His father was not at home. Zhao Jun hurriedly greeted his mother and quickly started to push his motorcycle out. His mother came out of the house and walked up to Zhao Jun. She handed the towel in her hand to Zhao Jun."Old son, where are you going now that you've just returned? Look at your sweaty face, wipe your face first!”"Mom, I have something urgent to do. I'll tell you when I get back!”Zhao Jun couldn't care less about his mother's love. He took the towel, wiped his face, and continued to push his motorcycle out. His mother stood there with a towel in her hand and watched Zhao Jun push the motorcycle out. She seemed to have suddenly remembered something and said loudly,"Oh right, son, that Hong Mei came to our house. She sent back your things and the money she left with you. She asked me to give it to you!”"What? When did she come? Where is she?" Zhao Jun immediately stopped pushing the motorcycle and turned around to ask his mother anxiously. His mother looked at Zhao Jun lovingly and shook her head.""I don't know where she is either. She came the day before yesterday and brought the things and money over. She left after saying a few words and didn't say where she was going!”"Mom has something urgent to do. I'm leaving!" After hearing his mother's words, Zhao Jun hurriedly pushed the motorcycle outside and rode it out of the courtyard.
Zhao Jun, who was speeding all the way, parked his motorcycle in front of Li Yan's small house. He pushed open the courtyard door and walked in, pulling the door open. Li Yan was lying down and chatting with a man in his thirties. Li Yan was lying on the man's arm, and the two of them were very intimate. Zhao Jun suddenly barged in and gave both of them a fright. They hurriedly sat up and looked at Zhao Jun. The man calmed down first and pointed at Zhao Jun.""Who are you? What are you doing here?”"I'm here to look for my Sister Yan. Why can't I?”Zhao Jun vaguely remembered that this person was a policeman from the Jiangnan branch. However, Zhao Jun couldn't care less now. His words were very aggressive and even had a hint of provocation. "What did you say?" The man jumped to the ground. Li Yan hurriedly tidied up her clothes and ran over to face the man. She stood in front of Zhao Jun."This is my younger brother, Zhao Jun. He came to look for me. You go first.”The man walked around Zhao Jun and Li Yan and took a few steps forward. He turned around and glanced at Zhao Jun before pushing the door open and walking out. He seemed to be very dissatisfied with Zhao Jun's attitude.
At this moment, Zhao Jun was no longer in the mood to care about other people's expressions. He hurriedly asked Li Yan,"Sister, do you know where Hong Mei went?”Li Yan, who knew the purpose of Zhao Jun's visit, did not say anything. She turned around and took out a stack of letters from the cabinet and handed it to Zhao Jun."Here, this is what Hong Mei left for you. Take a look for yourself!”Zhao Jun quickly opened the letter, and Hong Mei's elegant handwriting appeared in front of him:
Hello, Xiao Jun.
First of all, I want to say sorry to you. Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. I know you really want to be with me, and I really want to be with you. The days we spent together were the happiest and most dependable days of my life. During the loneliest and most difficult time of my life, you were by my side. I will always remember this love in my heart! Xiao Jun, I really don't want to leave you, but you have to know that we're really not compatible. Even if they were forced to get married, they would not be happy! Marriage is not as simple as you think. Perhaps you still don't understand now, but I believe that you will understand in the future, and you will forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Little Jun, you have to remember, it's not that you're bad, it's that I'm not worthy!
Xiao Jun, I don't dare to say goodbye to you face to face. If I did, you definitely wouldn't let me go. Xiao Jun, please don't look for me. Since I'm leaving, I won't let you find me. You just need to remember that Hong Mei is with you because of a true relationship. No matter where I go, I will always pray for you and bless you! Xiao Jun, forget about me. Forget about me, a woman who is not suitable for you. Go find a girl who is suitable for you and live a good life. Don't always fight with others. That way, you'll be worried about anyone who's with you. I believe that my Xiao Jun is a true man with a heart. You have to remember Xiao Jun. No matter who you are with in the future, you have to learn to tolerate her and protect her! That was what a woman needed the most, and also what she wanted the most. I believe you will find a girl you like.
Goodbye, Xiao Jun. I will always pray for you and wish you happiness!
Hongmei
There was no date written at the bottom of the letter, and there were no clues about Hong Mei's whereabouts. Zhao Jun flipped the letter over and read it several times. He turned around and looked at Li Yan with a puzzled expression,""Sister, did Hong Mei say where she would go?”Li Yan shook her head lightly." She said she was going to the south. I don't know where exactly she was going. She didn't tell me." "What did she tell you when she came to deliver the letter?”Zhao Jun was so anxious that his face turned red. He could not wait to ask another question. Li Yan stole a glance at the anxious Zhao Jun and said in a low voice, She was quite busy when she came and didn't say much. She just said that she was going to the south and asked me to give you the letter." Zhao Jun sat on the stool next to him weakly and looked at Li Yan blankly."Sister, why do you think Hong Mei left? What happened?" Zhao Jun's tone was filled with sorrow and helplessness. Li Yan looked at Zhao Jun's appearance and felt a sense of tenderness in her heart. She stood up and walked to Zhao Jun's side. She hugged Zhao Jun's head tightly in her arms and stroked his forehead. She said softly,"Silly little brother, how can outsiders know about the two of you? Maybe the two of you are really not suitable. Hong Mei is so much older than you and has experienced so much. She must have thought too much. She must have her reasons for leaving you. Little brother, listen to your sister and stop thinking about it. If she wants to leave, then let her go! Listen to me and forget about her. I believe you will find a girl better than her!”Zhao Jun was silent for a while. He pushed Li Yan's hand away and stood up to walk out."Sis, I'm leaving."”Li Yan followed him out. " I'll go look for her." Zhao Jun got on his motorcycle and rushed out. " Little brother..." Li Yan looked at Zhao Jun's back as he walked away and hit her head hard.
