When Fang Yan walked out, the person on the bed was still the same as before. She stretched out her hands and kicked the blanket far away. She walked closer and helped him pull up the blanket. She turned off the bedside lamp, and the only light in the room was the night light coming in through the window that was not drawn. She slowly walked to the window and admired the night view of Guang City.
In the middle of the night, the number of cars in Guang City gradually decreased. Without the noise of the horn, the entire city became quiet.
The lights in Guang City were colorful and dazzling. However, it was also shrouded by the endless night. No matter how dazzling it was, it would be swallowed by the night.
Fang Yan liked to admire the night, especially at midnight. She liked the quietness, emptiness, and darkness of midnight, but she was never alone. Darkness was her most loyal companion until the day came.
She leaned against the curtain and crossed her arms in front of her chest. Quietly admiring the unique night view of Guang City, it was just like before. There was only the sound of his heavy breathing in the room.
The person on the bed turned over at an inappropriate time, as if she might wake up at any time. She turned her head and looked around, but did not ask.
He kept turning over on the bed, as if to attract her attention. He had kicked half of the blanket onto the blanket on the floor.
Fang Yan walked over silently, bent down, and picked up the blanket that he had kicked off the carpet.
She turned off the lights in the room and switched on the dim light by the bed. The warm yellow light shone on his face, making his originally fair face look warm yellow.
There was a faint smile on his face. His eyebrows were relaxed, his black eyes were tightly closed, and his lips were slightly pursed. Fang Yan couldn't help but sit down and stare at him, whom he hadn't seen for eight years.
She could not help but reach out her right hand and stroke his eyebrows back and forth. She gently brushed past his eyes, nose, and mouth. His hands were filled with endless gentleness. How long had it been since she had looked at this face in detail? This face that she had been thinking about day and night. The face that she missed so much that she was about to go crazy.
She caressed his cheeks and the corner of his mouth. When she leaned over to kiss him, her rationality instantly stopped this thought. She raised her head without batting an eyelid. She knew very well what she was doing and when she should do it. What shouldn't be done? For example, she almost made an irreversible mistake just now.
She tucked him in and stared at his face for a long time. His eyes, his nose, his eyes, and his lips. He sat there for a long time until he felt sleepy and left.
She leaned against the back of the small sofa and gradually fell asleep.
The person on the bed turned around again and faced her. He opened his eyes and looked at the person on the sofa quietly. Until he heard even breathing.
He quietly got out of bed, took out a small white pill from his pocket, and put it under her nose. He had never thought of using it on her, but the crazy longing in his heart was screaming, and in the end, he could not resist it.
He often missed her at night and could not fall asleep. The company's newly developed " Calming Incense " could solve this problem. He never took sleeping pills because he didn't want to miss a single sunrise. Calming incense could dispel thoughts and reduce tiredness. Until he gradually became addicted and could no longer quit. She was like that white pill. Even if she was addicted, she didn't want to quit.
The person on the sofa gradually lowered her arms and leaned her head against the back of the chair. He looked like he was in a deep sleep.
He gently wrapped her arms around his back and slowly lifted her up, placing her on the bed. Finally, the person he missed so much was sleeping beside him. He had been waiting for this moment for a very long time.
He pulled the blanket over her, his movements as light as a feather. He supported his head with his right hand and tilted his head to look at the person sleeping on the pillow. The corners of his mouth curled up slightly. He could finally look at her up close.
She was in a deep sleep. Her big eyes were tightly shut, her tall nose was breathing evenly, and her small red lips were pursed. Her fair cheeks were exceptionally beautiful under the light.
He reached out his left hand and caressed her eyebrows, eyes, nose, and lips, just like how she had caressed him just now. Her eyes were full of smiles, and the corners of her mouth were already curled up into the best angle.
He caressed her face and smiled. He kissed her forehead, cheeks, and red lips.
He reached out and caressed her pink earlobes, which were soft and boneless. There was a hole in her ear, but she was not wearing earrings. She was always like this and never knew how to dress herself up. He liked her like this, plain and clean, without a speck of dust. She looked like a person in a painting when she was asleep.
He stared at the sleeping beauty for a long time. She couldn't bear to sleep. He wanted her to sleep quietly next to him.
When he was satisfied, he fell asleep. She slept very, very deeply. He had forgotten to carry her back to the sofa.
She woke up when the sky turned white. Her head was a little dizzy. She shook her head left and right and saw the person sleeping beside her. She was sure that she was sleeping on the sofa. He must have carried her to the bed in the middle of the night, and she did not feel anything.
She lifted the blanket and was about to get out of bed when the man on the other side of the bed wrapped his arms tightly around her waist. With a smile on his face, he said,"Good morning."
"Let go," she shouted coldly. He didn't let go and gently pulled her body over like an injured wife. He asked pitifully," What's wrong? She was fine last night."”How could he forget that he had used the calming incense to make her fall asleep quickly last night? She had no idea.
Her eyes were filled with disgust as she fiercely shook off his hand.
Seeing her gaze, the anger in his heart was aroused. His eyes were full of fire, and he was extremely angry. The veins on his neck bulged in anger. He pulled her forcefully and asked hatefully,""Do you hate me that much? You don't want to see me!"
She stumbled and fell on the bed. She stared at him sharply and said,"Yes, sir!" With just one word, his heart ached.
