When I returned to Hua Jing's house, the sky was already very dark. When I walked to the door, the servant had already come to welcome me. Strange, I don't seem to be so enthusiastic usually. Did I take the wrong medicine?
"Miss, you're finally back. Master, Madam, and Young Master are waiting for you to eat.”I forgot the name of this servant. She seems to be the butler, right? Your attitude towards me is normal, right? They weren't that intimate.
"Master, Madam, Miss is back.”I walked to the entrance of the dining room and the butler shouted loudly. Wow, her voice was so loud!
"Guo Ling, you're here. Come over and eat. You must be hungry, right?”Madam Hua Jing quickly walked over and pulled me to her seat. He pulled out a stool for me to sit down.
"Guo Ling, why did you come back so late today? Remember to bring your phone with you when you go out in the future. Otherwise, you won't be able to find her. Your mother was so worried. Fortunately, Xia Zhi said that he saw you. Otherwise, she would have sent someone to look for you.”Mr. Hua Jing said as well, looking like a loving father. It was very natural, unlike a few days ago, when the atmosphere during dinner was so awkward that they didn't have enough to eat.
"Guoling, look at you. You've lost weight in just a few days. You should eat more in the future. If you want to eat anything in the future, just tell Auntie Wu. She'll arrange it, okay? This is your home, don't be so formal.”Mrs. Hua Jing put a lot of food into my bowl. I could see the love in her eyes. I knew she definitely didn't want to leave me behind at that time, but the rules of the four great families were strict, so she really had no choice. However, I've been very happy for the past ten years. Just like I said to Qu Youfan, throwing away the so-called persistence in my heart can make others happy, so what's wrong with that? She was already so touched and happy just by calling her 'mommy', so what was the harm in calling her a few more times?
"That's right, Miss. If you want to eat anything in the future, just tell Auntie Wu.”The housekeeper who came to welcome me was called Aunt Wu. It seemed that my attitude towards Madam Hua Jing and the others had changed. She was also happy, which was why she was so friendly to me. It turns out that the Hua Jing family doesn't reject me as much as I thought.
"Okay, Auntie Wu, don't worry. I won't stand on ceremony.”Thinking of this, I happily called her Aunt Wu. "Mom, Dad, you should eat too. You must be hungry too, right?”I didn't expect them to wait for me for dinner, so I came back so late. They reminded me of the time when I was in the Qu family. Because my parents would wait for me like this, I didn't dare to come home late every time.
"Yes, yes. Eat, eat. You eat too.”Madam Hua Jing said as she fed her a mouthful of rice. If I'm not wrong, her eyes turned red again.
I looked at Hua Jing and Xia Zhi. He looked at Madam Hua Jing and Mr. Hua Jing with a smile and then shrugged his shoulders. Perhaps he was saying that he was also very helpless about why his parents were so easily moved.
The meal was completed in a very harmonious and natural state. This was something I hadn't expected since I came to Hua Jing's house.
"Guo Ling…forget it…so many things have happened today. You must be tired. We can talk about it tomorrow. Go upstairs and have a good rest." Mr. Hua Jing said.
I didn't know what he was going to say, but I nodded anyway. I applied for a week's leave from school. Looks like I'll have to go to Yang Jingjing's etiquette class tomorrow. Sigh! Who knew what would happen tomorrow? A lot of things had happened in the past two days.
It was better to conserve energy and deal with tomorrow's unexpected incident!
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"Miss Hua Jing, Elder Feng Nan wants you to meet him in the Elder Hall.”I was going to look for Yang Jingjing for a lesson, but when I arrived at the Elder Hall, a servant came over to tell me the news.
"It can't be, right? They had just met yesterday. Why would they meet again?”She didn't know what Grandpa Feng Nan was going to say.
"Miss, hurry up. The elder has been waiting for a long time.”
"Got it." He'll definitely tell me about Fengnan Haochen. We'll talk about it later.
"Grandpa Fengnan…where are you?”When he entered the Elder Hall, he saw that there was no one there." Grandpa Fengnan, are you still playing hide-and-seek with me?" Grandpa Feng Nan! Stop playing. If you don't come out, I'm leaving.”
Looking at the empty hall, I couldn't help but mutter to myself,""It can't be April Fool's Day today, right?”Then, he turned around and was about to leave the hall.
