Her Story
The crowd outside the car was getting more and more crowded. He and she were huddled in this small car. He adjusted the radio station, trying to find something he was interested in from the news. There was a lot of content, but it was not what he wanted. The news content was not about the severity of the country and the people's suffering, but some touching heroic deeds. He understood this, just like everyone else. The country and the people needed positive energy to support everyone's beliefs.
She took off her shoes in the car and gently rubbed her weak feet. It seemed that she was tired after walking for more than ten kilometers and standing for more than two hours.
Yue Hua Yang turned off the radio and went to the back seat. He took out some food from the trunk. Just as he turned around and sat down, a pair of white and tender feet reached out to his thighs.
He said,"Stop fooling around. Eat something first and rest well." As he said this, he took out some food from the bag. He gave her some and picked out a piece of bread for himself. Just as he was about to tear open the packaging and take a bite, he saw her little feet. Her toes were still moving. He freed up a hand and put it down for her, saying, We're eating. Can you stop fooling around?
She glanced at him. She still didn't know him well enough, but she still snorted unhappily. It's not like your smelly feet. Even if I don't wash them for a month, my feet won't stink. My feet are already hurting, so I want you to help me rub them! Humph!
He said,"Hurry up and eat!" I'll go shopping with you later, okay?
"Really?" You have to keep your word, okay?
He said,"You said your feet hurt, but it doesn't hurt anymore when you hear about shopping!" Women were really incomprehensible creatures.
She snorted. Are you kidding me? Liar…
He said,"Alright, I really have to go out later. Hurry up and eat!" It would be a waste if he couldn't finish it!
As she ate, she continued to ask, Where are you going later? Was he really shopping? I want to take a shower. I haven't taken a shower in a few days. I feel like my body stinks. As she spoke, she even sniffed her own body. Then, she began to hate herself.
Yue Hua Yang looked at her and could only shake his head and smile.
Men always ate faster than women. Seeing that Yue Hua Yang had already eaten, she immediately put her feet on his lap, her eyes revealing a longing expression.
Yue Huayang held her snow-white feet and felt a wave of joy in his heart. This was the first time he had come into contact with a woman's small feet so closely. They were snow-white and soft. Nowadays, women were used to living a superior life. Coupled with the fact that there were more men than women in the country for more than half a century, women were spoiled like grandmothers. The more beautiful they were, the more men sought after them. It was the environment where there were more wolves than meat that made them so proud. He had once heard from a friend who was more playful that beautiful women in big cities could easily earn tens of millions in a year if they were willing. Compared to the betrothal gifts of 6.66 million, 8.88 million, or even 13.14 million, it was simply incomparable. In his words, as long as she was beautiful, marrying her was a good thing. However, there were still more than 50 million single men in China, and this was without counting the number of married and divorced men!
Sigh! In this society, men and women were becoming more and more reluctant to get married. This was because he had seen last year's population structure statistics report released by the country in January. There were more than 230 million men and women between the ages of 20 and 40 who were eligible for marriage in the country, and he was one of them.
Seeing that he was a little distracted, she moved her little feet and did all kinds of seductive actions for men. A part of his thoughts came back, but he soon fell into another thought. Ever since the catastrophe, the pampered women were quickly abandoned by the instinctive choice of men to survive. The strong difference in their adaptability to life and physical fitness caused women to suffer heavy losses in this catastrophe, and their social status plummeted.
In this era where everyone lived for themselves, coupled with the lack of social legal and moral supervision, the evil in people's hearts was infinitely magnified. As long as there was the ability and the opportunity, how could a woman's weak body resist a man who was twice as strong as her? The more chaotic the era, the more miserable men were. Women without men's protection were even more miserable.
Her little foot lightly kicked his body, and because he was distracted, she stopped kneading him.
Yue Hua Yang looked at her little feet in his hands. They were so fair and tender. These beautiful little feet were simply a little stunner. Coupled with her beautiful face and slender and soft body, she would definitely attract countless men's gazes. Was he really going to bring her to that war-torn place? Would a weak person like her be able to adapt to that environment? Can I protect her well? Or do I have the ability to protect her? All of this was unknown.