He held her chin tightly with his right hand and looked at her with a tyrannical gaze. He shouted word by word," Who was the one who touched my face last night? I couldn't bear to let go! Ah?"
She did not expect him to pretend to be drunk last night. Her eyes pierced through him like arrows, and her grievance and anger could not be added. "Liar!" he shouted with difficulty.”
His anger had reached its peak. His eyes were sharp and angry as he roared," Who are you calling a liar? Say it again!" In her heart, he was actually such a person, a liar? How could he accept this?
She didn't back down and stared at him." It's you, it's you, Mo Hexuan!!”It was the first time she had said this name in more than two thousand days. She had never said this name to anyone before.
He was like a defeated little beast. His eyes were so cold that they were about to freeze. So you ran away with him? Ah!"
She did not expect herself to be so unbearable in his heart. She calmed her emotions and said coldly," At least he won't lie to me. Whether I love him or not has nothing to do with you. Just like how it has nothing to do with me if you marry someone else. So please let go!"
He let go of her hand and took a step back with a defeated look in his eyes. He said coldly," I understand now. You've already fallen in love with him. My marriage is just an excuse for you to run away!!”
She sneered. She was such a woman in his heart. She had nothing to say! There was no need to say anymore! Why did he have to dig up the past and humiliate himself? She got up from the bed and walked forward!
How could he be willing to comply? He reached out and pulled her onto the bed, pressing her down. Thinking about how this woman had been with that man for the past eight years, he was so jealous that he went crazy, even though he didn't want to admit it! Thinking that that man might have already gotten her, the anger in his eyes was filled with the aura of cutting her into pieces!
He locked her chin and bound her hands and feet before lowering his head to kiss her. There was anger and unwillingness, as well as eight years of longing. There was no gentleness to speak of!
He kissed her lips back and forth, using his tongue to pry open her lips. He pushed his tongue in, turned it around, sucked, and gently bit her tongue, absorbing the sweetness in her mouth. The more he missed her, the more ungentle he was! How could he let go of someone who had dreamed of him countless times?
His kiss moved from her lips to her neck and earlobe. Wherever his mouth went, deep and shallow purplish-red marks were left behind, which looked shocking.
Her resistance provoked him to rub her in anger. He kept biting and tearing her lips until she coughed lightly and was about to suffocate before he let go of her.
He gazed at her longingly and caressed her red and swollen lips and cheeks. When he saw the red mark on her neck, he couldn't bear to touch it and lay on her fair shoulders. The person below him had already stopped struggling and resisting. He stared at the ceiling weakly.
Seeing that she had calmed down, he caressed her cheek with his hand and could not help but kiss her again. This time, he was very gentle. He bit her back and forth, sucking her lips. Suddenly, her lips tightened as she smelled the scent of blood.
This time, he bit her lips crazily. His tongue was in her mouth, biting and sucking back and forth without mercy. Accompanied by waves of blood, his lips and tongue intertwined with hers. For a very long time, so long that the person under him couldn't help but cough until he was about to suffocate. Only then did he let go of his lips.
He hugged the person under him so tightly that he wanted to bury her into his body. He wanted her to become a part of his body. The person below couldn't stand such a tight hug and said softly,"It hurts."”His heart softened and he let go of her.
She got up and walked to the window, and he followed her. He placed his hand gently on her waist. This time, she did not shake his hand off. He kissed her earlobe affectionately in a fawning tone and asked,"Fang Yan, can we start over?" This time, I will never let you go! Trust me!"
Fang Yan sighed and turned around to meet his gaze. Her eyes were calm and the corners of her mouth twitched." I can't go back, He Xuan! I can't go back anymore!"
He stared into her eyes. There was no anger, no fierceness, only coldness that reached deep into his bones. "Give me a reason!" He couldn't let go. He had just felt the feeling of losing her again. There was no warmth yet. He didn't want to lose her again!! His arrogance, his calmness, and his restraint were all gone at this moment.
Fang Yan pulled his open collar and calmly said,"Do you have to give me a reason before you're willing to let go?"”
He let go of her arms because the person in front of him was looking at him with a distant gaze. He saw that gaze again, that damned expression. He lowered his hands and said calmly," Yes, please give me a reason!”
"I don't love you anymore." She said it very calmly without any emotion. This was a statement, and he understood it. This was the answer, the real answer, the answer that he couldn't change even if he tried his best to pester her! An answer he could accept, the only answer he could accept!
She didn't ask why. She didn't love him! There was no excuse. These eight years were enough for her to forget someone and fall in love with someone else! He turned around and left without looking back. The door of the room made a bang, and the window glass shook.
She remained in her original position for a long time before she confirmed that he had left. She looked at the sunrise outside the window in a daze.
There was already a huge gap between them. She was no longer the original Fang Yan. She had no choice! She no longer had the strength to entangle herself with the past. Those old times that she could not go back to, she would bury them in her heart forever!
He sat on the leather chair in the office dejectedly, staring at the girl in the morning light on the computer desk in a daze! Her gentle appearance at that time made him happy. When she was by his side, he never knew what longing was. He never knew that he would be at a loss without her and would be in unbearable pain.
The sun outside the window had already risen high, and he began to miss the girl in the morning light again.
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