However, when she saw this scene from back then, she actually felt that she was ridiculous. She looked here and there. Han Nuonuo lowered her head and stared at herself, who seemed to have nothing to do with this banquet, for a while. Thinking about it, she was really stupid in the past. She looked up at Wang Xuan and slowly walked across him.
At this moment, she could clearly hear what Wang Xuan was thinking.
" If you had married her, perhaps things wouldn't have ended up like this. Yesterday, she cried and wanted to see the child. I softened my heart, and the next day, she was caught and thrown into the imperial prison for a beating. Tell me, what can I do? I want to protect her, but I'm not the Crown Prince. I'm just a prince, a small prince.'
It seemed clear and blurry, but she clearly heard Wang Yu's voice. She could have treated it as touching, but when she looked at Wang Yu, she was completely disappointed. He actually said heartlessly,'Nuonuo, I'm sorry, you have to die.'
However, what could she complain about? The matter of her death was a foregone conclusion. What else could she say? Perhaps, all of this was just a dream to her. Other than that, it had no value at all.
"Mother, she's so beautiful."
At this moment, she could hear Han 'er's voice clearly. However, she could also see her own expression clearly. At that time, she looked so defeated and pitiful. Could it be that she could only nestle in Wang Yu's arms and listen to him say,' That's not your child?''What?
She remembered that she had struggled at that time. She also remembered that at that time, she had wondered whose child it was if it was not hers. But in the end, he still lost to the voice in his heart.
She thought,'Mother used to say that the Imperial family was heartless. Now, it seems like it was true. Looking at her child, she thought that there would be a chance of survival. However, at this moment, it was just her wishful thinking.'
Then, she began to pretend to smile and push his hand away." Your Highness, Chenqie will remember it. Then, can Chenqie go back? After all, my existence is…" Not good.
At that time, she didn't dare to say anything. That heart-wrenching pain was still fresh in his heart, and the wound between his fingers still hurt. At this moment, she also knew that she had already provoked him for too long since she entered. She was afraid that if she were to be in a stalemate for a while longer, she would really lose control of herself and make some irreparable mistakes.
However, Wang Yu didn't care if she was in pain or not. He continued to threaten her,'If you're not my princess, then leave. Just stay here.
Han Nuonuo dragged her transparent body and slowly walked over to her. She observed the expression on her face and recalled the helplessness she felt at that time. She wanted to explode. But in the end, she compromised.
No matter how much time had passed, it would always be like this. She had thought that by begging YiNiang to let her come back, she would become as brave as Luo 'er. But she was still wrong.
'If Han' er is still disobedient, Mother will throw you back into the woodshed to reflect on your mistakes.'
'Mother, I don't dare to do it anymore. I don't dare to do it anymore.'
Looking at the child who was reprimanded and ran out, she smiled and thought that if she had not followed him out that day, perhaps she would not have died.
However, it seemed that he could only treat it as his own thoughts.
She slowly followed her past self and arrived in front of Han 'er.
'You used to follow me, and you're still following me now. Are you thinking the same thing as me? Do you want to be my Little Ning?'
At that time, he tried to take two steps forward, but because he was afraid of being beaten, he forced himself to retreat.
'Han…Son,'
When the words were on the tip of her tongue, she quickly changed her words. Otherwise, your mother will be sad again!'
Han Nuonuo tried her best to listen to her inner thoughts.
" He's clearly her child, yet he's saying such things now. Han Nuonuo's heart trembled involuntarily. Perhaps this is retribution for her arrogant words.
" As the saying goes, children are treasures brought into the world by their mothers. But what about the child in front of him? She had never truly given up for him.
She didn't understand before, but now she finally understood.
" In front of the child, she is not worthy of being his mother.
'If she was given another chance, she would never give birth to him to torture herself.'
At that time, she struggled to shake off the tears on her face. Before she could react, Han 'er had already hugged her waist and raised her little head with an affectionate expression.' When I grow up, I must make you my wife.'
'But I'm already your father's wife. How can I be your wife again? You're really a little fool.'
'That's fine. As long as you're willing, I'll ask my father to bring you over.'
" Silly girl, how old are you? By the time you grow up, I might already be dead!'