He came back to his senses from his thoughts and stopped what he was doing again. He looked at Lin Fang deeply, as if he wanted to say something but hesitated.
Lin Fang noticed that his hands had stopped moving again. Out of habit, he used his foot to touch his sensitive parts. She did not feel the instinctive reaction that any man might have. This made her feel a little surprised. Then, she looked up and saw his deep eyes looking at her.
She smiled and asked," What's wrong?
[Are you sure you want to wander the world with me?]
She replied,"Yes!" Yes! You…you're not thinking of abandoning me again, are you? Believe it or not, I will die in front of you in minutes. She looked into his affectionate eyes and felt that something was wrong. Finally, her mood changed and her tone changed. A sense of loneliness crept into her heart again.
He said,"I just want to tell you that you'll suffer a lot in the future if you follow me. I'm afraid that you'll get used to being spoiled and won't be able to live a hard life." That's why I asked you to think twice, and now you're regretting it…
She said,"I can endure hardship. I really can endure hardship. Don't leave me, okay?" I really have nothing else except you now.
Then, she retracted her little feet and lay in his arms. Tears covered her face again.
Yue Huayang caressed her back with one hand. In fact, after spending a few days together, he was reluctant to let her leave.
Lin Fang said with tears in her eyes,"I really can endure hardship and I'm not afraid of hardship…"
Then, in Yue Hua Yang's arms, she started talking about her family before she got married.
Lin Fang: I was born in a small village called Shengou in Fengyan Village, Anlexi Township, Hezhang County, Bijie City. The place is surrounded by mountains. The road that leads to the town is only a four-meter-wide cement road. In winter, the mountains are blocked by heavy snow. In summer, after heavy rains, it is also impossible to get in and out. When I was born, there were more than ten families there. After I finished junior high school, only my family was left in the entire village. Those who were capable had moved out.
"I have an irresponsible father who has been lazy all his life and unwilling to leave. The only decent job he has is to work in the coal mine in the village. However, the coal mine has been shut down several times in the past ten years. After all, it is one of the few industries in the village, so the salary is so low that he can only afford to buy some wine. When he was young, he often went to drink. Once, he got drunk and slipped into a ravine, breaking a leg."" For the entire family, it would be considered as completely ruining his happy life. Our place was poor to begin with, and my family was even poorer at that time. He had broken a leg, so he could forget about getting a wife. He was already 33 years old, but he was still single.
At that time, the government specially helped people like him who lived in the mountains to get rid of poverty. They sent him 20 goats for him to raise. Three years later, his grandfather passed away, leaving only him and my grandmother in his family. However, the situation at home was much better. He had nearly 100 goats and more than 200,000 yuan in savings. However, the betrothal money around him was a lot. Even the ugliest divorced woman with children would cost 500,000 to 600,000 yuan. He still could not get a wife. Finally, one day, a person came from the outside. He was a human trafficker who specialized in abducting foreign people to marry into China. He asked for 500,000 yuan and said that he could find a foreign wife for him. Many people in the surrounding villages who could not find a wife were his guests. He had a good reputation there.
In the end, the human trafficker brought a beautiful foreign mute woman and took away all the savings in the family. He also chased away almost all the sheep, leaving only five sheep. Everything was back to how it used to be, except for the addition of a mute woman at home.
A year later, they had me, and their lives gradually got better. The flock of sheep also grew again, but my mother's beauty began to attract the attention of the men in the surrounding villages. Then, someone deliberately sabotaged it. Finally, there were a few times when a sheep went missing. My father went out to look for it, leaving my grandmother, my mother, and a one-year-old me. Three drunk wild men broke into our house. My grandmother was beaten unconscious and she was humiliated...
After that, my father returned home and saw her tied up naked. He beat her up. Grandma, who woke up, couldn't hold him back. In the future, every time he got drunk, he would hit her. She persisted in this kind of life for another two years. Finally, there was a little bachelor in the same village who couldn't stand it anymore and decided to take her out of the small mountain village to make a living. However, my mother couldn't bear to leave me and didn't want to leave. However, she wasn't as strong as him. She was still pulled by him along the way. Because my mother didn't want to, she pulled and pulled very slowly. Finally, my father caught up from behind. The little bachelor was shocked. In his panic, he wanted to pull my mother down the hill, but my mother didn't want to follow him. She still resisted strongly. The little bachelor slipped and fell to the ground with my mother. They rolled down the hill. When they found them in the ravine, both of them were already dead. That year, I was three and a half years old. I couldn't remember anything. It was my grandmother who told me about it in the future.
