Long Manqin wanted to continue the conversation with her friends, but when she returned to the computer, they had all left. She walked to the bed and lay down. Tears flowed down her cheeks onto the pillow, and the pink pillow was stained with tears. The memories of her and Jiang Qing replayed in her mind.
The first time he met Jiang Qing was at the university student council meeting. Jiang Qing didn't know how he was elected as the head of the student union's study department. Long Manqin was the head of the publicity department. It was not easy for her to become a minister. In order to let her develop her management skills in university, her mother had hired many people. During the meeting that day, Long Manqin was sitting beside Jiang Qing. She saw that Jiang Qing was taking notes very seriously. His handwriting was extremely beautiful and his side profile was very handsome, so she became curious about him. She admired him even more when she found out that he was the head of the learning department. She wanted to get to know him after the meeting.
As soon as the meeting ended, Long Manqin said impatiently to Jiang Qing,""Hello, senior. My name is Long Manqin.”
"Yes, Director Zeng said so just now.”
"Can we be friends?"
"Yes."
"That's great. You're the head of the learning department and you're one year ahead of me. If there's anything I don't understand at work in the future, I'll need your guidance.”
"Yes." Long Manqin was very happy to see Jiang Qing agree. She had never felt such excitement before.
From now on, she would go to Jiang Qing every now and then about school work. She didn't know why she liked to be with him. She would panic if she didn't see him for a day. She concluded that she had fallen in love with him. She started to pursue Jiang Qing, but she didn't say it out loud. Because she didn't dare. She watched as Jiang Qing rejected one girl after another who confessed to him. At first, she realized that Jiang Qing was indifferent to everything other than his studies. He did his work meticulously, but when it came to relationships between men and women, he seemed to be missing a root, as if he didn't have chemistry with anyone. Later, she finally found out that all of this was because he had always loved a girl. That girl was called Shen Xiangmi. He often went to check her QQ. Her QQ was changed to Southern Mountain's Blazing Sun, while his was changed to Northern Sea's Cold Rain. But she did not give up. She still pursued him bitterly for more than two years, but Jiang Qing only saw her as a sister.
Sometimes, it was really hard for her to imagine that she had spent so much effort to become the head of the publicity department, but Jiang Qing, such a cold person, could become the head of the learning department. With Jiang Qing's personality, it was normal for him to not do anything. Later on, after asking around, she found out that Jiang Qing's grades in university were very good, and his form teacher liked him very much because his personality was very similar to hers when she was young. She thought highly of him, so she recommended him to the school and forced him to be a teacher.
Long Manqin could not get anything out of Jiang Qing's mouth. He was too quiet. They had been together for two years, but he had never taken the initiative to tell her anything. Every time she asked, he would answer perfunctorily. He was very patient and never lost his temper. He just never answered the questions that he could avoid. If she hadn't gotten some information from Jiang Qing's good friend Sun Da, perhaps Jiang Qing would forever remain a mystery in her heart.
Actually, she only thought that they had been together for two years. Jiang Qing did not treat her as his girlfriend at all. He had always had Shen Xiangmi in his heart. It was just that with Sun Da's help, she stuck to him. She couldn't let the situation develop like this. She had to get Jiang Qing, no matter what obstacles there were in front of her, no matter what method she used. She loved him very much. Ever since she saw him, no one else could enter her eyes. It was said that there was a veil between a woman and a man. She did not believe that she could not even pierce through the veil.
When Long Manqin thought of this, she recalled what happened on QQ. She felt that she had become very scary. After dancing that day, she remembered that the apartment Jiang Qing and Sun Da rented was very close to Gu Ruyi's house, so she went to look for Jiang Qing. Coincidentally, Jiang Qing had something to do and had gone out. Only Sun Da was there. She saw that Jiang Qing's computer was turned on and wanted to use it to watch TV and wait for him to come back. Coincidentally, she saw Shen Xiangmi's confession. She held her breath and read each word carefully. It was only a short sentence, but she felt that it contained too many things. After all, it was related to her life's happiness. After looking at it, her heart was pounding. She steadied herself for a moment before asking Sun Da in a calm tone,"How long has Jiang Qing been gone?"