"Little sidekick!" That familiar voice came, and I couldn't help but stop.
What kind of feeling was that? Was it surprise or joy? I don't know. I only know that my heart is surging with emotions and that my eyes are a little hot. I can't cry! I don't care about this detestable person!
I don't want to talk to him, don't!
I didn't turn around to look at him, but my feet seemed to have been fixed. I couldn't leave.
"Little sidekick." After I had so many thoughts in my heart, he had already come to me. That handsome face still hadn't changed, but if I'm not wrong, there seemed to be fatigue between his brows.
He slowly raised his hand. I looked at his hand, not knowing what he was going to do. Then he used his index finger to scratch my nose. His action made my tears flow out. "Get lost, get lost! Don't touch me."
"Little sidekick, little sidekick…don't cry, you can hit or scold me if you want, but don't cry.”My tears made him panic. He used his hands to wipe my tears, but the more he wiped, the more tears he wiped.
"Get lost, don't touch me, get lost!”I couldn't help but cry out loud. As I cried, I pushed his hand away.
"Listen to my explanation. I still have a lot to say to you. At least let me explain clearly before chasing me away.”He stood in front of her and couldn't push her. After all, there was a big difference in strength between boys and girls.
"Explain what? What was there to explain? I don't want to listen to your nonsense. I don't want to listen. Go away." I've already decided to ignore him.
"I've decided this time. No matter what you say to me, I'll explain it to you clearly.”He couldn't calm me down, so he could only hold me in his arms.
"I told you, I won't listen. I don't want you to touch me with the hand that touched Li Xuan.”I struggled in his arms.
"Can I understand that you're jealous?”His voice sounded a little happy.
"Who's jealous? Who wants to be jealous of you?”After hearing what he said, she forgot to cry.
"Yes, yes, yes. Why would you, Miss Hua Jing, be jealous of me?”he teased.
" Hmph…" I snorted and ignored him.
"Guo Ling! Listen to me, I didn't mean to not help you on the yacht. Do you know?" he said after a pause.
It would have been better if he hadn't said it, but now that he did, I was angry."Yes, yes, yes. Both Yiwen and Hua Jing and Xia Zhi said that you have your difficulties. I just want to ask you, what difficulties does Eldest Young Master have that make you protect Li Xuan so much and treat her so gently?”
"I'm sorry, Guo Ling. I've already promised someone else, so I can't say it!”He said firmly.
"Can't say? You can just tell me that you don't want to tell me. Why do you have to say so much nonsense? If you can't tell me, then why did you come to me? Go with your Li Xuan and don't appear in front of me to be annoying. Let go of me! Don't you have ears? Let go!" I screamed hysterically.
" Oh…Feng Nan…Oh…" He sealed my mouth with a kiss. Unlike before, his kiss this time was aggressive. His kiss made me completely dizzy, or perhaps intoxicated! His entire head was dizzy.
Until he let go of me, I looked at him in a daze. The corners of his mouth curled up as he gently touched my face with his palm."I haven't seen you for a few days, but you've turned into a little wild cat. This is the only way for you to listen to me quietly.”
His words woke me up. Oh my god, how could I be addicted to his kiss? It's so disappointing. I glared at him and turned to leave.
He pulled me back." Do you want me to kiss you until you're unconscious before you'll listen to me obediently?"”
I hurriedly covered my mouth. That situation was too embarrassing. He saw my actions and a hurt light flashed in his eyes. Then, he slowly said,"Little sidekick…although there are some things I can't tell you, there are some things I have to tell you. I want to tell you that I will never give up on you. I will never give up on the marriage with the Hua Jing family and let you be with Ivan. No matter what, I can't do it. Even if I knew that your heart wasn't with me, even if I knew that you had always liked Ivan, I couldn't let go of you. No matter what, I still had to keep you by my side and make you like me. Because from the day you said that you chose me, I no longer allowed you to escape from my side.”
Hearing his words, I widened my eyes and looked at him. His words echoed in my head over and over again.
…I will never give up on you…
…I can't let go of you…
... I must keep you by my side no matter what...
…To make you like me…
…Because from the day you said that you chose me, I would not allow you to escape from my side…
I looked at him blankly, not knowing how to react. This Fengnan Haochen was so unfamiliar to me. Why would he say these words to me? Oh my god, am I dreaming?
I pinched my face.”
