Was the first rain after the beginning of autumn called autumn rain? However, there were still signs of summer rain. It was definitely not as cold as an autumn rain. It was just that there was a little more coolness than the midsummer rain. Although it lacked Xia Yu's enthusiasm, it had a little more gentleness than Xia Yu. Although the rain was not as violent and violent as summer, it also added a little lingering taste. Although there was no knee-deep water on the road, there were traces of mud. In any case, walking made people feel uncomfortable, and the feeling in their hearts was not as clear as before. If the rain in summer, especially the rain in midsummer, was a release of passion. The autumn rain was an emotional entanglement, so the rain now could only be said to be a brewing. It was a kind of excessive brewing of emotions between unrestrained and calm contemplation.
In his boredom, he casually picked up an umbrella and strolled out of the three-foot-long room where he could enjoy his laziness. His expression was not absent-minded, and his mood was not wandering. In any case, it was a feeling of boredom. He walked around casually and looked around casually. The rain was not too heavy, but it made it difficult for people to move. The wind wasn't very strong, and it didn't have the power to make people stagger, but there was also a head-on collision. It made people walking in the rain want to turn their heads to avoid the wind and rain.
After living in the greenhouse for a long time, he didn't feel the hard work of working in the wind and rain. But once they walked in the wind and rain, did they have to imagine running around in bad weather? The answer was yes. Moreover, once there was an irrefutable reason, they would definitely complain about the person who forced all of this on them. He was determined to find him to reason with him after he was done with the matter. Why was he given such a mission in such weather? She felt that she shouldn't have done this. She must have felt that she was innocent, wronged, and even more wronged than Dou E. If he didn't have a good self-reconciliation mentality, this feeling would probably last for a very, very long time. He would even think of this whenever it rained.
He was walking aimlessly and thinking aimlessly. He saw a woman in front of him, a woman whose age and appearance did not match. Why am I so sure that her age doesn't match her appearance? Because I knew this woman from my mother. Her mother was familiar with this woman and knew her background and experience.
The woman was only in her fifties, but she looked like she was in her seventies. His body was hunched, and he was pedaling a man-powered tricycle against the wind with great effort. She was wearing a raincoat, but it would not be of much use to her. Because the wind had lifted her raincoat up high, fluttering in the wind. The rain had almost soaked its clothes. He couldn't see the part above the chest clearly, but he could see the water flowing down the trousers. The color of her clothes was not very distinct. It was unknown if it was because the clothes were not very bright or because the clothes were very old, but the color was very blurry. A pair of skinny feet, wearing a pair of slippers, looked so small and weak on the tricycle's pedal. However, every muscle and tendon on his feet were tightly tensed, revealing the determination and persistence of his feet. Looking up, he saw that the raincoat had a hat, but he didn't put it on, perhaps because he didn't want to block his view or for some other reason. The color of his face was not very clear. There were black spots and white spots. There was no corner on the stage that had been carefully outlined with such alluring colors. His face was very dirty and very thin. None of this could hide the anxiety on her face. It was a rare face shape and expression in this society. On both sides of his mouth, he couldn't tell if it was two or three, but they ran through the earth trench. She pursed her lips tightly and tried her best to stretch her head forward. He looked like he was struggling. There was only a little hair left on his head, and it was also white. This white color was quite eye-catching after being washed by the rain. However, it was also tied into a few strands, which showed the sparse hair. A pair of dull but resolute eyes were deeply sunken in the deep eye sockets that were set off by the high cheekbones. Although it was a little murky, there was still sufficient firm spiritual light flashing. Looking back, there were three full plastic buckets that were more than one meter tall and half a meter in diameter on the car. It was filled with the leftover swill from the restaurant. The bow of the tricycle was almost flat and the tires showed signs of insufficient air, which was enough to let you clearly feel the weight of the goods on the tricycle. The car was slowly moving forward at a speed that was not much faster than a snail crawling.
The speed of the car was rather slow and tenacious, but although it was slow, it had no intention of stopping. This was because this car carried the hope of her family. This weak woman did not sway or sway in the wind. As the rain caressed her, there was no hesitation or hesitation. However, he was walking forward very slowly, but with extreme stubbornness and determination. Because of their firm belief, this cart of swill was the hope of the whole family. If he stopped for a moment, the courage and hope of the whole family to live on would disappear forever. Looking at her gradually disappearing figure, I didn't have anything to say. I could only silently wish her to cherish her in my heart. Take care of yourself, because she is the support of a family, the only motivation for a family to survive. I'm familiar with this woman. I heard it from my mother.
