Sasuke clenched his fists tightly as he watched Kakashi leave. His lowered eyes were filled with the pain of struggling. The image he had always wanted to forget was fiercely attacking his mind. His soul made him unable to breathe.
When he was still young, his days were not as comfortable and beautiful as they were in school. At home, she was an existence that everyone hated.
Because when she was five years old, her father had an affair and her mother almost went crazy. As a result, the family began to be restless. Noises, fights, roars, and smashing became a common occurrence. This matter became a joke in the community and family, and she, an innocent child, became an existence that should not exist in people's mouths. She also became an outlet for venting.
Almost every day, wounds of different sizes appeared on her body. Fortunately, they did not leave any marks on her face. Otherwise, it would be difficult for her to even go out. Later on, the matter finally escalated step by step. It was time to end everything. Her mother, who had always loved her father so deeply, had killed her father in front of her that day and then committed suicide. She had witnessed everything, so she went crazy. No one was willing to take her in.
In the end, she was admitted to the mental hospital and lived in that dark, terrifying and strange place for a year. A seven-year-old child looked at those crazy people every day and felt the crazy fear in her heart. Her heart trembled and she was afraid. The image of her mother stabbing her father with a knife appeared in her eyes. Blood was flowing and her life was passing. They were her relatives.
She became what people called a psychopath with severe split personality. She knew she had this illness, but she remained silent.
Later on, her behavior made the doctors confirm that she could no longer stay in the hospital, so she left the hospital and went home. However, everyone's eyes made her breathless. Almost everyone pointed at her and said," Look, she's a mental patient! She heard that she went crazy because she saw her mother kill her father. Later on, she got some kind of split personality. Although the doctor said that she was fine now, who knew that it would act up again that day! She had been in a mental hospital for a year. Just thinking about it was terrifying. A mental hospital!”
Everyone kept their distance from her, looking at her with a strange and unbearable gaze. She almost suffocated. The fear that was like a ghost made her break out in cold sweat. The mental torture deeply swallowed her, and she almost couldn't take it.
Later, Shishi appeared. Shishi was not afraid of her and did not look at her like that. In an instant, she was pulled into the sunlight. The darkness was far away from Shishi, and she, who stayed by Shishi's side, was also blessed. The darkness was fading away, the nightmare was fading away, the sun was shining, and life seemed to have become calm.
With Shishi's suggestion, she left the neighborhood and settled down in the school. The peaceful life made her dual personality gradually fade away, and it almost never acted up.
She had once been depressed and immersed in her own world. She had frozen three feet in ice and kept people three feet away from her, so no one could enter her heart. Shishi was the only exception.
She wasn't interested in gossip about TV and movie stars, but it was because of that chance glance that she couldn't take her eyes off him.
She had never liked anyone or anything, but she felt that when she watched Naruto, her mood fluctuated with the plot. She even fantasized about how great it would be if she was a ninja. She yearned for great power so that she could protect the people she cared about, as well as herself.
Most importantly, no one there would know that she was sick. No one would look at her with strange fear. Even if there was, as long as she had the power, she could kill it! She did not care about good or evil at all.
She was a human, and she also had emotions and desires. She sympathized with Weasel, admired Naruto, and liked Kakashi. However, she could not overcome the wall in her heart. She was a coward.。。
That night, Sasuke did not sleep well. He dreamed of the past and the memories of being Sasuke. They roared and rushed at him, and cold sweat drenched his entire body. He woke up in fear. His eyes widened violently, and the fear in his heart surfaced bit by bit. A feeling that he had not felt for a long time lingered in his mind. His rough breathing sounded in the lonely and quiet night, making him seem desolate and strange.
Why were they still pestering him?! Why hadn't he forgotten those things?! Why did he still remember? Why, why?
He slid down and buried his head in the pillow weakly. Tears burst out of his eyes and rushed out of his body. His face was filled with a deep sense of powerlessness, defeat, and loneliness.
Suddenly, Sasuke sat up with his eyes wide open. He looked at the moonlight outside the window. The soft light emitted a faint cold color. The lush trees stood in rows. It was similar to the world before, but this was not the world before, was it?
He was Sasuke, not Qingqing, wasn't he?
No one would know his past. No one would know. Yes, no one.。。
Then I am Sasuke, why should I still be troubled by the past? Wasn't this asking for trouble?
Sasuke, Sasuke, he was Sasuke now.
No longer sleepy, Sasuke got up and wiped his face. Looking at the figure in the mirror, he swore in his heart that he would forget everything in the past. He was Sasuke!
After tidying up his tools, he went outside and began another day of morning exercise. Today, he mainly practiced his physical skills and speed.
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Another day had arrived. The crescent moon was replaced by the round sun, and the coldness turned into warmth. The sunlight from the east was red, just like Sasuke's red cheeks.
Gasping for breath, Sasuke stopped his training. Sweat flowed down his body, and heat was being emitted. Sasuke, who was drenched all over, held his knees and calmed his violent heartbeat.
His face was very red. Because of the intense exercise, his lips were very dry because of the loss of moisture.
In short, Sasuke was very attractive now, and a different kind of beauty appeared on his face.
After entering the bathroom to take a shower, he changed into clean clothes, put on a forehead protector, and took a deep breath. Sasuke secretly cheered himself up.
From today onwards, everything would be different, because he would change.
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