Two years later, my dad got a second foreign wife through that man. She wasn't pretty, but she wasn't mute. She could speak some Chinese. However, from the first day she entered the house, she knew that she had been abducted by human traffickers. From then on, she began to plan to escape. However, she was surrounded by vast mountains. Similarly, many men's wives were abducted by human traffickers. This formed a very large network. All men had a common responsibility. Not only did he have to watch over his wife to prevent her from escaping, but he also had to watch over other women to prevent them from escaping. She tried several times but was caught. Finally, he hardened his heart and broke her legs, but this did not make her yield. From then on, she began to fight endlessly with him.
She used many methods to make the family restless. Finally, my father was forced to do nothing. He tied her up in a small room in the courtyard like a dog and became a tool for him to vent his lust. However, she still did not give in. She began to use her body to take revenge on this man. When my father and grandmother were not at home, she was willing to have sex with any passing man. She used this method to put a hat on this man and she was never tired of it. My dad should know, but he can't bear to part with this woman, or just her body.
There were only two families in this small village. Other than my family, the other family only had a pair of old men and women in their sixties. In the nearby villages, it would take at least half an hour to get here.
There were fewer and fewer people around, but there were more and more wild animals in the mountains. The two families had raised several dogs to guard the house.
Her revenge hadn't stopped. There were fewer people around, so she turned her attention to the dog.
Not long after, this matter spread. At that time, I had already started to live in school and was in the second grade of primary school. I was laughed at by my classmates every day. When I went home on weekends, I happened to hear her scolding him and he hitting her. During the entire weekend, he hit her three times a day. He didn't even give her a bite of food or a sip of water. Grandma couldn't stand it and secretly gave her something to eat, but she refused to eat it. Fighting became her persistence, even if she was facing death.
Early the next morning, her father went to herd the sheep after dinner. Grandma specially made delicious food for her, but she stubbornly refused to eat it. The food was left on the ground and was eaten by the dogs raised by other people. In the end, Grandma asked me to bring her something to eat and told me that if she successfully ate, she would give me a big doll. When I scooped food for her, Grandma specially taught me to say something like this:
When you go over, you have to call her mom first! Eat!
If she asks you why you call her 'mom', just say' a woman who has never been a mother is an incomplete woman'.
There was also the last sentence,"At least there is one thing to live for."
After the food was served, Grandma asked me to recite it a few times. After seeing that I remembered everything clearly, she asked me to go to her place.
I usually never went to her place. When I saw her, she was chained up like a crazy dog. I finally mustered up the courage to enter this room.
At that time, I didn't know anything at all. I just wanted to finish what Grandma gave me as soon as possible.
I called out to her,"Mom, let's eat."
She looked at me as if she had received a strong stimulation. After a long time, she slowly said to me, Child, I'm not your mother. Why are you calling me your mother?
I said,"Grandma told me that a woman who has never been a mother is incomplete."
When she heard that, she was stunned for a moment before she burst into tears. After crying for a while, she saw that I was still standing at the side with food. She said, Why aren't you leaving yet? I don't eat.
I said again,"Mom, eat!"
She suddenly laughed and sighed." It doesn't matter if you eat or not. You should go back.
At that time, I was a little anxious. I thought that if I couldn't complete what Grandma had instructed me to do, my big doll would be gone. So, I cried out anxiously at that time. As I cried, I said, If you didn't eat, Grandma wouldn't have bought me a big doll. I want a rag doll…
I had just cried for a while when I heard her calling me. She said, Do you really want the doll?
I nodded vigorously.
She smiled at me and said,"Child, bring the food over!"
Then I brought the food over. She took the bowl but didn't eat it. She reached out a hand and stroked my head. She smiled and said,"What a beautiful little girl."
At that time, I just wanted her to eat quickly, so I shouted, Mom, eat quickly.
And she also replied to me, saying,"Mom will start eating now!"
