After staying at home for two days, I felt much better. Even though Qu Youfan was always bickering with me, I felt so close and warm. It was as if I had returned to the past when I had nothing to do with the four great families. However, the most urgent departure was indeed the most beautiful time. The matter of me secretly returning home made the elders of the four great families very angry. On the third day of returning home, they finally sent someone
He's here to pick me up. I know that the date of the " Sea Journey " is getting closer and closer. I should study etiquette, but I still want to go home. Sigh, can I care so much? Everything would pass, right?
"Xue Yin Yi Wen? Why are you here to pick me up?" Standing at the door, I was surprised to see that the person who got out of the car was actually Xue Yin Yi Wen. I thought it would be Feng Nan Hao Chen.
"Uh…that…Chen had something to do and couldn't come, so he asked me to pick you up.”But…why is Xue Yiwen's eyes flickering? And Fengnan Haochen seems to hate me being with Xue Yiwen. Why did he ask me to help him? I had some doubts in my heart, but I looked at him and didn't say anything. He opened the door for me and I got into the car.
He didn't drive and kept silent. I couldn't stand the low pressure and was the first to speak."I haven't seen you for a few days. Are you okay?”
He looked at me, smiled, and nodded.
"Um, is Yue Feiyang doing well?”I couldn't help but ask. I haven't seen her since that day. I think she must be very heartbroken. If it were me, I would definitely cry.
Snowy Yiwen's expression darkened. He shook his head and slowly said,""I don't know. She's locked herself in her room for a few days. She doesn't want to see anyone.”
I looked at his pale face and felt a little sad and melancholic. Why is no one so infatuated with me?
"You must be very worried about her, right? I'm sorry!" Actually, I felt very guilty. My appearance had completely disrupted their lives. Although Snowy Yiwen knew that Yue Feiyang liked Fengnan Haochen, at least he knew that the person he loved was happy. That was also a kind of happiness, but I…Now, I felt more and more confused. I didn't know if my choice back then was right or wrong. At that time, I hoped that I could intervene and let Snowy Yiwen and Yue Feiyang be together. However, I ended up causing trouble instead.
Xue Yin Yi Wen turned to look at my guilty face and shook her head."Why are you apologizing? Have you done anything wrong to me? In order to fulfill my wish, you actually chose Dust. I don't know how to face you if you do this.”
I looked at his distressed expression. It turned out that he knew that I chose Fengnan Haochen because of him, but I felt sad again." You don't have to face me. That was my own choice. Besides, I didn't do it all to fulfill your wish. I was just angry that Yue Feiyang used you like that. Besides…"
"Guoguo, you don't have to explain. I heard everything that day. Do you know why I haven't appeared in front of you these past few days? It's because I feel sorry for you. I really don't know…I really don't know…”Xue Yin Yiwen's face was red, and he no longer had the gentle smile on his face. He seemed to have suppressed these words for a long time. I really didn't expect that I would be able to trouble him one day. I thought that the only person who could trouble him was Yue Feiyang.
I felt sour in my heart, but I forced a smile."Aiya, why do you make me sound so miserable? Xue Yin Yi Wen, this isn't you. Hurry up and change back. I want to see the gentle handsome guy with the gentlest smile on his face. Don't be so sad. I'm really fine.”
He looked at me steadily and his expression softened. He looked at me with a doting expression."Guoguo, you're the kindest girl I've ever met, do you know that?”
Looking at his eyes, I couldn't help but blush."I'm not okay. You don't have to comfort me.”
Xue Yin Yiwen's eyes started to blur as she said calmly,""Do you know why I helped you the first time I saw you? At that time, I always took a shortcut into school because I hated people surrounding me. I liked to walk quietly alone. I didn't expect to see you on the road that I had been walking on. You tried your best to climb up, but then you fell down when you couldn't stand steadily. Just like when I was young, Feiyang also liked to climb trees. Every time she couldn't climb up, she would fall down. Actually, I knew that with Feiyang's skills, how could she not climb up? She just wanted to attract Chen's attention, but Chen didn't take it to heart every time. Every time, I had to go and pick her up. She always blames me for being a busybody. But I have to help her every time…Sigh!”He sighed faintly.
I finally understood why he had helped a stranger at that time. It turned out that he was already used to it. Subconsciously, he had mistaken me for Yue Feiyang when I was climbing the wall.
He continued," I didn't catch you at that time, but you still looked at me with a smile on your face. You didn't even blink. Do you know what I thought I saw? I thought it was a lost deer that needed help. I thought that something must have happened to you and kept saying that I wanted to help you. So I went there every day to help you climb the wall until you said you didn't need my help anymore. " I saw your eyes and I knew that your problem hadn't been solved. Your face showed what you were thinking. Actually, I really hoped that you would tell me about it and I would help you solve it, but you were afraid of implicating me. You were so kind. At that time, I thought that only by being by your side would I feel needed. People would care about him. When I heard Chen say that he had a new follower at the school gate, I saw your eyes and knew that it was you. When Ye Hanxiao appeared, I knew that you would be in danger. Because of her vicious heart, all the girls who used to have a relationship with Chen didn't have a good ending, so I waited for you at the school gate after class. However, I didn't expect that I would still find out about that painful thing…"
I shivered as I remembered Ye Xiaoxiao's slap and the laughter of those men." Actually, it's all in the past. Although it was a painful memory, I was lucky to be saved at the last moment. I still have to thank you and Fengnan Haochen.”
