I suddenly felt that I was very useless. After working for so many years, I actually didn't earn a single cent, nor did I save a single cent. I spent 20 years in a daze like this. Thinking about it, I was still very useless.
I really feel that I have lived for more than 20 years in vain. Thinking back to when I was young, I was still very sensible. I remember that I listened to my parents very much.
I was also very diligent and not as lazy as I am now. At that time, I was very good at doing housework. At that time, my parents worked very hard in the fields. I didn't work so hard for my parents.
Therefore, she boiled the bathwater, cooked, fed the pigs, and so on every day. Every time I see my parents working so hard, I feel sad. So, my parents said that I was very sensible, very filial, and very obedient.
As time went by, the things that happened in my childhood had gone with my youth. Those childish thoughts in my childhood would never appear in my mind again.
I am now a young man, and the horn of youth has issued a new cry to me. Set sail and sail, and I am also heading for a new journey.
In my future journey, I decided on a new life plan. From then on, I no longer had that childish and immature face in my mind.
She felt that she was very useless. She had worked for so many years but had not earned any money. He did not give his parents a happy life and always made his parents worry.
She always felt that she had accomplished nothing and had not learned how to make clothes. I didn't become a soldier. My special forces were originally a very good unit.
But I quit. I was running away. We once swore under the military flag to be loyal to the motherland and the people. But I didn't fulfill my promise and retired.
What am I afraid of? What am I running away from? My youth, my dreams, my love, my brothers.
What am I afraid of? I never wanted to be a soldier, nor did I know that I would become a special forces soldier. Being a soldier is not my path at all. My dream is to be an artist.
I went to learn a craft, but I accidentally became a special forces soldier. He had never thought of learning how to play the flute, the cucurbit flute, or the erhu.
I never wanted to study art. Although my dream was to be an artist, that was just my idea.
Now, I'm in such a sorry state. I've done nothing, but my parents have to pay for my tuition.
However, I have a good master. Although Master Yaowenlu isn't a famous master, he treats me very well. Master has also brought a good disciple. I'm very obedient and sensible, and I'm deeply loved and liked by Master.
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