At that time, she looked really pitiful.
He could only treat his own child like this. She would rather the child call her mother at that time than have him speak like that. Only now did he realize that the conversation that day was almost meaningless.
Han 'er, her child.
Han Nuonuo wiped away the tears on her face. Everything in front of her seemed to be far away, but it was close again. Everything here was still familiar.
Han 'er, Wang Yu, her. It seemed like they could only be treated as three threads that never intersected. In the end, she could only treat it as the most inconspicuous one. In Han 'er's eyes, there was only her father and Second Madam. She was just a passerby.
When Lu Li thought of these details that he had never thought of in the past, he realized how stupid he had been back then.
Xiruo looked at Han Nuonuo, wondering if this poor child would feel disappointed and pitiful when she saw him.
That period, at a certain moment, had already become the part that Nono did not want to face the most. She knew that.
Hence, she could only carefully approach Han Nuonuo.
Han Nuonuo slowly opened her eyes and looked at Xiruo with a faint smile.
"But he no longer exists.”
Xiruo wiped away the tears from her eyes and continued,"After that, I died."
"Nuonuo."
Xiruo smiled." I'll take you to the back."”
Han Nuonuo shook her head. She obviously did not want to see what happened after that.
"I'm sorry, YiNiang. I was wrong. I don't want to see it anymore. I don't want to die either. I know I was wrong. The past is in the past, and my Han 'Er no longer exists. YiNiang, you said before that after I was reborn, I had to forget everything from my previous life and live a good life. " Whenever something happens, you have to choose to escape. If you slowly escape for a long time, you'll forget. You'll forget the feelings you had in the past. Aunt, I won't die. I'll live my life well. I definitely won't think about dying anymore."”
In fact, Nono had never thought of dying. The words she said to her outside the dream were just a joke. Xiruo understood his niece and knew what she was thinking.。However, she was only afraid of seeing Wang Yu at that time.
Perhaps it was just as the sage had said.
The past was the past. Even if they saw it, they could only see it as the past.
。。。
Outside the dream, Xi Ruo slowly opened his eyes and tapped Han Nuonuo's forehead twice. Han Nuonuo also opened her eyes, but her eyes were already lifeless.
"Nuonuo."
Han Nuonuo nodded." Aunt, I know what you want to say. YiNiang, thank you, YiNiang. Actually, Xiao Yu is good. Actually, Xiao Yu is good to Han 'er.。。Perhaps compared to a mother, Xiao Yu is more like Han 'er's mother. I'm just a tool to give birth to him.。。Perhaps it was the same as what I thought back then. If I had another chance, I would rather not have that child.”
As she spoke, she still couldn't control her emotions and hugged her knees as she cried.
Xiruo caressed her back calmly." Silly girl, it's all in the past. Now that you've seen it, you should really let it go, remember?"”
"Got it." Han Nuonuo buried her head and choked.
The dream was over. Everything that happened back then seemed like a joke now.
He had thought that the memories back then were beautiful and worth remembering.。He originally thought that Han 'Er's words that were almost like a joke was a joke that would make people laugh.。It was only when she woke up from the dream that she realized that the scene was not what she had imagined. When she touched it, all that was left was pain.
Han Nuonuo didn't dare to think about it anymore. She wiped her tears and smiled at the shade of a tree above her.
"Alright, it's fine. It's all in the past.”
On the other side.
Silly brought Situ Ling home.
Situ Ling looked around the room." What? The princess isn't back yet?"
"Maybe." Silly looked at the village chief who was taking care of the cow in the cowshed.
Village Chief Wang looked at Situ Ling and smiled at Silly."What a silly boy. This girl is really beautiful. If she can become the wife of the silly boy, it will be a joyous occasion for our Ping Ran Village.”
Silly's face turned pale when she heard that. She said softly,""Grandfather, stop joking. Where's Luo 'er? Is Luo 'er back?"
"Luo 'er?"
Village Chief Wang tilted his head and looked at the child who was approaching from outside the courtyard. He whispered,"Silly boy, isn't Luo 'er there? Why are you asking me?" After saying that, he continued to pick up the grass brush and gently brushed the cow's back twice, muttering, What a dirty cow.'
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