When Li Yao entered the word " Feng Nan " in the search bar and pressed " OK ", his hands trembled uncontrollably.
In the end, Li Yao pressed the OK button and quickly found the recording of Feng Nan's live broadcast today.
What surprised Li Yao the most was that Feng Nan's live broadcast was less than an hour long, which was completely beyond Li Yao's expectations.
With the doubt in his heart, Li Yao opened the video.
The scene before her was still the same as Feng Nan's daily life. However, since today was 11/11, the Singles 'Day, Feng Nan even teased the audience in her live broadcast room at the beginning.
When he saw this, Li Yao couldn't help but smile, because he knew that Feng Nan's " bad habit " was completely brought up by himself. Even Feng Nan's three roommates in university were like Li Yao's three roommates, complaining more than once that Li Yao had led Feng Nan astray.
However, as the video was recommended, when Feng Nan played the accompaniment of a song, Li Yao's expression changed instantly, because he saw a touch of sadness in Feng Nan's eyes.
"This song,'Passers', why? Are you going to sing some heart-wrenching songs today? After all, it's Singles Day, right? Is it like this?" Accompanied by the accompaniment, Feng Nan's sweet laughter could be heard.
However, only Li Yao, who knew Feng Nan very well, knew that Feng Nan's emotions were very unstable at the moment.
"No one could have thought that…"
"You will appear by my side"
"Maybe it's a joke played by fate."
"I dare not get too close to you."
"I was afraid you would find it annoying."
"Only one person is lonely."
……
When Feng Nan opened his mouth, Li Yao's eyes were completely wet with tears.
During the accompaniment of the main song and chorus, Feng Nan first thanked the audience for the gifts they gave her. Then, she pointed at the cover of the song and said with a smile," Isn't it heartbreaking?”
However, Li Yao could tell that Feng Nan was trying to change the subject. She was afraid that she would cry. After all, they had been together for so many years, and Feng Nan would always do this inadvertently whenever she saw something that touched her.
At this moment, Li Yao's tears had accumulated to a point where they were about to explode.
As the climax of the song progressed, Feng Nan's eyes gradually turned red, and her nasal voice involuntarily became heavier. Her voice also began to tremble.
"Loneliness counts every day. You have so many disappointments.”
When Feng Nan sang this line, she could no longer control her emotions. She hurriedly covered her small face with the wooden fan in her hand.
At that moment, Li Yao, who was watching the video, let the tears in his eyes fall.
"It hurts, it hurts, hehe.”With the cover of the fan, Feng Nan forced himself to calm down and said with a laugh.
However, no one could not tell that she was forcing a smile from the bitterness and sadness in her smile.
"It hurts my heart and chest. Motherf * cker." Although Feng Nan was still laughing and joking, she could not control her emotions. She turned off the camera and did not say a word for a long time.
Li Yao, on the other hand, could still hear Feng Nan's sobbing through the screen. Li Yao felt a sharp pain in his heart. He wanted to comfort her, but he couldn't.
After that, Feng Nan sang a few more songs with determination. However, due to her emotional breakdown, Feng Nan's condition for the last few songs was completely different. Her eyes were red and moist from beginning to end.
"I'll go offline first. I'll do the live broadcast later. Wait for me to calm down.”Feng Nan turned off the live broadcast and the video ended.
"Phew." Looking at the screen of his phone that had stopped, Li Yao's eyes could not help but become dull. He just stared at his phone blankly, without any expression.
"I'm just a fool. I didn't expect that my stupidity would make you so sad.”Li Yao sighed deeply.
At this moment, Li Yao really couldn't understand why he had done such a stupid thing yesterday. What was better for Feng Nan? Did he not have the ability to make Feng Nan better?
Li Yao's heart was filled with regret!
He could not figure out what kind of situation he was in. Why was he so stupid yesterday? Today, he seemed to have changed into a different person. Everything that he could not see through before was instantly understood.
Also, what was going on with those things that suddenly appeared in his mind?
Couldn't all of this have happened a day earlier?
If he had come a day earlier, he would not have made Feng Nan so sad!
It would not inadvertently stimulate his current hair.
Why was everything always a step too late?
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