Xiaomeng:
The second time I saw you was ten years ago. That time was in Xianyang Palace.
Zhang Han invited me to Xianyang Palace to help Qin, I don't want to go. At that time, it seemed that the destruction of the Qin Dynasty was already the will of the heavens. Also, I don't like the way he looks at me.
However, when he mentioned that you might be there, my interest was piqued and I agreed to go to Xianyang Palace. Although his expression was gloomy when he saw that I was interested in you, but…what does that have to do with me?
When I was bathing, he tried to peek, but after I scolded him, he restrained himself and said something about…I have changed. Hmm…It seems that after I became interested in you, I became more sensitive to the affairs between men and women. He felt a lot.
When I see you again, it will be considered a true meeting. I saw you, and you saw me. At that time, your eyes were as turbid as a pool of stagnant water, so deep that even I was about to sink in, but it also seemed to hide endless pain. Even my heart feels pain. What kind of experience did you go through to make that person with extremely bright eyes, always smiling, and high-spirited look like this? I couldn't help but think.
Step by step, you walked in front of me and looked into my eyes calmly.”
Your tone doesn't seem to allow me to reject you. Although the killing intent you naturally emit isn't directed at me, it makes me feel uncomfortable. What is this discomfort? I'm not sure. I gave up, but I don't know why.
The person beside you is Xiang Shaoyu. The name of the West Chu Conqueror has entered my ears along with your intelligence many times. Beside him was Concubine Yu. She was slightly slower than the two of you, not because of seniority, but because…the two of you were men.
I didn't see Gao Yue who should be by your side. Is it because of 'her'? You didn't hold Mo Mei in your hand, but held a shark's tooth instead. Is it because of 'him'?
I don't know what I was thinking, but I followed behind you. Concubine Yu looked at me with a slightly surprised and puzzled expression, but then she shook her head as if she didn't want to think too much about it.
After that, we walked less than a hundred steps before the Six Sword Slaves blocked in front of us. I don't know why I used the word 'we'.
The Six Sword Slaves were no different from ordinary first-class warriors in your hands. They died under your sword and his spear in less than a hundred moves. From the start of the battle to the end, none of you said a single word, shouted a single word, or even talked to each other. Even though there were clear sounds of swords clashing against swords and spears clashing against each other, it seemed to make me feel even colder than when I activated the Heaven and Earth Disillusionment.
You and Xiang Shaoyu seem to have become stronger, but in my opinion, with your unparalleled confidence ten years ago, your strength should at least be twice as strong as now! Has your invincible Force been broken? Who broke it?
Compared to the faint shouts and killing sounds outside Xianyang Palace, the inside of Xianyang Palace seemed to be even colder. Those who blocked his path would not be able to survive. They would not listen to any explanation. Without any explanation, they would only kill.
Slowly, that flowing killing intent seemed to slide across my body, bringing me a little chill. However, I could sense that his killing intent seemed to have consciously bypassed Xiang Shaoyu and Concubine Yu. Was it intentional? I seemed to be a little indignant, but it should be subconscious!
Zhang Han seemed to have been waiting for a long time in front of Xianyang Palace. He looked at you with anger, jealousy, and even hatred. Have you ever provoked him?
When Xiang Shaoyu saw the way Zhang Han looked at him, his expression seemed to be a little ferocious. He immediately attacked and in less than 20 moves, Zhang Han was pinned under his spear. When he died, he still looked at you with that kind of gaze, but you didn't even look at him. As I watched him die, I didn't know where my heart was filled with joy. Even my face seemed to have a smile.
Why am I smiling? I don't know.
In the main hall, Ziying sat on the throne.
"Where is Zhao Gao?"
"I killed him."
Clang! Your sword has been unsheathed. Hiss…Your sword has been sheathed.
When you turned around and saw me, I subconsciously tightened my grip on the autumn dragon.
You looked at me with an abnormally stiff smile on your face. Are you exuding your kindness? But wasn't this a little too insincere? There seemed to be a hint of anger in my heart, but it was stopped by a different thought. This time, I was sure…I really laughed!
You just walked past me like this. I feel that I shouldn't follow you this time. There was no reason. It was just a feeling.
I didn't turn around to look at Ziying. He was already dead. Your sword had already cut off his neck. He was only alive because your sword was even faster than his body.
After returning to Taoism, I always thought of your turbid and deep eyes and the stiff smile you gave me at the end.
I looked at the information before me, Ge Nia, dead; Wei Zhuang died, Gao Jianli died, and Xuenu died. Mo Ban, Big Iron Hammer, Duanmu Rong, and the others were all dead. Master Xu, Chi Lian, and…Gao Yue.
Looking at the information before me, I went out and looked at the sky. Could death really change a person? Just like how you were transformed into that appearance. I don't know life and death, so I can't seem to understand what you're thinking. What are you thinking? I was confused. As for you, it seems like…I'm not just interested in you anymore.
The third time they met was two years later.
You came to my Daoist school to ask for help from the North. I heard that you were going up the mountain, so I specially went to take a shower and change my clothes.
At that time, although your eyes were still deep, they were not as turbid as before. Instead, there was a kind of indifference that seemed to have seen through everything.
Even though you always had a smile on your face, I couldn't feel the slightest bit of joy from you. At that time, you seemed to be smiling for the sake of smiling.
You came to me and told me your purpose for coming here, so I agreed. You asked me to lend Xue Ji to Xiaoyao Zi, so I agreed. But you think I'm doing this for the sake of the nation.
I don't care about the so-called 'righteousness' at all. It's just that you're the one who made these requests to me, so I agreed. As for why? Who should I ask?
Your 'force' has changed again. All the immaturity from before has completely disappeared. It's as if there's no pain anymore, but you've buried all the pain in your heart. The moment we met, I knew.
I don't know what these pains will take away for you, or what you will get. Because I've never felt pain, even though…I know you're in pain. Was this contradictory?
This was the end of this chapter, and the next chapter would be the last chapter of Xiaomeng. It was so difficult to write such a first-person chapter.
The first few chapters have a crucial point in time. I don't know if you've noticed it.
This book is provided by FunNovel Novel Book | Fan Fiction Novel [Beautiful Free Novel Book]