It had been two days since Fang Yan and Ye Fuyu arrived at the Thousand Year Lake. Fang Yan first went to visit his parents and Fang Jie's grave. Ye Fuyu was waiting not far away.
The three graves were neatly arranged, except for hers. Fang Yan looked at the tombstone made of wood. There were only two words written on it,"Fang Jie". There was no photo. "Jie, I'm here to see you. Are you okay? Did you miss your sister? Sister is very good. Sister misses you very much!" After saying that, her tears finally stopped flowing.
Ye Fuyu walked over and gently patted her back. She obediently leaned on Ye Fuyu's shoulder. Only he could make her feel warm, as if it was destined.
"Don't be too sad. Jie's heart will ache. It's all in the past. You've grown up. You have to take good care of yourself. You're not only living for yourself, but also for Xiao Jie.”
Fang Yan was still sobbing softly. If there was someone who was willing to give her such a shoulder to rely on, she would not have fallen into endless despair. As a result, she lost the ability to love for a long time! Only she herself knew that this boundless despair had long annihilated her. The glimmer of hope that Mo Hexuan had given him was snuffed out by him. As a result, she was trapped in self-torture for a long time and could not get out. She thought Cyrus would help her out, but he couldn't. Her heart was too tightly shut, and no one could open it.
"If Xiao Jie was still alive, he would have graduated from university.”However, he had drowned at such a young age, so much so that her guilt had never stopped.
"Yes, Jie lives in our hearts.”People often didn't know which came first, accident or luck. The young man who was obviously alive and kicking was now lying quietly in the soil.
"Do you think Jie will blame me for not taking good care of him? You caused my mother to die." She often dreamed that her mother would appear in her dreams with tears streaming down her face. She would shout at the top of her lungs and accuse her of being the culprit who killed her and Jie. She often woke up in the middle of the night in shock and could no longer fall asleep. Gradually, she had the habit of insomnia. He never had a good night's sleep again. Sometimes, she longed for her mother to come to her dream every day so that she could see her again.
"How could that be? Jie was an accident, and your mother had a relapse. It's not your fault." Ye Fuyu softly comforted Fang Yan on his shoulder. How could he not know her pain? When his parents died in a car accident, it was right in front of his eyes. It was only because his mother tightly protected him in her arms that he survived. He knew very well the loneliness of not having any family, so he was used to drifting and traveling.
"The grass on their graves is already very tall. I just came back to see them. Will they be unhappy?”Fang Yan spoke incoherently and left Ye Fuyu's shoulder.
"No, just pull the grass. Sigh. Don't move, I'll do it." Fang Yan had already pulled out the tall weeds on Fang Jie's grave.
"Don't move. I'll do it myself. They're my family, not yours! I told you not to move!" Fang Yan's eyes were red as she roared, stubbornly pulling up the weeds that she could not pull up. He didn't even know that his hand had been cut by a sharp leaf. Finally, she used all her strength to pull out one tree and then continued to pull out another. Her stubbornness hurt Ye Fuyu. She was like an ostrich without a direction, rampaging everywhere until her head was bleeding and she didn't know how to turn back.
"Be good. Don't move. I'll do it." Fang Yan's hand was already covered in blood, but she did not feel any pain at all.
Suddenly, she burst into tears and collapsed on the ground." Fang Jie, I can't pull it up. Help me."”Wuuu. Ye Fuyu's heart ached. Only in front of Fang Jie would she shed all her hard disguise and become the Fang Yan who protected Fang Jie.
"The ground is cold. Get up." He reached out and pulled Fang Yan, who was on the ground. The cemetery, which had just rained, looked even more desolate. Moreover, it was a barren ridge filled with soil. He did not dare to imagine how Fang Yan had buried Fang Jie and her mother together.
"I'm useless. I can't even pull up grass. Fang Jie, don't you think I'm useless?”She sobbed and caressed Fang Jie's tombstone.
"Fang Jie, if you were here, you would definitely be able to pull it out, right? Fang Jie, say something!!”She had already lost her mind. As the rain grew heavier, she shouted heart-wrenchingly. She completely ignored the heavy rain. No matter how Ye Fuyu pulled her, she seemed to have no intuition. Her eyes were fixed on Fang Jie's tombstone. Ye Fuyu's heart was filled with pain. If he hadn't left in a hurry back then, perhaps he would be the one by her side now. She would feel less despair and helplessness then. He regretted himself!
Fang Yan was already curled up on Fang Jie's tombstone, carefully stroking it. He muttered to himself," It's raining. Don't be afraid, Jie. I'm here."”Her body was already soaked with rain and mud. After eight years, she was finally back. It was just that they were all gone, and only he was still alive alone!
Ye Fuyu took off his coat, but she had already thrown it far away." Go away, I don't want to see you. Mo Hexuan, go away!" Why did you come back?"
Ye Fuyu was stunned for a moment. So Mo Hexuan was still in her heart and had never gone far. It was just that her mind had been messed up by the memories, so she had recognized herself as him. Sad?
He had never seen Fang Yan like this before. Such a hysterical Fang Yan, a completely different person! Perhaps this was the real Fang Yan. The usually strong Fang Yan was just a disguise. Fang Yan, who was usually cheerful and loved to smile, was also pretending. It turned out that her heart was already riddled with holes! She used all her strength to fall in love with Mo Hexuan, but in the end, Mo Hexuan married someone else! How could she not feel heartache and despair? Was she pretending too well, or was her heart already numb, or was she already terminally ill!
"Be good, don't lie on the ground." Fang Yan seemed to have lost her intuition as she quietly curled up beside Fang Jie's tombstone. Ye Fuyu could only let her be.
It rained for more than an hour. One of them lay down and the other squatted. Ye Fuyu used his coat to prop them up so that they could avoid the rain.
When the rain stopped, Fang Yan seemed to have come back to her senses. She patted the rain off her face and Ye Fuyu helped her up.
"Let's go." After saying that, he walked straight ahead.
There was a new white house built beside the Thousand Year Lake, and a family lived inside. Ye Fuyu saw through the door and knocked on the big iron door. A middle-aged woman opened the door.
"Who are you looking for? Is there anything?" The middle-aged woman asked as she looked at the two drenched people in front of her.
"Hello, we're here for a vacation. We were caught in a heavy rain just now. Can we stay at your house for the night? We can pay."
The middle-aged woman couldn't bear to reject them. Although the two people in front of her were drenched in the rain, they both looked handsome. However, there was only one room in the house, and the two children had to stay in it. She called the man at the door over.
"Let them in. Aiya, it's not a big deal.”The man said straightforwardly after hearing Ye Fuyu's words.
"The room isn't big. My girl and boy live together. There's a cloth separating the room.”The two people in front of her looked like a couple, but she was not sure.
"Alright, thank you." Ye Fuyu replied. He wouldn't be staying for long anyway. He would borrow some tools to remove the grass on the grave tomorrow and go back.
"Go in and change your clothes first." She stuffed the small suitcase into Fang Yan's hands.
When Ye Fuyu finished changing his clothes and came out, Fang Yan was already helping to scoop rice. The four of them ate in silence. Seeing that they were in a bad mood, the middle-aged woman stopped asking.
The two of them were lying on a small bed, separated by a blue cloth.
Ye Fuyu asked," What happened after we left?”
Fang Yan, who was lying on the bed, had long fallen into her memories.
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