Her mother was older, in her eighties. She was someone who liked to sit on the street for a while, chat with people, and talk about some trivial things to relieve the loneliness and boredom in her heart. Therefore, he knows more about the village or the streets than me. Mother said that this person was a distant relative of mine, so far away that he no longer had much to do with us. When his mother said that, she seemed to be saying that this person's life was very bitter. From her words, I could feel that there was no one else in the world who had a more bitter life than her. At first, I thought that it might be because of my mother's kindness that she felt sorry for everyone. However, the more he listened, the more he felt that it was true.
When this woman was four or five years old, she lost her parents and lived with her uncle. As it was too long ago, her mother could not explain in detail. Before she got married, she was considered a beauty in the 365 villages. However, because her parents died early, she had to marry early when she reached the age. Her husband was fine at that time. He was quite a normal person. After she got married, she gave birth to a boy and a girl, and her life was not bad. Who knew that after her husband went crazy, her son and daughter also went crazy one after another. Dragging three lunatics by himself, he was worrying about how to live. In the end, her parents-in-law died, and her husband's silly younger brother was left to her care. She had to take care of four crazy people by herself. From the looks of it, this person's life was bitter enough.
Every day, this woman had to get up before dawn, probably around four or five o'clock. Regardless of rain or shine, he collected the vegetables from the fields and sent them to the restaurant. Then, he would drag the swill from the restaurant home and feed it to the pigs. Then, he cooked and served the four of them. After tidying up the house, she would pick up some junk on the street and bring it home. Then, he cooked and served the four lunatics. After that, he did not rest and immediately went to the fields to do farm work. At four or five o'clock in the afternoon, he would deliver the dishes to the restaurant, wash the plates, wash the dishes, and feed the pigs with swill. I asked my mother why she didn't divorce him. It was better to find someone else. First of all, it was someone who had a much better life. Her mother said that she had thought of this before. But firstly, she couldn't bear to part with her child. Secondly, she felt that she had four lives. If he left, the four of them could only slowly wait for death. Of course, the four of them wouldn't feel any pain, but she still felt bad. Therefore, he worked so hard to maintain this family, but he never had the chance to enjoy the joy of life. There was no television at home. Even if there was, there was no time to watch it. Because after a busy day, he was already too tired to support himself. Rest and sleep became her greatest and fastest enjoyment. I told my mother that you could help her for a while and give her some money. Her mother said she didn't want it and had given it to her before. Sometimes, when he looked at her, his heart ached for her, and he would not even buy her food. He always said that if there was anything at home, he would just give her some food to eat when she really did not have time to go home for dinner. He did not want to buy it for her. Every time his mother said these words, he wondered if it was because she was old and had a nagging problem? Or was it that she always told the whole family, especially her son, that she was the main focus?"If you see her picking up junk and you happen to be drinking, just give the bottle to her after you finish it. Seeing that she was thirsty, he left her half a bottle. Don't buy a new one, she doesn't want it. We can't help them much, but we must help them as much as we can."
The rain was still falling, but she was nowhere to be seen. But in my heart, I was still thinking about what my mother had told me about her background. I wanted to describe the outline of her family life. However, even after racking his brains, he could not imagine what kind of living situation it would be like. Whether it was happiness, bitterness, bitterness, or pain, only those who were there could taste it.
She would rather give up her personal happiness and protect her poverty for a family of five people and four madmen. What was needed was not only a problem of a state of mind, but also perseverance, perseverance. A belief, a belief that no one else in this family could do it. It was a kind of spirit, a spirit that would stubbornly fight on as long as there was a trace of life.
My eyes moistened as my thoughts spun. I applauded and cheered for those singers, and I was crazy about those celebrities. They always thought that their spiritual outlook was the most charming. Their actions shone with dazzling light. But I happened to see this woman today, so I reflected on myself. Was I wrong? What did the celebrities give me? Was it a sense of responsibility for the family, or was it an obsession with life, or was it a struggle to the death for the prosperity of the country or the nation? No, even if there were, it was pitifully few. There were many negative things about cheating, having an affair, rolling in bed, and car sex.
It seems that I was wrong. It seems that I should correct myself. Looks like I should shift my focus as soon as possible. Pay attention to this woman, these people who should be paid attention to. This was because the spirit that she displayed was the true spirit. The will that she displayed was the true will. The broad-mindedness that she showed was the kind of broad-mindedness that a person should have.
Her actions for the sake of life had built her character. Her personality and conduct shocked my soul on this rainy day and sublimated my own personality.
I salute you, a great woman. I salute you, a strong woman. I salute you, a woman with a big heart. I salute you, the woman I should admire the most.
