Zhang Wenyuan lay on the bed with empty eyes. The white checkered ceiling seemed to reflect that smiling face that was full of pity. The girl's name was Liu Xiaowei. Oh, she couldn't be called a girl anymore because she had married a man's wife five years ago. Even her daughter was four years old. Their ending wasn't that the girl was vain, despised the poor, and loved the rich. Instead, it was filled with too much helplessness and fate. This had to start from Zhang Wenyuan's life experience.
Zhang Wenyuan grew up in an orphanage and didn't know who his parents were. However, Grandma Zhang, who was the oldest in the orphanage, was sent to the orphanage on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve in 1982. At that time, she looked only about one year old. Her little face was red from the cold, but she didn't cry or scream. Her small eyes rolled around when she saw people. She wore a jade pendant with the word " Wenyuan " carved on it with fine hemp thread around her neck. There was a small bead in the middle of the jade pendant, and it felt like there was a bubble inside the jade pendant. Grandma Zhang felt that they were fated to meet. She looked at the jade pendant on his neck and named him Wenyuan, taking her surname Zhang. His birthday was set to be the 30th of the year.
Zhang Wenyuan was personally raised by Grandma Zhang like her own grandson. He was smart since he was young, but he was weak and sickly. Even with the special care of Grandma Zhang, the director of the hospital, she was still as thin as firewood. She was like a child in an African refugee camp who had been malnourished for a long time.
When he was twelve, Grandma Zhang passed away. This was not only a psychological blow to him, but also a physical challenge. After Grandma Zhang left, he, who was treated equally, was in a state of hunger all day long. It was not that the food provided to him was small, but that he always had to eat three or four times the food of children of the same age to feel full. Two hours later, that feeling of hunger would engulf his entire body again.
When Grandma Zhang was alive, she had taken him to the hospital for a few checkups, but the results were that he was fine and healthy. It was just that his blood sugar was a little low. He would be fine as long as he went back to take more sugar and eat more. It was not a big problem.
However, the strange thing was that no matter how much he ate, his stomach could not be satisfied. It was like a bottomless pit. No matter what was filled in, it would still be empty.
When he was in middle school, food was provided by the cafeteria. Fortunately, he met a compassionate auntie. Every time he ate, he would always be a few minutes slower than others, and then enter through the back door until he was full.
She was full, but her emaciated body couldn't be changed. She even had the tendency to develop into a White Bone Demon. Going out late at night would always scare people who had something on their minds. Her terrible appearance was destined to not be recognized by her classmates. poverty and hardship are the drugs of maturity. While other children were still looking for interesting things to do in their childhood, he already knew that his opportunity to study in school was hard to come by. Because of his classmates 'estrangement and evasion, he devoted all his energy to his studies. Therefore, all the students in junior high knew that the first place in the grade was a skeleton ghost!
Her results in the middle school examination were among the best in the district. She was admitted to a private high school for free and received a monthly living allowance of 500 yuan.
Even better than his results was that his body had finally recovered. Although he was still a pot-bellied king, after a summer vacation, there was finally some flesh between his skin and bones. He looked like a human and was no longer as scary as before.
Life in high school was no different from junior high to him. After all, high school students were much more mature than junior high school students. Their likes and dislikes towards a person were not as obvious as junior high school students. Some people were willing to date him and go out to play with him. However, the quiet and closed personality that he had developed during his three years in junior high school made it impossible for him to integrate into laughter and extreme sports. Coupled with his maturity that far exceeded his peers and his ever-present hunger, he could only stay in a corner alone and learn, learn, and learn!
In the second year of high school, a girl transferred to another school. Her name was Liu Xiaowei.
Zhang Wenyuan, who had been sitting alone in the corner, became her deskmate.
The girl did not look stunning at first glance, but she had a petite figure. When she smiled, her round, apple-like face revealed two small dimples, making her look especially cute. Her small nose was always wrinkled, adding a bit of lively aura.
The girls who had just transferred to the school could not fit into the various small circles that had been formed in the first year of high school. As a result, when others were chatting or exercising, Zhang Wenyuan, who was still working hard, was lucky enough to get the girl's company and curious eyes from time to time.
Zhang Wenyuan and the girl started during a physical education class. Zhang Wenyuan clearly remembered that it was September 21st, 1999.
On this day, the girl had eaten a large piece of ice cream at noon and felt her stomach ache in the afternoon physical education class. The girl, who was a little careless, finally remembered that she couldn't eat cold food during her period. Feeling that she had brought this upon herself, the girl could only take a leave of absence and return to the classroom to rest.