"What are you doing?" He didn't seem to understand my actions.
"Let's see if I'm dreaming.”I replied honestly.
Fengnan Haochen's face immediately turned red. He then said loudly,""Qu Jing Guo Ling, I'm not joking with you. Do you have to anger me away with the emotions that I've cultivated with great difficulty? Or would you only believe it when someone confessed to you? Everything I, Fengnan Haochen, said to you was nonsense?”
"Confession?" I stared at him with my eyes wide open." You…You said…Are you confessing to me?”
"Can't you tell? I'm sorry I didn't call you a little idiot.”He snorted.
"Thank goodness you're back to normal." Hello, do you know what number this is?”Then, she raised her hand and waved two fingers in front of his eyes.
"..." He looked at me angrily, the veins on his forehead bulging.
I gulped. He was really angry. "Don't be angry. I'm just…I'm just confirming if you're Fengnan Haochen…Because…Because in my opinion, how could such a proud person like Fengnan Haochen say such things to me?”
The anger in his eyes seemed to have disappeared a lot because of my words. I continued,"I don't know why you're here to explain this to me. I know that you and Li Xuan are childhood sweethearts and must have a good relationship. I know all this. Moreover, our marriage alliance might just be a farce. I've said before that even if you like someone after marriage, I won't object to it. So I know that I have no reason to be angry with you.”Yes, I did feel betrayed when he was with Li Xuan, but that was indeed the case. What right do I have to be angry? At that time, I thought that after he got married and met someone he liked, I would divorce him and let him be free. Perhaps I was blinded by jealousy. I was jealous that Li Xuan could have Fengnan Haochen, but so what? If Fengnan Haochen's heart belongs to Li Xuan, why would I still come?
"You mean you don't care what happens between Li Xuan and me? Is that what you mean?”My anger seemed to have started to heat up again, and there was a chill in my voice. I couldn't help but wonder why he was angry when my understanding words should have made him feel better.
" You…It's not that I don't care, but…" But what? I don't know what it is, I can't think of anything.
"But what? But what? Didn't you feel anything after I said so much just now? Do you think that what I said was just nonsense? Or do you not care about what I say because you have no feelings for me?”
His questioning tone made me unhappy."Why are you so angry? I should be the one angry, alright? My fiancé didn't appear in front of me for so many days. He was with another woman and didn't give me any explanation. When I was misunderstood by others, he looked at me coldly and trusted other women. When I was alone and helpless, another man believed me without any reason and helped me out. Do I have to thank my fiancé for treating me like this? Do you think I didn't listen to what you said? You're wrong. I remember everything, not a single word, but I can't believe it. How can I believe it? You've always treated me as a toy, a toy that can make you happy, and I have no room to refute. When I was able to stand by your side, so many people told me more than once that I wasn't worthy of you!”
"Yes, I know. I'm an ugly duckling, and you're the favored son of heaven. No matter how high I climb or how far I reach, I can't touch you. I also want to stay far away from you and not be your toy, but fate played such a big joke on me and made me your fiancée. Do you know how I felt at that time? I didn't dare to take your kindness to me seriously because I was afraid that it was a sign that you were playing with me. Under such circumstances, your princess appeared. She was as dazzling as you and looked so compatible with you. Moreover, you were so gentle to her. You had never treated me like that. How could I believe that? Fengnan Haochen, tell me!”I didn't know how much I said, but I said everything that I had hidden in my heart. I never thought that I would say these words to someone else, let alone Fengnan Haochen.
I thought he would laugh at me after I said those words, but he didn't. His eyes were filled with love as he looked at me. I didn't understand why he had such a gaze.
Forget it! I don't want to think about these boring questions anymore. I've said what I should say and what I shouldn't say. I don't care what happens next. "Hey!" I sighed and turned to leave. Just treat what he said just now as a joke.
"Guo Ling!" He grabbed me and pulled me into his arms. "I swear that what I said just now is true. I won't let go of what you said. It's all true. There's not a trace of falsehood, and I'm not joking. I never thought you were an ugly duckling, never thought you weren't good enough for me, and I never treated you as a toy. I didn't know that you had so many thoughts in the past. Since you've told me now, it means that you believe me. Then please continue to believe me, okay?”
I blinked in confusion. Was he serious?!
