"Xiao Bai, I like you. No! I love you!"
Yao Xiaoqing finally said this. All the courage she had accumulated since she was born, as well as the accumulation of a crush on him for ten years, she finally confessed.
-01-
"Yao Xiaoqing."
"Here!"
"Xiao Bai."
"Here!"
"The names of the two of you are interesting. One is Little White, and the other is Little Green.”
On the first day of that year, Xiao Bai and Yao Xiaoqing sat together because of their names and became deskmates.
Xiao Bai obviously didn't like this combination. He was very dissatisfied with Yao Xiaoqing and ignored her. He even childishly drew a white line in the middle of the desk, saying that they should mind their own business.
Yao Xiaoqing was different. She thought that this was also a kind of fate. He didn't care about Xiao Bai's small fights.
They minded their own business. They didn't help in class and didn't chat after class. They were like two parallel lines without any intersection.
After school that day, Yao Xiaoqing only returned home at six because of her homework. As soon as she left the school, three ignorant and incompetent third-year students blocked her way and asked her for money. She refused and was taken to an alley by them.
It would be a lie if she said that she was not afraid of a girl against three boys. Yao Xiaoqing only pretended to be calm and resisted them because she did not want them to succeed. However, when she was blocked by them in the alley, Yao Xiaoqing panicked.
Yao Xiaoqing, who had thought she was doomed, was saved by Xiao Bai, who was passing by.
In the prime of her youth, a hero saving a damsel in distress, anyone would fall in love for the first time, and Yao Xiaoqing was no exception.
Yao Xiaoqing's crush had begun.
Xiao Bai told her that he had come to pick her up. He said that although he was quite disgusted with each other's titles at first, after a semester, he realized that she was a serious and studious girl, and that little bit of resentment disappeared.
It was an unpleasant beginning, but they did not expect to become best friends at the end of the first semester.
-02-
Ever since they became friends, Xiao Bai took good care of Yao Xiaoqing.
He would make up for Yao Xiaoqing's missed homework after school. He would also explain the math questions that she did not understand over and over again. He would even help her go through English words over and over again until she remembered them.
Xiao Bai asked Yao Xiaoqing what she liked to eat. She replied," I like candy."
The next day, Xiao Bai placed a big bag of candy in front of her." I don't know what flavor you like, so I bought some of all flavors." Which flavor do you like? I'll buy it for you in the future.”
Yao Xiaoqing had not eaten the candy, but her mouth was already as sweet as honey. The other students asked her for candy, but she rejected them one by one. She wanted to eat all the candy that Xiao Bai had given her.
Xiao Bai then asked Yao Xiaoqing," What else do you like to eat besides candy?" She replied, chocolates.
The next day, as she expected, she accepted a big bag of chocolates from Xiao Bai. Similarly, no one could eat this bag of chocolates except herself.
In the first semester of the second year of high school, Yao Xiaoqing had a tooth decay.
Toothache wasn't a disease, but it was fatal when it hurt. Yao Xiaoqing didn't sleep the whole night because of her toothache, but she remembered how good Xiao Bai was to her, so she endured it. This bit of pain was nothing compared to Xiao Bai's concern.
Xiao Bai's thoughtfulness had encouraged Yao Xiaoqing to like him.
In the second semester of the second year of middle school, a transfer student came, Wan Zihui.
The teacher arranged for her to sit at the same table as Yao Xiaoqing, and Xiao Bai sat in front of them. They were now sitting in front of each other.
The number of good friends expanded from two to three.
The number of times Xiao Bai mentioned the word "Wan Zihui" slowly increased. Their study group also had Wan Zihui. Xiao Bai's snacks had also increased from two to three. There was another figure on the way back from school.
Yao Xiaoqing minded Wan Zihui's interference. In the beginning, she tried to convince herself that this was just another friend, and that her relationship with Xiao Bai was still the same as before. But slowly, she started to get jealous. Because the number of times Xiao Bai and Wan Zihui talked was increasing. It was no longer a threesome, but two in front and one behind. She was the one behind.
Yao Xiaoqing was thinking, did Xiao Bai fall in love with Wan Zihui? In Yao Qingqing's answer, Xiao Bai wouldn't like Wan Zihui.
When Xiao Bai asked her about Wan Zihui's preferences, she knew that she was lying to herself.
Yao Xiaoqing began to cause trouble. She would intentionally or unintentionally interfere in their conversation and destroy their moment of solitude. She even forced herself to stand between the two of them after school.
Xiao Bai was furious." I like Zihui." You're just my sister."
Younger sister, what an ironic title.
In this battle, Yao Xiaoqing lost completely and became Xiao Bai's " sister ", accompanying him.
In the third year of junior high school, the threesome continued, and Yao Xiaoqing buried her secret love deep in her heart.
-03-
Wan Zihui was just the beginning. Girls liked Xiao Bai one after another, and Xiao Bai's attitude was ambiguous. However, he still doted on Yao Xiaoqing as if she was his younger sister.
The day before he entered university, Xiao Bai broke up with his girlfriend and ran to Yao Xiaoqing to complain. "Xiao Qing, what do you think is wrong with me? Why did she break up with me?”
Xiao Bai always said the same thing when he broke up.
"That's not it. You're very good. It's just that they don't understand."
