Tonight, Guo Jing and Huang Rong are resting in my house.
Huang Rong mentioned that her father had passed away in Jiaxing Iron Spear Temple. Seeing her mother's tears fall like rain, she said that Yang Kang had died from Ouyang Feng's poison.
But was that really the case? From Huang Rong's eyes, I could tell that she was hiding something. Perhaps she was afraid that her mother would be sad or for some other reason.
Or was she the one who killed him? If that was the case, should I give this life a target for revenge? Everything was not clear yet, so he could not make any arbitrary decisions.
Guo Jing kept looking at me. I don't know what he was thinking, but he kept sighing. I guess he thought of my father when he saw me.
"Brother Guo, please give this child a name."”
Guo Jing thought for a while and said," I became sworn brothers with his father. Unfortunately, his father didn't have a good ending. I didn't fulfill my duty as a friend. It's a regret in my life." I only hope that this child will correct his mistakes when he grows up and practice benevolence and righteousness. I'll give him a name called Yang Guo and change the word. What do you think?”
"I hope it's as Brother Guo said," his mother thanked him.”
I, Yang Guo, the word change. Have you changed it?
I don't think I've done anything wrong. Everyone had their own set of standards. Since that was the case, how could there be any mistakes? The so-called " fault " was when others measured others by their standards of conduct, and judged that what others did was wrong. If everything was measured by other people's standards, then I wouldn't be me!
It was said that " people are born good ", but since ancient times, the standard of " good " had never been determined. The way people judged good and evil was based on their own experience, and the good and evil of their actions were also based on what they thought in their hearts. Therefore, it was not wrong to uphold one's own 'kindness'!
The next morning, Guo Jing and Huang Rong gave Mother a lot of silver as a gift for us.
Guo Jing advised his mother to return to Lin 'an, but she just shook her head and said nothing. After a while, she said softly,"My mother and I have to go to Jiaxing Iron Spear Temple to see his father's grave.”
Guo Jing and Huang Rong said goodbye to their mother and rode away.
My mother looked at their departing figures sadly and whispered,"Take care" before carrying me in the opposite direction.
I was only half a year old, so I fell asleep on my mother's back because I didn't have enough energy.
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The road from Shangrao in Jiangxi to Jiaxing in Zhejiang was not very easy to travel. There were also many poor families who moved from the north to the south to avoid suffering from the war. Most of them traveled in groups and took care of each other. Mu Nianci was currently heading towards Jiaxing with a family.
Along the way, Mu Nianci was afraid that her appearance would attract the covetous eyes of thieves, so she covered her face with her disheveled hair.
Fortunately, the bandits on the road saw that they were poor and had no assets. They had never seen Mu Nianci's true appearance, so they did not burn, kill, and rob them. Their journey was safe.
Mu Nianci and the others did not walk very fast. The distance from Shangrao in Jiangxi to Jiaxing in Zhejiang was about 800 miles, but they had walked for nearly half a month.
In this half a month, the infant Yang Guo had mostly slept quietly on Mu Nianci's back. Mu Nianci only held him in her arms when she was sleeping and feeding him.
After arriving in Jiaxing, Mu Nianci bid farewell to the family and searched for Yang Tieqiang Temple according to her memory.
In less than a day, Mu Nianci carried Yang Guo to Yang Tieqiang Temple. Yang Tieqiang Temple was rarely visited all year round and was already overgrown with weeds, leaving behind only a dilapidated temple.
Mu Nianci saw the grave that the Immortal Qiu Chuji of Changchun had given to Yang Kangli. On the tombstone was written," Tomb of Unworthy Disciple Yang Kang ", and on the bottom was signed," Unworthy Teacher Qiu Chu Ji Shu Stele ".
When Mu Nianci saw Yang Kang's tomb, she couldn't help but sob as she thought of the memories she had with him.
Yang Guo was woken up by Mu Nianci's sobs and didn't know why. As his eyes struggled to see the words "Yang Kang" under Mu Nianci's armpit, he thought that his mother had found his father's grave and could not help but feel sad.
In order to comfort his mother, Yang Guo pretended to cry and started crying loudly. Mu Nianci was woken up by Yang Guo's crying. She remembered that her son was crying from hunger after he woke up.
Mu Nianci quickly untied her son from her back, hugged him, unbuttoned his clothes, and fed him milk. Yang Guo stopped crying and solved his hunger problem.
Mu Nianci looked at Yang Kang's grave as she fed her son. This is our son. Big Brother Guo named him Yang Guo. If there is a mistake, correct it and practice benevolence and righteousness. Kang, do you like it?"
Mu Nianci talked to herself about her past with Yang Kang, as if she was reminiscing with Yang Kang's soul in heaven, or as if she was teaching her son not to be like his father.
Yang Guo was full and closed his eyes to sleep. In fact, he only knew that his father was not a good person when he heard his mother talking to herself. He closed his eyes and thought about his father's actions. At least he was certain of one thing. He no longer needed to take revenge for his father's death as his goal in this life.
Mu Nianci didn't know what her son was thinking. She carried him back on her back and approached Yang Kang's grave to remove the weeds.
After a long time, the sky gradually turned dark. Mu Nianci looked at the grave that only had a few weeds left and heaved a sigh of relief.
"Ah Kang, I'm going back to Niu Village. Perhaps, we will never meet again.”Mu Nianci said tearfully.
After saying that, she turned her head back three times with every step she took, but in the end, she still carried her son and left.
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