Title: Polar Flash
Once upon a time, it was a dark place-the silent snow of late night, the world stripped of sound and color, and his body seemed to be enveloped in a huge white shell.
When I was eight years old, I left my messy hometown. I was like a stray cat that walked alone in the ice river with bright eyes. I hugged the broken bear and spun around under the starry sky. The valley echoed with my long, crazy laughter.
When I was ten years old, I buried my head deep in the barren snow, as if I could hear the sound of water flowing at the bottom of the sea. I was constantly mingling with those strangers and enemies. I panicked and ran away. My eyes were filled with tears, and then I knelt in the empty night alley and cried loudly. In my dream, there was clearly nothing, but I still desperately stretched out my hands, as if I wanted to touch something or hug something. In the illusion, I saw my family, my friends, and my lover. But when I opened my eyes, everything was gone. Therefore, I should also disappear from this world.
At the age of twelve, there was already a long row of footprints behind him. It was deep and shallow, with faint red bloodstains. As the night grew darker, his fingers were throbbing with pain from the frostbite. Looking at the people's rejection and indifference, the trembling on his shoulders could not stop…
At the age of fourteen, his body began to develop, and his heart had the initial ignorance of life. It was a beautiful spring day, filled with the smell of festering flowers and muddy grass. In the park, I saw groups of students. He saw the couples kissing each other. Facing them, I slowly became blurry. I didn't understand why they could enjoy happiness to their heart's content, while I could only hide in the beautiful scenery alone, quietly feeling the sigh of the Wind Spirit.
There were many times when I felt hopeless. I wiped away my tears in the darkness, looking for an exit, enduring the loneliness of being abandoned by the world alone. Although I tried my best not to care about the reality of despair, I later realized that it was ultimately an escape from self-deception. When she was sad, she would still cry out loud and could not help but want to hurt herself. Therefore, in order to protect myself, whenever I couldn't find a reason to live, I would let 'myself' be my best friend. I would find a lush forest to hide "this girl", then say sweet words to "her" all day long, and concentrate on dancing, singing, and cooking delicious game for her. Not far away, the sound of children playing could occasionally be heard in the swaying shade of the trees. I leaned against the tree and looked at the forest and the spring fields. I looked at the children who were laughing happily among my friends, and my eyes became moist for some reason. I covered my mouth and giggled like crazy. Then I wiped away my tears and repeated to myself hoarsely, One day…one day…you can…
When I was 16, I was tired of living in fear of being hurt, so I began to try to step out of my heart. Even if it was just once, I wanted to experience the safety of having a partner. But this time, the result was the same as before. Everyone I met looked so kind and kind, but in the end, they always abandoned me for the bounty of the navy. It was as if they were cursed by an evil god. There was a period of time after that when I lost the ability to trust others. It wasn't that I didn't want to believe it, but the feeling of being betrayed was deeply rooted in my personality.
But…I know very well that if I don't trust others, I won't be able to obtain true companions. Without a companion by my side, I would be unable to move time forward, unable to break free from this cage of fate. Wiping away my tears, every time I sobbed in the dark, I would ask myself: What should he do when he was injured? What should he do when he was in despair? What would he do when he had nothing? Everything was futile. I gave up all my hopes and could only stand up in a pool of blood like a demon. Then, I held back my tears and kept shouting to myself, Robin-Robin-Don't give up-I love you-
Because I know…
If not, my life would not continue.
The unfamiliar cold air in the middle of the night made people shiver uncontrollably.
In a life of escape, a person's night journey seemed very long. It looked as if it would never end. I don't know how many times I've talked to myself unconsciously on the lonely street at night, often encouraging myself like crazy.
At this moment, I felt extremely exhausted from the endless escape.
At this moment, I am numb to sadness and loneliness.
At this moment, I want to avoid everyone.
At this moment…
At this moment, I want to escape far away from the world, find a vast white cloud island in the sky, and then live alone forever gently.
When he was 18, he met Krokdahl. Everything was settled, but it was the darkest period. There, my heart lost its luster, and I was willing to melt into the mud. I learned how to smoke, gamble, assassinate, steal information, and knew how to enter an organization and then destroy it. They were full of villains. In order to survive, I had to put on a mask and deal with people. I pushed my true self further and further away and buried it deeper and deeper.
