When Shen Xiangmi returned home, she could not help but feel excited. The company was better than she had imagined. Today was her first day at work. The company did not arrange much work for her, and it was a day shift. She mainly learned how to contact the factory from her master, Ye He.
Ye He was a man in his thirties. It was unknown whether it was because of the pressure of work, or whether it was inherited or because his thoughts were too complicated, but at a young age, he had a lot of white hair mixed in with his black hair. His well-defined face was exceptionally serious, but he was very patient with Shen Xiangmi. As long as she was curious, he would patiently explain it to her in detail.
Shen Xiangmi was very hardworking. Before she left, she saw the books on clothing on Ye He's desk and borrowed two books, preparing to squeeze out some time to read them.
"Zixi, how's work?" Shen Xiangmi asked when she saw Mu Zixi walking into the house weakly, her mind in complete disarray.
"Don't mention it. That Long guy seems to have a deep hatred for me. He always finds me an eyesore. If I don't perform well tomorrow, he'll let me go.”
"Ah, how could this be? Didn't you say that it was very likely because of him that she could enter the company? He's deliberately making things difficult for you?"
"I was just guessing before. Now I'm sure that I didn't join the company because of him. Sigh, maybe he didn't mean to make things difficult for me. If you want to blame someone, blame my computer skills. My ability is too poor. I shouldn't blame him. He's just doing his job. I hate myself.”Mu Zixi said sadly.
"Don't be depressed. I haven't fired you yet, right?”Shen Xiangmi comforted him.
"Yes, you're right. Since he hasn't fired me, then I still have hope. Moreover, there are people who are willing to help me. But I don't know if the person who said he would help me is a liar.”
"What's going on?"
"A man named Guo Lijian, who claimed to be the sales director of the Long Corporation, said that he would help me finish the work that I didn't finish today. He also helped me guess my work tomorrow and said that he would help me finish it and send it to my email.”
"That's good!"
"But what if he's a corporate spy? I actually got off work early and left him alone in the company. Am I careless?”
"How can there be so many bad people in this world? Besides, how can a corporate spy be so coincidental that they just happen to meet you in trouble and then pry into company secrets in the name of helping you? Didn't you tell me the day before yesterday that it's very difficult for ordinary people to enter your company? Those without a brand had to be strictly registered. How could a commercial spy be so easy to get in?”
"Xiangmi, thank you. Your analysis is right. I was scared silly. Thinking about it, he should be wearing a brand.”
"It's okay. The people involved are confused, but the bystanders see clearly.”
"Now, my heart can finally calm down.”Mu Zixi heaved a sigh of relief and looked at Shen Xiangmi gratefully.
"Yes, I believe that you will stay in the Long family.”
"Thank you. What about you? How's work? Did it go well?"
"Fortunately, I have a master to teach me the work process.”
"That's not bad. By the way, is your master a man or a woman?”
"I didn't pay much attention to his appearance. I feel that he doesn't like to smile and has a straight face every day. Anyway, it doesn't matter.”
"That's right. As long as he's skilled and can teach you without holding back, it'll definitely be very good. After all, our previous major was secretary studies, which is far from foreign trade. Work hard and you'll soon be able to stand out. When the time comes, teach me. I want to find another path for myself.”
"Yes, no problem."
Mu Zixi thought about this day of trepidation. She felt that she should learn more knowledge. There were many paths in the future. She could not hang herself on a tree.
When it came to men, Shen Xiangmi was the same. She only cared about Jiang Qing. She was not willing to look at anyone else. However, Mu Zixi was different. She had to pay attention to every man around her, whether she liked him, hated him, or had no feelings for him. It was probably because her mother was sick and urged her to get married more frequently. Therefore, she had no choice but to think about her marriage out of habit when she thought about it and when she was quiet.