Pushing open the classroom door, the girl was surprised to see her deskmate lying on the table. The girl thought to herself with interest, He can't have a good friend too, right?”。
However, when she got closer, the girl heard a series of cooing sounds.
She mischievously squatted beside the bench to confirm that it was indeed coming from her deskmate's stomach.
She looked up and saw a pale face covered in sweat.
"Are you hungry?" she asked softly.
Zhang Wenyuan didn't answer. He just closed his eyes and gritted his teeth.
The girl took out the snacks she had prepared in her bag and pushed them in front of him.”
Zhang Wenyuan still did not move, but the sweat on his face dripped down his chin to the ground.
"Be good. This is really not good for your body.”The girl's voice was surprisingly gentle.
This soft voice seemed to have magic, and Zhang Wenyuan finally raised his head. Through her blurry vision, she saw a pair of sincere and pitiful eyes.
" Eat up." The girl gave him a smile, and two shallow dimples appeared on her face.
Under the guidance of this heavenly voice, Zhang Wenyuan mechanically tore open the snack packaging and put it into his mouth.
He didn't know if there were angels in this world, and he had never seen one before. However, at this moment, he believed that the angel was right beside him.
From then on, the girl brought two sets of breakfast every day, and there was always a lot of snacks in her bag. They began to understand each other and became friends.
For Zhang Wenyuan, the happiest two years passed by like a shuttle.
His results were always among the best. Although the girl had been improving with his help, there was still a distance between her and his results.
After the college entrance examination, while waiting for the results, the girl was obviously depressed and full of worries. He knew the reason, but he deliberately didn't ask. Instead, he secretly looked at the girl's application form when he was filling in the application form and smiled as he bid farewell to the girl's tearful eyes. Then, he found a job during the holidays and slowly waited for the moment to surprise the girl.
His first choice in university was Northwest Agriculture and Forest, because he and the girl both liked this imperial capital full of historical vicissitudes and classical meaning. Most importantly, this was the girl's first choice.
Unsurprisingly, he arrived at the campus two days before the start of school, where he might be able to witness their sweet time.
Taking advantage of the pleasant surprise, their freshman life was sweet and enviable.
However, the heavens always seemed to like to give people a bolt from the blue, watching people's helplessness and pain.
During the summer break after his freshman year, Zhang Wenyuan felt the hunger he felt before high school again. It was like a bear that had just woken up from hibernation and wanted to eat. Its stomach was crazily absorbing the energy in its body. What was worse was that he was not only absorbing the energy of the food in his stomach, but also his life force.
The muscles that he had accumulated over the past four years had quickly dried up in just a few dozen days. Every morning, there would be a few strands of white hair on his head that were as dry as straw, and wrinkles would gradually appear on his skin.
He had once thought of committing suicide, but he couldn't do it under the girl's silent pleading.
At this moment, understanding a person would become a kind of pain. He understood the girl's dreams, understood what the girl was pursuing, and understood what the girl wanted the most. However, could he, who was neither human nor ghost, give all of this to her?
Guilt and self-blame were like demons that corroded his heart. He could not give the girl happiness, could not give the girl happiness. Then he would seek relief, a better relief for the girl.
He started to ignore the girl and used his ugly appearance to hurt her.
In fact, the girl completely understood his feelings, but a relationship could not be put down easily.
Therefore, he tried to drive the girl away by hurting himself. This time, he succeeded. The price of success was two broken hearts.
In the days without girls, Zhang Wenyuan began his devilish university life.
He ate like a lunatic and soaked himself in the library. Not only did he read all the information related to agriculture, but he also read a lot of Chinese medicine information.
He had received a professional master's degree and a doctor's degree. Then, he went to get his Chinese medicine license. Then, he would visit famous old Chinese medicine doctors everywhere because the obsession in his heart was still there.
He had once wondered if there was a Taotie in his body.
He had also gone to the blind fortune-teller on the street to do a divination, and the method that the blind man gave him was "The Lone Star of Heaven's Curse". Although he hadn't seen much, he still understood the meaning behind this word. Therefore, he kicked the blind man's stall angrily and left. The blind man did not ask him for money, but watched him leave with a regretful look.
He could not seek medical help, medicine was useless, and fortune-telling did not achieve the desired method. His heart was completely dead.
Now, he was the administrator of the largest flower fragrance fruit wood trading website in the country. At the same time, he was writing on the largest website in the country. In a year, there would be 300,000 to 400,000. He deducted the cost of the high-energy materials he needed at all times and the basic expenses of living. The rest was donated to the orphanage.
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