However, it was still early in the night, and the four women had just eaten and drunk their fill. They were sitting together and laughing about the strange stories in the martial world.
Yang Guhong couldn't be bothered to listen, so he wandered around and planned to return late at night.
In the dead of the night, his mind was particularly awake. Yang Guhong was still thinking that he had inexplicably transmigrated to the Song Dynasty and arrived in Jin Yong's martial arts world. He was too far away from the world he once lived in. It was not only the distance between heaven and earth, but also the time that could never be calculated. This was the most unreachable distance.
Thinking about how he had long become a lonely soul for a woman and now he had fallen into a time and space that had passed away, who could understand that melancholy?
Thinking about how he had used all his true feelings to love a woman when he was alive, he had paid the price of his life and ended up with nothing. In terms of ultimate value, it was really not worth it at all.
If the heavens destined me to be reincarnated to the Song Dynasty, then after I, Yang Guhong, obtain my true body, I will no longer be a foolish infatuated man. I will conquer all women with the face of a strong man. That's right! There was no true love in reality. It was all a lie. He could only sigh that he had to pay the price of his life to understand such a simple truth.
Since the heavens are giving me a chance to start over, I will live like a strong person! To keep a woman, it was impossible to just use true feelings. The most important thing was to conquer her, whether it was spiritually, physically, or physically. As a man, you had to make a woman submit to you in these three aspects before you could really keep her.
It only took one night for a person to go bad. Yang Guhong was originally a compassionate person who would rather be hurt than hurt others. However, after experiencing this cycle of life and death, he slowly realized that he had always lived in an ideal country. He used the truth, kindness, and beauty taught by his mother to look at the world. In the end, the person he loved had forced him to a dead end and even sacrificed his life.
A person had to be born twice in his life. The first time was given to him by his mother, and the second time was given to him by the person he loved.
He had thought that he could use his mother's beautiful heart to obtain the same beautiful things in the world. However, the person he loved used reality to collapse his faith and cause him to die.
He admitted that he still loved that woman, but this love was not love. He would never want to have her again. He had a purpose to prove his worth to her and that it was her fault to give up on him. Perhaps, his current love was just to make her understand his value and make her regret giving up on him. Sometimes, he didn't know whether he loved her or hated her. If he could make her regret it one day, then he would be taking revenge on her in a civilized way.
He knew very well that he had already done what he should do. After that, he would only have the conquest of the strong. It was said that there was true love in Jin Yong's Wuxia. Then, after he regained his true body, he would go and see it. If there was true love, of course, he would cherish it. If there was no love, he would never let go of a woman he liked.
There are many sorrows in life. If you can enjoy yourself in time, why not do it? " Since I once died for the faith of truth, kindness, and beauty, this time, let me go against the heavens. I will not be a person who lives by comforting myself with warm faith.
Yang Guhong finally understood that the so-called truth, kindness, and beauty belonged to the weak. It was the self-expansion and self-comfort of the weak. A person who had the ability to do evil would never believe in these things. Otherwise, how could it be that " when a person is about to die, his words are also good "? How could it be that " when a person was born, his nature was originally good "? It obviously implied that a person would continue to be evil if he did not die, and that his nature would turn evil after he died.
In short, if he returned to the human world, Yang Guhong would definitely not seal his fresh life in the ancient creed. Carpe diem and play with the world of mortals was the right path.
Alright, when I regain my true body, I'll play with all the heavenly dragon beauties.
Yang Guhong's heart, which had originally been filled with warmth, quickly twisted.
Would a person who had loved her sincerely still believe in true love after being heartlessly abandoned?
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