Messiah was about to die.
Death was not unusual for any person or animal. It was a necessary process.
Even if it was inevitable, it was also a very sad process, especially for Messiah, who was only sixteen years old and had just started her idol career.
The cancer cells had spread to his entire internal organs. There was no cure for him now. He could only wait for death.
Every breath he took was accompanied by a feeling of pain, as if he could spit out fire. The ribs in his abdomen seemed to have collapsed, as if there was something heavy pressing down on him. It made him want to break open his stomach and scoop up his internal organs.
At the last moment of his life, after he gave his funeral arrangements and entrusted all his assets to his parents, he chose to transfer out of the hospital and return home. He stayed quietly in his room alone.
The sky outside was as blue as ever. It was so clear, so beautiful, and so nostalgic.
The pain tortured him, making him want to leave this world as soon as possible. However, the more it was so, the more he wanted to live.
For some reason, at the end of his life, his illness seemed to have completely recovered. His face was unnaturally red, and at the same time, he felt much more relaxed. He vaguely understood that this was probably the last few minutes of his life.
After hesitating for a moment, Messiah slowly stood up and used her pale and slender hand to pick up the guitar beside her. Then, she opened the video and watched it with a smile.
He gently caressed the guitar. It was a gift from his mother, and it was also his most cherished guitar.
Looking at the video recorder, Messiah opened her mouth. She had not spoken for a long time, so her throat was inevitably a little hoarse. She actually did not know how to speak for a moment.
"My favorite friends, family, fans…Life is always so unpredictable and unreasonable.”
"Birth, aging, sickness, death, disability."
"This isn't something that anyone can control. It's the same for everyone. At least to me, I feel that it's too unfair. I'm only sixteen years old. I still have many songs that I haven't sung yet. I've just started. Why am I leaving this world so early?”
"It really makes me want to beat up the Goddess of Fate. Other than that, the final pain made me go crazy. I never understood why I had to encounter such a thing.”
"Pain and sorrow are a pair of good brothers. They always like to find me together. I've already been tortured by them until I can't control myself.”
"Fortunately, I'm free now. However, I don't expect to be free. I really want to live on. However, there are many things that can't be done just by thinking about it…"
" The people I love, the people who love me, in the end, I don't know what to say, what to leave behind…"
"Perhaps it's just wishful thinking, or perhaps it's out of selfishness, but please allow me to continue singing a song for you.”
"This is 'Ordinary Path'. It's one of my favorite songs.”
……
Wandering on the road ~
are you leaving
via~
via~
The fragile pride is proud ~
That used to be my appearance ~
……
Boiling and restless ~
where are you going
via~
via~
Enigmatic and calm ~
Are you really listening to the story?
……
I once crossed mountains and rivers ~
And through the sea of people ~
Everything I once owned ~
In the blink of an eye, it was like smoke ~
……
……
The song was definitely not perfect, and it was definitely not good. It was not even one-tenth of Messiah's peak performance, but it was the most dedicated song that Messiah had ever sung.
Just by savoring the lyrics, one could see Messiah's current state of mind, and at the same time, one could see more things.
Scenes appeared in his mind like a movie.
But no matter what, there was nothing he could do.
Many times, this was reality.
"The last song, I'm not joking. It's really the last, last song.”Messiah said with a smile. He walked to the front of the video recorder and turned it off. However, the moment his finger pressed the button, he no longer had any strength to support his body. He collapsed to the ground and slowly closed his eyes...
Hey,
This…
Was it the feeling of death?
There seemed to be some indescribable wonder.
Really…
……
The world seemed to be spinning. His consciousness was thrown into the sky in an instant and fell into the bottomless abyss in another instant.
This feeling lasted for a long time. Then, he was woken up by the smell of Lychee that was unique to the hospital.
I'm not dead yet?
The unimaginable situation caused this thought to appear in Messiah's mind. However, in the next moment, countless memory fragments covered the sky.
These memory fragments were not Messiah, but another world. His name was also Messiah, and his appearance was somewhat similar. Could this be the so-called parallel world?
However, the memories that he came into contact with next stunned him. What the hell is this…?
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