I looked at myself in the bronze mirror. I was indeed beautiful. No, I should say that even if I looked at myself from the male perspective before I transmigrated, even if I was still a child, I still looked like a cloud and moon. I was out of this world. When I thought of this, the corners of my mouth curled up slightly. I was proud of myself. My two sweet dimples left a deep impression on others. I really felt that I was born beautiful and could not give up.
I'm only 3 years old, but I already have the figure of a 5 - 6 year old girl. But every time I look down, I always feel strange. Although my height is growing very fast, it seems like it has never grown up. But I'm indeed a boy. But for some reason, my body has become more and more feminine in the past few years, and my voice has become more and more coquettish. Logically speaking, because of the difference in the length of my vocal cords, the voices of boys and girls have been very clear since I was young, and it's easy to distinguish them. But my voice was completely a girl's…
Especially since the education I received all along was the etiquette that a princess should have, and it was very strict. This caused me to sometimes realize that I had a double personality. In my previous life, I rejected this kind of situation where I was neither male nor female. I would get angry when I saw such a body, but in this life, I completely had the mentality of a girl. The only thing that could tell me that I was a boy was my little guy who had yet to develop.
Ever since I returned to Luoyang and met Imperial Physician Li again, I also learned a little about myself. I was very angry and even hated Sima Yue's actions, but I have to say that he raised me. Life is not as great as raising. People have feelings, so it's really complicated. This kind of androgynous person might even have the appearance of a woman in the future. His physique might even be close to that of a woman. This kind of inner contradiction was really unbearable. But on the other hand, my other half of my mind enjoyed being a girl. This was something that my male mind couldn't accept. Therefore, my male mind would choose to run away at this time. I might as well completely transform into a girl's mentality. Therefore, when there were people around, I was a girl. I had the heart of a girl. When I'm alone, I'm the real me. The conflict between my two thoughts is very intense and tortures me. That's why I don't like being alone. I'd rather live in the state of a girl. Otherwise, he really couldn't take it. Of course, you can also say that I'm really easy to take care of. As long as I'm alive, I can endure anything. After all, I've died once, so I'm very open-minded. When I see beautiful girls, I still have thoughts. After all, I have the thoughts of an adult man. I pouted in front of the mirror with a face full of hatred. This expression fell into Auntie Hong's eyes and she felt sad again. This child was too pitiful. She had been drugged since she was young and had become like this. What kind of life would she have when she grew up? Sigh…
I turned around and saw that Aunty Hong's eyes were red. I immediately walked up to her and held her hand with a smile. I said coquettishly,"Auntie Hong, look at Mingyue's new clothes.”I widened my eyes and looked at Aunty Hong with a sweet smile. I giggled as I spun around in front of Aunty Hong. How could I not like her? Wouldn't it make her heart ache?
Auntie Hong looked at me and hugged me. She suddenly cried out,"My child, my poor child!”
I watched as Auntie Hong knelt on the ground and hugged me tightly as she cried. My eyes also turned red as I sobbed along with her. My head leaned on Auntie Hong's shoulder as I said softly,"Aunty Hong, I'm fine. Didn't Imperial Physician Li already think of a solution? Moreover, he discovered it early. I will recover my male body sooner or later. I have already adapted to the current situation and don't feel wronged at all. Really, Aunty Hong, don't worry about me…"
I gently pushed Aunty Hong away and winked at her.
Auntie Hong didn't understand why I pushed her away, but when she saw my flirtatious eyes, she honestly couldn't take it. This child really looked too much like a girl. No, it should be said that she was even more girly than a girl. In terms of appearance, Ming Yue's birth mother, whom she had served before, was also a peerless beauty. There were so many beauties around the Emperor, but compared to Ming Yue, one was really like a firefly and the other was like the bright moon. Ming Yue was really too beautiful. She was as beautiful as a fairy and couldn't be described. And this child was only a little old now. What kind of stunning appearance would he have when he grew up?
I saw that although Aunty Hong had stopped crying, her tears were still flowing. I gently wiped them away and said,"Auntie Hong, let me dance for you. I just thought of it.”
" Yes, dance. Let Aunty Hong see what kind of dance Mingyue has come up with." Aunty Hong knew that I was coaxing her, so she stopped crying and looked at me, waiting for my dance.
I bowed to Aunty Hong and started my dance…
Time passed by in such a hurry. I knew that the wheels of history would roll faster and faster. I had a feeling that there was an urgent sense of crisis constantly pressuring me. I really wanted to grow up quickly. Although I was already growing very fast, much faster than my peers, and the servants were already calling me little monster behind my back, I knew that I was really too young. I couldn't do anything at all.
"Aunty Hong, Princess Ming Yue, the Prime Minister would like to invite the two of you to the inner hall." The voice of a maidservant came from outside the door.
"Understood. Please tell lord prime minister that princess Ming Yue will go after dressing up.”
I looked at Aunty Hong, wondering why Old Man Sima suddenly wanted to see me today and even asked me to go to the inner hall. I'm only three years old.
Auntie Hong was also a little puzzled. The Prime Minister had never come to visit us before, so why did he suddenly…?？？
Auntie Hong couldn't solve my doubts, but she had no choice. She quickly dressed me up. I happened to be wearing new clothes today, so I saved a lot of time.
inner hall
Sima Yue's expression was really ugly. Zhu Dan, who knew all the details of Luoyang, had defected and joined Liu Yuan. Liu Yuan appointed Liu Jing as the Viceroy of the Jin Dynasty, conquered Liyang, defeated Wang Kan in Yanjin, and sank more than 30,000 men and women into the river! Corpses blocked the river, and blood dyed the entire river red! Schleswig attacked Julu and Changshan, and his troops reached more than 100,000.