That night, after dinner, Lan Lin and I talked about this woman. Lan Lin also said,"She said that she heard her mother talk about this woman before. This woman's background is quite pitiful." However, people were also very stubborn. As long as he could get by, he would never open his mouth or reach out his hand to others. She had always been supporting this family silently and alone.”"Yes, this woman is quite pitiful. I heard from Mom that she's a distant relative of our family."”Lan Lin said,"Yes, that's why I told Mom to help her secretly." Her mother was also a soft-hearted person, so every time she met her, she would help her out. What? He gave her an umbrella on a rainy day and asked her to come home for a meal when he saw that she was hungry? However, there was one time when my son made him feel embarrassed. After that, I criticized him very much.”"Oh, what happened?" Once, when the weather was bad, her mother met this person and let him stay at home. Her mother also felt sorry for this person. Seeing that it was raining heavily, she was afraid that she would get drenched, so she let him stay at home to avoid the rain. She had just sat down at home when her son said,"Why do you smell so bad?" In the end, she felt embarrassed. He had not waited for the rain to stop before he left.
Lan Lin said thoughtfully,"Actually, such people are the most worthy of respect. Think about it!" How many people swore eternal love before marriage, and how many people swore for a one-night stand. However, how many people could really carry out the vows of eternal love before marriage to the end? Weren't there many people who made an alliance with others halfway?”Lan Lin paused for a moment and continued," Think about that one-night stand. The man used all kinds of methods to achieve his goal. The woman tried her best to cater to the man's needs for some benefit. There were even some who treated their appearance as a natural tool. Between the bed, they loved each other and swore. Turning around, how many people had repeated the same oath to others?”
Lan Lin panted and continued,"Look at this person again! He had encountered such a difficult situation, serving four lunatics alone. Don't forget that living in this society is not just about clothes and food. There was also the problem of how people looked at people from a secular point of view. Do you know how many people would look down on such people in their daily lives? It might be the same thing. If you did it, there would be no problem, but if she did it, it would not work. Therefore, to be able to persevere in such an environment required not only courage, but also perseverance, tenacity, and a spirit of self-sacrifice.”I thought about it and continued Lan Lin's words."That's true. It's fine for such people to work hard during the day. They can also forget their mental worries. What about at night? In the dead of the night, there was no one to talk to. She didn't even have anyone to discuss this troublesome matter with. This woman's heart was really tough.”Lan Lin smiled and said,"If a person doesn't put themselves in her shoes, they won't be able to understand her difficulties. I heard from Mom that this person probably doesn't have any fun in his life. He doesn't watch television at night. The last time we changed our TV, Mom asked her to bring our old TV back when she came to the city to collect swill. When her mother watched her load it into the car, she said gratefully that it would not be of much use to her because she did not have time to watch television. It was just to add some fun to the four idiots at home so that they would not cause her trouble at night. Later, Mom said that if it was cloudy and rainy, if you didn't want to come out, you could stay at home and have Zhan Yi to relieve your worries. They said that there were 365 days in a year, and she had to come out no matter what the weather was. If she didn't come out, her family wouldn't be able to survive. Mother said that you can watch TV when you're free at night. She said that she was free at night and wanted to watch TV. However, it had been a day. At night, she was so tired after eating that she could only think of going to bed. On the other hand, the few idiots were in the mood to quarrel over the television. On the day that this woman told her mother these words, she might not be feeling well and had a slight fever. Her mother advised her to rest when she should. Otherwise, if she collapsed from exhaustion, wouldn't the family be even more finished? The other party replied that he also wanted to rest, but he didn't dare to! That day, that person was a little sad. Perhaps she should have called her mother aunt. I heard Mom say that this is the first time she called Mom Auntie. Moreover, she even said that she was destined to die of exhaustion sooner or later.”
Lan Lin stopped talking. I thought I was done, so I asked,"Are you done?" Lan Lin replied,"No!" Think about it, can you imagine how difficult it is for this woman? It was easy to deal with physical pain and suffering. Imagine, at night or at any other time at home, you want to calm down, but can you? You're always facing four idiots. Therefore, I sometimes wonder if the difficulties I encounter are called difficulties? Compared to others, how many times am I happier? At the very least, if I suffer outside, I can still cry to the dog when I return home. I've encountered a difficult matter, so I can still discuss it with you. When I'm tired, I can push the housework to others and have a good rest. I have a slight cold, so I can sleep early and wake up late. When I'm depressed, there's still someone who can cheer me up. When I feel depressed, I can still see the happy laughter of my family and feel the bright future. But could she? She couldn't. In her heart, her future and dreams were nothing but idle talk. In her heart, staying alive and keeping her whole family alive was her highest goal. Her life was monotonous and boring, and her emotions were dull and depressed. However, her faith was tenacious and persistent. Would anyone else be able to do what she did? I think it's not just a few simple words to answer yes or no. Because she was using her actions, real, living, and concrete actions to interpret responsibility, confidence, and the full meaning of life.”
