I'm a sentimental boy. I always feel insecure around me, and there's no woman I can trust.
After being single for so many years, I suddenly feel like I'm missing something by my side. I always feel like I'm lost. I lack a woman to spend my days with.
Every day, I stare blankly at the sky, often fantasizing that a woman who loves me will appear beside me.
"I'm more infatuated. After I graduated from junior high school, I worked everywhere and drifted around.
"I also pursued many girls outside. I lacked the love of a girl and the concern of a woman. I also had a happy and sweet life. That was when I was working last year."
"I once thought that I would love her very much and have a happy life with her, but I lost her. If it weren't for this relationship with her,
I wouldn't be in such a sorry state now, losing my job, losing my love, losing everything I have for my working life, including my daily necessities.
There was a time when I regretted many things brought about by my impulse. If I hadn't been in the army for four months,
If I hadn't left the girl I liked last year, Li Xiaoli, impulsively,
If I went to high school after graduating from junior high school, if my family conditions were better, if my parents were not farmers but rich people,
If I had studied hard when I was studying and got into university, perhaps I wouldn't be studying art now.
He would not be working in the county cultural center at home if he had learned to play the flute, the cucurbit flute, and the erhu. He had many ifs in his heart.
But I don't know if I will continue. I really want to change my life.
"My family's fate, the life that my youth experienced, is something that ordinary people can't understand. I was in the special forces, and those comrades who risked their lives with me...
But now it's the most distant memory, my military life, my military life is very short,
He had once thought that the feelings of his good brothers in the army would last forever. It was only now that he realized that the feelings of the past...
It would change with age. Now, she was still single and watched many of her classmates get married.
She was not married yet, so she kept thinking about what her 20-something-year-old boy was doing and what she was doing.
Therefore, I felt very uncomfortable. I really wanted to have a girl by my side to accompany me on the next path.
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