Sometimes, she felt inferior. She didn't know if anyone would be willing to marry her. She didn't know what kind of person she could marry. Looking back at the past, there were only two people who pursued her, and they were both trash characters. A boy had chased all the girls in her class and failed miserably. In the end, he was pleasantly surprised to find that he had left her behind. He immediately wrote a love letter to her to confess. There was also a boy with a fat head and big ears. His long hair was dyed gray, and his grades were poor. He was a hooligan and did not have a proper upbringing.
Mu Zixi didn't know that there was actually a boy who had a crush on her. It was just that she usually didn't smile and studied hard. She was too strict and orthodox. Men with outstanding self-esteem were too shy to confess to her, so no one dared to confess to her.
She had previously attributed this to her lack of luck with men, or rather, her lack of luck with women. Later, when she went to university, she started to worry about whether she would not be able to get married. Was it because she was too cheerful or too competitive, so she was not feminine? In the past, she had never been particular about dressing up. She did not like to wear dresses. She tried to put on makeup, straighten her hair, and buy dresses to wear. However, no one cared about her.
Had Mu Zixi ever liked anyone in university? The answer was yes. Which girl wouldn't fall in love in a pure and beautiful ivory tower at the age of love? Of course, it was a different story for those who were sick. The man she admired was a lecturer she admired. He was a young lecturer who had just gotten married when she was a freshman. Because of love, she didn't even dare to show any admiration for him, let alone talk about love or confession. Regardless of whether the lecturer would take a fancy to her, a lowly student, as far as she was concerned, she was a person who could suppress her feelings. She would not shamelessly destroy other people's families just to satisfy her own desires. However, she was very calm about her heart. Love was love. Because she loved him, she would no longer love others. For this period of love, Mu Zixi concluded that when he met her, he hated that it was not right. He ran on the broken bridge that was not fated. That day, after Mu Zixi helped him move his house, she sealed him in the deepest part of her heart. From then on, she would never see him again, nor would she have anything to do with him. No one knew that she had once loved him deeply, including him.
Every time she saw a couple walking together on campus, on the streets, or in the park, she would be curious and try to get closer to see what was going on so that she could learn. Of course, she had mocked herself for her actions countless times, but she had no better way. Every time she finished reading it, she would look at him with envy, but she would never be able to learn the coquettish look of a woman in love.
When she was young, she dreamed of experiencing a passionate love like the male and female protagonists on television. Later on, her heart slowly cooled down. She only wished that she could be with someone of one heart and never leave him. However, the cruel reality forced her to lower her standards again. Now, all she needed to do was find a suitable person to live a peaceful life with. Then, on sleepless nights, she would sincerely pray to the heavens that she would meet a good man who loved her. Then, she would marry him and have children with him, and live a peaceful life.
Shen Xiangmi went to study, and Mu Zixi didn't want to think about this problem anymore. At the moment, work was still like a small boat drifting in the bitter wind and rain, struggling and swaying. Her career, her love life, and her uncertain future made her extremely frustrated. She couldn't do anything. Fortunately, she ran to the mirror and looked at herself in a daze, as if she knew how to read fate. She read for a long time until her mind calmed down a little before she went to read the boring computer science book.
It was terrible. Mu Zixi had insomnia again at night. Her psychological quality was too poor. Every time she encountered something important, she would always lose sleep. During the college entrance examination, if it wasn't for her poor psychological quality, if she could perform normally, she would have no problem getting into a university. More than ten students who usually did worse than her did better than her. Everyone else had gotten into one book with success, but she had only gotten into the worst three books. Thinking of this, she became even angrier. Her emotions had been fluctuating too much today. Moreover, she was worried about whether she could pass the test smoothly tomorrow and keep her job. The more she wanted to rest early to recuperate and save up for tomorrow's challenge, the more she couldn't sleep. Some of her nerve cells were in disorder, and it was useless even after she tried her best. After fighting for a long time, she felt like she was in a pot of porridge. She only slept for about an hour because she was in a mess.
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