Yao Xiaoqing always replied with this sentence.
Yao Xiaoqing's heart was bleeding, but on the surface, she continued to play the role of a " sister " to comfort Xiao Bai.
"It's good to have you. You always listen to me complain.”
This was Xiao Bai's dialogue after his emotional wounds healed.
Yao Xiaoqing only smiled and nodded. She knew that Xiao Bai's gratitude was only for his friend.
There were a few times when Yao Xiaoqing could not help but want to say her feelings, but she held back in the end. She was afraid that her right to stay by his side would be revoked with her confession.
Even though Yao Xiaoqing had witnessed so many divorces and reunions by Xiao Bai's side, she still chose to stay by Xiao Bai's side and even went to the same university as him.
As long as he was there, she was willing to be a foil.
In his first year of university, Xiao Bai quickly found a new girlfriend with his outstanding looks. That girl was the campus belle.
Yao Xiaoqing hid in the dark with a sense of inferiority. This time, she knew that she had no chance of winning.
She went into hiding and no longer appeared in front of Xiao Bai for no reason. She also stopped cleaning up Xiao Bai's room and the number of meals she ate decreased.
This year, her relationship with Xiao Bai had become stranger and stranger.
Not seeing Xiao Bai didn't mean that she didn't pay attention to him.
Yao Xiaoqing was the first to know about Xiao Bai's movements. For example, he was elected as the head of the student council. For example, he had gotten first place in the entire grade. For example, his girlfriend was still the school belle…
In order to divert her attention, Yao Xiaoqing studied hard and joined all kinds of clubs crazily. She arranged her time so that she had no time to pay attention to Xiao Bai's movements.
Yao Xiaoqing's busyness made her forget that she still liked Xiao Bai.
-04-
In the blink of an eye, it was the year of graduation.
Yao Xiaoqing found a good internship unit. The important thing was that this unit was far from Xiao Bai's internship unit.
After three months of internship, Yao Xiaoqing received a call from Xiao Bai.
He said that he was heartbroken.
Yao Xiaoqing's heart ached. She used busyness to numb her feelings for Xiao Bai. However, the moment she heard Xiao Bai's voice, the love that she had buried was revealed again, regardless of her attempts to stop it.
"Little Qing, I'll go find you."
"I'm very far from you. It's a two-hour journey. It's better to talk over the phone.”
"I'll go find you. Wait for me."
Yao Xiaoqing wanted to refuse, but she only heard the busy tone on the phone.
Unfortunately, Yao Xiaoqing was looking forward to it. She wanted to see Xiao Bai. These few years of estrangement had left her with nowhere to put her love. She needed an outlet to vent.
Xiao Bai appeared in front of Yao Xiaoqing, panting. It was already 11 o'clock at night.
Yao Xiaoqing had already been waiting at the agreed location for an hour. She was both excited and nervous. She was thinking about what she would say to Xiao Bai the moment she saw him. But in fact, the moment she saw Xiao Bai, she couldn't say anything.
Xiao Bai looked at her, tears streaming down his face. She knew that Xiao Bai was really hurt.
She stepped forward and hugged Xiao Bai.
They sat quietly by the roadside. Xiao Bai cried, and she accompanied him. He didn't sleep for the entire night until daybreak.
Yao Xiaoqing sent Xiao Bai to the station at eight in the morning. When she saw Xiao Bai's back as he was about to get on the bus, she had an urge to shout at his back,"
"Xiao Bai, I like you. No! I love you!"
Yao Xiaoqing finally said this. All the courage she had accumulated since she was born, as well as the accumulation of a crush on him for ten years, she finally confessed.
Xiao Bai turned around in shock. At the same time, the bus door closed.
Yao Xiaoqing cried as she waved goodbye to Xiao Bai.
She thought that this would be the last time they would meet.
Goodbye, her unrequited crush.
-05-
They graduated in June.
In Xiao Bai's world, Yao Xiaoqing chose to disappear. She decided to put an end to her first love that had yet to begin.
She followed her family's arrangements and went abroad to study.
When she arrived at the airport, she unexpectedly met Xiao Bai in the same waiting room.
Yao Xiaoqing was embarrassed. She reached out and retracted her hand, avoiding Xiao Bai's line of sight." What a coincidence! Are you flying too?"
Xiao Bai stood in front of her and grabbed Yao Xiaoqing's retreating hand." What a coincidence! I'm also studying abroad, and I'm on the same flight as you.”
Yao Xiaoqing was stunned and subconsciously escaped.
Xiao Bai pulled her into his arms." Why didn't you listen to my call that day?" I want to tell you that I am the same."
Xiao Bai said that the real reason he broke up with the school belle was because of her. Because he always talked about her, intentionally or unintentionally. He would always buy her a portion of snacks when he bought them. He would also talk about her improvement in her grades and the story of her club maniac. He even found out about her internship immediately.
The school belle broke up with Xiao Bai and said," You don't love me, you love Yao Xiaoqing."”
It was also at that time that Xiao Bai realized the love in his heart.
"I've already arranged everything. When we're overseas, you'll stay with me. You don't have to cook, you don't have to mow the land, you don't have to pay, I'll support you for the rest of your life.”
This was Xiao Bai's confession, Yao Xiaoqing's secret love.
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