The next morning, Su Xin Yan woke up early. The two maids were not in the room. She walked out of the room in a pair of ordinary cotton shoes and white undergarments.
The cool autumn wind blew wildly before the sun appeared. The sky was already completely bright, illuminating the ground. In the courtyard, Suxue was squatting in a corner to boil water. Qing He was nowhere to be found.
There was suddenly an additional person in the courtyard. Suxue raised her head as if she had sensed something. When she saw Su Xinyan, who was dressed thinly, she immediately became anxious." Miss, quickly go back to your room. Aren't you afraid of getting cold with so little clothing?" Go in quickly."
Su Xinyan listened to her nagging and her heart was as sweet as honey. In this residence, there were still two servant girls who cared about her.
"Suxue, where did Qing He go? Why didn't I see her this morning?" Su Xinyan stood still and asked Suxue who was fanning the fire.
"Yes, her? She went to the big kitchen to get the newly delivered fish.”Suxue patted the dust off her hands and stood up.
Su Xinyan nodded and turned around to enter the warm room. However, he was standing on the carp-patterned carpet. The carpet that looked exactly the same as in her previous life gave her an illusion. It was as if it was during her illness when she was ten years old in her previous life.
According to her previous life, after her so-called " illness ", Madam Su used the excuse of her illness to change everything in her room. Of course, this included the carps carpet from Jiangnan.
Past life, present life, past life, why were there overlapping shadows in her eyes now, making her unable to tell what was real?
She was confused for a moment. What did she want? What did she want in this life?
Thinking deeper, Su Xinyan could not help but slow down. He walked to the cabinet much slower than usual. She had actually walked slowly for a long time on the road that she could usually walk in a few steps.
What did she want? The heavens were merciful and gave her another chance. She should make good use of it. However, she didn't know what to do. Thinking back to her previous life, she had done so much in exchange for the sadness of throwing her body in the wilderness. Perhaps she should do the opposite.
She shouldn't have tolerated Su Wang's family doing evil things on her head, shouldn't have let Murong Yihong have improper thoughts about her, shouldn't have spent her whole life pushing him to the position of being below one person and above ten thousand people, shouldn't have personally cut off her retreat, shouldn't have
Su Xinyan suddenly laughed. Her laughter was extremely sorrowful.
On this early autumn morning, he looked at her boudoir with a nostalgic smile. His sorrowful smile slowly disappeared. After a while, he sighed.
Su Xinyan felt that all the strength in her body had been sucked away by the memories and nostalgia just now. Her entire body was powerless. Her heart skipped a beat. The sudden throbbing pain was unbearable. Her vision went black and she temporarily lost her sight. The pain in her heart made her lips tremble, but she could only wait for the pain to pass.
He pulled the button on the cabinet so that she wouldn't fall to the ground in a sorry state.
There was finally color in front of her eyes. Su Xinyan's hand that was holding the cabinet buckle slowly loosened. She frowned and thought for a moment. Why was this happening?
"Miss. The sun has already risen outside. Let's hurry up and pack up. We'll try to set off after dawn.”Before Suxue stepped into the room, her voice entered Su Xinyan's ears.
When Suxue entered the room, she saw Su Xinyan. She was standing in front of the cabinet with a conflicted look. Recently, she had rarely seen the young miss with such a childish look. Suxue found it cute and laughed involuntarily.
Su Xinyan seemed to have been awakened by her laughter. When she turned her head to look at Suxue, she did not frown, but slightly pouted. She complained childishly at her age." I don't even know what to wear to the palace this time. There were so many rules in the palace, and I had to meet with auntie. It was not good to dress too solemnly, and if I dressed too casually, it would make people think that I did not know my place.”
Suxue smiled." My good miss, why are you thinking so much? Just choose something that won't be rude. How could the Empress blame you?”
Su Xin Yan's childish face was solemn as she pondered whether Suxue's words made sense.
In the end, Su Xinyan wore a pink-blue gauze dress and a pink outer shirt embroidered with auspicious clouds. She also wore an orange belt around her waist. He looked full of vitality.
In order to match her clothes, Su Xinyan even asked Suxue to comb her hair into a bun. She pinned a hairpin with a lily pattern on her hair and wore a silver bracelet. Although it was simple, it was not ostentatious or rude. Su Xin Yan nodded in satisfaction.
After Su Xinyan finished packing, Qing He came in. However, he didn't look very happy. He was a little angry.
Su Xinyan was sitting at the table eating melon cakes. It was strange to see her like this. She put down the cakes with a serious expression." Qing He, what happened?" Why do you have such an expression?"
" Didn't you go to the kitchen to get some fish?" Suxue asked. Why did you come back with a sunken face?" Obviously, she was also dissatisfied with Qing He's expression.
Qing He was on the verge of tears when she was asked this question. Her small face scrunched together and she said in a muffled voice," Miss, they've gone too far! This servant had just gone to the kitchen to get some fish when she met two servant girls on the way. They laughed and said,"Even if Miss is going to see the Empress today, she can't go without a carriage!" It was Madam who had a way. Last night, she sent the carriage to the shop for repair.”
"Miss. The servant did not believe it at first, but she did not dare to be careless. She carried the fish and ran to the stable. She found that the horses were there, but the carriages were not there. They didn't have a carriage in advance for the flower banquet last time. This time, they're going too far!”
When Su Xinyan heard this, she pursed her lips tightly, and the black eyes in her eyes deepened. After a long while, she took a deep breath and lowered her eyes to let her say in the calmest tone possible," Go outside and hire a carriage. It's fine if it's late. Auntie won't blame me.”
When she wanted to pick up the pastries, she lost her appetite.
Suxue stood behind her and looked down at her shoes. There were tears in her eyes. Qing He received the order and ran out in a flash.
Both of them knew that this matter was related to the royal family. Without Su Lihua's tacit consent, the Su Wang family would not dare to do this.
Su Li Hua dared to acquiesce to this matter because he was certain that Su Xin Yan would not tell anyone about the affection she desired from him.
"I can't eat anymore either." Su Xinyan stood up. The chair she was sitting on fell to the ground because of her excessive movement. "Let's go out now. There's nothing to do here, so we can save some time.”
Suxue pouted and looked at the blue sky outside, feeling wronged. She secretly hated the heavens for being unfair.#
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