Seeing that I didn't react, he laughed at himself."I don't know if I owed you something in my previous life, but I already promised myself that no matter what you say, I wouldn't lose my temper, but in the end, I couldn't hold it in. You really know how to anger me!~! Little sidekick, what should I do with you?”His words were full of ridicule and indulgence.
"Fengnan Haochen. You…" He interrupted me before I could finish.
"You can call me Xue Yin Yi Wen so intimately, but I'm your fiancé and you call me by my name.”He let go of me and pointed at my nose with his finger. His gaze made my heart go numb. Why did he suddenly become the same as when we first met? His words were like the whispers of lovers, making me blush.
" Fengnan Haochen…Why are you…" Fengnan Haochen pressed my lips again and interrupted me.
"Call me Hao, okay?" he said softly. I could almost feel his breath on my face.
"Hao?" I asked doubtfully.
"Yes, Wen, Xia Zhi and the others call me Chen, but they don't want you to call me that like them, so you can call me Hao in the future. Don't call me by my full name anymore, understand?”He explained why he wanted me to call him Hao.
"But…"
"No buts. If you call me wrong once, I'll kiss you once. No matter when or where, if you call me wrong, I'll kiss you until you remember. I mean what I say." He began to smile sinisterly. In my opinion, it was so harmonious. The fatigue between his brows when I saw him just now really didn't suit him.
I blushed from his stare. I was still a little puzzled. Aren't we in the middle of a quarrel? Why did it suddenly become so ambiguous? " Fengnan Haochen…You…Uh…Uh…" I was about to discuss the doubts in my heart with him when his lips fell again.
When he finally let go of me, I could only lie in his arms and pant. He kissed her twice today. Oh my god, what was going on?
"Have you forgotten what I just said? I'll kiss you every time you call me wrong, but I hope you call me wrong twice more, because you're really sweet.”He said with a perverted smile.
"Why are you so overbearing? Also, how can you kiss me like that? If anyone sees this, I won't be able to clear my name even if I jump into the Yellow River.”I looked at him angrily.
"Have you forgotten? I'm your fiancé. What's wrong with kissing you? And so what if others saw it? Anyway, many people had already seen it, right?”
"That was all because you teased me and deliberately let others see it. Other than Cheng Qiao, all the girls in school hate me and say that I'm a toad lusting after swan meat.”Thinking of what those girls said, it really made him angry.
"Little sidekick, I just want you to know that I did want to tease you at the beginning, but in the end, I didn't tease you as a toy. I just wanted you to have me in your heart, but I don't know why you were so afraid of me and even liked Wen Shang. Do you know how happy I was when you chose me? But I didn't expect you to choose me to help Wen. Moreover, when you mentioned Wen, you looked so happy. Do you know how I felt at that time? I've never felt that way before. However, I don't want to talk about these things now. The purpose of my visit is to tell you that no matter who I'm with now, no matter what I'm doing, my heart is only thinking about you! So I won't let you leave me, and I won't let you go. You can forget about getting rid of me in this lifetime.”
" Buzz…" I felt as if someone had knocked on my head. Oh my god! Am I hallucinating again? I didn't dare to pinch my own face to test if I was dreaming. I could only quietly pinch my thigh." Hiss…" It really hurt. It seemed like it was real.
"Even if you like Xue Yin Yi Wen now, I believe I will make you forget him.”he added. "Also, I don't want you to misunderstand. I don't like Li Xuan. I've always treated her as my sister. I'm very happy that you told me that you mind Li Xuan's existence. That way, I can understand that you at least care about me a little.”
"Then why are you so close to her?”
"This is the reason why I can't tell you. After I settle Li Xuan's matter in a few days, I'll explain it to you in detail, okay?”His gentle tone made me nod foolishly.
"Good girl! Now that I'm done talking, don't blame me anymore, okay?”he said, and I nodded again.
"Guo Ling, you're so obedient," he laughed. He touched my head.
"I'm not a dog. Humph!"
"It's not a dog, but it's my pet, my personal pet, so you have to stay away from Ivan. Do you understand?" After being gentle for less than a minute, her domineering nature appeared again.
This time, I won't obediently nod." I don't want to. Ivan is the best. He's the gentlest. He even brought me to see fireflies. He can even start a fire and…Uh…" He sealed my mouth again.
Hehe…He was angry again. He said so much. Does he mean that he likes me?
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