For the entire night, Zhao Jun rode his motorcycle like a madman and searched all the places that Hong Mei could go in Jiang City. Still, he found nothing. The sky was gradually getting brighter, and there were more pedestrians on the road. Zhao Jun parked his motorcycle by the roadside and sat on it. He smoked one cigarette after another and looked at the pedestrians on the road blankly. He fell into chaos and depression. Suddenly, Zhao Jun seemed to remember something. He quickly started the motorcycle and rushed onto the road. He first found a small restaurant and had a casual breakfast. Then, he rushed to the gas station to fill up the motorcycle and quickly drove away from the city. They sped down the road.
Hong Mei's second uncle's family was sitting on the brick bed eating lunch when they suddenly saw Zhao Jun walking in with a dusty face. They were all stunned and looked at Zhao Jun in unison, forgetting to greet him. Zhao Jun quickly walked up to Hong Mei's second uncle and asked anxiously,"Second Uncle, is Hong Mei here?" Hong Mei's second uncle quickly jumped to the ground and pulled Zhao Jun to sit down. He first poured him a glass of water."Here, have some water. Hong Mei came the day before yesterday. She said that she was going to the south to tell us and then left. Why aren't the two of you together?”Hong Mei's second uncle seemed a little surprised. "Did she say where she was going to the south?”Zhao Jun did not bother to explain and hurriedly asked again. Hong Mei's second uncle shook his head." She didn't say where exactly she was going. She just said she was going to the south!"”Hong Mei's second uncle's words made Zhao Jun completely despair. His legs went weak and he sat on a stool beside him. His face was filled with confusion and helplessness. The little girl named Hong Ying brought a basin of water and a towel and placed it beside Zhao Jun. She said softly,"Brother, quickly wash your face!" Zhao Jun sat there blankly, his eyes empty as he looked out of the window without saying a word.
After returning to Jiang City, Zhao Jun's mood became even heavier. He could not figure out why Hong Mei left him. Every time he thought of Hong Mei and the happy days they spent together, Zhao Jun would feel his heart ache. Zhao Jun, who had become much more cheerful, began to become silent again. Just like when he had just left the juvenile detention center. Zhao Jun moved back to his parents 'house. Other than going to the fish market early in the morning, he stayed at home all day. He rarely communicated with others and just stayed quietly by himself. This made Zhao Jun's parents very happy. His son stayed at home every day and rarely went out for a stroll. Zhao Jun's parents felt very comforted. Since he lived at home every day, the relationship between Zhao Jun and his father had improved a lot. However, he spoke less and less.
The huge sense of loss made Zhao Jun feel that there was a fire in his heart that could not be vented. His mood was abnormally depressed. The morning sun was especially warm. After leaving the fish market, Zhao Jun didn't go home. Instead, he rode his motorcycle to the riverside. Facing the river, he sat on his motorcycle and stared blankly at the river flowing past. From time to time, people who came to play by the river passed by, but Zhao Jun did not seem to feel it. He still sat there quietly and looked at the river. It was as if everything in the mortal world had nothing to do with him.
Just as Zhao Jun was staring at the river in a daze, two people walked over from the side of the road. They walked behind Zhao Jun, but Zhao Jun did not notice anyone walking over at all. Until one of them reached out and patted Zhao Jun's shoulder. Zhao Juncai was shocked. He quickly turned around and laughed."Brother Qing, why did you come to Jiangyan?”Xia Qing reached out and hugged Zhao Jun's shoulder.""I saw you standing there. What's wrong, brother? Why are you here alone?”" It's nothing. I just came to take a look," Zhao Jun said with a smile. Xia Qing pulled the person beside her and pulled him across from Zhao Jun.""Xiao Jun, I have to introduce you to Zheng Hao from Jiang Bei! You have to call him Brother Zheng!" " Hello, Brother Zheng." Zhao Jun smiled and extended his hand to Zheng Hao. Zheng Hao quickly reached out and grabbed Zhao Jun's hand." Brother, I've always wanted to meet you. I didn't expect to meet you here." "Brother Zheng, what have you been busy with recently?" Zhao Jun casually made some small talk, but it was difficult to hide the loneliness in his expression. Zheng Hao let out a long sigh." Don't mention it. Your Brother Zheng is no longer the same as before. I'm sure you've heard that both of us died in Xu-er's hands. Although we still do what we should do, we're no longer the Zheng brothers of the past! Oh right, brother, I heard that you also died in Xu-er's hands! Xu-er was really arrogant now. He didn't care about anyone, old or young. I reckon that Xu-er will unify Jiang City in the future!”Zhao Jun looked at Zheng Hao quietly for a while without saying anything. Xia Qing held Zhao Jun's hand and said loudly,""Why are we talking about these annoying things when we're brothers? Let's go. It's my treat today. Let's find a place to drink!”
It was already past midnight, but Zhao Jun was still sitting quietly in the dark, unable to fall asleep. The bright moonlight shone through the window of the small house and shone on Zhao Jun. There was a hint of tranquility and loneliness in the haziness. Zhao Jun raised his head and silently stared at the cold moonlight. His face became even gloomier. The murderous look in his eyes did not disappear for a long time.
Once the fish market dispersed, Zhao Jun rushed home. He first asked his mother for a portion of the money that Hong Mei had sent back. After tidying up the money, he put it in his pocket. He then rode his motorcycle to the street and bought a new sickle, sharpening the blade. He then sharpened the spear he carried with him. Holding the bayonet in his hand, he put the sickle on the seat of the motorcycle and rode the motorcycle to Jiangbei. He began to slowly circle along the streets and alleys of Jiangbei. He was like a wolf looking for prey.
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