At that time, I was always cowering, and my heart was empty and weak, as if it would immediately break if I was touched by something. Most of the time, I would just shrug my shoulders and never take the initiative to talk to anyone. No matter what she did, she tried her best to minimize her actions, as if she was afraid of something and was running away from something. I didn't know how many nights it was cold and quiet outside. I wandered around the town again and again, but I just didn't want to go home. Under the streetlights on the road, I walked through the "dusk" one after another. After walking through a few circles of orange light, it was as if he had passed through many worlds. Inky black, bright white, dark grey, warm red…
The taste of loneliness was like a cup of mellow and old wine, and I was the drunken queen under the night sky. In those weightless skies, all the stars seemed to be my companions. At such a wonderful moment, I suddenly wanted to forget all my sadness. I want to become a colorful glass bottle, drifting slowly in the bright Milky Way, sobbing softly, not looking, not listening, not thinking, letting the sky take me to the end of time. Then, one day, I would be discovered by my companions who existed in another world. They would fish me out and take out the nameless letter inside. Then, we would look at each other's past and smile with tears in our eyes.
At the age of 28, his dream was shattered. He feared death, but he didn't want to live. I felt tired again. His heart was filled with sorrow and confusion, his soul was extremely tired…so much so that he didn't want to open his eyes anymore.
But on that day, they came. In the extreme day or night, they became flashes of light in the darkness, gorgeous and warm, like the kiss of the Virgin Mary, stinging the pale and desperate eyes, making them involuntarily gush out the warm stream of sweet spring.
In the setting sun, the swaying warm light;
Moonlight colored tears;
The rose-colored horizon;
The fresh and pungent smell of grass…
Hey, my friends, look at the sky and water, gentle and sad. Could it be…that this is my realistic dream? In an instant it filled me so full that I could not bear it. Even though I'm not at the age to cry easily, I'm really happy. Luffy, you guys brought me to the sea. Facing this endless azure blue, the soul pathway also became clear. At this moment, I am willing to pour out the dark night that has accumulated for 20 years and let you enter my heart and become my blood again. I will let you drive my life and make me forever boil and move forward bravely.
The moment you shattered the night, I finally heard those seven bright and imposing voices. They shouted at me,"Let's go back together-Robin-"
The voices and the light rushed towards me like a flood. They wrapped me in the depths of the core of light, constantly tightening and constantly heating up.
That's right. That's right. I heard it. That was real. Forget the pain, I fearlessly ran towards my dream. This time, he was no longer helpless. This time... he no longer cowered.
This time, when I fell, I saw behind me…countless companions running towards me. So this time... I wiped away the blood and stood up, spreading my wings as black as the devil's... I will do my best to live, to abandon my sorrow, to seize this last and only hope, to be with you forever.
Forever. And his companions. Together.
Robin-Robin-Everybody loves you-
At first, Thrawn was still speaking in an impatient and lazy tone, but slowly, the substance of the text changed subtly. The heavy rain poured into the soul, and the blue and soft long threads pierced the surface of the ground.
At the end, the boy choked, and hot tears soaked half of his face. The students below also felt their eyes and noses ache. When the boy finished reading the last word, they opened their arms and hugged Robin one after another. Everyone's skin clung to each other's skin, and their sparkling sweat and tears mixed together. The true body temperature kept flowing out from different bodies, and then all of them penetrated into the depths of the black-haired woman's heart.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry…We didn't know that you walked over like this…"
A few teardrops fell on the tip of her collarbone. The girls and boys cried loudly and hugged each other tightly.
The sun was reflecting light through the window. His red-hot heartbeat was like a muffled timpani that fell heavily in his chest.
At this moment, they had already broken the gender barrier between men and women. The girls did not mind if their breasts touched the boys, and the boys would not have any inappropriate thoughts because they hugged the girls. In this time and space, they were a whole. Their souls were fused with each other, and their bodies were closely connected. Everyone had forgotten the existence of their bodies. The 30 flames in the class gathered together and became the most dazzling star in the dark universe.
"At this moment, being in this kind of existence, having this kind of connection, is true happiness. It was a social utopia that 'they' thought was out of reach.」
Silver tears welled up in her eyes. Robin looked at them sadly." Don't be like this... Don't be like this..." She tried to smile as she cried." It's so hot... You guys are man-made..."
A lonely flower grows in the snowy desert. The temperature was getting warmer day by day, and the green grass in the mountains replaced the white snow day by day. The sun cut through the clouds and shone on the girl in the forest, making her look sweet and warm. The girl used her hand to block the scorching sun, and a smile that she had not seen in a long time could not help but appear on her face. Winter was gradually disappearing, everything on the earth was budding, and flowers were blooming in spring. Her life had finally entered a new stage.
Volume One Ends
(To be continued…)
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