That night, Lan Lin did not sing a karaoke song. Instead, she wrote a diary and posted it on her Weibo. The diary wrote: "How many celebrities are distressed by the true love they are pursuing? How many celebrities are searching for all the words in the world to excuse themselves from their marriages? How many movies and TV series were praising love in luxury cars? All these years, we have forgotten, we have forgotten that the most worthy of praise and praise is to be like her, never leaving, never abandoning. The most admirable thing should be her belief and persistence in life. Celebrities were always looking for gimmicks for the farce of marriage. Far-fetched words were just to cover up their shame. The clamor of the fishing boat was not to find an excuse for true love, but to show the world the reason for blasphemy.
In life, anyone could encounter difficulties. It was just that in the midst of difficulties, one could not silently endure it. The waves of fate could overturn the boat of love at any moment. However, at the moment when the boat of love was tilted, would you still want to reach out your hand to reach out to the hand you once trusted the most?
The best excuse for emotions that deviated from the normal track was whether one's heart had betrayed the original oath. Don't go and talk about inappropriate reasons in front of everyone.
The affair in the mansion was a change of mind in the space of the soul. There was no reason for him to hold back the tightly held hands that were about to part. All the words that were used as reasons, the more brilliant they were, could not prove that you were helpless. It just proved that you felt that the pace of parting was too slow, and it only proved that you did not have any thoughts at all and turned your head around.
The love that has been praised for thousands of years has bitterness, sorrow, laughter, and sad breakups. The oath before marriage was the most vulnerable to scrutiny, and the oath in bed was the most vulnerable to test.
If God asked me, what kind of love do I need the most? What I need the most is a simple life. In the ocean of the soul, there were no waves that could stir up a rare wave. There were no flowery words, only silently putting the other party in his heart. Warming your warmth, worrying about your worries, being happy about your happiness, and being bitter about your bitterness. Just like my dog, sometimes, when you have something to ask of him, he always says that I don't have time. I'm busy! Because he could tell that you might not be able to do what you begged him to do. Even though he said that he was busy and it made you feel very sad at the time, if something really happened to you, his anxious mood would also be able to move the earth and heaven.
My dog touched me the most when I had a low fever in the factory for some reason. His old classmate gave him a call, which made my dog so anxious that he immediately went to the factory to see what happened. Who knew that there would be a traffic jam on the way, but my dog had no change and threw a hundred yuan to someone else. He couldn't wait for the change and ran to the factory. In the end, she even sprained her ankle halfway. Even so, my dog limped to me and sent me to the hospital without saying a word. I took some medicine and slept. However, my dog only told me that he had sprained his ankle the next day because he was in so much pain that he couldn't walk.
The dog is worried about me, and I am worried about the dog.”
Wu Tong always wanted to ask the moonlight if she was the only one who shone. Moonlight replied," My heart is only tied to you, but you can't monopolize my radiance. I want to spread my brilliance over the world, my heart is intoxicated by love, and the brilliance is to let my spirit shine.”The moon asked Wu Tong again,"Do you know?" You don't have the romance of spring flowers, the brilliance of summer flowers, the boldness of autumn flowers, or the solemnity of winter flowers. But why should I always use my heart to tie you down?”Wu Tong shook her head in confusion. Moonlight replied,""Let me tell you! You don't have any special strengths that can attract people's attention, but your simplicity and sincerity can never be compared to your beauty. You do not pursue the romance of spring, nor do you envy the enthusiasm of summer, nor do you care about the depression of autumn, nor are you afraid of the cold of winter. As always, you silently dedicated your sincerity to the earth. At the moment when people needed you most, you dedicated your sincerity to them. I am touched by this, I am touched by your sincerity. Because, in my heart, I will always believe in a truth. Using things other than feelings to build feelings is not a solid foundation. Using the sincerity within the feelings, that is, the soul of the feelings, to build love, the feelings of love are unbreakable.
Wutong woke up and silently nodded her head in the autumn wind. The moon was moved and quietly shed her tears under the autumn clouds. It turned out that sincerity was not as profound as people thought. Instead, it was a good communication that could be achieved by using the truest spiritual dialogue. Using the soul of emotion to care about the most true holiness would definitely express irreplaceable sincerity.
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