Then, she picked up her chopsticks and began to eat. She ate very slowly and cried as she ate. Perhaps she saw that I was still standing beside her, so she picked up a few pieces of meat with her chopsticks and gave it to me. She even said, Good child, Mommy will give you some too. Come, call your mother!
Then, I ate the meat she gave me while calling her mom happily.
When she finished eating, there was not a single grain of rice left. I held the bowl and was about to rush out to hand in the homework that Grandma had assigned when I heard her loud shout from behind, Old fart, I've already eaten. You must buy the doll you promised to buy for the child. Otherwise, I won't let you off even if I become a ghost.
I suddenly stopped in my tracks. There was still one sentence that Grandma had not said. I was going to tell her after she finished shouting.
After she finished shouting, she smiled at me and said, Child, quickly go out! It was dirty here.
I said,"Mom, Grandma also said,'At least there's one thing to think about when you're alive."”
After hearing this, she was stunned for a moment, then sighed and said, She couldn't go back. Her heart was dead. It was meaningless and she didn't have any thoughts.
Perhaps she saw that I didn't understand, so she continued, You're still young, so you won't understand the things between adults. When you grow up and experience love, you'll understand everything. Child, get out! This place is dirty. Don't ever come here again after you leave.
I could only agree to go out. After that, I brought her food and water a few times. When I went, I called her mom. She also called me a good child.
After that, I went back to school, but when I returned home the next week, she was no longer there. His father was arrested and imprisoned for five years. Grandma was the only one supporting the family.
When I was about to graduate from junior high school, he came back, but Grandma's body was about to die. She passed away in less than a year. She was seventy-six years old when she passed away. She passed away peacefully and without pain.
She told me a lot of things in that last year. She said that she was also a woman who was kidnapped and brought in, but she was hurt by love outside. She was about to die, but my grandfather was very good to her and took care of her. She got pregnant not long after and never thought of running away. She said that my biological mother was the same as her, a person who was submissive and resigned to fate. Such a person will live a good life. It's just a pity that your mother is mute and can't understand what we're saying. She doesn't even know how to explain herself when she's taken advantage of by bad people. She's very pitiful. After giving birth to you, she never got pregnant again. Your father has always wanted to carry on the family line... Sigh!
Then, she told me about my stepmother. She said that she was a stubborn woman who refused to accept her fate. Before she came to our house, she was pregnant with a child, but she was drugged by a human trafficker and it was gone. She always thought that it was our doing, so she especially hated your father and me. After that, she got pregnant five more times, but for some reason, it was all gone. Although we treated her very well, she didn't appreciate it at all. Finally, step by step, things became like that…She was a woman with a bitter life, a woman who didn't give in to fate. Her obsession was too strong. It was this family that slowly eroded her courage to live. It was also us who harmed her and completely cut off her desire to live.
Lin Fang looked up at Yue Huayang and saw that he was deep in thought and did not say a word. She continued,
After graduating from junior high school, I continued to attend high school. I had always lived in a boarding school. These 12 years of compulsory education were based on the standards of the poorest students. The country paid for tuition, fees, and living expenses, so I didn't rely on him much anymore. Therefore, I rarely go home in the future. I only know that when I was in my second year of high school, he found another wife. She was more than ten years younger than him and was a little silly. During the first year of marriage, when I went back to visit him with my husband, their lives should have been okay. During the summer of the year before last, there was a heavy rainstorm there. There was no landslide in the surrounding area, but it happened at his place. Perhaps it happened because too many sheep had eaten up the grass on the mountain! By the time he and I rushed over to take a look, almost three days had passed.
The house was buried very deep, and it was covered with tens of thousands of square meters of earth and stone. The government is asking for our opinion on whether to continue excavating the remains? In the end, my husband's family objected. Maybe it was because we had to bury the body after it was dug up, and the compensation given by the country would be much less. So I didn't insist.
Perhaps this was a very good thing for them. At least they could be considered to have been buried in peace. It was much better than having to cremate their bodies after they were dug up.
Lin Fang looked at Yue Huayang and shook him. Yue Hua Yang replied,"What a poor woman."
Lin Fang said,"Do you think things are over like this?" I haven't told you the story of my family.
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