Tell me a secret I've kept hidden in my heart for years,
When I was in middle school,
She secretly liked a classmate from the same class as her in the second year of high school.
She was the first girl to write to me in my life.
We used to write letters to each other,
I still remember what she said to me in her letter.
No matter what I do in the future,
She will always support me silently from behind.
This sentence became the support in my heart.
At that time, he slowly fell in love with her.
It was when he was in the third year of junior high school.
We wrote letters for half a year in the second semester of the second year of junior high school.
I thought she wouldn't write to me anymore in the third year of junior high.
But she still took the initiative to write to me.
There are many letters between men and women,
It was really not good.
After entering the third year of junior high school,
I found myself a little strange.
She was in Class Three and Four.
I'm always afraid to pass by Class Three or Four,
Seeing her passing by,
She would also lower her head shyly.
And I want to see what she's doing
I'm always at the back door of Class 3.3 after class.
He wanted to see what she was doing in Class Three and Four.
At that time, I also thought of confessing to her.
Tell her I like her very much in my heart,
He was willing to do anything for her.
No matter what she asked me to do in her letter,
I'll help her do it
Even if she wants me to pick the stars in the sky,
I'll pluck it too
What she told me,
No matter how difficult it was,
I'll do it too
As long as she was happy, it was fine.
There was once when he saw her very angry.
My heart was in a mess.
Yes, I grew up then and after,
I also tested her one-sidedly in my letter at that time.
He asked her about her relationship.
But she'll never understand what I mean,
There was one thing because of her.
I did something stupid,
I've never mentioned this to anyone.
When she wrote to me,
She was going to study at Anyuan Secondary School.
When I heard,
She immediately told the class teacher that she wanted to go to a secondary school.
The homeroom teacher asked why for a long time.
I didn't even tell her,
At that time, I felt that for her,
I can give up my studies,
He even went to secondary school with her before he finished his third year of junior high.
Although after arriving there,
We won't be in the same class,
But we can be in the same school,
This kind of words also made her feel much closer.
At that time, he thought that no matter where she went,
Where my heart follows,
What I want to say is that if you were in the third year of junior high school,
Not because she wrote to encourage me,
I couldn't read it anymore,
Two to three days later in the first semester of the third year of junior high school.
I felt a little strange at that time.
He was always distracted in class.
He was not paying attention to the class.
He felt as if he had lost his soul.
After the form teacher noticed my abnormality,
He talked to me many times,
The homeroom teacher guessed that I might have been,
Which girl did you date?
I said no,
Under his repeated questioning, I told him the truth.
I said I'm not in love,
He just wrote a letter to a girl.
But not a love letter,
No matter how I argue,
The class teacher said to me,
You write letters to girls,
No matter what kind of letter you write, it's a love letter.
The homeroom teacher even said,
Don't you think about it?
Why would a girl write to you for no reason?
It must be because she likes you a little.
Then, when I was nineteen,
I found her contact information.
He gave her a call.
I told her about the letters we wrote when we were studying.
I asked her,
Why did you write to me then?
And then, under my repeated questioning,
She finally said what was on her mind.
She said she did like me a little bit.
She had already known in her heart.
I like her in my heart
She also said that I was in the first semester of junior high school.
She knew the details.
It was one of her good friends in the new village.
A girl in my class told her,
She also said that we were still young and didn't know anything.
And childish.
Just forget it,
Hearing her words,
The stone in my heart for so many years,
It finally landed.
The first love in middle school in that innocent era,
It also drew a perfect full stop.
Years of waiting in my heart,
I'm only doing this for her heartfelt words,
I liked you in my heart,
And I know you liked me deep down,
This life is enough,
In her heart,
The person I want to see the most in this life is the female classmate I wrote to.
She wanted to know if she was doing well.
I remember that after I looked for her when I was nineteen,
I asked her if she had a boyfriend.
If she didn't have a boyfriend,
I'll take her as my wife
When she heard that she had a boyfriend,
And they were about to get married.
She also said that it was impossible for us,
Then I hung up on her in a fit of anger.
From now on,
He no longer had any contact with her.
Two years later, I added her buttoning,
She told me at that time,
I was too impulsive
He didn't even listen to her finish.
She said to me,
She came to me once,
When she returned home with her boyfriend from out of town,
Her parents were strongly opposed to her marrying out of town.
Because of this, she had a big fight with her parents.
Then I said when,
Then she said to me,
Forget it, let's not talk about it.
What's in the past is in the past.
I don't want to mention it anymore.
I said to her at that time,
As long as you are happy,
If I hadn't been so impulsive,
If he hung up on her,
If life could start over,
I will hold her hand tightly and not let go.
Perhaps…
Forget it.
What's in the past is in the past.
It was useless to regret now.
Young, crazy for love,
Impulse for love,
Now that I'm old,
When you meet a girl you like,
I can't be like before,
Young and impulsive,
Without considering the consequences,
He could do whatever he wanted.
Sigh, I'm really old.
After graduating from junior high school,
I went to learn how to make clothes,
Because of Master's constant scolding,
In addition, I like the female classmate who wrote the letter in junior high.
I often get distracted when I'm making clothes.
Until she went to make clothes by herself.
No relatives or friends,
She was nowhere to be found.
But in those difficult times,
Because of her words,
No matter where I am,
No matter how far apart we are,
No matter what I do in the future
She will always support me silently from behind.
I've struggled through it,
She said,
Yeah, after I graduated from junior high,
Even what he was doing now,
As long as he thought of what she said,
I feel like I'm not alone.
There was still someone supporting me from behind.
encouraging me no matter what happens in the future,
What kind of difficulties?
I have the courage to go on,
Finally, at the end of 2008, when he joined the army,
At that time, she was the one who wanted to give it to me the most.
But she still didn't come to see me off.
When I was in the army,
I went with regret,
If she had gone to see me off,
I might not have too many distracting thoughts in my heart,
Even if I go, I'll be a soldier for a few years in peace.
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