, and Xiaosi will be our drummer.”In her memory, Cheng Hao, Yu Qing, Yan Si, Shen Liuchun, and Xu Yanchen were in the photo frame.

"What about you? What do you want to be?”Yan Si sat below the stage and looked at Shen Liuchun with doting eyes.

"Me? I'll be your manager. The five of us will definitely be able to make a name for ourselves.”Shen Liuchun smiled innocently. Nothing had happened at that time.

" Xiaosi, Xiaosi, don't leave me behind. Xiaosi, don't!" Shen Liuchun lay weakly on the ground. She tried to grab Yan Si's pants, but he was walking too fast, so she could only crawl towards him with difficulty. Her white dress was stained with fresh blood. She gave up struggling and closed her eyes. Yan Si did not turn around. Instead, he walked forward with his hands in his pockets as if he was numb.

hospital

"Yan Si, you scum. You'll go to jail. All of you will go to jail.”Xu Yanchen screamed outside the emergency room. She grabbed Yan Si's collar and kept hitting him with both hands. Cheng Hao hugged her from behind and pulled her down from Yan Si. The police handcuffed Yan Si and took him away from the hospital. Xu Yanchen struggled as tears kept falling.

"Yanchen, don't be like this. Calm down.”Cheng Hao shook her shoulders, and she gave up struggling. She collapsed onto the ground and cried out loud. Yu Qing, who was standing at the side, saw everything. She clenched her fists and stared at Xu Yanchen.

"Don't leave if you love me

If you say you don't love me

Don't hear you really say it

Give me a little more tenderness

love me don't go

If you say you don't love me

Don't hear you really say it

"Give me a little more gentleness!" Tears flowed out of Xu Yanchen's eyes, and many of the audience below the stage could not help but shed tears when they heard her sad voice.

We promised not to separate and to be together forever. I can't bear to bully innocent years, youth is absurd, I won't let you down. Snow, please don't erase the traces of us together.

"Yanchen, you sang very well." Qi Yi clapped for her and handed her the safety helmet.

"Thank you."

"If I were a talent scout, I would definitely look for you. I always feel that you have the potential to be a star. You're beautiful and you sing well.”Zhang Haoyang gave her a thumbs up.

"Alright, if you continue, I'll be proud. Bye bye." Xu Yanchen put on his safety helmet and hopped onto the motorcycle.

"Goodnight, bye."

"Hey, senior, it's raining." Xu Yanchen felt the raindrops sliding across her fingertips. This was the first rain she had ever seen since she came to Taiwan. On rainy days, would you remember to bring an umbrella?

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