"Look, Guoguo, why did I say that you are the kindest girl I have ever met? If it was anyone else, they would hate Ye Hanxiao to death and would do anything to get revenge, but you didn't. When you were at my house, you called your father. You were already very sad, but you pretended to be happy so that they wouldn't worry about you.”Xue Yin Yi Wen praised me without any effort, I was a little embarrassed.
"Wow, Ivan, what's wrong with you today? Why would he say such things? "Evan feels so strange.
"Guoguo, I owe you too much. I really can't do anything about Feiyang. Guoguo, let me take care of you, okay?”Xue Yin Yiwen's words were like a bomb that fell into my heart, causing ripples.
The corner of my mouth twitched, but I couldn't smile. I could only touch Snowy Yiwen's forehead and pretend to be relaxed."Ivan, you…do you have a fever?”
He took my hand off his forehead and sighed."Guoguo, I'm serious. I'm not joking, do you understand?"
"But isn't it too late to say this now? Back then, I chose Fengnan Haochen in front of the elders, and the elders all agreed. Now, your words are useless, do you understand?”
"It doesn't matter. We can go and tell the elders that you like me, right? Or are you going to tell me that you have no feelings for me at all and that you like Chen?”He sounded a little excited and parked the car by the side of the road.
"Yes, I like you, but I also know your feelings for Yue Feiyang. Although I'm not smart, I have self-esteem and pride. I can't like a boy who has another girl in his heart because that would really make me very sad.”My heart was a little sad. Images of me getting to know Xue Yin Yiwen and getting along with him appeared in my mind. Yes, I do like him. His gentleness, his kindness, and so on. However, after so many things have happened, I no longer know my own heart.
"Yes, I do love Feiyang, but I also know that she doesn't love me. What if I say, Guoguo, please give me time? I'll bury her in the deepest part of my heart and then have the space to love you?”he said seriously.
"You…do you know what you're saying?”I couldn't help but ask him again.
"I'm sure. I'm very clear." His eyes sparkled as he told himself that he was serious!
" Oh my god…" My heart couldn't help but surge. I didn't know how to answer him when he said such words. "You…I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming.”I closed my eyes and hypnotized myself again and again.
"Guoguo, look at me. You're not dreaming.”Xue Yin Yi Wen turned my shoulder over and let me look at him." I don't know how Chen feels about you. But I don't think you're happy with him. His thoughts are too deep. Sometimes, even the friends we grew up with don't know what he's thinking. I'm afraid... I'm afraid that you'll be hurt.”His voice was trembling. His reaction made me even more at a loss.
" Ivan, I…" At this moment, my gaze passed him and stopped on the man and woman walking over.
They were a couple. The girl had a pair of bright eyes that were clear and bright like the stars. Her face was beautiful and she smiled like a flower at the boy beside her. The boy beside her also had a faint smile on his face. He was extremely gentle to the girl as the two of them held hands. My heart sank. That boy was clearly Fengnan Haochen. Other than him, who else had such a handsome appearance? I've never seen the girl beside him before. Who is she?
"Guoguo? Did I scare you? I just wanted you to understand my feelings. I told you so much just now because I wanted you to know that you are very special in my heart.”Xue Yin Yi Wen looked at my abnormally pale face.
"Ivan, do you know why Fengnan Haochen didn't come to pick me up?”I asked. I don't know why, but my heart hurts like it's being pricked by needles.
"Hmm?" Xue Yin Yiwen was stunned for a moment." He, he said that he was not feeling well, so he asked me.”
"But you clearly said that he had something to do just now. Why are you saying that he's not feeling well now?”I looked into his eyes, hoping he wouldn't lie to me.
"Is that so? Maybe I said something wrong just now. Let's go somewhere for a walk, okay? Where do you want to go?" Xue Yiwen wanted to change the topic, but I didn't give him the chance.
"Let's go and see Fengnan Haochen. I've never heard of him feeling unwell. Let's go!"
"Guoguo, let's not go. Let's go for a ride somewhere, okay?”He looked nervous, but I didn't know what he was nervous about. At this moment, Hua Jing and Xia Zhi's words appeared in my mind like an electric shock. Then, I thought of Xue Yin and Yi Wen's abnormal behavior. I thought of what he said and the scene I just saw. I wanted to know the truth.
"Ivan, you shouldn't pity me.”My hands and feet were cold, and it was difficult for me to breathe. I suddenly realized a fact, and that was-I fell in love with Fengnan Haochen!
