My love for you has never been accidental, but instinctive.
Loving you is a struggle, not loving you is also a struggle.
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After I got out of prison, the first thing I did was take deep breaths.
It turned out that the sunlight and air outside the wall were indeed brighter and fresher than inside the wall.
The life of luxury and food was completely cut off from me after I went to prison four years ago.
I was wearing the chiffon dress I wore on the day I went to prison. I was holding the 1,000 yuan that my ex-boyfriend gave me when he came to visit me after I went to prison.
Passersby were hurrying along, and I was trying to identify the street.
In four years, everything had changed too much, whether it was the people's hearts or the environment.
He tried his best to find clues that matched his memory, but he still kept walking forward, retreating, and going the wrong way.
The chiffon dress from four years ago was actually much bigger than I remembered. I was eighteen years old at that time and would no longer develop.
That's why the skirt is wide. It's not that I've grown taller, but that I've lost too much weight.
However, I soon realized that I was overthinking it. With my high school education, I thought that I could at least be a clerk in a small company. At the very least, I could be a receptionist or something.
However, after the interviewers read my resume and checked it on the computer, they all frowned in disgust.
After seven or eight companies came down, the answer I got was all no.
It's because I have a four-year prison record for accidentally injuring someone.
He walked out of the tenth company and touched the cash in his pocket…
Print your resume, buy clothes that fit you, stay, eat…
All of these required money.
One thousand yuan, only two hundred left.
The autumn wind blew. Without any hesitation, I walked towards the only place I could think of that didn't require a resume, didn't ask about the past, and could quickly earn money.
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Finally, I stood in front of the Chairman's door. I had an impression of this club. It had been established four years ago. The people who came in and out of it were all famous people in the city.
I didn't expect that it would still be standing in this city four years later. I could imagine that the business model here wouldn't be too bad. The boss must be smart and rich, so he wouldn't starve me because he couldn't afford to pay his employees.
I was used to the dark life in prison. Stepping into this place of debauchery and debauchery made me dizzy in just a second.
I came in in a daze and stood under the dazzling colorful light. I couldn't even tell the direction. I looked at the men and women on the dance floor and my mind was blank.
"Hello, Miss. Is there someone here or…?”A waiter in a white shirt came over with a bright smile.
My heart thumped, and I tried to squeeze out a smile to hide my nervousness."I'm here for an interview. I called Sister Bing in the afternoon.”
Sister Bing was the foreman of the Chairman, or to put it bluntly, the madam.
I came by in the afternoon and saw her number on the recruitment advertisement at the entrance. Then, I ran to the public phone booth to call her.
"Alright, please follow me." The waiter glanced at me and led me to the second floor.
She was not much different from what I had imagined. She had an enchanting figure and exquisite makeup.
There were a few scantily dressed women sitting on the sofa in her room smoking. All of them had fiery red lips, and it was difficult for me to see their true facial features.
I stood there, not attracting any attention. There were only a few glances at me, and then a mocking smile appeared on my face.
"Sister Bing, my name is Duo La. I called you this afternoon.”I lowered my head to look at my intertwined fingers. My mind was still blank.
Doraemon was naturally not my real name, and I did not intend to use it. After all, choosing to work in such an occasion was just a delaying tactic. I planned to leave after I earned enough rent.
Moreover, using one's real name in a place like this would bring him a lot of trouble in the future.
Sister Bing walked towards me with a cigarette in her hand. Every step was extremely feminine.
She glanced at me up and down and said calmly,"Have you done it before?"
" No…" I shook my head." But I'm a fast learner.”
Sister Bing sized me up again and handed me the half-smoked cigarette in her hand."Let me see how fast you learn.”
The tension in my mind suddenly broke. I raised my head to look at her, but my hands didn't move.
She tilted her head to look at me, the corners of her mouth slightly down.
The women on the sofa also turned their gazes over and looked at me with interest.
Those gazes were like lightning bolts that shot onto my body, wanting to dig holes in my body.
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