My Post-Senior Year
Autumn brings winter, July brings fire, the cool autumn wind drives away the depressed summer wind, along with the sun's light and heat, it's really comfortable
The most refreshing thing in a year is the two quiet and beautiful girls in early spring and early autumn, who often make me linger
Some people say that good girls always wear flowers on their clothes. I want to say that good boys always have long grass on their trousers. This is not elegant at all. My post-high school age probably unfolded in this kind of self-deprecating and disdainful scene.
What's interesting is that everyone says that I've started to study. It starts from a dream during the summer vacation. A friend recommended a very nice song called "Rain Shattering Jiangnan". Liveliness is filled with sadness, grandeur is full of loneliness, this always makes me have a feeling that I can't stop. It's wonderful, it's wonderful, it's filled with a little happiness, accompanied by this little happiness, I sleep in the misty rain, Jiangnan water village, hazy, revealing the ancient simplicity, full of peace, walking slowly on an unknown bridge, there is a girl on the other side of the bridge, she has a unique style, I can't help but feel a trace of ripples, she slowly walked towards me, I gradually saw her face, when she smiled, her curved eyes, the corner of her eyes is like the color of a monthly banquet, shocking beauty The cherry red lips under the ice skin were followed by the rose Quartz on the collarbone chain, which was so red that it made people panic. Then, the pink robe was playful and cute. Only the wooden stick in his hand seemed a little unreasonable. I watched as the wooden stick slowly lifted up, and then I panicked. Just as I was about to go hysterical, I was hit hard. He fell quietly on this unknown bridge.
When I woke up, it was already afternoon." She " was sitting beside me. The tree next to it should be called Fusang. She said to me," You have no dreams, you are very sad, you stubbornly want everyone to understand your sadness, but your dreams, those that are covered in dust, are finally sealed by time and slowly forgotten.”How could I not have dreams? It was just that dreams were always beautiful and lonely. Dreams were always unable to escape the shackles of reality. When the waves of reality washed over my scars again and again, I could not resist. I chose to give up. I gave up my dream and gave up on myself.
I was also in my third year of high school. At that time, I was like you, naive and arrogant. He always felt that he was insufferably arrogant and that he was strong in everything. I didn't study, and I looked down on those idiots who studied hard. But one day, the class teacher said to us," I know some people think they are very smart and look down on those students who study hard. But I want to say that you are just a coward! You dare not try! Because you're afraid that you won't be able to compare to her even if you work hard!”At that moment, I was stunned. I began to understand, and finally I felt that what she said was right. So, I started to study. I studied very hard. From the beginning to the end, I was the first in the grade. I will always remember those days and be grateful for them. This was because there would never be someone as single-minded, almost stubborn, and full of faith in life as there was at that time. They would be so focused and isolated from the world that they would fight for a certain goal. If you recalled your perseverance, endurance, sweat, and tears on a leisurely afternoon in a few years, how touched and grateful you would be.
I cried. Tears of regret flowed down my aging face. I couldn't speak for a long time, allowing my tears to wreak havoc as I stared at 'her'.
"Go to XX University, I'll wait for you there. What's your name?"
" Qi " disappeared after saying that. She looked up at the setting sun. Heh, the afterglow of the setting sun was really like the reluctance of parting. The night gradually approached, and I fell asleep again.
The next morning, I took the money to the station. I want to go to X University!
The heat was really hot, and it made me panic. For the first time in my life, I felt fear and panic in the tide of people. -- So I was such a timid person. I quickly left the crowd and looked up at the sky with the lingering fear of the first time. Yingying and Baiyun quickly formed a smiling face, and the lingering fear in my heart suddenly disappeared. When the crowd dispersed, I took a happy little step and walked on the campus road of X University. Magnolia, gardenia, oleander, fragrant tassels.
A row of unknown flags was raised at the entrance of the Foreign Language Institute. I thought this was the "foreign country". I comforted myself and took small steps, one step at a time, on the stairs that seemed to be endless. I was already impatient, so I simply stopped and sat beside the blue spring water. I gently put my feet into the water. The coolness at that moment completely dispelled the heat of the entire summer. The clear spring water that constantly gushed out from the ground looked at me innocently. It was as if he was asking me why I was so hot and dry. At this time and at that time, the sun was slightly dim, and the years were quiet. I placed my bare feet on the small rocks that were heated by the sun, letting my skin feel the lazy feeling. It was a different kind of happiness. I thought I should be happy.
Colorful drawing boards and speeding trolleys.
The long-haired senior and the bespectacled senior, their hurried figures and gorgeous dresses painted a beautiful mural. Qingqing's jokes and whispers became a moving song of parting. I was in this magnificent, magnificent and majestic place.
In an instant, everything stopped. Cold eyes, ridicule, and disapproval came all around me. Thousands of voices were denying me. I was arrogant and was instantly defeated. I wanted to escape, but I couldn't. I started to get scared and started to run with all my might, like a violent little beast. When I fell down again and struggled to get up, I was in despair. I looked at them with eyes that were almost full of desire. I begged them not to say anything, but they completely ignored the tears in the eyes of a seventeen-year-old youth and the sadness in his heart. At that time, I smiled. Tears flowed down her eyes and into her mouth. It was sweet and bitter.
She suddenly woke up to the rain! The rain that wanted to crush me, the bolts of lightning, the ugly scars in the sky, the rumbling thunder, and the terrifying laughter. Together with the rain, they laughed at me. Are you mocking me for not being here? Are you mocking me for not being able to get into university? I raised my head and saw the raindrops ruthlessly crashing into my eyes. Therefore, I closed my eyes and left a smile to the sky. Then, I ran without looking back, howling as I ran. It was still fresh in his memory.
I sat under the elm tree and looked up at the sky. In the moon-like sky, the light emitted by the sun shot into my eyes and strengthened my dream. Actually, from that time on, I already knew that I didn't understand the world in the past because I didn't know how to remember.。。
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