"About thirty minutes."
"Oh." She heaved a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he did not see this confession. He definitely did not see it. If he saw the confession of the woman he loved, he would definitely reply. She was relieved and immediately considered how to break up the couple. She had to be quick. She couldn't wait for Jiang Qing to come back. She quickly replied with a line of words: Shen Xiangmi, you're not my type. I'm sorry. Besides, I have a girlfriend now. Don't disturb me.
Then, with lightning speed, he deleted the conversation just now and cleaned up the scene. She was certain that Sun Da did not notice all of this and heaved a sigh of relief in her heart. However, she was still on tenterhooks, afraid that Shen Xiangmi would confess again. After a few days, she was sure that Jiang Qing did not know that she had deleted the conversation. She also felt that Jiang Qing had Shen Xiangmi's QQ, which would always make her feel uneasy. So, she found an opportunity to go to their apartment with Mo Xianling again. While Jiang Qing was in the bathroom, she deleted Shen Xiangmi from his friend list.
Later, Sun Da asked her if she knew what had happened to Jiang Qing. Only then did she know that Jiang Qing would be in a daze for the next few days, drowning his sorrows in alcohol. She didn't know if it was because of her conscience or because she liked to be with Jiang Qing, so she used the excuse of comforting Jiang Qing and often went to see him. Once, when she was drunk, Long Manqin found out that the reason why Jiang Qing was so sad was because he suddenly found out that Shen Xiangmi was no longer in his QQ account. Jiang Qing had memorized Shen Xiangmi's QQ account, but he didn't know if she didn't see it or if she deliberately didn't add him. In short, he couldn't add her anymore. He concluded that Shen Xiangmi must have married someone, so he deleted him from her friend list. Those days, he drank cheap alcohol every night because he regretted not confessing to Shen Xiangmi earlier. He was sad that he didn't even have her other contact information. He hated himself for being powerless in love.
That day, when Jiang Qing was drunk again, she happened to be in the apartment with her senior, Mo Xianling. When Mo Xianling saw that Jiang Qing was about to say something stupid, she sent him and Sun Da away. Long Manqin listened to him quietly. He told her a lot, a lot. It was the first time he had spoken so much to her, more than the two years they had spent together. She truly understood Jiang Qing. At the same time, every word he said was like a knife cutting into her heart. Now that she thought about it, it was still true. From that day on, she realized how big a mistake she had made. He loved Shen Xiangmi far more than she had imagined. She felt that she was even more vicious than the stepmother in Snow White. However, things had already come to this. She told herself that she could not change anything. Even if she had to choose again, she would still be the same as before. She loved him too much. From then on, every time she saw Jiang Qing, she would say to him in her heart: "Jiang Qing, I'm sorry. When we get married, I'll still be the kind Manqin. As long as I can be with you, I'll accommodate you to anything.”
If it weren't for Jiang Qing's family, perhaps Shen Xiangmi and Jiang Qingzao would be the happiest couple in the world. She was an abominable meddler. Long Manqin hated herself. Why was she so selfish? Why couldn't she live without Jiang Qing? Why did she fall in love with a woman who already had someone else in her heart? She questioned herself in pain, but she could not find an answer.
"Miss, the milk has just been heated up. Hurry up and drink it while it's hot!”The nanny, Auntie Li, brought milk and some western dishes. Seeing that Long Manqin was still lying on the bed with her face behind her back, she put the things on the table and said. When he didn't hear any response, he tiptoed over to her and confirmed that she wasn't asleep before turning around to leave.
Auntie Li's words interrupted Long Manqin's thoughts. Long Manqin couldn't think about it anymore. Her head was hurting now. She needed to eat something to wake herself up. She also needed to think about how to get Jiang Qing to accept her help so that she could help him get through this crisis as soon as possible. She wiped the tears from her eyes and made sure that the tears had dried up. Then, she got up, washed her face, and walked to the table to drink warm milk.
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