Today was Sima Yue's banquet, but these military reports had to be delivered today. No matter how good his mood was, it would not be good.
Liu Yu was really worried that Ming Yue would be humiliated when she came to visit the Prime Minister. After all, the Prime Minister was not in a good state today.
Although everyone had their own thoughts, they were basically unwilling to provoke Sima Yue at this time. They all pretended not to see Sima Yue's expression and continued to drink and watch the singing and dancing…
"Princess Ming Yue has arrived!" A report came from afar.
Although I didn't know why Sima Yue wanted me, a princess, to pay him a visit, and although he was a subject, he was actually his guardian and also the lord of the clan. However, it wasn't proper for me to appear in front of so many foreign subjects. However, I, a so-called princess, really had no power and status. The only person I could rely on was Sima Yue. I was really a little nervous in my heart. I couldn't guess what he was up to. After all, this is my first time attending a public event as a princess. I can only play it by ear.
Auntie Hong followed behind me with an uneasy expression.
Hearing that Mingyue was about to arrive, everyone's eyes were filled with excitement and anticipation. After all, this child's reputation was too great, and she was the most noble royal bloodline. When she grew up, whoever married her would have a noble status that would make the most famous celebrities bow when they saw her.
Liu Yu and Wang Yan also looked at the entrance.
What greeted everyone's eyes was a little girl who already had the image of a young girl. Perhaps because she was still young, she did not wear the standard princess dress of the Jin Dynasty. Naturally, she did not shave her eyebrows, and her face was not covered with white powder that the noble ladies thought was beautiful at that time. Her delicate and tender little face did not have any makeup, but it shone brightly under the light. She only wore a white wide-sleeved robe embroidered with peony flowers. The waist was tightly tied, and below it was a white skirt. It looked very fresh and elegant.
Every step I took was a standard lady-like pace. I took small steps at a moderate pace.(It was very similar to the way modern Japanese women walked. In fact, this way of walking was passed down from the Han Dynasty.) My wooden clogs made a rhythmic and clear sound on the wooden floor. I slowly came in front of Sima Yue and stopped at a certain distance. I bowed my head to his respectful Wan Fu. That beautiful face and quiet posture really made people look sideways. I also gave a slight bow to everyone present. After all, I was a princess. It was already very polite of me to greet them.
Ming Yue's actions immediately won everyone's favor, especially that pair of big, mesmerizing eyes. That half-smile was really…this child who looked like he was only five or six years old was already so bright that it was a little unbearable.
I looked at everyone's expressions. Some were greedy, some liked, and some were sanctimonious. I was really not used to it. After all, it was my first time attending such a crowded event, especially when so many old men were looking at me. My slightly pitiful expression made these old men infatuated.(The Jin Dynasty was an era where looks were extremely important, and no one else in the past dynasties could compare to it.)
There were two uninvited guests in this group of old men. One was Fu Di, who was personally promoted by Emperor Huai. He was already over 60 years old. The other was Shang Shu Ling and Yu. For some reason, these two were also at the banquet today.
Sima Yue was also shocked when he saw my appearance. It was his first time seeing such a pure and flawless girl. Sima Yue was secretly praising her in his heart. She was still a little girl, pure and innocent.
Sima Yue smiled and said to me,""Ming Yue, do you know why I called you to the inner hall?”
Auntie Hong looked at me nervously. Although Mingyue was usually very mischievous and eccentric when I was with her, it was still her first time attending such a big event. Mingyue was still a child after all. Auntie Hong was really worried that I would say something wrong…
When I heard Sima Yue's question, I slowly raised my head and saw that Sima Yue's face didn't have any malicious intent. I became spirited and replied to Zhongfu,""Mingyue guessed that Zhongfu must have wanted to reward me with something good, but I really don't know why he wanted me to come here.”I stretched out my hands again and gently turned in a circle on the spot. I smiled at Sima Yue and said,"Zhongfu, does Mingyue look good in this dress?“
Sima Yue was stunned by my mischievousness. He immediately began to recall the closeness in the words "Zhongfu". The smile on his face instantly became thicker as he laughed,"Good, good, good. I will agree to anything Ming Yue wants. However, I called Ming Yue here today for something else.”
I opened my eyes wide and looked at Sima Yue without blinking."Don't, Zhongfu didn't even ask Ming Yue what he wanted, and he already asked Ming Yue to do something.”Immediately after, he returned to his calm and slightly sad appearance, thinking to himself, what exactly is Sima Yue up to?
Sima Yue's face turned red. He had been teased by a little girl.
When everyone saw this scene, they wanted to laugh in their hearts, but they did not dare to laugh out loud. They really could not help but laugh.
Liu Yu also laughed in his heart. This little girl, who taught her to call Sima Yue Zhongfu? She was actually so smart and quick-witted?？
Wang Yan looked at Liu Yu and thought that this girl was really interesting. He wondered what she would be like when she grew up. He was really looking forward to it.
Sima Yue was indeed teased, but he was not angry. Who could be angry at such a strange and beautiful little girl? Sima Yue could only pretend to be serious and said," Ming Yue, don't mess around. I'll introduce you to a young hero. Because you're all young, so…Haha."
I was shocked. They wanted to betroth me?？I'm a man, I'm going to be exposed! What should he do? Wait, is Sima Yue willing to give me away? If not, why did you let me meet all the ministers and a youth in the inner hall? And why did my first reaction feel like I was about to be set up on a blind date? I'm really about to be confused by Sima Yue.。。。。
Sima Yue looked at my terrified face and smiled in his heart, but his face remained calm.
When Liu Yu heard Sima Yue's words, he was also very surprised. Mingyue was really still young…
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