He looked at me in confusion. He didn't know why I would suddenly say such a thing.
"Li Xuan is back, right?" Hua Jing and Xia Zhi had said that Fengnan Haochen was only good to Li Xuan. He also said that Li Xuan was coming back from America. Who else could that beautiful girl be other than Li Xuan?
"You…What Li Xuan? What happened to her? Why are you suddenly asking her?" Snowy Yiwen's eyes were filled with shock, but they were instantly replaced by laughter. Pretending not to understand what I was talking about. But in an instant, I realized that my guess was correct.
"You love Yue Qi Feiyang, but you know that she loves Fengnan Haochen. You are willing to fulfill her wish and silently bless her. And you feel that you owe me a lot, so you'd rather suffer the scolding of the elders with me than marry me. It's because you know that Li Xuan has returned. You think that Fengnan Haochen might ask the elders not to marry me because of Li Xuan, or hurt me so that I can ask for the annulment of the engagement first. In that case, I might suffer less, right?”I calmly stated what I believed to be the truth, hoping that Xue Yin and Yi Wen would verify my guess.
"Guoguo, I…No, how is that possible? I really want to be with you, that's why I'm telling you…"
I interrupted Xue Yin Yiwen's words," You don't have to say anymore. I know you're doing this for my own good. I know, but you can't lie to me like this! You know, I used to like you a lot because you were like an angel, always by my side when I was sad. It was also because your love for Yue Feiyang touched me, but I have self-esteem. You can lie to me, lie to me that you will love me, take good care of me, and let me be with you. But when I find out the truth, how can I face it? How can I accept all of this? Ivan, thank you for your care, but I can't accept your hateful sympathy.”
"But how are you going to accept all of this? You're so innocent. You could have lived happily with your family for the rest of your life without getting involved in this complicated family. This is unfair to you. If Fengnan Haochen really wants to break off the engagement for Li Xuan and He He, what should you do? I really don't want to see you sad." Xue Yin Yiwen said sadly. He really wanted to treat me well. He's always been so kind, I know.
"But there's always a solution, isn't there? Besides, you know how I get along with Fengnan Haochen. He treated me so badly. How could I be hurt because of him? How was this possible? Evan, don't worry, okay?" There must be a solution, right?
" But…" Xue Yin Yiwen was still worried and wanted to say something, but I interrupted her.
"Ivan, you don't have to say anymore. Send me back. Let's put Fengnan Haochen's matter aside for now. I have to face the elders now. I'll definitely be scolded to death. Sigh, let's see how to deal with them first.”I pretended to be relaxed and didn't think about Fengnan Haochen. That was because I thought of the gentleness on his face. I felt really sour because he had never treated me with that expression.
"Sigh!" He sighed again. I knew what he was thinking, but I didn't want to face the problem that hadn't happened yet. It was so tiring.
Grandpa Feng Nan is the only one in the Elder Hall. I'm a little curious. Why aren't the four elders together? Aren't you going to criticize me?
"Grandpa Fengnan, don't be angry. It's my fault for sneaking home without telling you. Please don't scold me.”He made the first move and forced me to admit my mistake so that he wouldn't be willing to scold me.
Indeed, he snorted heavily. "You little girl, you're so heartless. You ran back for so many days and didn't want to come back. Don't you only miss your parents and not Grandpa Fengnan?”
I chuckled and quickly ran over to act coquettishly."Grandpa, don't be angry. I'm back, aren't I? If you get angry, you'll get old, and you won't be handsome anymore!”
"Bad girl, Grandpa is already old. What's so handsome about him?”Grandpa Feng Nan was blown away by my sugar-coated bullets. It seems that he won't blame me.
"How can I? Grandpa isn't old yet. He's still very young.”I laughed.
"Yi Wen, why are you with Guo Ling? Where's Haochen?" Grandpa Feng Nan's question made my heart sink.
"Chen has something to do, so he asked me to pick Guoguo up.”Xue Yin Yiwen glanced at me from the corner of his eyes. I knew that he must be conflicted and didn't want to make me sad, but that was the truth.
"He hasn't been home for the past few days. I don't know where he went. I thought he went home with Guo Ling.”Grandpa Feng Nan's words made my heart ache. How many days have you been away? That means that he has been with Li Xuan for the past few days. I guess SnowYin Yiwen also knows about this, so he made up his mind to tell me to be with him. Unfortunately, I saw Fengnan Haochen and Li Xuan holding hands.
"He…I don't know where he went. Something must have happened. Otherwise, Chen wouldn't have left for such a long time without saying anything.”Xue Yin Yi Wen defended Fengnan Haochen, but his every word seemed to hit my heart.
"That's right, girl. Don't worry. He'll be fine.”Grandpa Feng Nan said.
I raised the corner of my mouth and looked at Xue Yin Yi Wen. I nodded. With a beauty in my arms, what could happen to him?
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